this is so ridiculous.. i woke up so early in the morning just to sit here and blog. =X

woke up at 7 with roomie, who was going for her piano lessons/home. she was still awake when i went to slp last nite.. so woke up and saw a note she wrote. then looked at the note my neighbour left behind ytd again. and i started crying.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i feel so silly. first thing i do when i wake up is cry! machiam baby lidat!! -.-


hmmmmm. and roomie just left.. haha. it's the last time i'm seeing her until next sem liao. i'll be moving out on tuesday, and she'll be back on wednesday then prob move out after her paper on friday.

i guess i'll really miss her and all the other neighbours. been a really good stay here for the whole sem, esp. after anli and yiling moved in! =) hall life's been a helluva of fun with all of them around.. it might not be havoc or what, but it's just simple, nice and full of warmth :)

started crying cos' i didn't really think about moving out and not seeing roomie and the rest for 3 months, until her note struck me. then i start to bu she de everyone and everything liao. true, i'll still be staying with her next sem and all that.. but then if you live with someone everyday for 4 months, then u suddenly don't get to see her for another 3 months.. it's so weird! and next sem i won't get to stay in the same room with the same neighbours anymore! =( anli yiling candy tao thang nas parimala yuanyuan. -rawrs- i want back all my neighbours! i want back our room!!! i love my neighbours and roommmmmmmmmmmmm!!! =[

yea. guess we've really been through a lot this sem. not only friends in hall, friends in psych too. really had an enjoyable time with you guys =) and thank you everyone for being so tolerant when everyone's tired from all the late night project meetings and chionging! thank you everyone for lending support whenever needed! thank you for listening to my (2nd to yammie's) whining! hahahaa. and most of all, thanks for just being there and being my friends =))

alriteys. shall retreat to LWN for stats meeting now. no no, not project meeting. argue-about-notes-and-tb meeting. hahahahahaa. my brain is crammed full with sig. lvl, reject null hypothesis, type I/II error and whatnot.

urrrgh.

and may shixian have mercy on me todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. x_x

alriteyssssss. new beginning! here goes! =)

after the paper, went to LWN to look for shixian. hehee. then went to collect her socio essay with her. and today i saw the ultimate EXTREME ji po side of her!! wahahhaa~ really xia dao siaaa! lols. but ok la, at least she listened to me whine although she don't like. muahahaa.

after that, went back to LWN tardy!! ^^ haha no, why i put the ^^ when study?! eeeeeek. lols. then watch jy and sx debating over the effect size, see until i blur diao. O_O i was at chapter ONE, and they were debating something about chapter EIGHT. so scary and lost and freaked out. today was a bad day for maths! urrrgh. O_O hahahahaa. then sx so motherly! =D and jy so........blurer-than-me. wahahaha! super funny. then wah! i got match liao - got ppl study until as messy as me de! wahahaa~ sx see until cannot stop laughing. then actually i was also trying quite hard not to laugh. -_-''' hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa. really very funnyyyyy

*phew*

finally resumed taking my med today after the paper! =) stopped taking for 2days cos' scared will drowsy then cannot study. haha. =X *shhhhhhhhhhhh* cannot tell mummy! she'll scream at me. hahahha

okay, i must jiayou for my stats liao. can't screw up AGAIN.

jiayou, jiayou!! ^^ jiayou too, my dear friends! =]

ahhhhhhhhh. finally a break from the papers.

next one's on monday.

devt psych and maths paper are both seriously screwed.. esp. maths. i tot devt psych was bad enough ytd. seriously bad. it's the worst core paper ever! O_O and jul says it's easier than social! argh. i'm dying. i think i can dian di liao. x_x

ytd nite was one of the worst ever. devt was like the heaviest core, and right after that, today got maths paper. then i was so exhausted and totally wasted from the paper liao, and come back still hafta study the stupid linear algebra. same with roomie~ she had a paper ytd evening, and two papers today! even our neighbour also today two papers! hahaha. then ytd all of us damn stressed up. then my neighbour taking the same maths paper as me, so we were discussing this and that. haha. and my roomie and i took turns taking 10min naps, and waking each other up. O_O really damn tiringggg. next sem cannot arrange such a exam timetable liao la! really will dieeeeeee. =((

then today so jialat. like one depressing paper after another! =( i nv ever felt so low in my life after completing a maths paper. even fmaths also not so degrading laa. now i know.. mechanics is not the worst thing invented. linear algrebra is the ultimate!!! and it's so so crazy. the paper is so much more difficult than last yr's, and we're given half an hr less somemore!! -wails-

argh. i don't like this entry at all! so grumpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. =(

ok. i shall go start a new entry to type about the not-so-sad stuff. muahaha

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. can't settle down to study!! wahahhaa

super happening!

was studying at a painstakingly slow speed, then roomie came back at almost 12. hehee. then we decided to go down to The Sun to get icecream! ^^ lols.. but don't know why reach there le, see the icecreams and suddenly don't feel like eating anymore. -_-''' hahahaha. yea, so we walked there for nothing. lols.

then came back and i wanted to study, when i suddenly saw a COCKROACH on MY TABLE. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. -freaks out- of all places, it had to choose MY TABLE. and so i called in the reinforcements, i.e. the neighbour's bf. HAHAHAAAAA. yayyyyy! so he exterminated the disgusting scary flying cockroach! thanks, jm! hahahaha~

and then i got so hot and bothered (am i supposed to link it to misattribution of arousal??) that i can't get back to my books! wahahaha. and so i came online and saw jul and yam online! wahahhaha. yay. turns out i'm not the only one procrastinating lor. wahahahha~

BUT THEY FINISH LE I HAVEN'T!!!! O_O hahahahahhaa.and i got maths paper THURSDAY.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hahahaaa. why am i not panicking. MAKE ME PANICK.

