boooos. in library now waiting for forensic sci to start.. hahaa so sian~ diaos.

blahblahblah. juz finished some research thingy.. which is equally bo liao.. ahahas. siannnnn-ed.

half an hr more!! yay~ -.-'''

bleahs. shld haf met yulan for lunch hahaha. zzz

someone entertain me? ahahas. -.-

wooooo~ the jay chou new song feat. fei yu qing is actually niceeeeeee~~ wheeeeeeeeeeee!! -zihighs- hahahaa.. =D
haha okk laaa. i tink jay sounds abit weird tho.. ahahas.

heeeeeex. ppl pls go listen to nan quan ma ma's Ren Yu De Yan Lei!! so niceeeeee. suddenly kp listening to it then v niceeeeeeee~ =D

jian jian dan dan ish nice too, albeit very ancient.. but still very nice~~ wahahaa. high..

chatting with shirley.. she oso quit le.. hahaa. she say the place like kena cursed lidat.. all the new ppl cmi.. super jialat.. then poor yw stuck there forever liao hahaha. -_-''

bahs. so bored. jess n porkie bs me! =((

ahahas. duno wat to blog abt oso bleahs. so siannnn. slacker~ hahaha but i studied last nite! yay~ tinkk i'm suffering from my alternate disease again~ last time i talk abt tt one.. the one wk/day/yr enthu then the nxt wk/yr/day then super slack liao.. wahahaha~ yay yay yayness(ec)! ^^ hahaha i studied last nite!! does tt explain why i'm here now? wahahah~

heyy but was quite happy at tut ytd~ cuz i read up before tt so finally understood wat's going on n cld ans the qns correctly! hahaha. jacob was super funny. hahaha suddenly he becomes the hot topic in sch.. lols. too smart le.. smart ppl always get the attn? hahahaaaa. but....i duno how to describe him oso... ohwells~ ahahahas.

there's this interesting assignment.. tut prep for erm nxt nxt's wk's tut.. we suppose to be aunt agony.. n reply this person's letter.. hahaha. n work in grps. n guess who's in MY GRP? wahahahah~ -.- okkkkk nothing to say... hahahaa

i tink i'm blogging gibberish. hahaha. juz bored okk. tink i'll go down to wsands for awhile later.. am visiting popular a teeny weeny bit too often. ahahaXx(EC). lols. suddenly got the urge to guffaw like ernie. hahahXx(ec). lols. how unglam~ :p

yay. let's reply tags.

*waves to squall. hahaha paiseh tt time u tag abit inappropriate time to reply u.. waahhaa.. welcome back to my blog!! hahahaXx(ec).
ernie pls dun remind me of xi pi fang qi.. hahahaaaaaXx(ec).
dotty no u dun look innocent at all.. esp. with all the ejecting at kbox. hmmmms.
hi liangjun!! so long nv see u le~ hahaha!! =))
ernie ur secret identity not very secret..ur stupid big ugly butt is protruding out so unglamly on the walls of cine~ hahaXx(ec).
tal tal talllllllllllll~~ =)) *hugs*

*sighs in bliss* i certainly could do with a bit of pampering. hmmmms. shld i do a mask? hahahaXx(ec).

okk i dowan kp guffawing like ernie le. so nan ting~ hahahaaaaaa.

yayness(EC)! today was funnnn fun funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! ^^

hahaha i guess monday is always the most dreaded n fun day of the wk! hahaha. so cool~ cuz got monday blues. but then.. monday is the day where i get to meet ALL ly psych frens!! yeap yeap. cuz we haf most of the common lecs or tuts on monday! hahaha. then all the tuts oso quite relaxed~ like.. all grp work!! yippieeee~ i love grp work!! ^^ hahahhaa. juz do finish everything tog.. then still got time to talk cock sing song play mahjonggggggggg~ hahahahaha. diaos. -_-'''

