argh! i've been home for about 23 hours, and all i've done is...

- dyed hair for mummy for almost 2 hours
- mass printing of notes for about an hour
- bathed at almost 1am
- did a few slides, and grew really really tired and went to slp at about 2am
- woke up at 10am (8 hours! - im gonna die an early death!)
- edit and re-edit and re-edit and re-edit and.......the bio report
- finished up my research proposal ppt
- went shopping at ntuc with my family to stock up for the impending one-month long war
- played two rounds of game on PSP
- blogged.

ok im so dying.


happening stuff of the week include..

- the ntu triple sharing black tuesday student protest that never happened awwww! i was so much hoping to see what a sight it would be! =D

- the visit to the new HSS library that has unisex toilet and butt-washing toilet bowls. hahaha! can you imagine walking into the cubicle when a guy walks out of it? =D and there's a high-class pantry-looking room for i-duno-what. tables are not enough though, i feel. bookshelves too empty(maybe the books are still at the old HSS library). and i love the sliding-doors entrance! that's my ideal of what library doors should be like! i.e. not i-hafta-be-pushed-open-tts-why-xian-goes-in-from-out-and-goes-out-from-in. hahaaa~

- we watched a very interesting video Why Sex? for our evo video quiz and it's damn interesting! haha it's 6 segements long on youtube..can go and watch if you have nothing better to do! it's about erm..why we need to have sex and all that. but it's an evolutionary perspective, so you might find their explanations weird if you're not used to hearing such stuff, like we evo students.. haha. can go watch for the fun of it still, many interesting animals too! ahaa

- we have a secret uber huge project ongoing at the moment, which we'll reveal probably at end of april or beginning of may. it's magnificent and really beautiful! *grins*

- jul intro-ed me a video on youtube that is damn horrible! it's this 15 yr old girl who has had 300 times of UNPROTECTED sex just coz' she wants a baby! and she collects hundreds and hundreds of baby stuff at home! and she and the mother was invited to the talkshow, where the mum just cried and cried helplessly while she admitted she was the one rumoured having public sex in sch and blah, and while the audience boo-ed and jeered at her and she was simply nonchalent and keep insisting she doesn't care, she just want to have a baby. omg. damn scary girl. and her figure is quite good! and she still said she'll sell her body to bring up her baby if she has to. argh! can die~ can go search for the video and watch then you'll faint.. it's some talkshow called The Maury Show..

- ah boon says im smarter than deardear! wahaha.. coz i can solve lame jokes that deardear can't solve! :D and credit goes to.......Mr. Ernest Soh Kee Ong! he conditioned me with one cold joke after another that i had to get used to them, or else i can't communicate with him! *claps for The Ernie!!* ^^ thank you thank you!

- little miss carrot cake's fiancé knocked his head while playing bball and self-admit into a&e the next morning, sending our poor Secretary-Creative Director into a frenzy thinking of concussions/contusions/convolutions/bilateral lesions/ventromedial orbital suctions/unilateral frontal lobe/hippocampal/pons/medulla/occipital lobe/temporal lobe/parietal lobe/corpus callosum/amygdala/optic chiasm/wernicke's area/brocca's area etc.. impairments! shows that we should all throw away our bio textbooks. -makes a face- fortunately, The Darling's Boyfriend turned out to be alright after a jab, and xian xian eventually went to his house to give a scare after he opened his eyes. yay! happy ending!! ^^ deardear don't learn from him ar, or else i'll kick you before you even open your eyes!!! aha~ *hugs my deardear scarily*

ok i can't rmb what else.. haha. too busy as usual. was back to the usual test after test.. sigh. im getting slp-deprieved again!

ok, back to my studies. ahaa. cya all! :)

i cant believe how frequently im not blogging! this place is turning into some haunted ville. urrgh.

things are pretty much the same here i guess. time's passing too fast, work's coming in too fast, yet the only constant is my speed of a snail.

brief updates include
- im picking up pretty slowly and getting vexed, but still remaining cheerful.
- bio psy presentation was surprisingly better than expected. in fact, it was so good that we all came out happy and relieved! (:
- this is my 6th day getting by without any caffeine.
- since this is my first week for a long long while without any tests at all, ive been making myself slp for at least 5-7hrs everyday! =)
[some study i read from my biopsy tb showed that ppl who slp 5-7hrs/day (esp. 7hrs!) lived the longest, while ppl who slpt less than that or 8, 9, esp. 10&above hrs/day died the earliest! so if you're slping alot, pls stop slping so much!! turns out the slp-deprieved me is the most normal! *grins*]
- im stuck in school again for the long wkend, until nxt wk. no, im not being sick, i just get overwhelmed by reports, papers, and quizzes resuming again next wk.
- i got so overdosed with research and journal articles the whole of ytd, that i spent 15min just sitting on the bed stoning with my ipod, and doing 100 situps and lots of toning exercises after that.
- i hate useless induction cookers that take me an hour to cook my macaroni&cheese and instant noodles.
- personal msg to Ah Gong: 3 weeks left to exams!
- xian and i will be spending our hols helping our evo psy prof do his research! *grins* means we'll be interacting with MONKEYS. no kidding. hahaa! cool ba? i realise xian is my kah kee for doing stuff like that. first SAAC, now this! lol. yay! i love my kah kee!! *grins* and i know my darling bobo is away for her spring break, but just for shuang purposes - we're doing RA for your *GORGEOUS BLUE EYES!!* ^^

turns out my brief updates weren't very brief. hahaa. cheer up, fellow muggers! at least your papers don't start on the first day, and end on the last! *smiles stiffly* and the rest of the darlings, take care whatever you're doing! i miss ya all! drop by more often and disturb me even when i don't blog ok! =p

--> special personal thank you cum appreciation msg to xianxian:
thanks for being such a good friend and interrogating toolbox to find out if he's good first before introducing him proper to me! and thanks for being so happy for me when you see him being nice to me too! *hugs* im happy to see you and ss happy and sweet too! heh. and im especially happy to see you too! (except when we're in lwn/trex) wahaha. and bu yao pain yi le ss, demand a TREE from him! nyahaha. i love you, girl! thanks so much for being such a good friend =) *bounces up to xian happily and envelopes her with a huge hug!* let the mugging begin!! =X

tchao!