-.-

hmmmmmmm.

gambate --> suddenly looks like the name of some hormone/organ/disease?! hahahaa. i think i had an overdose of psych.

alrite alriteys. back to the books. dun wanna die tmr!

jiayou! =] ---> looks more normal. ahahahas.

arghhhh!

crisis crisis!! no, not identity crisis/commitment that crisis -.-

hahahaa. crisis is i haven't finished my revisions!!

weather's not on my side today! =[

hehee.. persevere persevere!!!! GAMBATE!!! =)

urggggh.

rebecca pls be merciful!

rawrrrrr.

duno wad to blog liao. suddenly mind's a blank. ahahahas.

shall pull myself back to Santrock.

Santrock rocks my world.

tmr i shall fall in love with Gauss-Jordan. that is, if such a person even exists.

tee heeeeeee.

i've been a naughty girl. not taking med today. can't afford to turn drowsy nowwwww!! ehhe.. i still took a teeny weeny nap though :p and roomie's feeding me with her vitamin pills! :) seeeeeeeee? i have a sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet roomie!! i heart my roomie! hehee :p

glad roomie's here these few days. got ppl pei me fight my flu! yayyy. -beams contentedly-

okokay. don't chase me away from my lappie!! =[

jiayou, ppl!! after tmr it'll be relatively heavenly! hehe. =]


*and my wmp keeps playing the very ernie songs!! i.e. way back into love, all i want for christmas is you, zhuan shu tian shi, blahblahblah. -_-''' it's a sign. the kbox withdrawal syndrome sign. even my wmp feels it!! =[ all the gods up there be merciful and fast forward to end of exams so that i can hit that mic again!!!! -rawrrrrrr-

STUDY LAH!!

thank you all friends for your concern! i'm much much better alrdy! :)

hehe.. woke up still feeling quite rotten and leaky. so didn't meet shixian and stephie at the library to study. but was okay i guess. good in a way too, cos' i could take my medicine and study and rest at the same time! and roomie's here to pei me too, so it felt quite nice! :) hehee.. that's why when sx and steph sms-ed me i was in a very good mood! hehe. cos' by evening i felt so much better alrdy and i had ample rest plus studied quite alot all at the same time!!! =)

hehe..

then roomie had to go out at 5+.. and since my nose was much better alrdy, and i figured i won't study if i'm left alone to my own devices, i joined stephie @ LWN! :)

hehe..

and dinner was uber funny i swear! wahahahhaa~ JANICE!! and steph went red at 'exercise'. HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

hehe..

and i used up less than a pack of tissue in the library! yayyy. shows that i'm much much better alrdy! hehee. roomie's right, a positive outlook makes you recover faster! ^^ haha.. and of cos' there's the NURTURE proponent, cos' i yang bing in a very nice environment! hehe.. -_-'''

lalala~

am slacking away. been mugging the whole day. so sian~ haha. am not tired surprisingly. just don't feel like reading anymore cos' i reached saturation and nothing's going in anymore.

it's funny what the flu's done to me. haven't actually felt this good since the mugging for exams started. ehhe.. good as in relaxed. hahahaa. although my biggest paper is like on thursday. and i'm kind of slow in revision. but hey! considering i'm a sick gal, and i covered more than 9 chapts today! =) happyness(EC). (:

typing EC makes me miss ernieeeeeeeeee. and kbox. hahaha. i've been singing 'way back into love' all day. irritating roomie and stephie. wahahaha. but i don't care! it's such a lovely song! :D

and it was such a lovely day, with such a lovely weather! ^^

yea, now i come to think of it. i think it was the weather that kicked off my good mood! hehe. duno why, i'm somehow always affected by nice weather. hehe.. everytime the weather's nice out there i'll be in a super good mood! :) yea, misattribution of arousal NURTURE. hurhurhur- this is crazy. i'm anyhow linking stuff to Santrock. wahahah~ but it's seriously much easier to link stuff to Aronson, don't ya agree? hehe.

was studying prenatal development and infancy just now (yes, that's how slow i'm progressing) haha. and i just got fascinated all over again! :) hehe.. don't know why.. especially love the prenatal and infancy chapter. find everything so fascinating. no matter how many times i reread the chapters (which is not a lot of times..haha~), i just get fascinated all over again. =) i love the idea that a simple little lump of cells can develop and grow so much just over 266 days. and it never fails to wonder me how dangerous it actually is to conceive a child and actually give birth to it, and yet, we are all here today, coz' our mothers are all so wei da! yeap. they actually love us enough to go through all that suffering and dangers to give birth to us!! =) kudos to all mummies!! ^^

hehe..

and of coz', reading the chapters all over again strengthened my faith and 'belief' of NOT wanting to give birth next time. wahahahah~ (i think i'm typing this on behalf of my baobei too. hor?) lols..

oh wells. we shall see, we shall see!