yeap yeap. finally had the shuai ge lecturer's lecture today. n i realise he is not shuai at all after all. booooos. how sad is tt.. hahaha. n there's this rumour that he's DAVID MARSHALL's descendent~ hahaha how cool is tt! lols. but his lectures r really very VERY GOOD la.. hahaha. n he's super funny. n guess wat......... we had HYPNOSIS DEMO today!!! woooooooo hoooooooooo~ then u can like choose whether u wanna be hypnotise or watch the hypnotising process n blah. so i obviously chose to be hypnotised~ hahaha once in a lifetime ma~ heeex. then yeap. turns out that i'm of low hypnotizability. hahaha how sad is tt.. didn't got fully hypnotised.. hahaha so got this series of instructions tt supposed to be hypnotised to be carried out but i only 'succeeded' in one or two? wahahah~ sadddd. but nvm.. it was fun!! n i'm so sad i didn't get the floaty feeling bcuz of my dumb contacts!! argh. hahaha. watever~ heeeex. so cooooooooooool~ fun fun funnnnnnnnn!! ^^

yeap yeap. n tut was fun too! hahaha. the tutor so qiao.. called me go do some exp to prove tt hand is more sensitive than back.. then turns out i'm anomalous result, back more sensitive than hand de... hahahaha. i yam guai tai! lols. then got this new guy.. which brings the total no. of guys in the class to TWO. -_-''' hahaha n he's a business major.. so he's the only non-psych major in the class wahaha... but ok la.. grp work was fun! hahaha.

then met ernie juz to tk train to je with him -.- then he printed his shoeprint all over jp n became spiderman in an hr's time... wahahaha~ he's so lame...

n here's to bert.. *big hugs*

n then to baoxiu jiejie... *big hugs* =))

boooooos. i'm so unbelievably bored. hahahaaaa. can't seem to get anything into my head. blahs. later then study le~ heehee.

i wanna singggggggggg. ahahas. ok ytd juz sangggg. blahs. yay~ ytd was fun! hahaaa.

i'm still thinking abt american haunting.. -puzzled- hahahaa. so is there a hao ren or huai ren? lols. n wat's with the rape laaaaa. n why the father die.. hahahaa. i duno a single thing abt the movie! zzz..

blahblahblah. mab dearieeeeee. hahahaa. juz calling for shuang purposes. lols.

baoxiu jiejieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =))

lalala. crappy post. figured out how bored i am? hahaha.

yay. tmr got shuai ge lecturer's lecture.. woooo hooooo~ wonder wat he's like.. n he's teaching hypnosis! woooo hoooooo. coooool~ maybe he dun hafta teach.. he'll juz look at us n we'll all be hypnotised... *awwwwwww* -_-''' hahahaa. xiang xiang li feng fu. lalalaaaaaaaaaaaa.

somebody entertain meeeeeeeeeee. =X

yeap yeap! ytd was fun~ =) i dun like american haunting!! lousy movie~~ booooooos. stupid story.. hahaha. not scary one. hahaha ok huiyu n dot it going to laugh at me.. cuz i kp covering my eyes then now i say nt scary.. wahahha~ -.-''' yeap yeap. dotty act innocent................ HAHAHA. nwae.. guys.. thanks so much for the happy day n the presents! (=

blahblahblah.

gun gun i miss uuuuuuuuuuu =( must go out some dayyyyy.

