i'm so bored. that i'm gonna blog nonsense again.

i think ernie's right. if i stop blogging for just one day, i'll accumulate enough time to go and watch Death Note. ahaaa~

BAHHHHHHHHHHH.

my writer's block is coming back again!! =(( can't do my assignment. drats.

chatted with grace just now.. heee. =)) i was so blurr. hahaha. i went to wish her good luck for the coming 'A's.. then she was like.. but i'm still in j1? HAHA. oooops. =X hahahaaaa. i really gou blur man. i actually forgot!! ahahahaaaa. but nwae, i think got generation gap le. haha. cuz their syllabus change le. so she had to explain to me wad's going on and blah. heheee. she reminded me of myself in j1. nvm.. i pulled thru'.. so will FRIEND!!!! =D jiayou!!

ehh. this wouldn't do. i just squander my whole night away surfing youtube and chatting!! BLAH! =X can die~ hahaha. but i wanted to do my assignment!! then keep on block. duno wad to write lehhh =(


bahhhh. i should just snap out of all this rubbish. HMMM.

hahaa.

typical mediacorp showwww!!

zzz..

i'm so sleepy.

and i'm doing an assignment about sleep.

woooooo.

wad could be better?

haha

as mab demands, i shall blog about merlin.

happy birthday/new year/halloween, merlin!! =))

hahahaa. for those of you who have been constantly puzzled about who on earth merlin is, i shall enlighten you guys. hahaha. merlin is mab's witch cat.

he's black. and he's ugly. and you can't even see his eyes or mouth. it just all blends into his black black face.

merlin has a hard life. since, birth, he has been constantly intimidated by his neighbour, candy.

candy is a pink-nosed purple kitty. don't think size always gives you an edge, coz' all you hafta do is look at candy, and she'll prove you wrong. candy is a living example of small and mighty. her hobby not only includes watching tv with her mistress and looking at her mistress eat and study. her all-time fav pastttime since merlin moved in, is to bully merlin.

you might think, merlin so big. how to bully. but all the small and mighty candy has to do is....smirk. yes, you didn't hear wrongly..smirk.

awwwww. ain't candy irritating?

awwwww. ain't merlin sucha poor thing? who said anything about witches' hats being useful anyway. merlin has one. but he ends up getting bullied anyway.

as if he doesn't have a wretched enough life already, merlin's mistress has to dote on the oh-i-look-so-angelic-but-i-am-actually-a-devil candy more. how miserable can a witch cat's life get?

so, merlin. i hope you get to enjoy your new year. and go around trick-or-treating. pls don't knock on your mistress' door though. she'll make candy smirk at you again. and you wouldn't enjoy your birthday at all.

and fear not, little miss sotong will be behind you all the way! down with all purple cats and evil mistresses!!!

(=

i wish i could settle down properply to study...

but i just can't!!!

=((

wad's happening to meeeeeeeeeee!?

bahhhh.

so siannnn.

hehe. mab's coming later!! ((:

kaes i better do my assignments now.. so later can study together, then not so weird. hehe~

jiayou yuyu deardear!!! =D

《宮-野蠻王妃》信與采靜-搞笑版(mv)

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!! ((: and lame~ hahaha

okok. i take back my words.. guess i was abit hard last nite. bleahs. sorry! guess it's not her fault.. the comp's fault!! >=( plus some communication breakdown... SORRY!! sincere apologies~ =))

hehe.. all the same, SHIXIAN!! i likelikelikelike you!!!! =D hehe.. thanks for pei-ing me ao ye and helping me with the editing and all tt stuff! :))

***

yay! today was niceee! ^^

due to the chronic effects of sleep deprivation, i was at a perpetual drunk state again. hahaa! nvm~ lidat then won't doze off ma.. haha~ -.-

woke up all groggy and blah. wanted to go back to slp. but craft of writing last lec le. so though better go. biggest mistake. once sit down then detect the waste-of-timeness! hahaha. so jul and i just stood up and left. hahahaha! die la~ getting baddddd. we don't even do that for hrm lec!! :p

then went to slack around and print stuff and watch nonsense videos.. hahaaaaaaaa~
haha ended up fooling around with some projector thingy in one of the tut rooms during proj meeting! wahaha~ it didn't worked!! =(( nvm.. proj's more or less completed le.. left the miscellaneous stuff ^^

lunch was fun. ahaa~ was talking about all the nonsense stuff ranging from marraige to children to boyfriends to cosmetics. -_-''' hahahaaaa. highh~ meimei steph jy pls get your bf/s soon!! =D sx pls get together with your funny half~ hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! :p

heh. then the tut also quite fun.. muahaha. meimei got new nic again. she's scooby-doo... official mascot of our grp!! =D wahahaaaaaa. but was quite fun laa.. although i duno why the whole atmosphere was like half funny and half scary and nervous. hurhurhur(sc). =)) yayyy! i love our group!!!!! ((:

'walked' jy back to her hall busstop! hehe. i love chatting with her~ so niceeeeeeeeee. tee heeeeeeee~ and guess who we saw?? zzz.. eah really very xie men leh, girl. next time cannot anyhow talk about him... hahahaaaa. *shhhhh* lols. and i think the both of you looked so ridiculous shouting across the road!! wahahahaha~ super funny.. lols. =D

yay yay yayy. i love mondayyyys! happy dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy =))

STUDY!! :))

i'm so pissed i feel like crying!! how could anyone even be so irresponsible??

okok finally come in le.

*breathes in. breathes out*

thanks to the very nice shixian for pei-ing me, and cheering me up! ((:

bahhhhhhh!

so much stuff to doooooooooooooooooooo.

helppppppppppppppppp!!

=((

his yanzi jie got the biggest award - most popular female singer award last night. and today her new song - yu tian is first on 933 long hu bang again. so to celebrate, ernie is going to translate yu tian's lyrics to MALAY today. yayness(ec)! (:

s.h.e's singing chu dian! (:

lols. listening to the ceremony on net radio. hahaaa! =))

blahblahblah. should go back to psych soon.. hahaha. rested for more than one hr le! =P

ahahas.

lalala~

so siannnnn. hehe.

somebody entertain meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ >=(

ahaaaaaaa.

BOOOOOOO!! =D

zzz..

duno wad to blog abt le. hahaha. i want to watch Death Note!! =((

haha. went to wsands with mummy for awhile in the afternoon. realise..the new shops are not that interesting either.. =[ hahah~ so siannn. when will the little town near the sea ever become interesting? =X ahahas. i'm still waiting for the hk cafe to open! it better be GOOD. =D

haha. i should start dieting now. cuz exams coming. then after exams must go out with ernie! "dai ni chu qu zhen ma fan!" hahahaaa~ then he will force me go eat all sorts of food. and make me fat. while he be his wu di dong. hahahahaaaa. so i must diet now and save space for after-exams pigging out! yayyy~ hahaha -.-

sho shiannnnnnnnnnnn.

JAREN! WELCOME BACKKK! ^^

forensic toxicology:
inorganic poisons may be classified:
1) by their chemical properties,
2) musically. --> http://www.privatehand.com/flash/elements.html

HAHAHA. *pengz* now we know what the mathematicians at Harvard do... =D

bahhhhhhh. i am so full that i don't feel like studying! =X

mummy's abit weird....... =X just last wk, she expected me to skip lunch so that i won't get fat. then today morning, she expected me to finish one big bowl of greenbean+sweetpotato soup AND two big peanut pancakes for breakfast. uhhhhhhhhhhh -.- hahaha. so obviously i couldn't finish?? duh! so she came back from work n start to niao me... =X so i ended up having pancakes and milk for LUNCH. haha! what kind of a lunch is that?! -_-'''

okok why am i blogging about my lunch?? hahaha~ bcoz i'm bored. hehe! :p

so siannn. i want to watch Death Note!!!!!! =(( no time to go watch~ haix

was looking at a particular long abandoned blog. a blog that signifies a friendship not to be forgotten (: and the tagboard is still alive. ^^ hahaha... cools. and so crappy =D and i love the 'nvr forgotten ones'!! =))

tonight got the Quan Qiu Hua Yu Ge Qu Pai Hang Bang!! so exciting~ so many ppl coming to the Little Red Dot for once!! and i dun get to go watchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! =((

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i am really super super full noww. =[ okok better do my elearning.. hahaha. everytime i blog i say i wanna do elearning. but i always end up either doing something else or not finishing it! =X it's like 3HOURS worth of videos to watch lor.. and keep pausing to take down notes and all tt. bahhhh! how to finish lidat?? hahaha~

ciao! (:

i went jogging! ((: hehe..

caught only the last 15min of goong!! -sadx- hahahaha~ -.-


here's wishing all the best to my dearest temp bf in the world.. may you always be HAPPY! (: good luck~


time to studyyy. enough of nonsense for the dayy!! =))

boooooooooooooooo. lingzhi's last day @ 933 today! =(( i love herrrr! she n zhiyong rawksss. n i love her yin yue ri ji/s! =[ bahhs. today's morning program was so sad n weepy!! ='( bahhss. "oi! ni dao di yao qu na li?!" lols. super funnyyy. =) hope she comes back!! (:

hehe.. woke up and slacked arnd listening to 933.. then did one more elearning lec.. left the last one to go - toxicology! bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh-. the longest one.. =( okok must jiayou!! so horrible~ it takes super long.. n hafta keep pausing n going back and listen properly again.. =X hahhh.

gambate ne~!

tee heeeeeee. the little delights of life. that's what keeps me going! (: -happy happy-!

lalala~

=)

haha once again, note the unearthly time i'm online! =X

ok ytd was action-packed.

met gungun for lunch at j8, and gaigai for brunch or whatever-u-call-that at nyp library cafe! -.- haha wad a place~ but quite nice and condusive la.. so we just sat there and chatted super long.. then decided to drive off.. and then somehow we landed at......downtown east. -_-''' hurhurhur(sc). yeap. loittered arnd, she ate, and then sent me home! :)

then abit stomach pain.. at first thought was gastric.. coz getting abit hungry. but i nv dio gastric before, so i don't know how it feels, so don't know is really gastric not -.- confusing~ nwaes, just ate abit then went to rest.. then it started hurting REAL bad. =( then finally at almost 10, the pain was so unbearable that i was almost crying then seeing stars le(what's new.. -.-).. haha. so my uncle came, and tog with gorgor n daddy, they sent me to the 24hr clinic.

then the stupid gp was damn slow. took abt 15min per patient?? gosh. then 2 patients before me, this lady with heart attack came in.. so obviously hafta let her go first. and by the time, i was like half dead le. i was hugging daddy like some big baby girl.. hahahaha~ i think the last time i hugged him was prob more than 10yrs ago?? -blush blush- hehe~ :p then the guy supposed to go before me see i so tong ku, then offered to let me go first! yayy~ nice young yandao guys DO exist after all! ^^ haha actually no, i was too in pain to notice he qualify to be huiyu husband not.. just add in the yandao for fun de~ hahaha.

yeap. so the doc blahblahblah n jabbed me! =X ok i swear the jab was like instant pain-reliefing... hahaa! -_-''' eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. finally mannnnn. hahahaa. or else i really dying le. lols.

yea yeap. so rested n blah. warned about diet.

so poor me had PORRIDGE for 3 bloody meals today. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks!!!! =[ and i had to last thru' lec tut and tuition and come back still hafta do proj until now, then finally get to catch my breath. -phews- haha ok.. but i guess i'll resume my normal diet alrdy!! =D fully recovered liao.. wheeee! ^^ hahaha but i'm damn hungry now....... =XxX

so i should faster go slp!! ahahas. like i always do when i'm hungry.. hahahah~ -.-

thanks gaigai for the wonderful chat and exchange of secrets ytd!! ;) hehe~ i love u!!! =))

and of coz i love my bf too (: stay strong~

horrible pain. gotta rest.. blog abt today some other time.. happy day =)

this is to prove to yuyu deardear that this is MY blogging style.. hahaa!