=)

okay, my bed is beckoning me. muahaha.

niteys, all! physics of sports, french 1, french 2, sex death and other processes, etc.. good luck to those with papers tmr! =)

Way Back into Love - Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

greattttttttt. even the reading room's full.

arghhhh.

pull me away from my lappie!

RAWRRRRRRRRR.

this is so so sucky!

i got the flu virus @ LWN ytd! =[ so now i'm dying. wasted so much time resting and trying to get well soon but after so long i just haven't gotten well. SHUCKS.

first, i tried to warm up myself in the cold cold library with coffee in the evening. then i tried to take my flu med and go to slp early at night, and i realise the caffeine is keeping me up. DOTS. qi si wo le lor!! now i know, nescafe is the only cafe that doesn't keep me up at night -.-''

and so today morning i woke up with my nose still leaking and my throat turning weird. so sx and i went frm tr27 to the benches outside lt3 and in the end, still back to LWN. urrrrrgh. ok, so i finally get to settle down and eat my beloved porridge and wait for steph's ai xin jacket. hahahaha. and then, i guai guai de took my flu med before studying. and i started NODDING OFF. arghhhhh! the medicine is effective when it's not supposed to be effective, and not effective when it's supposed to be effective!! -_-'''

so here i am, back in hall. having wasted the whole day doing nothing but wasting time and sleeping. SUCKS lor! =(

k, gonna drag myself down to the reading room. or i'll never complete anything!

ciao~

tagged by my baobei! ahahahas~ decided to waste my time at home indulging in the little luxuries i've been deprieved of these days! :p here goes!

Layer One:
On The OutsideName : huiting/sotong/xiaodan/boo/bobo/tingting/.............
Birth Date : 2nd sept! PLS RMB. =D
Current status : Busy. hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Eye Colour : Brown-eyed kids are inferior!! =(
Hair Colour : uhhhhh. natural. hahaha
Righty or Lefty : Rightyyyyyyyyyyyy

Layer Two :On The Inside
Your Heritage : -.- chinese!
Your Fears : wo tian bu pa, di bu pa!!
Your Weakness : baobei likes bearbear too?? hahahaha! uhhhhhh i duno.. i guess i very easy xin ruan.. hmmmmm.
Your Perfect Pizza : *shrugs* dependent on mood and place! hehe. it's a DV. [xianxian says must talk stats. hahaha!]

Layer Three :Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First thing when I wake up : wooooohooooooooooooooooo. i'm HOME.
Your Bedtime : uhhhhh. it's variable. haha
Your Most Missed Memory : hmmmmmm. i don't know. i miss so many things! hehe. i want 'em ALL BACK. =X

Layer Four : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : both the same.. shows that i'm young and classic at the same time. haha
McDonald’s or Burger King : i only eat one thing at BK. but i'm sick of Mac too. haha
Single or Group Dates : ehhhhh. both also can la actually. occassionally must change ma. or else kp going single/group also sian. haha
Adidas or Nike : nike! just do it!
Tea or Nestea : ehhhhh... coffee? hehe
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate makes me HIGH!! ^^
Cappucino or Coffee : i knew it! i knew it!! hahahaa.. starbucks mocha frap!

Layer Five : Do You..
Smoke : ya, i smoke my way thru' exams.
Curse: muahahaa
Take a shower : it's a uniform distribution.
Have a crush : you wanna make a guess?
Think you’ve been in love: ha!
Go to school : DUH. school DEVOURS me. hahaha
Want to get married : for what? torture myself? haha
Believe in yourself : of cos'!
Think you’re a health freak : uhhhh not really. look at the stuff i eat, and you'll know.

Layer Six : In The Past Month
Drank alcohol : Nahhh
Gone to the mall : Yeaaa! thank goodness.. so i haven't been trapped at pulau ntu for THAT long after all! :p
Been on stage : nahhh. exam hall only. never go up on stage.
Eaten sushi : i miss sushi!!
Dyed your hair : nahh

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..
Played A Stripping Game : nah.. i so guai!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : hmmmmm. tough nut to crack.

Layer Eight : Age
You’re Hoping To Be Married : haha i'm gonna terrify all with my answer.............. AFTER 30.

Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour : BROWN. wahahhaa
Best Hair Colour : anything that suits you lor..
Short Hair or Long Hair : hmmmm. tentative! haha

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago : this lor..
1 Hour Ago : watching some show with gorgor
4.5 Hours Ago : sleeping!
1 Month Ago : mugging? hahaha
1 Year Ago: working @ SP!

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : family, friends, KBOX!!
I Feel : lost.
I Hate : =)
I Hide : under the table?! hahahahaa
I Need : to sort out my feelings. hmmmm

Layer Twelve : Tag five people!!
you, you, you, you, you.
whoever you are.
just do if you want to.