Random photos

tingting is a very very happy girl today (ytd)! =)

initially, it was rather sucky. i had wsc on thur nite, and after returning to hall, i had bio meeting past 10pm! =X then after settling all the details about who does what and stuff, we finally decided to go back to hall and complete our own slides. so i went back to deardear's room, and on my lappie. and IT CRASHED. the deadly blue screen!! WAH! i was ultra freaked out and pissed!!! then i went into a state of frenzy and depression, coz i was stressed and upset enough already.

then deardear settled for me! yay! then after the scandisk, and we restarted the lappie, and THE BLUE SCREEN CAME OUT AGAIN! omg. then i was so uber pissed and felt like crying liao. plus i was so uber tired and it was past 1am already. and deardear ran scandisk again, and after that it seemed alright liao. but i didnt want to try restarting it again liao..just didnt want to care. i just wanna go back to my room and cry myself to slp. so i went back. then my roomie said she wont be back for the night. so deardear came over and put me to slp, and assured me that everything will be alright when i wake up again. and so he ran scandisks again while i slept.

so i slept and slept, and returned my slp debt for the past wk at one go.. i slept for almost 9 hours!! and when i woke up, everything was really alright again!! *grins* i love my deardear!! thank you dear!! =) xin ku ni le!

then i went to sch, and complained to them about the lappie crashing.. then xianxian so nice.. she knows everything has been going bad for me, so she bought me a ribena to cheer me up!! *smiles*

then tonight, while i was just finishing up my bio slides, there was a knock on the door. and i opened and was so stunned to see jul standing there, coz she didnt really know how to get to my room.. then she said "i have a surprise for you" and huiyu ernie yk just suddenly sprang out of nowhere!!! OMG!!!! i was so stunned and happy to see them (esp. ernie!!) that i started screaming! wahahhaa.. so happy that i almost wanted to cry!!! wahhhh..they delivered my ultra belated bdae pressie to me! hahaha.. it's a dorothy perkins wallet (yes, finally a new wallet!), and a mng basics which ernie sprayed the words 'i will stop(hui ting!)' on it! wahaha. so nice!! i loved everything! then ernie just passed his driving test! so after talking for very long, and they going home liao, i pestered him to drive me around.. hahaa. so we got into his car, and halfway thru', deardear called and said he cooked soup for us!! wahahahaa. damn high. so we went back to hall again after dou feng and had nice nice soup! it's really canned soup, but it's really really nice, and esp. deardear took the effort to prepare for us! :) then after that i just sent them back and that's the end of my very happy day! THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS for coming over!! i was seriously super gan dong to see you'all! =)) and thanks jul, cy and deardear for aliasing with them! *hugs**

wah i type until i want to cry! everyone so uber nice to me today that im so gan dong!! =)) thank you, darlings! really love ya all! *muacks!!*

ooh! and thurs was happy 3 months for deardear and i, and happy 5yrs8mths(O_O) for jul&cy! hahaa. deardear stunned me again.. he unraveled the mystery of the lightstick in his drawer. he came over at midnight and shut me outside my room and pinned a fluorescent yellow tissue with "Happy 3 months!" written on it on my softboard! hahaa. then we went for a walk, and i only saw it when i came back from the walk. lol. and it glowed in the dark for 12hours! wahaha. so creative sia! thank you dear! ^^

hehe i go to slp le! nite nites! take care, dear friends! *hugs nonstop-ly* =)

On a good day, you gain happiness.
On a bad day, you gain experience.

that's a very meaningful quote i've heard for quite a while! =) and it's from yammie's blog.. which i think she quoted from somebody else..so i shant bother to do any citations! =p

things at home have been an absolute mess, and i've hit a record bottom low. don't really wanna talk about it anymore, just hope it doesn't exacerbate any further. meanwhile, i'm reflecting hard and thinking of ways to make up for my unthoughtfulness and spendthriftness, and gain back mummy's trust at the same time. i'm gonna be surviving on weird stuff for quite awhile, and i plead for understanding if i turn weird or cranky at times.

hai.

it's times like this when i wish i would grow up and stop being such a horrible person; learn to be responsible for my own actions and live a practical life.

meanwhile, stuff in school are escalating out of hand as usual, but i'm trying my very best to put things right very slowly. and i have one month left, hopefully things will turn out to be at the very least, satisfactory.

once again, thanks for all the tags of encouragement :) and thank you dear for being with me through the really hard time. i'll be strong and learn things the hard way. and knowing all that you've done for me really touched me beyond words. Thank you. =)

meanwhile, i might be MIA on and off for awhile, while i struggle to catch up with my work. don't bother dating me out for awhile, coz i won't be available (: and i just want most of you ppl reading this to know, i really miss all my friends whom i haven't been in touch with for a while. sorry i can't go out now, but just to let you know, i really miss you all. =(

tingting be strong! tingting be brave! tingting must pick herself up from her follies! TT loves T! =)

i've been updating this space so infrequently that everytime i try to login, i type h060032@ntu.edu.sg into the Email add. space.

...