ONE. Spell your name without vowels:
^_^ htng. haha sounds dumb~

TWO. What is the date 2 days after your bday?
^_^ erm. 2nd day after bdae is 4sept, 2days after is 5sept? haha nvm~ my bdae's on 2sept - tts the crux. pls rmb! lol

THREE. What is your least favorite type of music?
^_^ white noise. hahahaaa

FOUR. What color do you wear most?:
^_^ black. pink. white. i duno.. hahaa

FIVE. Whats your least favorite color?:
^_^ no colour haha

SIX. Last song you heard?:
^_^ yuyu, the song on my blog is not Perhaps Love.. is the what you silly i stupid.. hahahahaa~ duno la. Perhaps Love is the theme song jiu dui le. btw. i'm listening to my blog song! wahaha. beat about the bush~

SEVEN. What's for breakfast?:
^_^ erm. it's past 12.. so u want to know before or after midnight de breakfast menu? haha~ so whatever. i'm getting crappy

EIGHT. Are you happy with your life right now?:
^_^ yay!!!!!! =D

NINE. Do you own a...
a. -PS2?: cannot eat rite?
b. - XBOX?: cannot drink rite?
c. - PSP?: cannot shop rite?
d. - SIDEKICK?: then own for what? haha~


TEN. In what state or country do you want to go to school for college?:
^_^ ehhh. i had college in sg alrdy? haha~

ELEVEN. Do you shop at stores like mango..freeway..kamiseta..guess..?
^_^ window shop? hahahaa. mango la.. must frequent fruithead's fruitstall ma.. haha ok i tink only the fruithead knows what i'm talking abt. lols.

TWELVE. How do you make money?
^_^ EXTORTION. ROBBERY. "OI! MONEY OR LIFE??" according to shixian: "no. i want your weapon." hahahaa~ i'm really turning kuku liao~

THIRTEEN. How old is your youngest sibling if any?:
^_^ yours truly is 19. gorgor is 22! yayy~ hehe

FOURTEEN. When did you start Summer Break?
^_^ no, i'm not having any break now. besides, it's WINTER. -_-'''

FIFTEEN. Are you missing someone right now?:
^_^ uhhh. not really la. hahaha~

SIXTEEN. One word to describe you:
^_^ bored. why i got no cat to play with?? =(

SEVENTEEN. Favorite pair of shoes:
^_^ no favourite. dun like all. tt gives me a reason to buy more new shoes~ MUAHAHA.

EIGHTEEN. Do you own big sunglasses?
^_^ nahh

NINETEEN. What would you rather be doing right now?
^_^ watching GOONG!!! wahahahah~

TWENTY. What should you be doing right now?:
^_^ erm. slping.. hahaha~ or studying? lols. but i'm doing neither apparently. hahaa


yayyyy!! =D

warning: highly RANDOM post

heeex. SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

early morning wake up to go sch for proj meeting today!! =X haha but mum n bro going to cck, so i got company all the way to je! yayy~ hahaa. yea yeap. then met n all that.. haha. quite tiring.. but still quite productive la. ordered mac delivery for lunch...can u believe it?? =X

hahaha~

then went parkway to meet mab erly bert.. did only ONE part of ONE qn of my tut only, then they got out n decided to go for dinner le -.-''' hahahaaaa. thanks ar. lol! but yea.. was quite fun la.. hehe.. missed all of them!! =)) they can always brighten up my dayy!! ^^ walked arnd and all that.. poor mab! haha. her shopaholic attack seized her. lols. but she ended up buying nothing~ n she drooled at my new nike PINK bottle!! note the emphasis: PINK. =D -happy girl- heeeeee~

hmmmms. here's where all the randomness starts...

mab says her fren says (-_-|||): a good relationship is when the couple is able to lead their own individual lives, and yet, the two ppl are closely entwined. (:

how trueee! haha. so many couples keep quarrelling about not meeting each other regularly and all that.. but so what if you meet everyday but nothing goes on between the both of you? like, A wants to go shopping with her gf, and B wants to play soccer with his bf. but they meet out of obligation or rather, they are just so used to having to keep seeing each other. so when they push off other activities to meet each other, the flesh is there but the heart is not there. so what's the point? and then there's the future to consider.. what if one of you has to work overseas in future? if you are so reliant on your other half now, what's going to happen when he/she has to disappear for a long period of time? bleah~ told u it's highly random le! hahaha so messy.. =X

THEN...

some ppl they just love each other, but they got their own weird UNUSAL ways of expressing it. so they end up screwing up their means of communication. and they quarrel. and they say many other stuff that hurt or further irritate each other when deep down they really care. tragic irony~

THEN..

some ppl get caught on this huge looming tide and just ride along with it. and when the high tide subsides, they suddenly realise how little they know of each other, and how they go so horribly wrong together, and essentially, how they are not meant for each other.

THEN.

the other grp of ppl, i have no wish to describe them.. they are just so useless~


hahaha.

AND.

to gungun.. GIRLS ARE NOT AA!!!! =p hehe~

what else?? hahaha. can't rmb wad i wanna say le. lols.

niteys!! :)

HAHAHA. i laugh until i want fall off my chair le!!!! =D isn't it nice to be manipulating someone who used to be able to so easily manipulate your feelings unintentionally? haha~ not making sense.. but very funny jiu dui le. =D hehe... yayyy! i'm glad things are the way they are now!! =))

heh. cut off half way juz now cuz bro came home.. yea.. back to my lappie again!! muahahas. feels so much more at ease.. hehe.

lalala~

wheeeeeeeeee. bro brought mummy to popeyes juz now when they brought my relatives to the airport~ hahaaaaaaaa. SHE THINKS ITS NICEEEEEEEEEE!!! wahahaaaaaaa~~ nxt time duneed to suffer under the clutches of K*C le... ahahaa. dowan state explicitly.. lols. idea is there~ lalalaaaaaaaa =D

hahaha

new ringtoneeeeeee. woo hoooooooooooooo~~

i tink i'm crazy. nv dreamt that sotong also got reduced to such a state de yi tian. hahaha~

teee heeeeeeeeeee. i love my new blog songggg!! =D THANKS YUYU DEARDEARRRRR!!!! ^^

hehe.. yay! we shall form our let's-get-addicted-to-goong club!! =)) hahahaa~ so cooooool. i'm super super SUPER HIGH nowwwwwwwwww. ^^

cuz of goong. and cuz pon-ing hr lec to meet GAIGAI on wed! hahaha~ WE GOT A DATE TO THE LIBRARY!!! -.- hahaha~ tts how unappealing the silly gal made that sound.. hahaha~ to the cafe la! lols. =)) -excited-

seeing my tagboard made me miss sa even moreeeeeeeee. =((( really, really miss ya guys............... :(

waiting for my stupid bro to come home.. he kope my lappie today morning. juz now i try to use.. cannot connect to the net!! ARGHHHHHHH. i'll kill him if he spoiled it.. i need it for proj tmr!! all my research insideeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -eeeeeks-

n my relatives from malaysia came juz now!! =D hehe.. came to play afew days.. but not staying at our hse la.. juz came to visit awhile lor. n poor little yicheng hit his head!! ahaha

blahh. dun understand why i keep returning here to blog. am so distracted. hah! =(

-rawrrrrr-


why do you wanna make yourself so miserable? i trust you are feeling the way i used to feel. that's why i'm talking so harshly to you.. coz i don't want you to get hurt the way i used to hurt. pull out before it's too late. whether it means temp or forever. give yourself a break. don't go too hard on yourself. set your priorities right and handle what you hafta handle now first. wait till the important stuff is over before you decide whether you really want things to go on the way they are now. or whether you wanna work hard at changing things, bearing in mind that it may or may not work out the way you want no matter how hard you strive. i say, work hard now and play hard later. when you've had enough of both, then sit down to think slowly whether all this is worth the while.