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not tagged by bobo. just doing for fun =]

My name is: see above. haha
I may seem: happy-go-lucky, blur, stupid, nice
But I’m really: happy-go-lucky, blur, NOT a joke, NOT that nice, MANIC. aha
People who know me think I’m: what they think i am. zz

If you knew me you’d probably: laugh at me. seeeeeeeee?
Sometimes I feel: like burning up LWN, so i don't hafta spend anymore time there.
In the morning I: die without coffee before studying

I like to sleep: period. i just like to slp.
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: painting my nails. HAHA.
Money is: not wan neng, but without it you wan wan bu neng. SHEESH.
One thing I wish I had is: peace in the heart and mind.
One thing I have that I wish I didn’t: textbooks. ahaa
What I don’t need: a boyfriend. wahaha

If I had one wish it would be: happiness~
Love: what about it?
My body: is screwing up.
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: take photo with him. heyyy it's not everyday jin cheng wu flies into your room, okay.
If a demon crashed into my window I would: uhhhhh. check if his nose it broken? -.-
If I could see one person right now it would be: anyone!
Something I want but I don’t really need is: duno.
Something I need but I don’t really want is: an answer.

I live to: be a joke??
I dare you to: make me fall in love with you. nahhh. on second thoughts, that will be too easy! wahahaha. make me hate you instead! yayyy
I am afraid of: refer to above
It makes me angry when: ppl treat me like a walking joke.
I dream about: jy, wk and massacre! -_-'''

I daydream about: everything but my books and the massacre.
My ideal mate would: change my mind about bf and marriage.
My ideal life would be: being xianxian's mummy!! HAHA.
One thing I know that I will never be able to do: forget hurt.
If I could change one thing about myself physically, it would be: -shrugs-
I am disappointed with: alot of stuff. like a friend, the massacre, and my not hitting the books now, etc..
I am elated with: being HOME! =)

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okay, i really should get offline. been leaving ernie's blog on and the song has been playing and playing non-stop while i took a supa long time blogging silly stuff. hahaha. look at the time i started blogging. and look at the time now: 9.31am. [haha, 12hours ago i was bathing! -_-'''] lols.. really oughta go liao.

am so happy management's FINALLY over. the one i dread most. hehee. better get back to the books now! =)

finally had mum-cooked food ytd nite at HOME. sitting there and lang tun hu ye everything set infront of me after a nice 45min bath. wahahaha. and mummy keeps niao-ing, "chi zhe yang duo.. ni yue lai yue xiang fei po le la.." and smiling all at the same time. (: and i'm gonna have gorgor-cooked spaghetti later!! :D

can't pen down my feelings now. coming home is a totally indescribable feeling which just melts you down inside.

=)

B = Brother
BF = Brother's Friend

B says:
wao lao my sis damn gd lei
B says:
3 wks never come home then now must bathe for like 3 wks worth of water then she song
BF says:
lol
B says:
she in the toilet ever since 9:30
B says:
now still haven come out
B says:
knn
BF says:
wah
B says:
kaoz 30 mins liao still haven come out
B says:
...
B says:
NTU water really that dirty meh
BF says:
lol
BF says:
ask her
B says:
finally out
BF says:
lol
BF says:
1 hour
B says:
45 mins liao
B says:
WTF
BF says:
what she do sia


HUI JIA DE GAN JUE ZHEN HAO!!! :D

for the first time i read the newspaper, and i nearly cried.

this is way too disturbing.

***

i think i've been smiling/laughing too often. i've been doing that so much that ppl no longer take me seriously. sad, huh? it took me 5 whole minutes to convey my "i am angry" msg across. and i had to shout before somebody stopped laughing and realised i was SERIOUSLY angry. shout. how pathetic is that. i can't even rmb the last time i shouted at a friend. ok, besides last feb/march. but that was different. this is.... just plain stupid.

speaking of stupid. it's self-fulfilling prophecy i swear. ppl call me stupid too often. and i really think i am stupid. so i act stupid. so ppl continue calling me stupid. so i AM stupid?! wth! ok, that besides the point.. even if i'm really stupid, stupid ppl have feelings too. you don't laugh at them like you always do, when they are angry. oh wells. i can only say, ppl who do that must be stupider than me.

-rawrs-

that totals up to 2 things that spoiled my mood for exams.

agrhhh.

can't let this happen. i gotta focus.

and i think i just said something totally embarrassing in the library today after waking up in a groggy state. -_-''' i should just keep my mouth shut next time! hahaha~

*cheer up, girl!* ---> that was private speech, i.e. something NOT from the social psych tb. yayyy~

rawr. i gotta start talking in an entirely biz context! coz tmr's my Management paper. grrrrrrr.

