argh. totally shagged! studied from the time i last blogged until like..12.45am... so siong... almost died @_@ hahhaaaaaa. had to off my lappie after dinner..cuz realised it was quite disracting.. there was this one pt of time.. i juz stared at the screensaver(photos slideshow) for a full 10min or something, smiling to myself. HAHA. but i seriously love my screensaver laa, never fails to bring a smile :)

ohh mab can u believe it? i ate MACs again for dinner! zzz.. by demand of gorgor. n i couldn't stand the fries, so didn't finished it and threw it away.. lols. oh yea.. watched xiao hai bu ben too! hahaha. (study so long of cuz muz have break in btw ma..lols.) n i tink it's super funnyyyyyyyyyy. HAHAHA.

ohh stumbled upon my cousin's blog. the one in CS. no, not chi soc. it's comm studies.. haha. yeap. juz saw a very different side of her.. perhaps it's because we were never close.. so yeap! :) ohhh n i juz realised she is really, seriously EFFECTIVELY BILLINGUAL. lols.

ernie, huiyu.. wanna go kbox next sat? i'm dying from the deprivation of kbox liao. n i'm dying from all that studying. i'm so deprived of kbox and sick of studying, that i keep singing while i'm studying -.-''' AND it's been ages since the three of us last went out together!! =(( okok actually most of the time is i cannot make it. sorry!! =X

hmmms. actually finished one chapter today. which is quite an amazing feat, considering i usually take like 3days to 2weeks to finish one chapter. HAHA. that is how horrible the course it, believe it or not. hahaha. okk maybe it's juz my ineffective studying techniques. =)

haha i wonder if huiyu is done blogging. both of us are like coming online and blogging at such unearthly hours. hahaha. btw, huiyu.. next time something crops up when publish le or cannot publish properly or whatever, can try going back again to the create post there and click the 'Recover post', then try posting again or something. haha it works for me most of the time! :)

yayy. thanks gungun for the encouragement!! =)) really needed that! aha. and please help me and help yourself slaughter him when you do see him! lols.

argh. recess is gonna be over soon. sadness(ec). =(( study study study. miserable life students have. hahhaa. something interesting my cousin wrote..
It's third year in this literally Crazy School. I love it and hate it. I guess a lot of the Crazy Students out there should have the same sentiments. We came in hopeful, only to be disillusioned by what we see & learn. However, we still remain hopeful because we are students. Learn the rules of the game, that's how we survive the system, although sometimes you really wonder if you would pull through or how did you manage the last semester. Nothing's certain for sure & no one can be up there forever.

Coming back to this tropical land of orchids has made me realize, competition is such a "meaningless" word. It's easy to say but hard to induce it in oneself. I mean who won't mind good grades? I don't mind too. However, working towards good grades at your own pace ain't a piece of cake. It took a lot for me to know what exactly drives me to work without stressing out myself. It hadn't been an easy journey, the future won't be easy either, but there's a little strength in me that says take it easy, breathe & walk on. When you keep telling yourself somehow you will survive, you probably would. This would be a journey of rediscovering myself, knowing what I want to do, setting my priorities and goals.

i think it's what exactly i'm feeling!! ok apart from the third year and coming back to sg and all that. hahhaa. yayyy~ i was like totally "YEAH!!!" when i read the above. haha it's really really EXACTLY how i feel!! =)

yeap.i love the school, love the course, love the people. but sometimes everything gets hectic and crazy and you just wanna pull all your hair out. but isn't that the experience every single student goes through? :) yeap. i strive on the same theory.. everytime i feel like giving up, i just keep telling myself things will work out alright eventually like they always do, and we just hafta keep MOVING ON. treat every obstacle as a learning experience. FEEL and experience for yourself more about this world, and more about yourself; the borders you never knew you can cross!! =)

it's so nice coming across something inspirational once in awhile when you're feeling rotten and panicky! hahaha. yeap yeap. i'm feeling MUCH better now! yay~ i'm gonna pull through all this shit and survive, like the past hundred and one times i survived!! =)

ok.. i need sleep in order to survive; to let my brain rest, and to let my body perform their necessary restorative functions!! -hahaha-