:)

and bear in mind, i love you. (:

i miss sa.. the owtenos days. the cs days. everything.. and surprisingly, i miss pw :)

so used to the secretary role. taking notes, coming back home and typing them out and sending to everyone asap. so used to it that i felt obliged to do the same thing when we did grp proj on fri :)

hahaha.

i miss all da teachers! eugene chan, leow mama, ms chan, lpw...BAHBAH. =P and the horrid mr lam who testicle adores to bits. hahaha. and ALL the cs teachers~ =) realised that i have some of da best teachers in sa teaching me! :))

and horrifically, i find myself missing the FITNESS days. -hurhurhur(sc). all the tough trainings we went through every wk. no doubt i grumbled and cursed bahbah alot, but deep within, i knew it worked out and developed me into a tougher character. =) and i miss hanging out with the fitness ppl.. the gals.. yenmei elyse debra yuinyan zhenle.. and of coz, him. :) miss the camps.. orientation and ubin camp~ esp. ubin camp! :p no, actually i miss orientation equally! hurhurhur-.(sc) =))

the endless consultations. the long rides home. the hanging out at hbf. the hoping and hoping for the cinema to come, and then it came the yr after we graduated. =X the owtenos days.. the metal cupboard @ B12. :p the endless bio lessons by porkie n jess n ernie @ lower cafe. the time gaigai filmed ernie,kacuah,yk,me imitating the 'sheng cai!! owwwww!' ad @ upper cafe. the time spent freezing in boring tuts. the ppl who carried me all around sch when i fractured me leg. :) the escorting gaigai arnd when she tore her ligament. :p the nights staying back while preparing for ygym'05. the sitting around and chatting endlessly with ricola. :)) the many many times you guys were there for me when i cried. :] the mornings spent at 1st/2nd table of upper cafe while waiting for elephant walk to play. the times spent @ reading rm/sc/balcony/cafe with the drop chem crowd. the times spent @ reading rm/cafe crapping away with hcl gang, esp. freezing with thanks to ernie n kacuah's never-ending battle of the lame. not forgetting chao YOU fen. :p and the pw times..staying late so many evenings, with everyone hot, bothered and frustrated. and the first time i heard tata young's set me on fire. :p and constant irritant naggings of The Boss. and the Chief Researcher who kept insisting she drew the tb graph. and the Chief Facilitator who keeps having to switch to the win xp account. and the Chief Editor who did the whole grp a service by checking up the dictionary for the pronounciation of 'minutes'. and our world's loveliest Chief Secretary!! :p and the qiuqiu outing. and the day we all screamed in joy when we got 1s. :)) and not forgetting orientation, esp. the pae one. og 19 rockxx. :p the sch of rock outing, rushing to n fro sch n lido. anchorpoint outings. everythingg. and the lovely friends i got to know from og 19 jae as well. :)) and there was the pae s13, and all it's terrific ppl! the neverending slacking and pillow fights @ the sc, when i always lost so horribly. and the silly dares we came up with while playing uno stacko/jengar with din and sam. :) and some of the loveliest times of my life spent with some of the most impt ppl that crossed my life. :]

i love and miss sa. :(

Polina Seminova!!!

this is what i call, BEAUTY. :)

ernie's yu tian is first on 933 long hu bang! hahahaa~ n fishsee's qin qin is erm..something-th(forgot wad le) positiong on long hu bang too! muahahhaaa. =D

yuyu deardear!! can u pls pls PLS help me host song?? -blush blush- heheeeee. i want the goong song u just sent me today afternoon!! muahahaaaaaaas. issit called Stay? bahhh! hehe. nvm~ u know the song i want!!!! *nudge nudge* =D

TEE HEEEEEEEEEEEE. ^^

hit da books, gurrrrrrrrrrrl!!!! ;)

hah. look at the time.. i'm still online!! talking rubbish... hurhurhur(sc).

Jay Chou - Tui Hou

the mv with hebe!! :) awwwww. so sadd. hahah~

Liang Jing Ru 梁靜茹 - Qin Qin 親親 MV

awwwwwww. so sweet~ :)

when i am boredddd.



Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
* okok la.. depends on my mood. hahaha~ n whether i'm PMS-ing.. muahahas.

Do you have any secrets?
* who doesn't?? haha

Do you hate yourself?
* why why why would i?

Do you like your handwriting?
* uhhhhhhh. okok la. haha

Do you have any bad habits?
* tonnes of them. dun tell u leh :p

What is the compliment you get most from
people?
* i duno!! hahaha. quick quick!! lemme know!!!! wahahah~

If a movie was made about your life, what would it
be called?
* why wld anyone mk a movie abt my life? haha

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to
look cool?
* boliao ar??

Are you a loner?
* goodness NO!!

What are your no. 1 priorities in life?
* friends family school. hahaha~

If you were another person, would you be friends
with you?
* i duno.. but no harm trying rite?

Are you a daredevil?
* not really bahs. just curious at times.. haha

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
* not really.. not unless u consider the mood swings at times. hmmmm

Are you passive or aggressive?
* duno??

Have you got a journal?
* is this considered a journal? haha long time nv kp written one le

What is the most important lesson you've learned
from life?
* dun be too trusting..

What do you like the most about your body?
* nothing. hahahaa

Do you think you are good looking?
* wad a qn~

Are you confident?
* ok la.. =)

What is the fictional character you're most like?
* duno duno!!

Do people know how you feel?
* i suppose so.. i tend to make it known most of the time haha

Are you perceived wrongly?
* sometimes i guess..


=)

tv timeeeee!! =D

i think this feels like a sunday.. coz my family's at home.. then it feels like any other sunday.. hahaha.

but all the same... I'M HIGH!! muahahas. =))

i think..
candy is to lil' miss sotong,
just like
merlin is to jackjack.
hahaha. get the idea? =)

happy deepavali, merlin!! =D

lols.

HMMMMMMMMMM.

supposed to be studying!! hahahaa. but am taking a break.. lalala~ not very productive today lehh. bleah!! hopefully can finish social psych by tmr.. hmmms. =)

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH(MC). HURHURHURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR(SC).

=D

Let's Get Retarded, in here...

And the bass keeps runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and
runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and...

In this context, there's no disrespect, so when I bust my ryhme, you break your necks.
We got five minutes for us to disconnect from all intellect and like the ripple effect
Bout' to lose her inhibition. Follow your intuition. Free your inner-soul and break away from tradition.
Cause when we be out,the girl is wanna be down. You won't believe how we wow shout out.
Burn till it's burned out, turn it till it's turned out, act up from north, west, east, south.


[Chorus:]
Everybody (ye-a!), everybody (ye-a!), let's get into it (Yea!).
Get stoopid (come on!).
Get retarded (come on!), get retarded (come on!), get retarded.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Yeah.

Lose control, of body and soul.
Don't move too fast people, just take it slow.
Don't get ahead, just jump into it.
Y'all hear about it, the Peas'll do it.
Get started, get stoopid.
Don't worry 'bout it, people we'll walk you through it
Step by step, like the infant new kid,
Inch by inch with the new solution.
Transmit hits, with no dilution.
The feeling's irresistible and that's how we move it.

[Chorus:]
Everybody (ye-a!), everybody (ye-a!), let's get into it (Yea!).
Get stupid (come on!).
Get retarded (come on!), get retarded (come on!), get retarded.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (Ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Yeah.

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin runnin' and...

C'mon y'all, let's get cukoo! (uh huh)
Let's get cukoo! (in here)
Right now get cukoo! (uh huh)
Let's get cukoo! (in here)
Right now get cukoo! (uh huh)
Let's get cukoo! (in here) Ow, ow, ow!
Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...

Let's get ill, that's the deal.
At the gate, 'n' we'll bring the bud top drill. (Just)
Lose your mind this is the time,
Y'all test this drill, Just and bang your spine. (Just)
Bob your head like epilepsy, up inside your club or in your Bentley.
Get messy, loud and sick.
Yo' mom past slow-mo' in another head trip. (So)
Come then now do not correct it, let's get ig'nant let's get hectic.

[Chorus:]
(yeah)Everybody, (yeah) everybody, (yeah) let's get into it.
(yeah) Get stupid.
(come on) Get retarded,(come on) get retarded (yeah), get retarded.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Let's get retarded (ha), let's get retarded in here.
Whoaoa
Yeah.

We cukoo! (A-ha!)
We cukoo! (in here)
We cukoo! (A-ha!)
We cukoo! (in here)
We cukoo! (A-ha!)
We cukoo! (in here)
Ow, ow!
Ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya, ya...

Runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin', and runnin' runnin'
[fade]


=)

so so so tired!! =(

so much stuff to doooooooooooooooooo. -rawrrr-

i hate beer i hate beer i hate beer.

i love goong i love goong i love goong!! ^^

yay yay yayy. goong is so niceeeeeee. =))

i'm thinking of buying the vcd/dvd. hurhurhur-. bahhhhhh. but must wait until i go work first lehhhhh. which is like forever~ =X so horrible~ hahaa. poor meeeeeee. booooo!! =( hahaha~ just rantling.. =P

listening FISHSEE's new album. wahahaa~ but it's not very nice leh.. hahah. boooooooooooo. huiyu nv qc.. hahaha~

bahhh. am so tired. don't know what i've been doing today also.. pretty much just research? bah! so siann~ supposed to be studying now.. but am so tired!

was quite high today morning chatting with jul.. hahaha~ super funny.. =D

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i wanna tear my books! i wanna slp! rawr rawr RAWRRRRRRRR. -hurhurhur.


*****




HMMMM. WHERE R U?? =X

haha~ went to get my hand carry lappie case juz now.. weeeeeeeee!! ^^

n dad's so pro.. he won a DVD RECORDER at some company lucky draw. haha. how come his daughter doesn't inherits his luck AT ALL!! bahhhh-! =D

woooooo~ so high! better study le.. haha. at least i did work today! yay~


i love GOONG!! =)

haha. went back to sch today! for the proj meeting.. then jul n i studied while waiting for their lec to finish.. then went to find Ringo together to ask abt the proj and stuff.. n i've decided....i like Ringo!! wahahahahahaa~ he's so nice! ytd i ask him the pseudo-random he also abit blur himself.. then today he saw me he still ask me whether i'm the one who asked abt it, then he explain everything all over again with another clearer example! wow~ so impressed! 1) he actually still recognises me.. haha. 2) he actually went to find out more!! so nice~ hahaa. and MOST IMPORTANTLY, he doesn't further confuse us with his explanation. hurhurhur-. *hint hint* lols.

yea yeap. then ate n chat n went home!

yay~ feel productive although nothing much done.. just one of those quality rather than quantity days.. =))

argh! gonna be super busy this wkend and next wk!! sorry mab&ernie... can't go out with u'all le!! =X

wahhh!! horrible tuition todayy!! =X nearly cried on my way home.. but ok la.. after sms-ing and fa-ing lao sao to some friends felt so much better!! =) thanks ppl!!

yea yeap. sch was fun i guess.. =)) finished tut in a brisk today.. so spent 1+hr of the 3hr break talking rubbish.. haha. from pw to bgr!! O_O and guess who's story was the most jing tian dong di? yours truly. always lidat de lor..ppl forever got so much to comment about my colourful story.. haha. oh wells~

yea~ had fun with huiyu too.. =) for once, i was the hungry ghost.. hahaha. ^^


hmmmms. got alot of gan chu about today's tuition.. felt so disappointed and fed up. put so much effort in it and he don't even wanna help himself. and then everything was so nice and happy before i started tutoring me.. like i'm this big jiejie to him, always playing with him..and i know he liked me.. but then now he hates me. =(( the sinking feeling..feels so horrible. sian-ed.. don't even know what possessed me to volunteer to take up this tuition in the first place.. as if i not busy enough with my own stuff.. still hafta worry about somebody else who don't even bother to worry about himself. seriously i think the sister benefits more lor.


hahaa. okk. i super high now.. chatting with a tut mate.. whom we just discovered each other from sa de.. hahaha. then challenging sch hymn n all the stupid stuff.. n he is 12yrs blue blood.. so horrible.. so obviously i lose.. hahaha. then we are like super high now.. so dumb -.-''' i'm so high that i stopped blogging like almost one hr ago..then now no mood to blog le.. hahaha. =X wooooo hooooooo~ super funny

The mid term results are in this file, in matric number order. The score is out of 30; the percentage is also presented.