hahahhaa. am blogging in the library again! so chui~ -_-'''

finished my FIRST paper, finally! ahahahas. social psych. was alrite in a way, and not alright in a way. at first i was totally stunned by the essay qns.. then my mind went like BLANK. TOTALLY BLANK! -panicks- then i went to do the mcqs to regain my composure. and crapped my way thru' the qn at the back first until i suddenly recovered my memory! yayyy~ *phew* so scary! i have no idea why my mind jus suddenly went blank like THAT. O_O nwae, got half an essay wrong alrdy. so...... =X

don't care~ over then over le! =)

hahahhaa. and ytd nite was so horrible. i had no idea how i survived the ordeal. x_x nwaes, ended up studying with jaron only at 11pm. and it's all S*****L's fault. cos' the sms-es only came in at like 1.30-4.30am. YUCK.

and somebody still played a prank on me!! *angry!!* wahahhaa~ no la, actually i gotta admit it was kind of funny -.- but STILL. dang! haha~

and i was so tired and bothered about some stupid stuff. rawr. how irritating is that. things like this always happen before exams. shitty shitty shit. i am so not going to bother myself with stupid stuff. urgggggh!


and so i slept at 2.30am, woke up at 5.30am, went back to slp at 6am, and woke up again at 6.30am. HAHA. stupid rite?? i was in those kinda mood like, i need to study, but i'm sleepy. O_O

rawr.

management paper up on thurs.

i need my beauty slp.

went into exam hall with a can of nescafe today morning! wahhaha~ The Goddess was so amused when she walked past me.. "woww..coffee!!" -.- wahhaha~ and i think i must have looked uber tired, esp. after the paper. cos' pingjun and jingsian were aparently amused by me. hahahaha. think it was the pin -.-

lalala~

shall get back to work.

lee wee nam is my haven! this is where i belong.. -_-''' mugging rocks! esp. when it's MANAGEMENT.

-pls detect tone-

ahahaas.

ciao~

good luck for those having papers!! =)

urrrgh. paper starts tmr!! -screams-

and i'm barely done with my revisions, but sitting here to blog! ahahahas. jus taking a break ma.

-rawrs like the girl from Aggression lecture notes- -_-'''

hurhurhur-.

can't you see how stressed up i am?? O_O

yay. at least i got some Self-awareness!

it's the time of the year. twice a year, i'll start blogging stuff from my tb. hahahaha~

rawr. i'm incoherent.

just some updates..
1. got my special sem module - French! =) will be on Monday and Thursdays, for a month, then exams again!!! -.- ahahahas~
2. i THINK i got my RA position. will be helping out patterson. R says he's got severe case of jet lag, Y says he's funny, YL says he's cute. so i shall conclude that he'll be nice to work with. hahahaaa~
3. wrote in KKH to apply for internship for play therapy this hols, but they're not offering any. sad~
4. am gonna get involved in long-term volunteer work @ SAAC. probably every Friday if everything is confirmed. =)
5. am gonna die tmr thru' 30th april if i don't get back to my studies NOW.

ppl, jiayou!! and whoever wanna study after tmr's paper can come my hall to dump your books first before the paper! hahaha~ good luck! (:

xianxian and wluek's prob gonna laugh.. but i still gotta say this: thanks for the subway! =) departure from linearity of canteen food/mac/7-11 sandwiches rocks! ahahaa~ yes, despite the olives and pickles. -_-''

i slept less than 3hours last nite. urrrgh. felt like shite when woke up today morning. =X hahaha. had breakfast with roomie, said bye and went to meet xianxian at the library. jul n bf came and left. spent duno how many hours doing ONE chapter worth of notes. sucks.

urrgh.

came back at 6+ to slp. hahaha. still feeling not very nice now. still making not-very-nice notes.

only thing i'm looking forward to is homecooked food tmr nite. =)

and.. a sign that everything's ok.

i know you look at the time and you think that i'm mad. ahahaas.

but i took a nap from 8-9pm! so it's alrite.. hahaha~

yayyy. been slightly more productive today! (or rather, ytd..)

came back early from my 'playground'.. not bcos i don't love my darling xianxian anymore, but cos' i had to handwash some clothes and blah! plus i was getting abit sick and claustrophobic of the aircon. BUT then.. i'm going back to The Place again tmr morning! hahaha~ join the hungry ghost fest! -.- oh btw, i jus found out..that video was last sem's, not that day de. hahaha~ BUT STILL...(insert-phrase) :p

lalala~

huiting is a stressed but happy girl! :)

all the lecs and tuts have officially ended. marks the end of the semester i guess. been a rollercoaster i guess. totally stressed out, and it's only year ONE!! but i've had my fair share of laughter, fun and joy. thanks to the following ppl who made my year 1, sem 2 life @ NTU more memorable and endurable! *drumrolls*

:: my MANIC club members!! - baobei, xianxian, hh, boo, stephie, wluek, meimei, huiqi! rocks rocks rocks ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

:: 203 presentation grp! - jiaying, joylynn, jieyang! hahaha~ all the Js! i'm the odd one out! ahahahaas. but do i look like i care?! :P wheeeeee! so happy having a whooping fun time working with you guys, though only jiaying will prob see this. ahahaas~ ANCHOR VARIABILITY. -_-''

::202 grp! - baobei, xianxian, boo, wluek! yayyyyy~ another happy project! ahahahas~ apart from the sufferings in the cold cold seminar room, that is. and reference girl is so cool! wahahaha~ =)

