sunday 27/01

okay im back again! -guilty look-

haha took me more than 4hours to finish one stupid chap of biopsy. and i had to have lunch at 3.30pm!! and now im slacking again =X hahahaa. specifically, chatting with bobo and mabbie. =)

oh finally went for ernie's bdae party ytd! HAPPY BDAE ERNIE!!!! =) yea~ the party was nice! heh heh. and we all made him blow the candles so many times! :p hahaaa and he baked the cake himself! niceeeeeeee =) and we just pretty much sat ard and talked which was pretty fine, really! =]

after that, sisi and i cabbed back tog.. she, to her fren's party near sch, and me, back to hall. =( yes, figured might as well come back here since im alrdy at cck, and there's tonnes of stuff waiting for me to get them done over here! rawr.

so i was REALLY


saturday 02/02

haha okay. tt was blogged last sunday, and was intercepted and never paid attn to again after toolbox deardear turned up at my doorstep as a surprise! =)

nwae, wad happened that day, was that i was really really tired and 1/2 sian diao on saturday nite coz so early go back hall liao.. then i opened my door grudgingly, and this Secret (bu neng shuo de mi mi..) postcard was lying on my floor. at first i thought i dropped it or sth, then i rmb that i dun tink i brought that particular one to hall.. so i thought it was my roomie's. and i picked it up, turned over, and realised there were words written. the handwriting was so unbelieveably familiar that i was so stunned after i finished reading it. it was a card left by deardear!!! =)) heh. coz i was quite upset for the whole wk and he knew i was quite unhappy to have to return on sat nite, so he left me a nice nice encouraging msg! =) heh heh. so sweet! i was so uber touched to see it that i nearly wanted to cry! haha then i kept grinning at it after that! :) wheeeeeeeeeee! i love my deardear!!

okay so for the rest of the week i was uber busy.. but the rough sketch included dear getting drunk and me breaking into rashes, thus the both of us skipping monday's lessons. and yes, im still half itching now. haha dun ask me why coz i have no time to explain. if you must know, ask me when you get to see me. heh.

then the rest of the wk was basically study study study, and makeup lessons by qiqi. hahaha. busy busy busy, that's how i am. only left hall after 1pm today, heading to parkway borders to finally get my french dict!! *grins* so happy! and i just reached home barely 2 hours ago, and i'm going back to hall barely 24hrs from now! =(

on a side note, dear and i seem to be having a horrific competition to see who gets fatter first. we shared 2 taiwan sausages, 5 tutu kuehs, 1 portugese egg tart, 2 old chang kee curry puffs, and 1 bubble tea right before dinner. mwahaha. so xingfu(sinful!). to make ourselves feel better, we imagined jul's look of aghast while we ate. hahaha! :p

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when you've had happiness slipped away from you before, you hesitate when it seeks you once again. and after you take it into stride once again, you get wary when things goes just so perfectly and too blissfully well.

it's not about being silly, paranoid, doubtful, or untrusting; it's about the faith that never returned again and the hurt that refuses to return again.

i ought to revise my definition of once bitten twice shy;
nothing's gonna happen to me twice.