What do you do if your matric number is not in the list? It means that for some reason, the computer did not like your answer sheet. These have been graded manually and will be inserted into the list, so check again in a few days time.

hurhurhur-. so lameeeee!! lols.

yayy. happy w my forensic marks!! ^^

blahhh. still haven't get back hrm!! qi si ren le laaaa. =(( hafta wait till nxt week!! -screams- hahahaa

lalala. tired~~ =))


I WONDER. :)

argh!! busy wk!! =X

today finally resume forensic lec.. means i hafta leave hse SOON!! =X ahahas. then hrm lec getting back papers!! -shrieks- -_-|| hurhurhur-. so horrible~ i hope i dun fail.. hahaha! and will reach home late as usual i tink.. then tmr wake up early again to go sch.. then tuition all tt after sch and reach home late again.. then friday MORNING hafta climb up qi zha buay zha n go sch for proj meeting!! ARGH!! can die mannnn~ =(( hahaha.. even earlier than normal lec time!! -screams-

hahaha. i think my posts are getting more and more dreary nowadays!! sianed~ hahaha

MUST CHEER UP!!! =))

okkk. mummy will be so happy to see this....I'M SKIPPING LUNCH!!! muahaha. you can't call me fei zhu anymore! lalala~ :p

lols. okok. i better get my butt out of the house! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ =))

gambate!


oh yea.. before i forget.. congrats to mab! you're graduating today!! =)) yay! so proud of you! rmb that time you keep grumbling..then count down left how many months and blah? yayy! you survived!!! =D congratulations~

hahaha.. okok.. bye bye byeeee!! gonna be late le.. haha ciao~

adults.. they have a major major prob. don't understand what's their problem at all. urrrrrgh.

and i hope i don't have to do a project in groups of 6 again... so horrible.. so hard to find time to meet.. and so hard to pls everybody!! =X

-rawr-

getting abit easily irritated nowadays. bleahh. cannot cannot. =(

helppppppppppp!!

ehhhh. not i dowan do my tut... some profs. have unbelievably horrible command of eng.. "wheeling-running" -.- ehhhh i don't even understand what some of the qns are asking!! =((

argh. i'm becoming barbequed pork in my room.. it's so HOT. =((

SOMEBODY(not literally..). pls don't tell me you're attached again?? hahaha!! cooooool mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~ =DD yayy! pls bring SOMEBODY ELSE along someday to rang wo men jian jian!! =P

hurhurhur-

everyone's getting attached again! lols. ok la.. not alot actually.. not quite the season yet~ hahaha.. ^^

was so bored and tired and irritated by GUYS that i went to slp super early ytd! =D hurhurhur-. before 11!! how early is THAT. lols. and i actually slept well for the first time in duno how many weeks!! =)) yayness(ec)!! ^^

actually i also duno why i so irritated by them last night.. was nothing much also? no no.. it IS something relatively irritating.. hahahaa. but i'm also irritated by myself for getting so easily irritated. hahahaaaaa. okk maybe i'm just being irritating! hurhurhur-. bet u'all r confused already!! poooor thingsss!! okok dun read on liao!! lol! =D

lalalaaaaaa~ beautiful morning!! though it's still quite hazy outside! haha but i'm just feeling very cheery! hahaa. maybe it's the effects of good slp!! whahaa~ i totally lost count how many times i sleep-cycled!! hahaa~ ok that was so psych.. lols. nvm if u don't understand.. hurhurhur-. nwae, i dreamt many many funny dreams last nite!!
1. bought a crown belt for mab dearie.
2. worked at lego fair with ernie! -_-'''
3. got 57 for hp101!! bing gan xian sheng laughed at me... =XxX
hahahaaaaaa. seriously i think i got the WEIRDEST dreams. but i shall not torture you guys and analyse my dreams according to the manifest and latent content or the activation-synthesis theory... hurhurhur-.

i shall be a good girl and be off to STUDY!!! ^^

argh~ so tired!! X_X haha! no mood for hwkkkk!!!! =X lols. nvmmmm. do tmr~ ahahas. like i willllllllll... hmmmmmms!!!! =P

hahaha. guess whattttt?!?! today shixian said.. i always look like i'm DRUNK when i'm talking!! HAHAHAAAAAA. whateverrrrrrrrrr~~~!!!!! lols. i'm not gonna admit it! neither am i gonna deny it~ -hurhurhur-

yeap yeapp. today's not quite the usual monday lehh. abit boringg. hahaa. think was the atmosphere.. everyone's so tensed up about getting back papers!! hahaha. should have seen the tut when our tutor was taking attendence... everyone so tensed up..and she talk so softly that we also kena kan chiong~~ hahahaaaa. quite funny when u come to think of it now.. lols.

ehhhh. i'm HIGHLY incoherent today i realised! hurhurhur-

haha! jiaying pronounces my hurhurhur- so funnily!! or was it stephie?? haha. okkk nvmm~ lols. =D

yea yeap. did ok for 101 i suppose.. =) and guess who got highest?? hahaha. don't suppose you will guess wrongly~ haha!! yes yesss. it's HIM! him = mr. biscuit. lols~ he fight with MEIMEI!!!! hahahaaaaaa~~ okk nvm. maybe meimei can marry him one fine dayyy!! wooooo~ haha. see what i mean?? i'm incoherent.

talking rubbish.. hahahaaaaaaaaaas.

abit boliao...

sometimes i swear guys are the most boliao creatures on earth!! particularly NS GUYS. omgggg. the things they do...you wanna go up to them and kick themmm!!!! >=|

bahhh. so tired~

met this weird guy today.. ok he was normal looking and all that la.. but he just saw my psych tb in the train, then approached me at boonlay to ask me if i'm majoring in psych.. then he proceeded to bombard me with qns abt psych -.- hahaha. then say wanna consider changing to major in psych, and still ask me help him find out more!!! -rawr- should have asked him go find out more himself!! zzz... so now i hafta be the nice girl(that i always am! ahem~) and help him find out more, although i don't know how?? -.-

i swear guys are weird. this is one of the days i wish they would stay awayyy. weird guys PLS KEEP OUT!!!!!!! -_-''''''

hahaha! mummy came in while i was studying just now!! then my lappie was on screensaver mode.. and got the pics slideshow as usual.. then she just stood there and see for like FIVE whole min!! omgggg. hahaha i was so amused!

and i think she also quite amused by the silly things and poses we take~ hurhurhur.

and she kept asking which one is the SOMEBODY(literally).. haha then she forget the name and forget everything le.. then she just anyhow describe.. then still forget until say 'the live at BUKIT BATOK de'... omgg. hahaha so big diff.! hahaha. then i just act blur and say i duno which one she talking abt..then i ask her just stand there and wait until she see his pic come out lor. wahaha~

then the two most popular ppl my mum keep asking about is...... ERNIE & PORKIE!!! tadaaa!! =D lols. think cuz ernie quite zilian, so alot of his pics.. -_-''' hurhurhur. then also alot of porkie pics cuz alot of the pics was took with her camera then she sent me de.. lols.

then she keep asking whether ernie is the 'ah bing ge' i keep going watch movie with.. -_-''' firstly, i don't know who she's talking about.. secondly, i usually go out in grps? haha. thirdly, my ah yi only saw me going for movie once with gungun and told her.. so i where got keep going out with ah bing ge watch movie!!!! -_-'''

haha. her and her rubbish.

and she seems so interested in who porkie is! lols.

okk i just blogged one whole entry abt my mum and my screensaver! -.-

hahahaaa. back to sch tmrrr!! getting back another paperrrr!! -prays hard- hope it's better than 102!! =))

bahhhh. am so hungryyy! X_X didn't eat lunch, thanks to mummy. cuz she keep nagging that i wake up so late le(which is only 9+) then ate breakfast so late le(which is only 10), then still want to eat lunch... no wonder i so fat.. -.-''' seriously wat's wrong with eating lunch?? it's like one of the three meals ESSENTIAL for growth. siannnnn. so to shut her up, i just skipped lunch. woooo hoooooooooo~ shall sneak a snack when she goes bathe! wahahaha~ so tou tou mo mo.. -_-'''

lalalaa~ so siannn.

better get done with my last edits for assignment 3.. then print and pray hard for one wk liao.. lols.

side-tracks-> yayyy! mummy gg bathe le!! MUAHAHA. -_-'''

-stomach growls- *rawrr*

hahaha. i think i sound so silly! lols.

memory..memory..memoryyyyyyyyy. eeeeeks!

