okay i told myself again and again and even stuck a humongous post-it on my desktop, telling myself to BLOG! before heading off home, and then to malaysia tmr. haha.

yes yes, it's CNY again! hard to believe another year passed by alrdy! but then, again, time seemingly flies, but when i think back hard again, just so many things happened within ONE year, that the last CNY feels so long ago!

maybe it's the 2 semesters in school that starts at weird timings of the year. so weird and zoomed by so fast that i'm disillusioned that TWO years have passed! =X

anyway, as much as i dont really have the mood to do this, it is after all customary to reflect before the start of a new year! =]

in the past year, i have..
- become more 38. (haha!)
- become more hardworking (which doesn't always pays off, but nvm abt that..)
- become more and more disgruntled about the little things (uh oh.)
- become more and more uptight about school work (uh oh.)
- become more cruel to myself (look at my eyebags!)
- become lovelier (hahahaaa. this was put in to make the above seem less depressing)
- become prettier (ditto.)
- become a lovely somebody's lovely girlfriend (yay!)
- become hooked to trex room.
- become hooked to deardear's room.
- been melted time and again by deardear. *grins happily*
- joined wsc.
- become closer to manics. =)
- become closer to 8e too! *grins*
- become less drunk (agreed upon by xianxian)
- sprouted many many love handles.
- fallen in love with a leisure activity named eating.
- attended the most touching wedding ever.
- sprained my leg for a record no. of ONE time only.
- inflicted many other injuries on the rest of my body.
- been disowned by my one-yr temp bf =(
- never been so stressed in my entire life.
- got to know many many nice ppl, including deardear's friends and family!
- became more thoughtful i hope.
- spent too much money
- learnt the art of depressing myself.

i duno wad to write anymore le. like i said, too much stuff happened within the year and i cant recall all now.

but in the coming year,
i think i want..
- to fight my inner fear for blahblahblah.
- deardear to continue melting me *grins* (you think be my boyfriend very easy huh?)
- to be a better girlfriend :) (you think be your girlfriend so easy huh?)
- to be a better friend :)
- to be a better daughter
- more time for leisure and slp
- more time for study and play
- better time management!
- less pimples pls! =(
- more good food!! wahaha
- more kbox! =p
- more time for my friends and family!
- more time and motivation for excercise!
- to try fruitlessly to cut down on my caffeine intake! (haha..)
- to try to keep in constant contact with my don't get to see very often friends
- to learn to cook and bake and make more stuff!
- to stop procrastinating.
- to stop depressing and stressing myself too much.
- take care of my battered body better!! =(

ok im seriously quite lazy and braindead to think.

and i wasnt really in the mood for cny until ytd nite and today.. ytd nite was camping in trex room with dear when qiqi came excitedly to pass us the cookies and started chatting very high-ly. lol. then jul sms-ed happy cny before she left for mlk, and then it finally dawned on me that it's cny, and i still have to mug for the many many tests. sigh. it's like having hols, when you're supposed to be entitled to lots of fun and sufficient rest to recharge, but all you'll be allowed is a little food, many books, and not enough time to mug. the thought of which was pretty saddening, thus slowing down my already-very-slow-progress of mugging for today's maths quiz. such a tong ku night, but deardear managed to cheer me up! =))

anyways, before i return to the blogging arena next year, here's some last msges to my lovelies before i go home!

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DEARDEAR
take care and miss me! 5 days leh! hahaha. have lots of fun with your family and hopefully, AiYaH! too.. and if you dare to stop missing me, i shall continue to miss you. hahaha -_-''' and hor drink more water don't fall sick ar. and i love you arh~ =)

MABBIE CABBIE DEARIE
arent you glad that you can finally take a break from stalking me? lol. happy cny! have a great year ahead and dont quarrel so much liao ok? *hugs* and pls keep in mind that I STILL LOVE YOU (more than i love the stupid bert haha)! wheeee! and don't forget you promised to donate a quarter of your ang pow to moi! ^^

DARLING GUNGUN
fwah! i seriously cant believe how long i havent seen you!! haha.. and hardly talking to you nowadays too liao.. =X sorry im so busy! if u ever see me online, tap tap on me and come talk to me! coz i dun really look at who's online when i sign in.. haha. and we can still sms each other..and pls lemme know your latest gossips! haha. love you, babe! enjoy the year ahead, stop fooling ard, and quick come ntu find me! =p

MANICS (in sg)
wei wei! play hard and mug not so hard! sigh. im turning into a caffeine-addict-depressant. =( hahaha. enjoy your new year gals, and dont forget abt vday! love ya all! MUACKS. hope we get to eat steamboat soon! hahaha

MANICS (in us)
ALOHA! pls stock up on some food these few days, so that you will stop fantasizing about gleaming ba kwas that kept wluekwluek awake for the whole night! hahaha. and i cant believe im missing you guys so much! blog more, with more photos! gather with a few gip friends for mini cny celebration! MISS USSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. -by order of manic pres- hahaha. love ya all, take care! *hugs*

8 ELECTRONS
sorry ppl.. i so wanted to go for steamboat! but wont be free on that day, or any other day for the next 2 weeks, for that matter. meet you guys again another day alright? have GREAT fun and rmb to qiao bert yi da bi! wahaha~

DANS
though we dont get to see each other often, am glad we get to meet up at least a couple of times this yr! =) take care too alrite, gals? have lotsa fun!! =))

ERNIE
wei wei! we havent strictly done much shopping this yr together leh! isnt that sad?? hahaha. and quick enjoy yourself before you get into uni and suffer hell like me! ahaa. and stop nua-ing around, and find more stuff to do pls!! hahaha. yayyy! off to fang bian pao le! cya next yr!! *hugs*

TAL
yay! i love yoU! although i get to see you like...once a yr? =( but take care and always be strong no matter what k? must learn to be more optimistic, girl! and you're so nice and pretty, i know you'll find your true love very soon! =)) muacks. happy cny! i'll try to haunt you down after my many many tests, and we go out then alrite? =)

au revoir! bonne année du rat! =)