::111 presentation grp! - xianxian, boo, hh, stephie, jingsian! mwahahaha~ still rmb the first time we sat in yammie's room and the 2 dissenters started quarrelling? worse thing they were sitting at 2 opp. ends, so the rest of us jus kp turning our heads left n right in awe as they engaged in their..erm...'intellectual talk'. hahaha~ and half an hour later, stephie finally went 'orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....', and another 15min later, sotong went "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh....." as well. HAHAHA -_-'''

:: 200 group! - huiqi & jiayin! (just realised how many JYs i know! lol..) yayyyy~ all the time spent pulling out so much hair over endless reports!! ahahahaaaa.. and the horrible hall2 story that freaked me out that nite =X and hq's lappie left @ FAL experience.. hahaaa! so glad we pulled thru'! :D

:: ROOMIE!!!! - wanqing, wanqing and only wanqing!! mwahahaha~ all these months spent together.. from strangers to good friends! yayyyy~ thanks for being there for me.. all the ups and downs! talking and laughing madly at the toilet while bathing. eating with my pretty pink 'furniture' outside 35-3-662. kicking the toilet door aside while washing our hands furiously. mopping the room with HOT WATER. cup noodles @ auntie's room! cheering each other on when desperate times call for desperate measures..... THANK YOU!! =)

:: yuyu deardear!! what makes you think i would forget you?! u're my saviour and breath of fresh air from all that mb106 and ah gua jia ba kwa!!! wahahahaha~ i loved you, still love you, and 'i will always love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu'(crooonsssssssssssssss)wahahaha! :D

:: mabbie, gungun, ernie, jren, blah: for listening to my little ramblings from time to time! love ya all too!! ^^

ahahahaas. it's 4.06am, and i'm still wide awake..and so is roomie. hahahahaaa. did i mentioned i had Nescafe after i woke up from my nap? ooops. HAHA! :p

i want bf all my friends to be happy!! =)

i miss mabbie, miss gungun, miss everyone at home!! =[

mugging is all i'm doing nowadays. my survival is dependent on the books my fellow entertaining muggers, who i love 'em all! :) i think we kind of opened some charity fund for 7-11. EEEK.

i still hate mac.

-rawrs-

2 more days to d-day! arghhh!

shall retreat to my lovely-but-not-as-lovely-as-the-one-at-home bed!

nite nites!

see xianxian in 4 hours' time!! =)

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HAHAHA. this is SO totally crappy! okay, that was the library we usually studied at. but i don't know why ytd morning, during the opening time, everyone chiong-ed in!

wahahaha~ tai kua zhang le ba!! :D

i swear i've never seen so many ppl queueing to get into a LIBRARY @ 8.30AM.

omggggg. didn't actually believed it until i saw the video. wahahahha

tai kua zhang le.

tai kua zhang le.

TAI KUA ZHANG LE BA!!!!!

=D

was an eventful day.

111 quiz cum last day of her tut. was nice talking to her and finding out more about her. she's really a nice person, with the exception of strict grading i guess. and somebody was freaking rude, i felt like kicking her. ahahas. but who cares~ and the quiz was funny. and the presentation grade was unsatisfactory, at least in our opinion. haha. but..owells~ we did our best and we enjoyed working together..didn't we? :] and peer evaluation was hurhurhur- funny.

come to think of it, she was right i guess. started off the course with a very negative mindset. thought it was rubbish. in fact, i still think it is rubbish. this isn't the way communication should be taught, in my opinion. when they say it's non-examinable, they should make it non-examinable-literally. as in non-gradable - more like an enrichment course. wouldn't that make ppl more receptive, cos' they are not forced to study for something that isn't really 'studiable'?

but, anyway.. today i felt that i walked away from this class, actually learning something useful. and i seriously swear i've enjoyed all her tuts.. emphasis is on TUTs. *hint hint* ahahaas. yea, so my grades suck, i know. my grades are gonna be totally pulled down by this mod. but i just wanna say, i really appreciate everything she taught us! =)

mugging session was bad bad bad today. although the chatting was fine. xianxian, pls cheer up! you looked so pale today i sia dao-ed!! yeappp. finish ur spending spree in Popular liao must cheer up! most importantly, REST MORE!!! pls don't grow anymore pale-r than you already are. or else you'll become transparent one dayyy!! =O hahahaa~ that was meant to sound concerned, not sarcastic.. sorrryy! -.-

i think i keep saying all the wrong things today. not being very helpful =(

stephie was so blur! hahahaha~ and stephie was so cute. =)

bobo was so mafan! (as always..) hahaha~

and congrats to jul and jy for the super good grades! ^^

and a shout-out to ALL my fellow 111 presentation mates: "YOU GUYS RAWKKK!!" =))

and we mugged until 1+am, and i walked back all alone to hall. and i swear i was freaking out. O_O and i went to bathe all alone at 1.30am! ahhhhhhhhhhhh..i feel SO BRAVE!! wahahhaa~

and my hair is all wet now, and i can't slp at 2.41am when i'm supposed to meet xianxian at 8am for breakfast. ARGH!! x_x

ppl pls slap me if i don't concentrate and study properly tmr!! i gotta buck uppppp!! =((

jiayou, ppl! the final end is near!