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haha. goodness. i didn't even know tts where my nic originated from~ lols. okk andy nv fails to amuse me with something silly every sunday.. hahaha. we're having some poking frenzy nowwww. lols. long story~ hahahaa

haha. was reading gaigai's blog.. then wanted to tag. but cannot tag!! hahaha. TagBoard ppl..pls do something abt ur blogs!!!! =(

gaigai u noe u put the I'm Attached in bold, then i see le really ji excited yi xia lorrr. hahahaaa! cheyyyyy. bu hao wan deeee. lols. and why you take bus also can think of me deeeeee!! wahaha~ does my face looks like the bus you were taking?? wahahaa.. so no link.. -_-''' yeap yeap. the silly time are over now, don't talk abt them le!! =)) and i tot the shirt should be "so(h) kee ong"? haha!! [side-tracks--> ernie.. tt day shixian and i laughing about your name in crystal jade..hurhurhur. -_-'''] and you don't need ji zhe look for bf settle down la.. haha enjoy more of your freedom and single life first!! heh.. your guy will come when the time is right!! =))

speaking of guys.. i think my mum is VERY weird.. ytd i change into this spag when i went out to meet tal.. then i come back.. changed out of it to wash.. then today morning mummy keep saying i very dirty?? erm...like, wat's the link? =X i seriously cannot see the link...can someone help me decipher?? -.- haha then the worse thing is she link to nxt time i look for husband must look for equally dirty de... ehhhhhh??? WHAT'S THE LINK?? yada yada. i swear sometimes she scolds me for the sake of scolding without making sense AT ALL. hahahaa. lucky i not in that bad a mood today.. so i just said.. ya la ya la.. bu yao zhao lao gong zui hao la.. hahaha. i think in a way i mean it la.. lols. sometimes i feel like looking for one(in 4yrs..).. and sometimes i just feel like kicking all the guys around me.. hahaha! so extreme~ whatever. not like i want/don't want, then it will appear/disappear.. hahaa. -_-'''

argh. i think the FILTHY AIR(EC!!)'s coming to me. haha. can't slp well and i get headaches.. haha. but not serious la.. lols. oh wellssss~ shan't grumble about things i cannot change.. hahaa.

so bored. gotta study againnn. MEMORY. shucks man. hahahaa. i'm like..only half through! hahahaaaaa.

it's so unfair. last night both gorgor and i sit there watch tv. then mummy come and nag me say i never study!! like..hello?? i 'studied' the whole day le!! gorgor went out whole afternoon then come back plop on sofa watch tv whole nite she nv say anything!! =X not fair lorrr. since pri sch then like that liaoooooo =(( i always kena nagged about going out and studying.. my bro hardly gets nagged about his results even when they are lousier than mineeeee. *rawrrr* what happened to the wang zi cheng long thingy..thought he supposed to get more stressed at than meeeeeeeee!! hahahaa. oh wells. i guess i'm kinda used to it alrdy.. =X at least he's nice to me! n he encourages meeeeeeeee!! =)) and he nags along with mummmmmm. ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

sometimes i think i don't quite fit into my family.. like some anomalous result(haha..sounds familiar?)! they don't understand what i'm doing, and i don't understand what they are doing.. okk, maybe it's just my mum and dad. bro's still alright.. maybe it's the generation gap.. but i wish sometimes they would listen and try to understand.. it pisses me off sometimes when she just scolds straightaway and don't give me a chance to explain my point of view. and it's worse when she lets me explain..then i talk so much le, and she just disregard everything i said and continues scolding!! =X i rmb when i was young, i used to think.. when i grow up, i don't ever wanna be an adult..cuz they are so unreasonable!! haha. silly thinking..but i was still young and stupid ma(ya.beav's gonna say i still am now..haha).. yeaaa. point is..sometimes adults can be really unreasonable!!! >=(

-rawr- feeling quite light-hearted now actually.. but i just feel like fa-ing lao sao.. hahaha.

woooots. was reading sx's writing assignment.. WOW!!! hahaha i REALLY love her story mannnn! so gooddddddd!!!!!!! =D

okk. met tal for dinner jus now!!! YAY. super happy to see herrrr!! had fun, though we didn't do much.. hehe.. guess it was just nice meeting an old nice fren after like.. two years? heex. =) and she looks prettier now! ^^ took neoprint! hahaha. i tink i look super ugly.. but nvm, she looks photogenic!! so i shall show everyone my lovely frennnnnn!!! =D



yayy!! hahaha.. happy lesbians! lols. ^^

lalalaaaa. bored. hardly studied today. felt so hot and bothered. hahaha. hope tmr can absorb more. lalala. watched tv the whole nite. lols. waste timeeeeee =X

heh. nobody to entertain me nowwwwwwww =((

listening to Ye De Di Qi Zhang now.. hahaha. i like that song! ok i'm weird.. lols. who's the girl singing the chorus ar? i think so long le still cannot figure out.. ernie says it sounds like lara.. huiyu says it sounds like jolin.. i think it sounds more like lara than jolin, but it's still not lara? hahaha. -shrugs- maybe it's HOU PEI CEN??? wahaha. nah don't think so.. haha. i am so bo liao that i can write one whole para abt the song i'm listening to! -_-'''

lalalaa. listening to Ting Ma Ma De Hua now.. v nice too! but i shall not analyse it. wahaha~

urrrrms. been trying to revise my Memory chapt. but it's kind of dry.. hahaha. so saddddddddd. it doesn't provide a cure to my STM, yet i still have to learn about it? lalala~ not much of a link as usual~ -detects tone: boredom-

hurhurhur.

hur hur hur.

lols.

i wish i could be more open about what i blog.. but to protect the interests of many many friends, i cannot anyhow write!! hahaha. so i shall write about myself! zzz.. have you fallen asleep yet? i'm starting to find my entry boring too! =X

i sinned today!! no no.. i didn't eat chicken rice(HAHA.)... i ate..........ICE CREAM!! wahahaa.. like big deal rite? -.- yea.. cuz i always try to control my urge for ice-creams...they are so unhealthy!! lols. as in - vertically unhealthy, if you get what i mean.. ahahas. yea~ so i've been a sinful girl today! bahbah wouldn't like me.. i should just stick to CUCUMBERS. hurhurhurrr. okk i'm just being sillys, entertaining myself.. yay~ i'm in the self-ENTERTAINMENT business... entertainment business = geisha.. so i'm a geisha!! geisha = pretty girl! so i'm a pretty girl!! wahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. =D oh mannnn. this is so horrible. i can't believe i'm typing so much crap. wahahaa~

hmmm. should be some time this week le.. :)

I WONDER...

:p

if there's anything getting to me on this friday thirteen, it's the writer's block. yes, i can't believe it's getting to me. how horrible. especially when your writing assignment's due on monday.

where have all those beautiful stories i wrote in sec sch flew to??

stories were the only thing i could write well. and now i can't even write a proper story.

i'm getting so frustrated that i'm getting grumpy.

arghhhh.

stories stories stories. pls come back before sunday night.

=(

is it just me? or is there something wrong with all the TagBoard tagboards? haha~

feeling weird these few days.. not particularly sad or what.. life's quite normal and happy.. =) but some how just didn't felt like blogging everytime i reach home. don't know why also.. hahaha. =X

finally finished watching Tian Ya Xia Yi.. =) how niceeeeee!! =D it's super heart-warming i swearrrrr. seriously can't remember the last time i watched such a touching show. and i think i cry at the weirdest stuff! lols. =X yea yeap! but i still think the show is very very nice! how i wish everyone were like them!! wouldn't it be niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(-croons away to cadbury tune- lols.)

yea yeap.

wed was a silly day.. haha. something hilarious happened. but to protect the interests of somebody(not literally), i shall not talk about it.. hahaha. but it was just...funny. aha!

ytd was a very happy day =)) went crystal jade with da psych pals during 3-hr break. was fun. shixian has the most scary method of playing Zhong Ji Mi Ma i've ever seen to date. hahaha. and yeap. got back hp102 paper. was alright i guess. at first abit disappointed. but i gotta admit i wasn't expecting very high or very low marks, in other words, totally no idea what i'm gonna get. so it was ok i guess. just hafta put in more effort for da grp proj and finals i guess.. =) went for tuition as usual after that.. finally a highly effective lesson! hahaa. why? coz' it was ah mei's bdae. then their mummy promise to bring them to macs if they were good... HAHAHA. i can't believe how innocent and simple-minded kids can be :) yeap. played with yx! ^^ hahaha she let me carry!! yayyy. n she kept GURGLING. wahaha~ total cutenesssss(ec?)!! =D

ahahas. today nothing much lor. just slacked around then pei-ed mab dearie go cut her hair. argh. i think my english is so horrible(haha side-tracked..)!! erm yea. lols.

yippee!! meeting tal tmr for dinner!! hahahaa. haven't seen her for YEARS. as in, literally YEARS! lols. so happyyyyyyyy =D

la di da...

bahh! was super hungry just now! and after eating, i am super tired now!! hahaha. silly me! =X

lalala.

online quiz today for forensic.. so don't need go sch so early.. hmmmms. wonder if we're getting back our hrm today! =( so scary~ hahaha. oh wells! argh. i didn't study for forensics! hahaha. cuz it's the third test we are having based on the EXACT same topics! lols. don't ask me why, i have no idea! =D

la di da. i yam bored.

booooooooooooooooooo. so tired! zzz..

trying to do my writing assignment! but don't know what to write.. blahs! =X btw, did i mentioned? i got an A- for my 2nd assignment! wooooo~ finally a pointed head letter.. haha although still got the -.. but better than nothing la. though i don't understand in what way is it better than my 1st assignment~ -_-''' boooooooooooos. sad. i don't even know what's supposedly the good or bad thing about my writing. murphy didn't comment as usual.. =( so irritating! i wish she would write a long page of commentary like iris teng! hahahaaa. yada yada. just blogging rubbish as usual!

-sigh. okkk shall try to complete my assignment 3! ahahas.

GUNGUN!! i passed the iron test!! ^^
JUNNIE!! they found my vein after a super long time! but too thin leeeeee!! =X
JAREN!! pls remind me to lift more dumbbells nxt yr before you wanna go donate! =D

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA. guess you guys should know what went wrong during blood donation drive le.. wahaha. so after waiting for almost an hour, i didn't get to donate!! =(( lols. went with jy and hh, and they didn't pass the iron test i already sian le, coz leave me stoning alone very bored! then nobody pei me.. then i wait wait wait so long, finally comfortably sitting there le, the nurse cannot find my vein! hahaha. then she still ask the senior nurse come and help me find! HAHA. then eventually found la, but too fine le, she say better not, cuz the needle very thick... hahahaaaa. and she was damn funnyyyy!! okk want to know ask me..i think i blog about it, the uninterested ppl will fall asleep reading.. lols. =D

lalalaaa. went for the schizophrenia talk todayy! hahahaaaa. was quite interesting.. =) mab mab.. guess what?! poe had some mental illness.... =X as in, literally. -hurhurhur- ok i don't want to sound too evil, but yea.. read between the lines yourself. lols. oh yea.. we read The Tell-Tale Heart.. something lidat i think.. cna't rmb the exact title le.. hehe. =))

okokkkk. i BETTER STUDY. lols. hh and hq say they read my blog always talk about studying! have meh?? wahaha. maybe cuz that time was hols.. lols!