1 whole week of presentation/roleplay/midterm/quizzes is finally over. and im so mentally drained. and it happens to be the week after my 5 quizzes before recess week, so all my papers are back. that explains why im equally morale-ly exhausted.

i hate to admit this, but it seems that im falling back into the jc times again, when everyone else around is doing well but im stuck below mean. ok maybe not as bad, but its going somewhere near.

no, i dont like this at all. but what can i do?

yes, i can stop trying to be a smartarse next sem and happily register 6 subjects. that's what they call 没那么大的头 别带那么大顶的帽.

all my cores are doing well...below average. and today even as i walk out of my maths midterm, i felt like a flop. i dont know why..everytime i walk out of a very bad maths paper, i feel especially lousy. maybe its coz the only think i thought ive a better advantage over is going haywire too. and my french is...i duno what. i duno wad's the mean so i cant comment.. but anyway, the role play was so so only while the rest were all so outstandingly good =[

such a horrible day. and it's not only today; it's accumulative. took me so much strength just to not start crying. i havent really been crying over my books since jc, and im really scared once i start, everything will fall back into the old days again.

tingting must be strong!

gimme more time, less projects, less articles, and less chapters pls!

everything that i found interesting and fascinating as i flipped through the many many pages of readings are starting to fade after getting back all those grades. i used to think i could fare better in subjects i love, but it doesnt seem to be the case anymore. effort isnt supposed to help in retention of information.

it's nearing the end of the 2nd year in here, and the more i trudge on, the more lost i get. i entered the course full of passion and hope, but all that is left now is weariness and a sense of loss.

hopefully this is just a passing phase. we will all do better together! -wavery smile-

waking up early in the morning to send you off at the door.
going back to slp for an hour or two more.
waking up again and going about doing my stuff.
eating alone watching shows.
going back to doing my work.
waiting for your return excitedly at night.
welcoming you at the door.
lapping at your tales of the day side-by-side.
finishing off my work while waiting for you to bathe.
cooking supper together and eating over an old movie.
falling asleep togther.


that's a monotonous day i love,
a simple life i could get used to.

my current love.

10 signs of tingting turning crazy

1. she spends more than 12 hours preparing a less than half hour presentation.
2. she sleeps for less than 2 hours at night just to be able to spend the following night mugging for her maths test.
3. she cries and cries while watching the uber nice movie - L.
4. she gets paranoid over terrorists escaping from detention homes.
5. she constantly worries whenever she re-enters her room, for fear of stepping into the room and getting blasted into smithereens is an adaptive function.
6. she continues worrying about a hidden somebody pouncing on her when she re-enters her room.
7. she freaks out when she's alone in the room.
8. she continues worrying and worrying when her deardear is in densely populated areas like Chinatown, where many ang moh tourists frequent.
9. she further freaks herself out by reading bombastic reports about the terrorist on the run when she's alone in the room.
10. she's typing nonsense here when she slept for only 2 hours and has already spent more than 12hours preparing for the less than half hour presentation, and still hasnt gotten down to mugging for her maths midterm.

*

bbq was a blast =)
L was a blast =)
grocery shopping was a blast =)
steamboat was a blast =)
RA was a blast =)
i hope i dont get blasted.

i cant believe im getting only 2 hours of sleep when its recess week.

all thanks to mirror neurons.

yayy! im loving my life after tests! :D

i've finally time to..
- catch up on readings...of my Harry Potter book 4 hahahaa!
- play my gorgor's PSP *smirks at ernie* wahahha
- go out!!
- CUT THE BUSH ABOVE MY HEAD. =X nvm..it's very nice now! (according to mabbie and deardear!)
- trimmed my eyebrows! haha. rocks leh! the guy is damn professional WHEE! :D but i know it's not gonna last for long..haha
- call my beloved friends to catch up on their vday snippets and other juicy gossips! :D
- cut and paint my nails! =)
- SLEEP!!!!! ^^

mwahahaha. it's damn shuang de gan jue! esp. to nua around house the whole day just playing PSP! nyahaha~

but when dear and i started discussing when to go watch L, i started getting real depressed. coz we suddenly realised, we have so many not-free days, and soon the week will just zoom past, and i haven't even started a single one of the at-least-10-items i have on my to-do list! *sulks grouchily*

=(

oh well, at least im really happy with my day out with mabbie! heh heh. haircut and eyebrows rocks now! WHEE! =) but i hope they last, if you get what i mean. hurhurhur.

oh and sat's WSC swim meet was great fun too! haha. can tell the boys really enjoyed themselves! =) hee. am glad i stayed back in hall after all those horrid tests to make it for the swim meet. and i so wanted to jump into the pool and join them myself! =( jul and i keep squealing and looking at the pool longingly once we stepped in. hahaha. and i so wanted to try the diving!!!!!!! *whines whinnily*

heh heh. alrights. back to hall again tmr. hai. if you see me blogging and slacking now, you would know why i have to go back already tmr. haha. aiya, anyway, i've to go for RA too..

alrights! here's the tags i owe many many ppl for a long long time, before i go off to start on my mounntain of work! *smiles a tad too brightly*

ernie:
- tell us about the drama!!
- HAHAHA total defense day....
- yay it's blogskin changing season!!
- HAHAHA as usual u always fall into those tricks in jokes
- u never (FC) it!!!

::haha at the malaysia customs, this two ppl started shouting at each other, then one of them was saying that this was not their di pan blahblahblah. then shout until the customs officer come out and see. then they realise they are erm.. not M_L_Ys, then they just bo chup and went back. then after awhile i duno why, one of them just "ok fine. i apologise. SORRY." then he went in front and told the person beside him "he guai lan me first.." then after we came out of the customs, we saw them and the guy started scolding the other person again -_-'''

then at sg customs uber funny. this whole group of ppl was queueing in front of me to use the biometric passport thingy. then it's about our age de, students. then they were trying to figure out how to use it.. then a MALAY customs officer came over to try to teach them.. then after struggling awhile, he looked at their passports and suddenly exclaimed "alamak! zhong guo ren arh! over there la! zhong guo ren over there! cannot use this!!!" hahahaa uber funny..esp. his malay accent saying the 'zhong guo ren'::
::whatever!! -_-'''::
::and i havent changed mine! haha::
::yea lor i also think so =X hahaa::
::hahaha! so long never hear EC FC SC liao.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! =D::

yami:
- good girl bobo, go and study and stop coming online! and sleep more please~
- i like number2, lol!