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i duno why u just can't simply leave me alone.

u're just being so plain selfish --- u broke up for ur watever own reasons.. then after the break n me n gaigai nao until so jiang n u didn't even bother trying to salvage something u ruined.. instead, before everything with her is over u come n find me again. wat kind of a lousy guy r u. watever u do u just tink abt whether it's going to benefit u or mk ur life easier.. u dun even gif a damn about how others will feel. n now all u know how to do is say u love me. if u really love me so much then why dun u juz leave me alone? if u love me so much then how come it's been half a yr after we broke up n u r still trying to mk my life miserable? is that what ur definition of love is all about??

nah. that's not wat i define love as. if u really love me, then get out of my life.

i dun care about the blog u revived or watever photo album u compiled. i'm not going to even take a look at anything. dun u understand? i've told u so many times alrdy.. wat's over is over.. there wun be anymore happy times where the two of us is concerned anymore. i dun gif a damn abt u anymore. get it?

i dun care if i'm hurting u here. cuz i've drilled this into ur head a million n one times alrdy n u just kp coming back.

yes, i read the letter with a neutral mind. but it's no use.. so tell me.. u can gif me happiness? how? so tell me, i'm suppose to take it tt nothing happened n go on with u happily like last time? how? as usual u're juz being selfish. wat's happened is happened n i can't tk it that nothing's happened at all n go back to u. i dun even like u anymore. i juz feel a sense of repulsion towards u. how r u going to make me happy lidat. n i dun tink our break has made us realise how we cnnt do w/o each other or how much we r meant for each other; it only made me realise how much easier n happier my life is w/o u messing it up yea? n it made me realise tt i'll do better w/o u. so u screw tt cold hard fact into ur head pls.

n yea garrel humiliated me? yea i wun deny it but i've alrdy flared up n all tt wat not. wat he does to me is non of ur business. u dun hafta do anything for me to get back at him or watever. n u bloody well tink of wat u told him first. if u didn't tell him anything then he can't humiliate me too. why dun u juz slap urself first?

n can u pls kindly enlighten me about wat beavan did to outrage my modesty? how come i duno anything abt it? wow. so lihai ar. u know something tt i duno? so tell me about it. enlighten me. or did u just mistaken beavan for yourself? cuz if i nv recall wrongly, u were the one who outraged my modesty, not him??

n i duno n dun understand wat fj told u.. n i dun gif a damn either. if u're trying so hard not to let the ppl arnd u down, then do me a favour n stop letting yourself down. be a man n get on with ur life. forget me n stop indulging yourself in this self-pity shit. u're just plain refusing to get on with ur life. when something big happens, everyone's entitled to be pampered for awhile. but max. one or two months, after that nobody gifs a damn abt u anymore. thw world can't stop for u. it just moves on. n u shld move on with the world too. not expect us to wait for u to move on. n not expect us to accomodate u.

i seriously put everything aside to think abt ur letter.. but it just makes me fume even more badly. why everytime i try to call for a truce u juz dump all this shit at me? i've told u a trillion n one times i dun like u anymore n i dowan anything to do with u anymore. n u've the cheek to ask me not to reject u just because i'm contented with my life now? tell me who r u to demand that?? it's a fact that i'm contented with my life now.. who do u tink u r to demand tt i gif up my happiness to make way for a screwed-up life ahead?? just what the hell make u believe that u r bigger n greater than all my frens???

for the last time i'm saying all this over n over again, i'm over u. stop intruding my life. let me live in peace. n u'll find ur true happiness one day too if only u can get over with all this shit n move on with ur life.

okkk go to this: http://www2.ntu.edu.sg/ENewsreader/Event+Calendar/NUS+Faculty+of+Law+Charity+Musical+-+Law+IV+Productions.htm?wbc_purpose=Basicso r u fascinated by how the gal in the 3rd pic looks so much like mab?? wahahhaah~ -_-'''

okkk. today was cooool~ ahahas. not really la.. only afternoon heex. pei mummy go ndc in the morning.. then went back to sch to buy my tb.. then went airport meet mab to study!! lalalaaaa~ can u believe it?? we REALLY STUDIED. yayness(ec)!! ^^ ahahahhas. the best thing is... i'm using my train concession!!!! wahahaha~ ultimate shuangness(ec)!!! yay yayyyy yayyyyyy~ your highness(SC)!!! =D n i finally fd THE mirror. wahahah~ -_-''''

lalalaaaaa. hafta do research againnnnnn. -yawns-

ni zai wo pang bian de pang biannnnnnnnnnn!! ^^

booooooooos. supposed to go down to sch tmr with bro to get the pc loan. but was applying for it online juz now then realise NEED TO BOOK TIMESLOT DE. diao diao diaaaaaos. so lameeeeeeeee~ hahaha so hafta go down on MY BDAE now. boooooos. hahaha but it's in the morning laaa. so still can go out after tt!! heeeeeex! ^^

so siannnnn~

It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you

Verse 1:
Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

Chorus:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!