OH! i just realised.. my psych pals actually read my blog!! wooooo hoooooooo~ wahaha. welcome!! =)) and pls tagggggggggg!!! ^^

okokkkk. i know i sound mean.. but can SOMEBODY(you know who you are) stop sending me stupid msges and interfering with my life?? i don't need your care or worries or concern or whatever! i've been doing fine without them all the while, and i don't see why you should start caring NOW. don't be irritating, and pls buzz offffff! the only reason why i didn't changed my blog is coz i know you will still find your way to the new one. so pls pls pls... zi dong yi dian!!! *rawr*

-_-'''

lalala. today was tiringgg. hahaha. but it's always fun with all you guys around for lessons.. so got ppl listen to me self-entertain.. then not so boring! HAHAHA. and i just learnt today that jiaying's wedding bouquet is gonna be a....CACTUS. wahahhaha~ so everybody is going to siam and disappear when she throws the bouquet.... -hurhurhur- okk i'm self-entertaining again... but i think it's seriously quite funny when you imagine the scenario.. wahaha! -_-'''

MAB DEARIE!! guess what?! we read EDGAR ALLAN POE'S short story todayyy!! oh mannnn. now i understand why u said he's SICK!! hahahaaaaaaaaa. so freaky. and then we watched the movie somemore....which is SUPER DUPER BORINGGGGGGGGG. hahaha. it's worse than watching documentary... hahahaaa.

lalalaaa~ ^^

bah! was doing my writing assignment. then decided to write about Memoirs of a Geisha. so i took out my book, started flipping through for examples to quote. then i reached the last page, and there's this 3.7cm(the displacement, not the distance haha.) tear. -screams- who the hell went to tear my book!!!! argh! am so pissed for the umpteenth time of the day! =(( and i realise my book is in quite a rotten condition alrdy! boooooos. so sad.. it's only less than one year old, and it already resembles a LIBRARY BOOK. what the cheek! *rawrs*

okk. to think i laughed at mab when she said she measured the scratch on her hp with a ruler. now i'm doing the same thing to my book! MUAHAHAs. -_-'''

i suddenly feel like shopping for books!! hahaha. got this huge craving to READ. =)

haha. am chatting with siti now. suddenly realise we have ALOT to do before finals. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. -screams- hahaha. n i think she talks very funnily. there's this word in her dictionary called "irrinoying", which is supposed to be irritating + annoying. then there's this expression "scary mary"! wahahahaa. super funnyyyyyyy. -entertained-

okkk. eating soon.. woooooo~ i wonder if mummy's cooking up some serious IRON now. HAHAHA!

ooh. was just watching the repeat of the erm... i duno wat's the show name.. the copy chao ji bian bian bian de sg version.. hahaha. =X only watched for like 5min.. and gang hao is cchs performing! hahahaaaaaa.

andd. huiyu just told me that they won! HAHAHA. i didn't even knoww!! -_-''' and erm.. i think their performance is quite corny leh? lols. i mean, what's with all the RED stuff.. hahaha. ok maybe the people watching don't know.. but ask anyone cchs person around and they will gladly inform you that RED is cchs fav colour. and the cheerleading team actually wore red tie red blouse red skirt. -faints- hahaha. and if you have time, pls drop around cchs to take a look. so many years after we left, and mr yue left and whoever left, they are still adorning the whole school with RED BANNERS. hahaha. yea, regardless of CNY or not, you turn left and turn right, you will still see red banners. and guess what? they decided to embellish MEDIACORP with their RED dui lian-s too. -hurhurhur- call me stupid, but somehow i find that quite amusing? hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

nevertheless, congrats to my darling mu xiao!! =))

i hate the time of the month. but i love the brief period of time just before THE day. in other words, i love PMS.

hahaha.

so, huiyu and beavan says i am pms-ing. true, but i am not pissed because i am pms-ing; i am just letting myself show how pissed i am because i am pms-ing.

hahaha. cheem rites?

in other words, even when i am not pms-ing, it does not mean i am abnormal and don't get angry or pissed like everyone else. i just tend to have a better control of my emotions when i am not pms-ing. even if i am pissed or angry or irriatated or whatever, i just shut up coz i don't want to stir up anymore troubles. so i just keep my mouth shut and let them be.

but when i am pms-ing. i don't care. i just scream and turn nasty straightaway if you ignite me. hurhurhur. and today is just one of those days. i don't give a damn whether you think i am mean or what. you pissed me off first. that's your problem. next time you want to irritate me, please consult the royal calendar first. make sure you don't unleash the beast within me.

but then, there are some people who seriously shouldn't bother to consult the royal calendar. coz i'll bark and bite them whether or not THE day is near.

okk i'm seriously getting mean. LALALA~


=)

hahahaaaa. so bo liao. trying to do my portfolio assignment now.. no deadline, just do before submission of portfolio.. which is prob nov.. hahaha. but trying to get it done now so that duneed to kanchiong when deadline comes. =) but the stupid instructions are so....unclear? blahs! how to do how to doooooooooooooooo.

lalala. got read ernie's blog?? the Genting Highlands is i say de!! he nv copyright it!! lols. only the Cameron is he say de.... diaos. lidat also must zheng credits.. wahahaha

i'm so bored. zzz..

ehhhhh. i duno what to say le.. hahaa. nvm.. go talk to huiyu!! lols. -_-'''

3SG wonde®er™ continue watching me, i will show u 01 X demostration without explaination... says:
hm.. listening to du chang qing ge
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
hahaha
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
cannot mehhh
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
lols
3SG wonde®er™ continue watching me, i will show u 01 X demostration without explaination... says:
my friend asked me a question i tink quite intresting
3SG wonde®er™ continue watching me, i will show u 01 X demostration without explaination... says:
if its du chang qing ge...
3SG wonde®er™ continue watching me, i will show u 01 X demostration without explaination... says:
then y got 2 ppl sing
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
huh
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
-_-'''''
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
hahaha
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
cuz the lyrics say
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
du chang qing ge, zui ku se
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
so they dowan be ku se, so they sing together lor
:// !! tough times don't last but tough girl lasts! =) says:
hahahaaa!!


-_-''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

yay! met ernie juz now to sing kbox!! =D hahaha no, actually it was party world..which i think is super ex.. so i'm never going back there again! wahahah. -_-'''

yeap yeap. bahhhh. i'm so sad!! i yan zhong de zao sia today!! =((( blahhhhhhh. duno what happened.. is it too long never sing le or what?? :( oh welllllls! at least finally managed to complete shan hu hai, erms..decently? lols. =)) but nevertheless, it was fun with ernieeee!!! =D

yeap yeap. then ate at taka after that.. yummmeiiiiiiiiiii!!! =D

then went cine watch Rob B Hood! wahahaha. it's super nice and super funnyyyyyyyyy!!!=] lalalaaaaaaaa. hahaha. yay yay yayyy. n the baby is so unbelievably cuteee!!! =D wahaha. and wu yan zu ke chuan-ed!! wahahhaaaaaaaa. SUPER FUNNYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. bei bei shan!! ^^ ppls.. pls watch!! really niceee. hehe

yeap yeap. so bored now. ahhaa.

i wanna watch Little Miss Sunshine. hahahaa. she can make friends with Little Miss Sotong! =)

alrights. i guess i am just bored. =((

bahhh! it's really really hazy outside now! i don't know if it's just my eyes or what, cuz i'm starting to think my room seems slightly hazy too! wahaha. either my eyes got prob or the haze really floated into my room! lols.

nwaes. i'm still bored. hahaha.

i feel like blogging about afew of my frens.. but like.. they won't see it too.. hahaha! =X and i guess i'm just plain lazy. lols.


.........

yeaaa! i'm gonna donate blood next wk!! lalalaa~ hahaha. haha that time wanna donate then mummy dun allow.. now duneed parental consent le! :p *shhhhhhhhhhhh* wahaha~ bahhhhhhh. hope i qualify? hahaha. so for the next few days i shld eat more to increase my weight or something.. then do more exercises so that they can find me veins. HAHAHA. junnieeee!! i'm reminded abt ur veins everytime i tink of blood donation drive! lols. faster go exercise more than go donate again! :p

teeee heeeeeeeeeeeeee. so HIGH!

1. what bothers you right now?
tt i am bored? lols.

2. what is your favorite month of the year?
SEPTEMBER, naturally. =)

3. what was your dream last night?
erm.. cannot rmb? hahaha

4. what is your greatest fear?
duno.. alot. flunking my mid-terms, being lonely, etc etc..

5. what was the best thing that happened
to you last week?
erm. meeting up with many of my frens! ^^

6. what are you planning to do this
weekend?
KBOXXXXXXXXXX!!!!! =D

7. what can you promise to the one you love
the most?
i wanna be there for them when they need me! :) -them = all ya darlings out there who have been here for me!-

8. what will you wish for if you had a
genie?
ALOT of things! i wanna go AFRICA!!! i wanna graduate! i wanna grab a guy and get married 4 yrs later! lols. nah still got abit of phobia..but i suddenly decided that i don't wanna be some lao chu nu... WAHAHA. -_-''' and of cuz, all my darlings to be happy!!! ^^

9. who is the one you're thinking of right
now?
tal! lols. cuz i just chatted with her! and we get to meet next wk!!! =D

10. who do you run to when you're down?
alot of my gd frens :)

11. who was the last person you went out
with?
ehhh duno? hahaa. huiyu ar? went yewtee with her ytd? counted not.. hahaha

12. who are you missing right now?
hmmmms. i duno! hahaha

13. who will you call/text later?
nah.. no one in mind rite now haha

14. who completes your day?
all u darlings of coz!! =)

15. who do you want to talk to right now?
no one i particular..

16. when will you take a bath?
dunooooooooo. when i feel like bathing hahaaha

17. when will you watch a movie?
i dunooo. i feel like watching Rob-B-Hood. hahaha

18. when was the first time you fell in
love?
does it matters?

19. when was the last time you went out
with your friends?
heeex. last wk!!

20. when was the last time you said "i love you"?
ehhh. cannot rmb lehs? hahaha.

21. when was the last time you read a book?
erms. ytd or was it the day before?

22. when was the last time you asked for
help?
haha while doing tut? lols.

23. when did you last receive a gift?
last wk! little miss sotong!! :)

24. do you easily get attracted to the opposite sex?
ok ok lar. not really attracted attracted lor. hahaha depends ba. n must see who's the guy also lols.

25. do you get jealous easily?
erm.. not really bahs. even if i do, i ususally dun do anything about it. hahahaa.

26. any people in love with you right now?
how i noe? hahaa. no la.. of cuz not! lols. *rawr* i bite!! lols.

27. want to get married?
yea i just said so. duno leh. not that enthu, not that repulsed either. lols.

28. are you afraid of commitments?
YES!! oh dear, oh dears. hahaha

29. do actions speak louder than words?
of cuzzzzzz.

30. how can you tell if a person loves you?
erm. i duno lehs. hahaha maybe the person come tell me? haha. sometimes u can feel it though! hahaha. whatever~

31. do you demand your loved one to change into
something that pleases you?
duno.. depends on what it is.. if the problem is very serious, then hopefully he changes lor. although they say u shld accept the person for who he is, but it's not always so ideal de. sometimes u just get ultra pissed.