hahahaa... i'm blogging in the library! -.-

yayyyy. studied with sx and jy until 10+ last nite in sch.. then sx's mum and dua yi came to fetch her home, and shun bian send baobei and i back to my hall. then we hungry, so went The Sun to buy supper. wahahaha~ then she was amused by how i bot her walk one big round to The Sun. HAHAHA. n she was so fascinated by BULL FROGS. -_-''' wahahah~ yeap. then we went back and slacked and bathed and chatted until 2.45am before slping. HAHA. =p

and today morning we woke up at 6.45am so that 1) we could wash the bedsheets, 2) she could be in time for her Jap lesson in town, 3) we could meet sx for breakfast. and stupid sx cheat my feelings, cos' LWN doesn't open at 8.30am on sunday mornings. so we ended up in a tut room, and she so ma fan still make me shift to LWN again at 9.30am after it opens. -_-'''

ahahahas~ OKKKKK. I MUST GO BACK TO MUG WITH THE SILLY GIRL, BEFORE SHE USES UP ALL MY HIGHLIGHTERS LIAO!!! wahaha~ ciao! i love juljul, yingying & xianxian!! BUT NOT THE OTHER J! so PLS STOP CALLING ME THAT, JUL!!!! O_O

bb!! *waves to all* have a nice day! ^^

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i am SO BORED!!!!!! =((

damn sian lorrrr! nwae, ppl after u finish reading this entry, pls scroll down to take the test i posted on the previous entry if you haven't done so! hahaha~

oh, and btw.. Happy Good Friday! :) haha okay, maybe i shouldn't use 'happy'.. it's not meant to be a celebration right? =X actually i don't know too.. can't rmb le. ahahaas~ but why am i blogging about it? that's not the point right? ahahaas~

after getting slightly scared-ed by jaron online about the 'things' @ blk33, i went over to jiayin's room with huiqi for 200 meeting. and jiayin told another story about...................you-know-what. and i got totally freaked out. as in, so freaked out that my hair stood immediately in her room. =X then my roomie sms-ed me to tell me that she's going to church, then home until sunday night. omg. u can imagine my misery.

so i returned to my room after the proj meeting past 10pm with me, myself and i, totally freaking out. then went online to find ppl talk. and jaren kindly offered to dial 999 for me if i would type HELP into the msn convo window before i actually erm..get harmed or something. that was so helpful indeed. and the next thing i knew, the kind old chap is on his way to hk/beijing today. SO NICE OF HIM. -_-''' wahahaha~

and so i managed to bugg jaron to study with me so that i won't rot alone slacking. and so he kindly went to slp at 5am and woke up at 1130am. hurhurhur -_-'' and so i decided to be evil when jiaying called, and pangseh-ed him for awhile to eat with my baobei! ^^ yayyyy~ which was the right thing to do, cos' i got myself a great deal - baobei's bunking in with me tmr nite! :) yayyyy. happyyyyy! rotting alone in hall is seriously BAD. thanks baobei for the offer! =D yeap. and so we finally settled down to study at around 1pm. and his parents came earlier than expected..so he went home at 5pm, leaving me to rot again. sheeeeesh~ x_x

rotting sucks!

i seriously need ppl to just simply be around, so that i will study! hahaha~ what's that..social pressure?? lols.. and darling sx's studying with me after the dumb makeup lec tmr! ^^

thinking whether to go home anot on sunday morning. hahaha~ actually thinking of not going home le.. cos' go home then won't study le. but the mere thought of that is so tong ku! and got ppl warn me that if i don't go home from now until end of exams i'll become depressed and emo!!! HAHAHAAAA. sounds so scary! now i'm damn homesickkkkk. =( damn the maths lec! or else i would have gone homeeeeeeeeeeeee :( now like bu san bu si~ urrrrrrrrgh.

somebody come over NOW to motivate me to studyyyyyy!!! =((

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hahahaaa.. for the first time in duno how many days, i'm back in hall at such a time! :)

BUT.

i don't get to do home for Good Friday! :(

cos'.. i have a proj tonight + a lecture on saturday

rawr!

ahahahaas. whole of ytd was spent mugging @ my 'playground' again.

had a good laugh with 2&5. 1 left early though. ahahaas~

2 and her red-coloured jelly...... =D)

wanted to mug after 203 tut @ 3.30.. but all my mugging kahkees are busy, and when they are finally free to mug in the evening, i'll be stuck @ hall2 doing my proj. =(( -wails in protest-

ahahahaas.

in a surprisingly good mood though. =p

stephie and i decided on how unhealthy exams are. firstly, they totally stress you up. secondly, you eat at unearthly times. thridly, due to the ungodly times you eat at, you are left with unearthly food in the ungodly canteen/s. rawrrrrrrr.
moral of the story: exams should be banned! ^^