(Guitar solo)

Chorus 2:
And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you

It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
...


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WOW. BEAVAN ACTUALLY TAGGED!! hahahaha. mia so long le lo~ lols. n ernie u very lame~ -.-'''

lalalaaaaa. wanted to blog. but duno wat to type now.. had so many things on my mind juz now.. hmmmms. =X

hahaha. ytd lec was funny~ but shall not bored u'all here.. want to know ask me.. which means i wun get to tell cuz why wld anyone be interested in my lec? hahahah. diao. -_-'''

oh yaaa. dotty huiyu..garrel's not joining us for klunch le.. he dun get to book out so early.. n yuyu dotty says ps no ghost game in the afternoon.. hahaha. save sms~ inform u'all over here lols.

blahblahblah.

yayyy~ bf called last nite.. then blasting Bei Ji Quan in the background.. now got the song stuck in my mind.. hahaa so nice~

lalala.

got this sense of foreboding.. hmmms. but shan't talk abt it either.. dun spoil market~ -.-

bleahhhhh. i need to get down to work!! =))

-excited-

hahaha. chatting with andy now~ yay tal i fd ur blog!! ^^ hahaha. n bert..my exact sentiments~ lollll. ah xing sing always lidat de la.. the lian ai-ing also sounds weird~ hahaha

yayyy. looking forward to sat outing!! yay yay yayyyy~ hahaha yeap. huiyu dun worry i'll mk sure ba ni de present jiao dao ni shou shang by sat! ^^

hahaha. so siannnnn.

boooos. spent the whole of last nite memorising some dumb neurotransmitters n their characteristics n blah. so siannnnn. didn't slept well.. duno why..

haha poonie msg me!! said she saw me at some photo gallery of the elective i taking.. n i'm like huh? they have a photo gallery? lols. yeap. so we're taking the same elective n going tog later!! yayyyy~ so long nv see her le.. hahaa sadded~ we could haf applied for hostel tog! then she oso cnnt find roomie n applied n got a random one.. hahahaha. =X

yeap yeaps. stones.... =X

okkk. this is just so cool. i tink the lecturer so cool.. always tell us very fascinating stufff! hahhaa. ppl look carefully at the pic... they r inverted versions of each other!! SO COOL HUH... they r drawn by this artist called Gustave Verbeek! very very long ago le.. he used to draw comic strips or something lidat for a newspaper or something.. then he drew a 12-strip one.. or watever u call that.. yeap. but due to space problems or something.. the editorial board demanded that he reduced his comics to a 6-strip one.. so he got this very serious problem.. then he came up of this way of drawaing comics with pictures that can be inverted n still look logical n stuff.. so he will tell the people like u finish looking at the comic, invert the newspaper to see the other half of the story.. hahaha so cool rite.. n he actually successfully make it into some story lo.... SO LIHAIIIIIII!!!! hahaha. i really gan bai xia feng~ hahaha n ya.. he drew 60+ such comic strips! hahaha really super coool~~~

hahaha. HSS elections coming up.. ytd before lec they self-intro.. then we realise.. each position only seem to have ONE nominee? hahaha so lame~ then still need to vote for wat hahaha. ok maybe the rest busy nv go or something.. watever~ then they had RAlLY ytd afternoon~ wooooo so cool... but me, being me... can't be bothered to go.. n duno when's the election... hahaha. shixian says one of the guys is from our craft of writing tut class... duno.. dun recognise him at all.. hahahhaa. i only recognise 2guys out of the so many guys in that class.. hahaha. who cares~ lols. but i tink he's the only yr 1 running? ahahhas. coool~ gotta tk EXTRA NOTICE of him nxt tut... muahaha. dun feel like voting anyway..dun tink it's compulsory anyway... hahaha.. blahs.