::i study until peng san liao.. hahaa just recovered!::
::i dont like all!!!! *pouts*::

talz:
me ah... Mar start work at Genesis le... so will be office hours work Mon-Fri, Sat sun free liao lo~ Join me for yoga sometime ok? Should go trytry~ hehe...

::eah i think i hafta meet you in May le leh =( too busy now le.. haha ok but i must go buy insurance first in case i break my bones. haaa::

yuyu:
- i also have alot of debts... haix...
- am i supposed to join in? happy total defence day...
- i also want to know about urs!!!!
- the 4D joke was really lame sia... anyway, at least ur midterms all before recess. my is after!! so equals to no recess for me~ -.-"""
- u kope-d from me de!!! hahaha.

::haha i finally cleared my sleep debts!!::
::fishsee jiejie you are NOT supposed to join in!!!!! -_-'''::
::haha its so long ago liao that i abit sian to blog about it liao. and photos not up yet! haha::
::haha my jokes are always lame to you =( eah i still got midterms after recess!! and got alot of papers to write and presentations and oral! hahaa::
::okay sorry! FC!!! ^^::

yK:
- happy valentine's day.. n happy total defence day..
- omg.. so mushy words.. goosebumps all over me.. i suggest the title be changed "11 sentences to win over gullible girls =)" oops~

::haha happy vday, but stop reminding me about total defence day, pls.::
::eah so easy to win over you go win one over lemme see lor. hahaha::

jul:
I suppose that its goodnite in french.. haha wan an!

::vomit is so smart!! wahahaa wan an! ^^::

stephie:
i'm busy too!! tmr got test so must mug...why dont mm tell u all? haha

::haha it was nicer hearing it from you!! ^^ and I MISS YOU!!!! *hugs*::

-x-:
i got invite ah gong lehx! of cos nid to buy 3 cakes..he can finish one by himself!

::haha ya still must da bao! lol.::

bert:
no la...i had THE BEST n happiest vday...

::yayy! we all had GREAT vdays! happy sailing! i miss you =)::

*

phew! that was the most kuazhang amt of tags i had to reply! -_-'''

au revoir! :)

男人常说的11句骗话...

第一句：我不在乎你的容貌
女人似花，男人像蝶，花愈香则蝶愈盛，花越
艳则蝶越狂。蝶恋花乃千年不变的真理，男人
不在乎女人容貌？那你有没有听说过蝶恋草的？

第二句：我什么都答应你
男人好像一激动，就忘了自己从来都不是万能
的。他们总是摆出上帝的口气，不经大脑思考
就脱口而出地说我什么都答应你。或许，他们
不知道上帝也不是万能的，试问一下：上帝创
造了人类，创造了万物，上帝能创造出一块他
自己也搬不动的石头吗？于是，女人在听到这
句话的时候，常常能听到接下来的另一句：除
了这一件事，我什么都能答应你！

第三句：你是我的唯一
女人有政策，男人有对策，女人似乎不可能永
远栓住男人,女人栓得住男人的腰包，栓不住
男人的腰带，女人栓得住男人的情，却栓不住
男人的欲。当你发现男人“红旗不倒，彩旗飘
飘”的时候，你才会懂得唯一不过是琼瑶编织
的女人欺骗女人的童话罢了。

第四句：我不在乎你是不是处女
千万不要低估了那一层薄薄的膜对男人的魅
力，数千年的文化禁锢，不是媒体随便喊几声
性解放就能抹煞的。性解放，到头来得了便宜
卖乖的还是男人，受伤流泪的依旧是女人。如
果男人真的可以不在乎，除非他只是把你当作
是情人又或是一种工具。

第五句：我发誓
当男人在女人面前碰壁的时候，当男人无奈的
时候，他们最后的言语居然惊人地相似，指天
发誓不过是男人欺骗女人善良天性的一个绝好
幌子。对于男人来说，发个誓就好像放个P那
般容易。

第六句：是我错了
女人总以为男人认错了，便是自己又赢了，孰
不知这只是又一次受骗的开始。女人好像很少
认错，可偏偏总是错上加错。

第七句：我戒了……
十个男人，七个好烟八个好酒九个好色，还有
一个样样都好。要是真能戒，那那些烟啊、酒
啊、小姐啊，都谁消费掉了？

第八句：我一定改
你千万不要被男人翩翩的外表所迷惑，其实只
要一回到家里，甚至只是在美女面前掉了一下
头，他挖鼻孔、扣脚趾的陋习，三天不洗澡五
天不洗衣、屋里邋遢得像狗窝的传统，便会立
马表露无遗。俗话说：江山易改，秉性难移，
如果要我相信男人改得了生活上的那些恶习，
我宁可相信狗改得了吃屎

第九句：我会娶你的
结婚不是嘴上放放气的游戏，是要付诸于行动
的。说的次数越多，娶你的机率越小，基本成
反比。

第十句：我没骗你
这句话本身就是又骗了你一次，罪上加罪，罪
不可赦。不要犹豫，马上给他一嘴巴。

第十一句：爱你一万年
P话，最大的P话，你以为女人是乌龟啊，活得
了一万年!


hahaha! this so better not be true!

IM BACK!!

the agony is finally over for now! look at how long i havent blogged proper, and you can tell how busy and stressed up i am. O_O

5 Feb (Tue) - MAS182 Tut Quiz 2
6-9 Feb(Wed-Sat) - CNY (Away in Malaysia)
14 Feb (Thu) - Valentine's Day
16 Feb (Sat) - Xian's Birthday Party
18 Feb (Mon) - HP201 Midterm
18 Feb (Mon) - HP326 Midterm
21 Feb (Thu) - MAS182 Tut Quiz 3
21 Feb (Thu) - HMF2 Test 1
22 Feb (Fri) - HP311 Midterm

haha see my schedule so kua zhang!

this is seriously the most slp-deprieved wk of my life, since fitness exco camp@ubin. see ah..