-sidetracks- am listening to Zhang Zhi Cheng's 'Hen Xiang Ni' now! so niceeeeeeee. so long nv hear liao~ hehee :p rawks mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!! =)) wo hennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn xiang niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ni zhi dao maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *croons horrifyingly* wahahahaa. it's the kbox withdrawal syndrome i swear! :(

baobei's going to kbox! UNFAIR!! -crosses finger-

hahahaha.. as u can see, this entry is getting pretty random. yea, i'm just bored but refuse to go study. so come here talk nonsense.

oh ya.. was at the library ytd. and there was this quite pretty girl at the table next to us. and this guy (who also don't know the girl de) sitting opposite her. so when the girl was about to leave for lec, she asked the guy to help her keep an eye on her stuff until she comes back. then the guy okay-ed it. and 2 hours later, the guy left..and the girl came back 10mins later. and she told us the guy left a note there to say he's off to lec, and asked HER to look after HIS stuff, and even left his NAME & HP NO. wth! wahahaha~ super lao tu, yet original way of jio-ing girls! wahahaha~ so in the end, the girl left afew hours later with a note saying "thanks, and study hard for your papers! bye." and the guy came back 5mins later. HAHAHAHA. -_-''' apparently 2,5&i were all very amused. =D


i wanna go HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! =((

-suddenly craves for mummy's hug!- wahahaa~ feel so kiddy.. :p

study study TARDY!!(imitates mabbie's tone*) wahahaha~ i miss mabbie and cabbie!! -.- yea, i know they are the same person.

okkkkk. i'm really private speech-ing liao. ahahaaas.

the rejected kid is bored and neglected and wants to go home. =(

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it's been a happening 2 days.. all i can say is..ytd was horrible, today was alrite.

haha.. been busy apparently.

too shortchanged of time for a full detailed entry.

for once i wish i could be a full-time mugger. but no, i'm still chiong-ing one last project report - the last one that i presume is driving the whole world nuts, and leaving us with no time to mug.

exams are 13 days away if i trust my roomie's countdown.

i'm going crazy with all the pressure and the pressure of all around me.

but i'll hold out strong! after all, pms is almost over! the cheerful huiting will BRB! ;)

thanks to fellow stressfuls, i.e. roomie and manic pals for the jiayou da qi crucial to my campus survival! i love ya all! (:

am missing all my sa and cchms friends!!!!!!!! i keep dreaming of owtenos gathering and i duno why! -.- hahahaa~

i'm happy happy happyyy! that is, with the exception of ytd.. (=

my playground is Lee Wee Nam Library until 30th April.

i have a makeup lecture on Saturday morning, which is the day after Good Friday hols.

i'm uber sick of canteen food, regardless of can A/B/1/2/etc..

i know this entry is super messy and random, though i promised to keep it short, it's not really all that short either. =/

i got so much more to say but so little time.

i'm ending here.

can't wait for exams to end too.

i wanna meet up with ALL friends.

and i wanna have a proper meal with my family at home without having to worry about anything.

i miss my bed! and little miss sotong misses me! mummy now lays an extra cloth above my bed when i'm not at home so that my bedsheet won't keep collecting dust when i ain't around. and little miss sotong rests on top of this cloth and grins gleefully at me everytime i return! makes me so happy to be back in my room... hahahaa~

yea. i know i said i will stop.

bye, all. take care and mug hard! miss and love ya all (:

i wish i could really settle down to study.

i'm having a maths test tmr and i've hardly done anything! :(

i hate this feeling.

bleah.


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went to sao mu today morning.. first time rain so heavily out of the so many years we go sao mu.. hahaha~ was okay i guess.. too many cars this year. hahaha. so many cars that i get to sit beside the driver (which has never ever happened before in so many years). hahaha. but that's not the zhong dian -.-

was super crowded this year.. duno why =X and we went for breakfast as usual after the whole thing. jus the change of location this yr. no more horrible macpherson food, thank goodness. we went to kovan! and the food was so much nicer.. my bro and cousin queued for the noodles and cai tao kuay(reminds me of -X- haha~) for more than half an hr respectively!! SO CRAZY. hahahhaa~ and after we exited the car park, and i realised we were beside HEARTLAND MALL. and that's the hawker centre that we always used to pass byyyy!!! HOW COME SOMEBODY NV TOLD ME THERE WAS SUCH NICE FOOD NEAR HEARTLAND MALL?!?! hahahhahahahaha~ k la, maybe somebody told me, just that we never had the chance to go eat.. no, wait..think we went once. hahahah. can't rmb wad we ate too. eah....did we ate?! -_-''' so tell me about STM. =X

ahahaas.

slept for 3 hours after reaching home. then came back to hall to rot.

i really hate this feeling.. i know i won't do anything when i'm at home, but i just don't feel like coming back to hall. esp. when roomie's not back yet. it's super sucky to be stuck alone in a stupid room doing nothing but pms-ing. ARGHHHHH!!!

yea, u guessed it. i'm in a real rotten mood.

ahahahas~


and it's been more than 24hrs. what's happening?

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-iron clothes (hafta wait for 'em to dry first!! -.-)
-finish up this chap of 203.
-STUDY FOR MATHS TEST!!!
-pick yourself up and stop sulking around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*the sotong rawrs*