bored.

hahhaa. did somemore hwk juz now... yay~ i tink i study short hours.. but i concentrate better than when i studying long hrs.. hahaha. cnnt lidat leh~ muz study qualitatively n quantitatively.. hahaha.

tink got some ice-skating thingy on thurs or fri nite.. alot of my frens going leh.. they say wanna join the cca... hahaha. so coool~ i tink i will literally turn black if i go... cuz i'll kp falling down n got so many blue-black... ok -wu ya fei guo- =X hahaa but point taken.. idea of it sounds fun but dun tink i'm up to it? hahaha inferiority complex huh? lols. nwae it's at jec n starts late ends late.. zzzz. duno~ see how first ba.. hahaha. find out more abt it first maybe.. haha so sian. to join cca or notttttttttttt. =X

to watch holland v or not!! ^^

uh oh kena influenced by bert le.. dl-ing all the cai chun jia songs.. =X

haha first things first~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYU DEARDEAR!! =D hahaa the bg music is dedicated to you!! purposely went to find lo~ hahaha. hope it wun hang ernie's comp again.. lols. n ya.. tink i'll juz leave the song there since so many ppl's birthday coming up recently... wahahaa~ ya my bdae list all from august to dec de... wahahaha~ n dear hope u wun be sad anymore.. duno exactly wat u sad abt but yea.. just try to be happier for the rest of the day!! need to talk juz drop me a call~ =))

n second things second~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGOR!!! =D wahahaha~ so dumb.. lols. yeap yeap. u two haf the same bdae as mao ze dong lols. so out of pt.. hahaha. gorgor i can dedicate this song to u too if u want..but not like u're going to hear it... -.-'' hahahahaa. ^^ lalalaaaaaaaaaaaa

hahaha tt day saw MAE(sch of mechanical n aerospace engin) club giving out presents to all the august babies! woooo~ so good lo... tink they do tt every month or something.. hahaha easy for them lo.. they got even lesser ppl than HSS... wahahaha. watever~

yayyyy~ ok start replying gaigai again..

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haha actually i oso duno how to reply u le lols. i guess u haf a very clear picture of wat u wanna do alrdy so no matter what i say wun change ur mind given ur character.. but yea.. u r old enough to make ur decisions i guess.. no pt stopping u.. hahaa dun get me wrong.. no bu shuang tone or wat here... i juz really duno wat to say anymore cuz i duno ur situation tt well la.. so maybe shan't comment.. heeex. but yeap.. maybe wait until ur after thurs then u update me about wat's happening ba~ hahahhaa. =))
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hahaha ok i wanted to say before i forget.. i finally tried out the canteen A jap food!!! MUAHAHA. ook so dumb~ hahaha cuz everybody kp saying it's super nice n i dun get to go canteen A often plus everytime i go long queue so cnnt eat... hahaha so ytd after yuyu n i went to student centre settle the admin stuff she pei me go eat~ yayyyy. hahahaa. coools. not that fab.. but i gotta admit it's at least nicer than yoshi... wahahaha. n ya..cheap n nice. lalalaaaaaaa. i want to try all the canteen A food leh.. all look so nice.. hahahaha. n i dun ever wanna go back to nie canteen again!! wahahha~

so bo liao blog abt this type of stuff... hahahaa ok i shld prob be doing my work now huh... hahaha yayyy~ i completed a tut last ntie!! LAlALA~ so proud of myself!! n guess wat's the tut about....... STATS. wahahahhaa~ does tt explain why i completed it? was like absorbing the essence of the CALCULATOR. hahahhaaa. sounds sick~ no la.. very long nv touch calculator le then very happy ma.. hahahha. but then still proud of myself.. cuz the tut is not really alot of stats la..it's more theoretical... like use mean mode or median better in wat case... n blah. hahaha cuz the subject is research methods ma..