-monday morning two papers, so i slept at 4+, then wake up at 7+ to go for the tests. and i was so tired after the papers that i could hardly study proper for my next day de maths quiz. fortunately, the french quiz was postponed to thurs..
-then i took a half hour nap while studying in dear's room. then he tried to wake me up at 12+(midnight..) to continue studying, i kept falling back to bed. hahahaa it was quite comical actually. so i finally finished studying after that at close to 2am i think.. then the next day had to wake up at 8+.. and it was so dumb can. i went to maths class, realising that the stupid teacher forgot to bring the test paper, so postponed to thur lec. -_-''' felt damn cheated can!
-then after much mugging i went to slp close to 3am that nite and woke up at 9am.
-and wed nite mugged for french until abt 3.30am again, then woke up at thurs 8am to mug somemore.
-then thur nite was the worst!! i was so tired that i had to take a nap at abt 1.45am, then i asked dear to wake me up at 2.15, and he heard 2.50 -_-''' then i woke up myself, realising it was 3am le. then i panicked and asked why he nv wake me up, then he say let me slp 10 more min ma. hahahaa -_-''' but i was really damn kan chiong then, coz really alot not studied. so i came back to my room and study myself. then i started sneezing and my nose leak and leaked. so i took medicine and went to slp at 4.30, and set alarm 6.30. but i woke up still feeling groggy and dizzy from the medicine, so i went back to slp and woke up again at 7.30.

thank you deardear for being so sweet and accomodating to me for the whole of the week! no, actually whether got test or not, you're still sweet! =p

haha. seriously, i had such a hard time this week.. felt so frustrated at so many points of time, but still had to carry on studying the stupid mass of words swimming in front og me! and then all the tests were so hard somemore!! evo psy says there is too high a metabolic cost incurred, and hence this is a deleterious trait. so i should mutate this gene, to prevent it from getting passed on to the next gen.......

pardon. i've been talking like that for the whole wk alrdy. hahaa and i forget that i cant talk like that to normal ppl. so i went to dear's room, and his roomie wanted to cook noodles for supper, and i commented that eating can increase reproductive success. then he just never say anything and went out of the room and cook. then deardear was like "see la. you scare him la. you think he know what you talking abt meh? will seem to him like you're just talking abt sex lor"
shit.

ok im blogging very incoherently and jump here jump there-ish if you realise.. that's coz too long nv blog le! and so much stuff to blog about that i duno where to start =X

if you're still waiting for vday updates, you can forget about it, coz deardear went home with his hp, where the photos are still in there. hahaa and i dowan upload my share of the photos here first, coz after that hafta update another time so mafan! hahaa. so you can wait for a few more days! =X

oh and last sat we went to xian's 21st bdae partY! ^^ so happening~ she got so many relatives and uncle auntie frens! hahaha. it's really the first party that see so many uncles and aunties ard! hahaha. anyway, here are some of the photos taken with jul's camera. hahaa the rest are with xian and she apparently hvnt uploaded them. that slow poke. hai. -shakes head- hahaa.

the bday girl!

so greddy, 3 bday cakes! hahaa

me, qiqi and jul! ^^

hh, baobei and ah gong!! hahaa


ah gong main purpose there is to EAT. hahaa he ate all our share, and still da bao!

thats bearbear and gf, theresa!

wluekwluek and her errr..DINO? haha ^^

TT&T - TingTing&Toolbox! hahahaaaa! =D and got a phantom hand at the back! -gasps- urrrgh i look so fat =X

haha still got many more nice photos actually.. but then it's all with xianxian!! =( QUICK UPLOAD THEM GIRL!!

haha. oh and before that i went deardear's hse to bai nian. hehee.

oh and on monday, after cog dev and bio test, the manics had our gift exchange! hehee. and my mortal was qiqi! and my angel was the not-angellic-at-all xianxian who conveniently forgot to bring my present!! *sulks* so i happily look at others open their present! =( hahahaa. but nvm, i got my present the next day! yay. didnt take photo, but they were cute. ahah. she finally fulfilled her wish of getting me a pacifier! -_-''' yes, it has been her lifelong dream and ambition to shut me up.. hahaa. but it was cute la. and a mushroom key chain, to hint that i look like a mushroom *sniff sniff* haha and a body shop shower gel.. yay! =) thank you xianxian!! hehe.

ehhh wad else?

oh yes, it's RECESS WEEK!! yeeeeeeehawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! haha finally a not very break-break. =( hahaa. i still got RA to do, 1 presentation to prepare, 1 project cum writeup to do, 1 research paper cum presentation to prepare, 1 role play to prepare, and 1 more midterm to mug for. arghhh! =(

and the only thing to look forward to is bbq with the manics&bf(s) + bearbear + ah gong in sch.. haha. =) and i'll be having steamboat at home soon too! so happy~ the last time i had steamboat at home was like years ago! hahaa so kuazhang right. serious lor. coz like every year go malaysia ma then come back then never eat liao. ahhaa. and go back malaysia also hardly have steamboat for reunion le, coz too many ppl coming home at different times, and hard to prepare food and clean up after that all that. hehe. so im very excited!

and i wanna watch L! and i wanna go eat ichiban with deardear!! heh heh. and i wanna finish doing the enormous amt of work piling! =(

and if you're wondering, yes im still stuck in hall! haha coz got wsc swim meet tmr, so tmr then go home. feels so sucky. all alone IN SCHOOL on the beginning of hols! haha but ok la. leaves some time for me to tidy up my stuff abit here and there, and do some planning for the coming week! :)

hahaa ok i better go pack my stuff nicely now, before waiting for deardear's call, reading my so-long-still-reading-as-bedtime-story Harry Potter 4, and going off to bed!

stephie, i wish you happiness! *hugs* =)

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On wednesday evening..