32. would you let go of someone you
love?
if i have to.. and if they wanna go or have to go, i can't stop them yea? perhaps letting them go, both of us will be happier..

33. what is the major reason of a break up?
each relationship have their own reasons for failing i suppose.

34. most important ingredient in a relationship?
being truthful. trust.

35. one thing you like about love?
faith. hope. joy. sharing everything together :)

36. worst thing you did to a loved one?
yi shi xiang bu qi anything? lols.

37. is your heart broken, beating, or taken?
BEATING. duhhhhhh. or else i'm dead!! hahaha

*rawr* hahaha. tough girl's bored.

lols.

suddenly after the overwhelming study load, i am so free today that i duno what to do! wahaha. kinda miss STUDYING. lols. call me crazy. i have stuff to do of course, just don't feel like settling down to do them. hahaha. not much anyway. can complete over the weekend i guess. lalala~

kbox kbox kbox!! ^^ -excited-

who's going? who else's going??

=)

bored!

HAPPY ZHONG QIU JIE!! wahaha~ haven't eaten mooncake for weeks le! hahaha. okk. listening 933 now.. they r so lame. say can look at own butt, cuz it's also ba yue shi wu.. -_-''' hmmm. wonder if can see the moon tonight.. so hazy! =X

hmmmms. guess what i did today?! woke up at 9+, watched Tian Ya Xia Yi, cut and painted my nails blahblahblah. napped. surfing around now. wonder if wsands got anymore new shops this week! haha which reminds me.. maybe i should just drop round the library and grab a book!! muahahas. cuz i'm like so bored nowadays that i'm re-reading Memoirs of a Geisha. lols.

yay. watched abit more than half of Tian Ya Xia Yi le.. hahaha. finally!! so niceeeeeee =)) i really like to watch parts where they go Africa.. so so SO niceeeeeeeeee. and so touching!! like.. everytime i see them help someone successfully i also laugh with them, then the person they tried to help die, i also cry with them. hahaha. i sound so stupid..but it's true!!! really very very niceeeeeee =D and all the ppl are so nice! heeex. and i like the couplessssss! they are so so sweet. hahaha. how come we never get such nice doctors around?? =X

lalalaaa.

ohhh haze report..PSI: 86. so highhhhh =((

hahaa. i'm so bored i became weather girl. =D

ooooh. gungun's booked out! wonder what he's doing now! lols. hope you're feeling betta!! :) hmmm mab muz be bored.. haha wonder if candy's missing little miss sotong! :p huiyu must be having fun! hahaha congrats to ur sis!!!! =D ernie muz be so excited.. cuz we so long nv go kbox together le!! -_-''' bert betta be excited.. cuz he's invited to come kbox with us tmr!! wahaha~ -_-''' i tink i muz look so boliao.. :p


wonder what he's doing. hmmmms.


hahaha. so bored. gonna eat mooncake!!!!!! =D

hahaha. listening to huiyu's dear ben cao gang mu. i still find it super lame. hahaha. i dun understand how jay chou manages to write such a song! lols.

alrites. better mk this fun. so that i can zoom off to call somebody!

lalala.... tough girl survived the dayy!! =)) happpy! hahaha. test was quite horrible. nevertheless, i wasn't the only one complaining. hahaha. they just asked qns that never even see before. so i think if fail also everyone fail together. hahah. then tuition was so tiring and horrible. i seriously duno how to teach leeeeeee =( how how howww?? bahs. i know i won't give up. it's just not me to give up. i didn't even give up on HRM(heyy i didn't S/U it! haha), so how can i give up on my darling cousin!! =) but sometimes i really wish he would be more self-disciplined. =X

yeap yeap. so tired. going kbox on sat!! hahahaaaa. =) FINALLY.

yuyu: yay! we survived!! (:
ernie: yay yay yayy! show's SO nice riteee!! =) waahaha i understand ur motivation to bake after watching the black forest show le.. now i watch this show le, also wanna go africa! whahaha. n after all the serials comes KBOX!!! wahhaa =D
poonie: yayyyy! hahaha over liao over liaoooo!! hahaha. super tired ma. so blog rubbish. lols.

teeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ can rest leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D

TOUGH TIMES DON'T LAST BUT TOUGH GIRL LASTS.

=)

so me being the tough girl shall last til' tmr nite. yeap. i know my test is on the first period, but i still hafta rush down to yewtee after classes for the tuition.. =[ i'm already suffering physiologically and mentally. hahaha SO TERRIBLE[quoting julyn lols.]!!

finally the hardest papers are finished today(as in before 12)! hahaha. feel so much more relaxed after the HRM paper.. was feeling quite horrible throughout the whole day..

tried to slp early last nite. dozed off while reading my forensic notes in bed. then turned of the lights to slp properly. bro came in for a chat. became very awake. toss n turn toss n turn. couldn't slp. played with sotong ragdoll, who decided she wanted to be call LITTLE MISS SOTONG instead! hahaha. chatted on the phone. finally fall aslp at arnd 1.30am.

woke up at 7.15am today morning. was feeling like thrash, literally. could hardly open my eyes. ate 2 pau for breakfast. studied forensics. drank coffee. studied somemore. left hse at 11.20am. studied somemore on the way. reached jp. ate a waffle. head to school. met siti n huiqun. went in together. 1.30pm. started test. came out at 2.10pm. skipped 3pm guest lec, studied HRM. entertained mab. 4.15pm. met jul. whine whine whine together. ate pocky. met poonie.

5.30pm go in lt, still haven't finish studying. or rather, haven't finish chatting. =X 5.40pm. got paper. stared. 2.5hr paper, 3qn choose 2. each qn 50marks. murmur murmur murmur. everyone wonders if ah chan(the lecturer)'s insane. 5.45pm. stoned. started writing. and writing and writing. people from all around started getting up and leaving while i was about to start my second qn. looks at time. 7.00pm. continues writing. somebody screams in joy outside after she exited the lt. laugh laugh laugh. ah can looked amused. 7.40pm. jul left first, then poonie soon after. 7.50pm. i left.

literally flying after i exited the lt. i don't know what i was happier about -- the fact that i could actually write NINE pages of CRAP, or just simply coz the ordeal was over =)

started starving on my way home. complain complain complain. reached home. bathed. ate. 10.40pm. started studying. 12.53pm. going to slp.


(sorry.. too tired to blog! so just simply stating facts in chronological order.)

slp. that's what i need now. can feel my body starting to malfunction. haven't been sleeping at all for one whole bloody wk. haven't been eating well since ytd. i'm NOT going to get sick tmr. i'm NOT going to forgo my play time lying in bed after pia-ing for so long.

i'm gonna be TOUGH!! =))


thanks for all the tags of encouragment, ppl!! =) yeap. i'll survive. 10hours from now i'll be all smiles. and another 10hours following that i'll be home sweet home doing things i wanna do. yeap yeap. shall we go kbox on saturday? =) what about party world? i tink i still have voucher. hahaha.

good nite, darlings! love ya all (:

i am so unbelievably unmotivated. =[ really so sick of the stupid book! since i blogged just now, i've only touched like.. less than 10pages of the book? bahhh!! :(( i just feel like giving up.. everything is so rubbish.. it seems more like common sense plus afew jargons here and there to me.. i don't see any sense in studying it at all. everything's rubbish to me.. i rather do a project about it or something.. memorising pure rubbish just feels like shiteee. *RAWRRRRRRRRR*

i think i'm pms-ing. feel so rotten today. afternoon daddy came back and i was chatting on the phone with huiyu, then he just start asking me do this do that, do yi da dui rubbish. so horrible. i can't stand him sometimes.. always so lazy everything dowan to help out with at home, then simple things also must ask other ppl do for him. sometimes it gets so ridiculous i wanna laugh. bcoz he always ask us do stupid things, so he everything also duno, then always every little thing also duno.. like totally no general knowledge! urrrrgh. so irritated. n hullo? i'm talking on the phone?? and u ask me do this do that? -pissed- can't you be more polite?? >=( then mummy came back also in a bad mood cuz they quarrelled last night or something.. then just kept scolding me! bahhhhhhhhhhhh. and what can i do? shut up. *RAWR* i feel like sitting in front of the tv or sitting in bed with a book or simply just lie around talking on the phone.. yeap. just do NOTHING for once and rest in peace(not literally). most of all, i just wanna tear up my HR tb.

-screams-

sucks sucks sucks. self-motivation's not working on me today. the mood swings seem to be having a greater effect on me. =(

so siannnnnnnn.

i tink i'll just go study my forensic science le. don't give a damn about HRM le. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. gawd, this is just so unlike me. duno wat's happening... :[

::UPCOMING::
-wednesday-
.forensic science mcq quiz.
.HRM essay quiz.
-thursday-
.HP102 social science reserach mcq/essay quiz.

::UNTOUCHED::
-forensic science-
.everything..but tested before on exact same topics.
-HRM-
.two chapters, i.e. 90 pages.
-HP102-
.two lectures.


huiting pronounced dead on 3rd Oct 2006 @ 5.05pm. X_X

argh. i just feel like throwing away my HR book!! =(( eeeeeeeeks. i so hate that subject.. even the mere thought of touching the book feels me with dread dread DREAD!!!! =X arghhhhh. can i U/S it?? boooooooooooooooooo. :(

i swear i will never never take something i'm not interested in, but is useful again. i just can't do it. i live to love life. i can't do something i don't like, whether it's useful or not... it'll just be rubbish to me no matter how hard i try to do it. hahaha. that's quite sad.. -_-''' lols.

i know psych's hard, but i still love it. that's why i can stay up so many nights just to make sure i finish stuyding it and i understand everything. but HRM is just.... i don't even understand and don't want to understand it?? hahaha. like.. so what if i understand it?? bahhhhhhhhhhhhh. this is very very bad!! =(( somebody pls psycho and motivate me to study!!! hahahaaaa.

okkk. HR is fun. HR is great. HR is so interesting. i love HR!!!!!!!! -rolls eyes-

hahahaaaaaaaaaaa.

it's okk.. i'll go study for my thurs psych test first......... hahahaaaaaaaaa. -_-'''