hahaha ok i shouldn't be talking about such crap.. nooone wld gif a damn lols.

k i go chat with baoxiu jiejie le!! ^^

gaigai.. i duno how to tag ur board.. so i write wat i think here ba... hmmms. i guess i kinda understand partially how u feel? haha i wun say i understand totally la.. but yea.. i guess at times i feel how u feel too ba.. hmmms. ok i write what I feel then u see whether it tallies. hahaha~

hmmm. like.. psych has been my dream since like upper pri or lower sec? i duno how it started too.. maybe it's bcuz my parents used to quarrel ALOT.. so i get scared n irritated n helpless when i watch them.. n u r too young n can't do anything or duno how to do anything.. so i told myself.. nxt time i wanna take psych so that i can understand them better.. know why they r so angry or upset with each other.. then i can talk to them nicely n solve their problems.. n we'll be a happy family! =) sounds so naive right? hahaha. i also tink so.. then as i grow up.. i slowly learn how to deal with these problems better.. plus they dun quarrel so often anymore.. so yeap. the 'neccessity' to take psych doesn't seem so erm..imminent? anymore.. hahhaa. pardon my eng~ =X ahahas. yeap. so i was thinking again.. wat else can i tk if i dun tk psych?

i loved lit when i was in sec sch.. but i loved maths too... dream jc combi was double maths, lit, theatre studies. haha my cousin said i was crazy.. no such combi~ lols. so i didn't went to arts in jc cuz i can't stand all the other humans.. n i dowan tk econs.. then went to fulfill half my dream combi which was double maths.. hahhaa. then i tot.. am i going to hafta go into engineerning nxt time? but i detest the mere idea of it. hahha. n as i cont' taking chem n phys.. i knew i couldn't tk sci n stuff... then i thot of going into maths.. but tt wld mean staring at numbers for the rest of my life.. so i thot.. no wayy. hahaha. i wanted to do something meaningful.. reach out to ppl.. help those in need in the most direct way.. be there to lend someone my support when they r down.. n i still AM interested in finding out how ppl feel n stuff.. yeap. so i heard psych was not as glam as i imagined it to be.. but i couldn't care.. i juz wanted to do it.. so i set off with my dream n worked hard for it.. like... really really hard. i juz wanted to get into psych so badly.. i couldn't imagine wat other course i can possibly land up in... i just HAVE TO get into psych. yeap. so slowly i achieved my goal. n i was screaming n jumping up n down when i got my acceptance letter. =)

then i started working. working is boring.. but like u said, it's nice for a change from studying. i loved working at the lego fair.. playing with the kids n all tt.. made me think.. i wanna make the children happy~ i'm gonna go into child psych nxt time~ =) then i started work as data entry clerk. literally hated the job from day 1. but i stayed on bcuz the pay was reasonable.. n the hrs were ok.. n it was quite slack.. then there was all my lovely colleagues.. =) n i tried to get my dream job as clinic assistant n nearly got it.. the person called me to go for interview n all tt.. but then last min change plans say they wanna hire perm. =X yeap. so cont' working at the ulu place.. after awhile.. i stopped hating it.. cuz my colleagues made life better.. n i learnt to look at the bright side too... at least i dun hafta do anything at all outside office hrs.. n i get to play every wkend! like..HEY!! U DUN GET THIS PRIVILEGE WHEN U'RE STUDYING!!! hahaha. so i cheered up n stayed~

then.. time to quit.. started dreading sch.. was so contented with life that i didn't wanted to make any more changes.. plus all the ppl r prac flocking to nus.. leaving only me n huiyu at ntu.. n not even in same sch or fac.. the idea of sch starting was dreadening.. like. hey can i juz cont' working forever? =(

