On a good day, you gain happiness.
On a bad day, you gain experience.

that's a very meaningful quote i've heard for quite a while! =) and it's from yammie's blog.. which i think she quoted from somebody else..so i shant bother to do any citations! =p

things at home have been an absolute mess, and i've hit a record bottom low. don't really wanna talk about it anymore, just hope it doesn't exacerbate any further. meanwhile, i'm reflecting hard and thinking of ways to make up for my unthoughtfulness and spendthriftness, and gain back mummy's trust at the same time. i'm gonna be surviving on weird stuff for quite awhile, and i plead for understanding if i turn weird or cranky at times.

hai.

it's times like this when i wish i would grow up and stop being such a horrible person; learn to be responsible for my own actions and live a practical life.

meanwhile, stuff in school are escalating out of hand as usual, but i'm trying my very best to put things right very slowly. and i have one month left, hopefully things will turn out to be at the very least, satisfactory.

once again, thanks for all the tags of encouragement :) and thank you dear for being with me through the really hard time. i'll be strong and learn things the hard way. and knowing all that you've done for me really touched me beyond words. Thank you. =)

meanwhile, i might be MIA on and off for awhile, while i struggle to catch up with my work. don't bother dating me out for awhile, coz i won't be available (: and i just want most of you ppl reading this to know, i really miss all my friends whom i haven't been in touch with for a while. sorry i can't go out now, but just to let you know, i really miss you all. =(

tingting be strong! tingting be brave! tingting must pick herself up from her follies! TT loves T! =)