TT looks at the floor puzzedly.
T: what you looking at?
TT: oh i thought i saw something drop leh.
TT&T continues walking.
T's keys drops.
TT: haha see! i can predict the future! your keys really drop!
T: issit? really ar? 明天头奖开几号?
TT: ohhhh.. 头奖会开4个号码！ see i so zai can predict tmr's result leh!
T: ya. tmr thursday 没有开马票 leh.

yes, i know about all the complains of my not updating, but i'm really VERY busy now!

vday photos are not up yet, and won't be up anytime soon while my deardear is kept busy putting up with the silly little antics of his super stressed out and sleep deprieved dear =/

but all i can say is that, it's no doubt the best and happiest vday of all! :) yayy! i love my deardear!! *grins widely* ^______________^

on a side note, stephie everyone is still waiting to hear about ur vday!!! :D you might as well mass email manics about the whole story hahaa

okok im off to lala land! bonne nuit! :)

happy cny to all!

yes, i was back two nights ago, after a slightly over one hour jam at the malaysia customs and lots of drama! =X

haha and ytd was one full action packed day of bai nian-ing. it's like gan chang lidat~ went ard 5houses in a day. so exhausted after that! then they fetched me back to hall, and dear dear only came back at almost midnight.. missed him so much!!! =)

heh. and we just talk cock sing song play mahjong for uber long..haha no la. no mahjong obviously. -_-''' yea so we slept at like 4am, and i woke up late at 7.50 for my 8.30 lecture. and so i turned up with specs and swollen eyes and stunned everybody. hahahaha. i seriously looked damn ugly! coz i alrdy woke up ytd morning with swollen eyelid, then still slp late last nite. so looked.............. =X hahaa.

yea. and we stepped into the lt, and there were less than 10ppl. hahahahaa. but ok la, eventually more ppl zombies turned up, and filled slightly more than half of the place :) then for the rest of the day i sleepwalked, and had to hold on to railings for my dear life, coz i was walking in beelines with jelly hands and legs. hahahaa. what a sight! so went back to hall to slp immediately after lessons liao. urrrgh.

okay! can't blog much though i have lots to say. brought alot of work over to do, but did only ONE miserable tut that i was supposed to have completed last tue. bwah! now i got sleep debt and tut debt and mugging debts! =X

anyway, just wanna say, i've seen and felt quite a bit this new yr. a refreshing change from the past silly rotting cny(s). not that i didnt rot quite a fair bit this yr, as usual, but there was much more to it. =) took a bit of pics with my cousins! but won't upload them until all my 6tests are over, which will be slightly under 2wks from now. =)

take care, peeps! don't expect to hear from me soon! :)

okay i told myself again and again and even stuck a humongous post-it on my desktop, telling myself to BLOG! before heading off home, and then to malaysia tmr. haha.

yes yes, it's CNY again! hard to believe another year passed by alrdy! but then, again, time seemingly flies, but when i think back hard again, just so many things happened within ONE year, that the last CNY feels so long ago!

maybe it's the 2 semesters in school that starts at weird timings of the year. so weird and zoomed by so fast that i'm disillusioned that TWO years have passed! =X

anyway, as much as i dont really have the mood to do this, it is after all customary to reflect before the start of a new year! =]

in the past year, i have..
- become more 38. (haha!)
- become more hardworking (which doesn't always pays off, but nvm abt that..)
- become more and more disgruntled about the little things (uh oh.)
- become more and more uptight about school work (uh oh.)
- become more cruel to myself (look at my eyebags!)
- become lovelier (hahahaaa. this was put in to make the above seem less depressing)
- become prettier (ditto.)
- become a lovely somebody's lovely girlfriend (yay!)
- become hooked to trex room.
- become hooked to deardear's room.
- been melted time and again by deardear. *grins happily*
- joined wsc.
- become closer to manics. =)
- become closer to 8e too! *grins*
- become less drunk (agreed upon by xianxian)
- sprouted many many love handles.
- fallen in love with a leisure activity named eating.
- attended the most touching wedding ever.
- sprained my leg for a record no. of ONE time only.
- inflicted many other injuries on the rest of my body.
- been disowned by my one-yr temp bf =(
- never been so stressed in my entire life.
- got to know many many nice ppl, including deardear's friends and family!
- became more thoughtful i hope.
- spent too much money
- learnt the art of depressing myself.

i duno wad to write anymore le. like i said, too much stuff happened within the year and i cant recall all now.

but in the coming year,
i think i want..
- to fight my inner fear for blahblahblah.
- deardear to continue melting me *grins* (you think be my boyfriend very easy huh?)
- to be a better girlfriend :) (you think be your girlfriend so easy huh?)
- to be a better friend :)
- to be a better daughter
- more time for leisure and slp
- more time for study and play
- better time management!
- less pimples pls! =(
- more good food!! wahaha
- more kbox! =p
- more time for my friends and family!
- more time and motivation for excercise!
- to try fruitlessly to cut down on my caffeine intake! (haha..)
- to try to keep in constant contact with my don't get to see very often friends
- to learn to cook and bake and make more stuff!
- to stop procrastinating.
- to stop depressing and stressing myself too much.
- take care of my battered body better!! =(

ok im seriously quite lazy and braindead to think.

and i wasnt really in the mood for cny until ytd nite and today.. ytd nite was camping in trex room with dear when qiqi came excitedly to pass us the cookies and started chatting very high-ly. lol. then jul sms-ed happy cny before she left for mlk, and then it finally dawned on me that it's cny, and i still have to mug for the many many tests. sigh. it's like having hols, when you're supposed to be entitled to lots of fun and sufficient rest to recharge, but all you'll be allowed is a little food, many books, and not enough time to mug. the thought of which was pretty saddening, thus slowing down my already-very-slow-progress of mugging for today's maths quiz. such a tong ku night, but deardear managed to cheer me up! =))

anyways, before i return to the blogging arena next year, here's some last msges to my lovelies before i go home!

...