SOMEBODY PLS SCOLD ME!!!!!! -hurhurhur-

yayyy. today was a happy dayyy!! ^^

heeex. reply tags first!
-yuyu: haha yea~ idea is there.. =) bahhhhh we go sing another day thennnnnnnnnnnn!
-bert: *waves excitedly* ^^ hahahaaaa. thanks for ur testi!! FINALLY! lols.
-ernie: -_-'''
-mab: wahahaaaa. yayyy. nxt time lend u the very mab highlighter! lols.
-poonie: yayyyyy!!! i LOVE the showwwwwwwwwwwww :D
-yuyu: hahaaa. no lehhh. dun tink the place they went is south africa.. also got those ppl carrying the spears all that around de.. heeex. but it's still very VERY nice!!! ^^ go watch go watchhhhhh!

hahaha. okkk. let's see... what was i supposed to blog about? -.-

ehheee. so i studied until 1+ ytd nite! argh. freaked out. was like gonna nervous breakdown le.. haha coz' felt super unprepared and kanchiong. haha then went to sleep at arnd 1.45.. then CANNOT SLP!!! and i tried mab's method of counting sheeps.. but count until 200 le still cannot slp. HAHAHA. so i gave up... lols.

then today morning woke up like zombie like that 0_0 haha can die lor.. past few days already never sleep well le :( haha sidetrack abit..i'm chatting with testicles!! so happpppy. :p hahaha. yeap. then erm yea.. studied the full journey to school! omgg. first time lor. hahaha

then yeap. went for lessons and stuff.. and dr. murphy released us like super early when she heard we got test!! how niceeeeeeeeeee ^^ yeap. then last minute mugging! lols. then blahblahblah. hahaha. took the test, which was alright le =)

hahaa then after the test duno what happened to me.. i just totally lose it and became SUPER HIGH. wahahahaha~ and apparently they were like super amused by me, then we all laugh until wanna pengz liao. hahaha. yayyy~ ^^

then went for tut in a continued HIGH mode. which just made the whole thing even funnier. and then they decided to start a fei wen about me and some guy.. omggggg -.- then i was like super embarrassed. bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! -.- win liao lorrr. hahaha. yeap.. so now my ultimate goal is to add oil add vinegar to shixian's fei wen so that they will fang guo wo!! wahahaha~~ super funny... then the rest just sit there and laugh at the two of us.. WIN LE. lols. but yeap.. was really fun.. just laughed and laughed and laughed the whole day away! ^^

OH YAH. stupid jaron. he was so shocked to see my whole book highlighted. n he went like.. "you really got study de ar???" hahaha then i like yea.. then he continue to give me the look of shock and disbelieve. HAHA. do i seriously look like i don't study??? -.- and then we were doing grp work, supposed to give an example.. then jaron gave an example abt being drunk, then i gave an example about eating something, then jiaying said something about 4D/Toto...hahaha. so our grp got jiu gui, er gui, du gui!! -.-''' HAHAHA. super funnyyyy~

then pei-ed jiaying walk back to her hall there then take bus.. and we had a nice chat on the way! yayyyy~ hahaha. =))

HAPPY DAY!!! ^^

hahaa. then came back, and just now was chatting with testicles jiejie!! =)) yayyyness(ec)! so happy!! hahaha. so long nv chat with her le! miss herrrrrr :( heeex. then we started sending all the funny photos to each other lols. wahahaha. then we realised one thing - ernie is super zilian. wahahhaa. cuz suddenly we have this big collection of his photos! LOLS. -_-''' yayyyy! really super happy~ heeex. I LOVE MY MEINU TESTICLE GRAPESEED JIEJIE!!! ^^

hahahaaaaaa. okok i oughta start studying for the THREE remaining tests!! -yawns- hahahas.

hmmmms. hope you're doing fine..

bahhh. duno why cnnt sign in my msn. hahaha oh wells. =X

bahhhhhhhh. studying quite slowly... sadx~ :p

hmmmm. mummy bought cha ye dan for me! hahaha. reminds of me SOMEBODY. somebody, as in literally that SOMEBODY. lols. used to love the yu ren sheng cha ye dan.. but then i no longer the last time i ate it/ anymore. haha. maybe it was just under somebody's influence that time.. coz after everything i just started repelling cha ye dan. and whenever i see yu ren sheng, i just feel like bolting. hahaha. but mummy, not knowing anything, thinks that i love cha ye dan to bits. hahaha. so she see i very long never eat le then buy for me lor. so sian... don't feel like eating now =X ahahas. oh wells~ buy le then must eat le.. but it's not yu ren sheng de... =)

lalalaaaaa. how how howww. studying so slowly!! -.-'''

ohhh went to popular just now to refill my stock of highlighters. die le.. i just bought this set of cute highlighters, that are just totally so......mablerine. -.- arghhhh. this is NOT good. wahahaha~ it's not my fault i swear.. i couldn't find the type i wanted. so that set of highlighters were sitting on the shelf, looking at me and screaming "where's mab where's mab?? she's supposed to bring us homeee!!" so i see them so poor thing and decided to bring them home instead! -hurhurhur- not funny. -_-'''

blahblahblah.

i'm so tempted to pierce a 2nd earhole on the left. was just standing outside the shop, staring at the "earpiercing service available here". then i just freaked out at the idea of my rotting ears and decided to back away. hahaha. no la, my ears are not literally rotting, but they just get infected quite easily. =( nvm, i talk so much rubbish, one of these days i'll still return there and pierce de.. lols. -_-'''

HMMMMMMMMMM. so boringggg. mab's still out gallivanting with her mum while i'm rotting at home around my books. life's so unfair i sompah.. muahahas. stupid dearie... you're supposed to call me!!! :p hahahaa. don't mind me la, i'm just jealous. why am i stuck at home on such a beautiful day? :(

okok.. back to thy books! gambate~ (:

hahaha! i woke up at 10 today!! lalala~ like big deal rite? haha it IS a big deal!! cuz i seldom wake up at such a time.. lalala.

was watching this hk serial.. it's about doctors n blah people going to Africa to do volunteer work! =) it's super super nice! and really super heartwarming lahhhhhh~~ *melts* hahahaaaaa. it's called Tian Ya Xia Yi.. ppl please watch if you ever get to land your hands on it! ^^ really, really worth watching.. heeeex. =) it makes me wanna go to Africa!!!! wahahaha~ I AM SERIOUS!! =D hahahaaaaaa. so nice so niceeeeee. n i so wanna play with the baby elephantsssssssssss! they r so adorable!! :)

ok ok... i really should start studying again! zzz.. =( haha but MUST study!! hahaha. since i just self-motivated last night.. lols. -_-'''

MABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!! pls call meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hahaha. i miss my mab dearieeee. lols. i sound so erm... abnormal. lols. whatever! cannot be bothered.. wahaha~

jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!! =D

argh. totally shagged! studied from the time i last blogged until like..12.45am... so siong... almost died @_@ hahhaaaaaa. had to off my lappie after dinner..cuz realised it was quite disracting.. there was this one pt of time.. i juz stared at the screensaver(photos slideshow) for a full 10min or something, smiling to myself. HAHA. but i seriously love my screensaver laa, never fails to bring a smile :)

ohh mab can u believe it? i ate MACs again for dinner! zzz.. by demand of gorgor. n i couldn't stand the fries, so didn't finished it and threw it away.. lols. oh yea.. watched xiao hai bu ben too! hahaha. (study so long of cuz muz have break in btw ma..lols.) n i tink it's super funnyyyyyyyyyy. HAHAHA.

ohh stumbled upon my cousin's blog. the one in CS. no, not chi soc. it's comm studies.. haha. yeap. juz saw a very different side of her.. perhaps it's because we were never close.. so yeap! :) ohhh n i juz realised she is really, seriously EFFECTIVELY BILLINGUAL. lols.

ernie, huiyu.. wanna go kbox next sat? i'm dying from the deprivation of kbox liao. n i'm dying from all that studying. i'm so deprived of kbox and sick of studying, that i keep singing while i'm studying -.-''' AND it's been ages since the three of us last went out together!! =(( okok actually most of the time is i cannot make it. sorry!! =X

hmmms. actually finished one chapter today. which is quite an amazing feat, considering i usually take like 3days to 2weeks to finish one chapter. HAHA. that is how horrible the course it, believe it or not. hahaha. okk maybe it's juz my ineffective studying techniques. =)

haha i wonder if huiyu is done blogging. both of us are like coming online and blogging at such unearthly hours. hahaha. btw, huiyu.. next time something crops up when publish le or cannot publish properly or whatever, can try going back again to the create post there and click the 'Recover post', then try posting again or something. haha it works for me most of the time! :)

yayy. thanks gungun for the encouragement!! =)) really needed that! aha. and please help me and help yourself slaughter him when you do see him! lols.

argh. recess is gonna be over soon. sadness(ec). =(( study study study. miserable life students have. hahhaa. something interesting my cousin wrote..
It's third year in this literally Crazy School. I love it and hate it. I guess a lot of the Crazy Students out there should have the same sentiments. We came in hopeful, only to be disillusioned by what we see & learn. However, we still remain hopeful because we are students. Learn the rules of the game, that's how we survive the system, although sometimes you really wonder if you would pull through or how did you manage the last semester. Nothing's certain for sure & no one can be up there forever.

Coming back to this tropical land of orchids has made me realize, competition is such a "meaningless" word. It's easy to say but hard to induce it in oneself. I mean who won't mind good grades? I don't mind too. However, working towards good grades at your own pace ain't a piece of cake. It took a lot for me to know what exactly drives me to work without stressing out myself. It hadn't been an easy journey, the future won't be easy either, but there's a little strength in me that says take it easy, breathe & walk on. When you keep telling yourself somehow you will survive, you probably would. This would be a journey of rediscovering myself, knowing what I want to do, setting my priorities and goals.

i think it's what exactly i'm feeling!! ok apart from the third year and coming back to sg and all that. hahhaa. yayyy~ i was like totally "YEAH!!!" when i read the above. haha it's really really EXACTLY how i feel!! =)

yeap.i love the school, love the course, love the people. but sometimes everything gets hectic and crazy and you just wanna pull all your hair out. but isn't that the experience every single student goes through? :) yeap. i strive on the same theory.. everytime i feel like giving up, i just keep telling myself things will work out alright eventually like they always do, and we just hafta keep MOVING ON. treat every obstacle as a learning experience. FEEL and experience for yourself more about this world, and more about yourself; the borders you never knew you can cross!! =)

it's so nice coming across something inspirational once in awhile when you're feeling rotten and panicky! hahaha. yeap yeap. i'm feeling MUCH better now! yay~ i'm gonna pull through all this shit and survive, like the past hundred and one times i survived!! =)

ok.. i need sleep in order to survive; to let my brain rest, and to let my body perform their necessary restorative functions!! -hahaha-