DEARDEAR
take care and miss me! 5 days leh! hahaha. have lots of fun with your family and hopefully, AiYaH! too.. and if you dare to stop missing me, i shall continue to miss you. hahaha -_-''' and hor drink more water don't fall sick ar. and i love you arh~ =)

MABBIE CABBIE DEARIE
arent you glad that you can finally take a break from stalking me? lol. happy cny! have a great year ahead and dont quarrel so much liao ok? *hugs* and pls keep in mind that I STILL LOVE YOU (more than i love the stupid bert haha)! wheeee! and don't forget you promised to donate a quarter of your ang pow to moi! ^^

DARLING GUNGUN
fwah! i seriously cant believe how long i havent seen you!! haha.. and hardly talking to you nowadays too liao.. =X sorry im so busy! if u ever see me online, tap tap on me and come talk to me! coz i dun really look at who's online when i sign in.. haha. and we can still sms each other..and pls lemme know your latest gossips! haha. love you, babe! enjoy the year ahead, stop fooling ard, and quick come ntu find me! =p

MANICS (in sg)
wei wei! play hard and mug not so hard! sigh. im turning into a caffeine-addict-depressant. =( hahaha. enjoy your new year gals, and dont forget abt vday! love ya all! MUACKS. hope we get to eat steamboat soon! hahaha

MANICS (in us)
ALOHA! pls stock up on some food these few days, so that you will stop fantasizing about gleaming ba kwas that kept wluekwluek awake for the whole night! hahaha. and i cant believe im missing you guys so much! blog more, with more photos! gather with a few gip friends for mini cny celebration! MISS USSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. -by order of manic pres- hahaha. love ya all, take care! *hugs*

8 ELECTRONS
sorry ppl.. i so wanted to go for steamboat! but wont be free on that day, or any other day for the next 2 weeks, for that matter. meet you guys again another day alright? have GREAT fun and rmb to qiao bert yi da bi! wahaha~

DANS
though we dont get to see each other often, am glad we get to meet up at least a couple of times this yr! =) take care too alrite, gals? have lotsa fun!! =))

ERNIE
wei wei! we havent strictly done much shopping this yr together leh! isnt that sad?? hahaha. and quick enjoy yourself before you get into uni and suffer hell like me! ahaa. and stop nua-ing around, and find more stuff to do pls!! hahaha. yayyy! off to fang bian pao le! cya next yr!! *hugs*

TAL
yay! i love yoU! although i get to see you like...once a yr? =( but take care and always be strong no matter what k? must learn to be more optimistic, girl! and you're so nice and pretty, i know you'll find your true love very soon! =)) muacks. happy cny! i'll try to haunt you down after my many many tests, and we go out then alrite? =)

au revoir! bonne année du rat! =)

ytd night, when i ought to be studying, this wave of nostalgia just swept over me, and i started missing the 3 manics over at US. as in, really really missing. yes, it's been a month without you 3 in school. and i hardly mention it, but i really do miss having you all around, esp. in lectures and tutorials. come vday, and we'll be doing gifts exchange within the manics for the first time, but you three are missing.

i know you'll all be just as excited and laughing happily or in disbelieve at the gifts you're receiving if you were here too;

i know we'll all engage in more raving and ranting about the crazy professors if you were all here;

i know we will all engage in more and more silly talk, coupled with lots of freshly learnt psych terms;

i know we'll all be complaining and mugging together if you were all here;

i know bobo will go on and on abt gorgeous blue eyes for days and nights;

i know meimei will happily pass around mentos when everyone is falling aslp;

i know stephie would happily join us in trex and count the number of pages we have left, sighing in dismay;

i know i'll be laughing more happily and loudly if you gals were around.


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it's exactly 4 months from the 1st day we met. 4 happy months. it's the worst time to doubt anything now; you ought to know from the day i said yes, and the first time i told you i love you, i've never thought otherwise.

sunday 27/01

okay im back again! -guilty look-

haha took me more than 4hours to finish one stupid chap of biopsy. and i had to have lunch at 3.30pm!! and now im slacking again =X hahahaa. specifically, chatting with bobo and mabbie. =)

oh finally went for ernie's bdae party ytd! HAPPY BDAE ERNIE!!!! =) yea~ the party was nice! heh heh. and we all made him blow the candles so many times! :p hahaaa and he baked the cake himself! niceeeeeeee =) and we just pretty much sat ard and talked which was pretty fine, really! =]

after that, sisi and i cabbed back tog.. she, to her fren's party near sch, and me, back to hall. =( yes, figured might as well come back here since im alrdy at cck, and there's tonnes of stuff waiting for me to get them done over here! rawr.

so i was REALLY


saturday 02/02

haha okay. tt was blogged last sunday, and was intercepted and never paid attn to again after toolbox deardear turned up at my doorstep as a surprise! =)

nwae, wad happened that day, was that i was really really tired and 1/2 sian diao on saturday nite coz so early go back hall liao.. then i opened my door grudgingly, and this Secret (bu neng shuo de mi mi..) postcard was lying on my floor. at first i thought i dropped it or sth, then i rmb that i dun tink i brought that particular one to hall.. so i thought it was my roomie's. and i picked it up, turned over, and realised there were words written. the handwriting was so unbelieveably familiar that i was so stunned after i finished reading it. it was a card left by deardear!!! =)) heh. coz i was quite upset for the whole wk and he knew i was quite unhappy to have to return on sat nite, so he left me a nice nice encouraging msg! =) heh heh. so sweet! i was so uber touched to see it that i nearly wanted to cry! haha then i kept grinning at it after that! :) wheeeeeeeeeee! i love my deardear!!

okay so for the rest of the week i was uber busy.. but the rough sketch included dear getting drunk and me breaking into rashes, thus the both of us skipping monday's lessons. and yes, im still half itching now. haha dun ask me why coz i have no time to explain. if you must know, ask me when you get to see me. heh.

then the rest of the wk was basically study study study, and makeup lessons by qiqi. hahaha. busy busy busy, that's how i am. only left hall after 1pm today, heading to parkway borders to finally get my french dict!! *grins* so happy! and i just reached home barely 2 hours ago, and i'm going back to hall barely 24hrs from now! =(

on a side note, dear and i seem to be having a horrific competition to see who gets fatter first. we shared 2 taiwan sausages, 5 tutu kuehs, 1 portugese egg tart, 2 old chang kee curry puffs, and 1 bubble tea right before dinner. mwahaha. so xingfu(sinful!). to make ourselves feel better, we imagined jul's look of aghast while we ate. hahaha! :p

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when you've had happiness slipped away from you before, you hesitate when it seeks you once again. and after you take it into stride once again, you get wary when things goes just so perfectly and too blissfully well.

it's not about being silly, paranoid, doubtful, or untrusting; it's about the faith that never returned again and the hurt that refuses to return again.

i ought to revise my definition of once bitten twice shy;
nothing's gonna happen to me twice.

BOBO dun kill me! i jus shun bian came to blog coz i came online to look for notes to print!

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i conclude that qiqi and i are influencing each other in very wrong ways.. hahaa. im especially turning her into me..perpetually hungry and drunk. wahaha~ as for the influence she has on me, it shall not be revealed until the time's deemed fit. =) but still, it's very very nice with her ard =)

and xianxian has her eyes set on deardear's water polo fren for stephie! so stephie must be careful when she comes back.. lol. nwae, i'll help you continue keeping an eye on him and let you know more about wad he's like! lol. he seems a not bad guy nwae.. and he has a 'car'!! yayy! we're so nice to stephie..long-d matchmaking! *grins*

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finally going for my 1st 21st bdae party of the yr later! yuyu's been complaining abt spending wkends at the sunny island of pasir ris..now she finally get to go to one near her hse.. can dress up as catwoman somemore. hahahaa~

nwae, im feeling slightly better now. thanks darlings for the concern =] abit sian diao though.. dear's coming back home later, but im going back to hall at nite. *sigh*

on a very very very MUCH BRIGHTER note, he's finished moving his stuff over to 15! WHEEEEE! no more climbing the long long long long flight of staircase, and panting like mad jus to get up to his room! *grins* we'll all miss xiao hei hei though. and i think she's gonna miss deardear ALOT! hahaa only he treats her well lor!

alrites. i'll go back to work before bobo starts screaming at me again. *pouts* hahaa it's quite effective though i must say. =p

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nwae, before i go.. the replies i oughta have issued out long ago...

ernie - it's not the first time you thought i was going to have a 'makeup' lec! -_-''' yea must play more while u still got shi jian, qing chun, and jin qian!! lol. on the other hand, maybe you wont be that stressed when you go uni.. some times i think its just me. hahaa

yK - -_-''' if you're going to talk to yourself, there's no need to let us know.

beavan - yea.. just in time for you and toolbox bdae. ahaa. and yes, i have many many darlings, including you! =p

talz - hmmm i'll prob be busy during cny leh. and still going off to m'sia all that. i'll let u know when my hols are, then we go out ok! =)

fenfen - hahaha. we finally saw da ge that day!! he was at SIM for some time, and finally came back. hahahaa. thanks nwae..i miss you!! :)

sharon - HI!!! you caught me at a time when im damn stressed. lol! have fun over there!! ^^

yami - okay!! im gonna study now le!! hahaa is ur sg hp no. still in use? last nite i wanted to sms toolbox then think i was very slpy, sent to ur no. in a daze leh -_-''' hahahaa~ *MUACKS!*

bert - hahaaa uhhh wad's with all that glass slippers talk -.-" there's no hammer or saws in side the toolbox that can be used to make glass slippers. hahahaa.

ok as you can see, not blogging for four or five consecutive days when i'm not holidaying or having exams is a sign.

sigh.

i hate coming here when i'm bored or stressed. when im bored, i type too much unrelated stuff, and when i'm stressed i type too much unnerving stuff.

it's mad to be downing coffee past 12 midnight when it's the 3rd wk of sch only.

and i only have my 21AUs to blame. after much frenzy and confusion of crystals and add/drop, i'm the only manic left with that many AUs. i know if bobo n stephie were here they would stress out together with me. hahaa. but apparently they are both in paradise now~ =)

and i regret to announce that i'm lagging behind by an entire week for all my core mods readings, which is pretty bad, coz' we all know that once you start lagging behind, you'll never catch up again.

i consoled myself over bfast by proclaiming that it's just my cores going bwah!, but i'm still pretty much coping fine with my electives. the next thing i know when i stepped into maths lec, the lecturer started preaching foreign stuff and right after, i got drowned by a truckload of totally inaudible french.

so i stepped out of french totally unreeled, and coupled with the added realisation of 3 core midterms + maths quiz + french written test + french oral taking place in week 7, i was simply out of sorts.

yong tau fu with qiqi, adek kecil and choc jokes with the manics improved my mood slightly, and seeing deardear again was an absolute relief, so i didn't brood much over it any more. thank you dearies for the unknowing rays of cheer you all gave me! =)

anyway, if you've been trying to get me by hp, but to no avail, it's the network prob giving me zero reception. if im not responding or calling you back, just dont harp on it coz' i've enough stuff at hand to bother myself with miss calls unless they are impt.

yea i dun really care. its a girl's prerogative to turn nasty and bare their teeth once a month. we evolved like that and adapted to such crap for reproductive purposes. so, -rawr-.

alrite. i'm really sorry for such a dreary entry. i'm really grateful for my friends and dear for being here for me these days. really. i dont say much and i dont show, but i'm really glad you guys are here, helping me all the way, and simply being there :)

i know i'm incoherent. but it's 4am, and i've been up since 8.30am, tied down to mind-boggling lecture, tutorials, wsc, and textbooks.

off to bed, cinderella! the sun will be warm and pretty again when you rise :)