then sch started. n i've gotta admit..i love my sch.. i really do.. n all the ppl.. n the new friends i made.. n initially.. i was like wow.. finally i'm doing something i like.. studying something of my interest n all that.. so tt was honeymoon phase~

then tut started kicking in n i realise.. uh oh.. i know nuts about psych. die la~ it was really bad. i felt like giving up.. i started thinking.. uh oh..maybe i'm really not cut out for this.. n the thing is.. i can't be a child psych with just an honours. i've to dedicate so many more yrs... the feeling is like.. u spend more than half ur life chasing a dream.. but when u're finally near it.. u realise it isn't easy at all.. n yea.. many of my frens tell me the same thing too.. like everyone gets into their dream course but find it so hard to survive.. everyone sees the end thing as something glam n a dream-come-true.. but just the idea of having to go thru' all tt ordeal before u fulfill ur dream is quite a torture itself alrdy.. =(

so now i'm juz trying to constantly remind myself like.. hey it may be difficult but i chose this road myself.. nobody forced me.. i might be struggling hard now but at least i'm still quite interested in what i'm studying so far.. if i wanna walk out all big-headed n feeling glam 4yrs later i've gotta press on now.. nvm if i can't work all the way up to a child psych anymore.. at least i fulfill my dream n know something abt psych... after all, dreams r why ppl live for, aren't they? if u wan ur dream to come true, u've gotta work hard for it.. n i've worked so hard to realise half the dream..there's no way i'm giving up now.. i just kp reminding myself that this is psych, not physics. u're definitely gonna pull thru'... i duno if things work that way, but at least i'm giving it my best shot. so i'll haf no regrets nxt time i look back (:

i dun think my situation applies to u fully.. but ya.. i know u wanted to be an OT since the first few months i knew u.. since u're halfway thru' why not try to hold on? like at least finish up to a yr or something then see how it goes.. i know u prob think i talk big only... but i tink it's like how i pulled thru' my jc life.. i keep telling myself this is nothing compared to jc life.. n yeap. it more or less works a little.. hahaha. self-psycho~ we all gotta learn to be strong n hold on.. there are so many choices we're gonna face next time in life.. if everything we decide to do le.. then halfway thru' regret n wanna pull out so fast then will be so horrible.. n we may not even be given the chance to pull out.. so i tell myself this is juz training for the real adult life next time~ =)

hahaha seems like i tell myself SO MANY things rite? hahaha. yeap. self-motivation ma~ hahaha. nobody motivate me so i motivate myself.. yay~ i independent girl... hahaha. ok i end up talking crap~ heeex.

gaigai hope can help u abit after u read this.. but dun hafta listen to wat i say la.. just sharing how i feel.. u still gotta make ur own decision! (: but be strong n think carefully first..dun regret ur decision again this time ok? =))


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huiyu!! my lessons for thurs ALL CANCELLED LE!!! wahahaha~ yay yay yayyyyyyyyyy! =D

Mad tv -- CSI

hahha. this is kind of dumb! lols. :D

http://www2.ntu.edu.sg/ENewsreader/Announcement/Student%20Discount%20for%20SRT's%20hit%20musical%20-%20Forbidden%20City:%20Portrait%20of%20an%20Empress.htm?wbc_purpose=Basic

haha the forbidden city thingy.. mab's this is the blah i msg u abt.. yeap. i can help u get the tix if u want ba.. hahaha.

heeex. went out with mab dearie ytd!! went for haircut! wheeee~ hahaha. nice hair now muahaha. walked arnd... blahblahblah. both of us like the black pepperplus spag!! yay~
bert:*hint hint*

hahahaha.

yay. yay yay. yay yay yay.

(:

hahaha i'm gonna kope ernie's photo... but after tt.. i'm still gonna laugh at him.. HAHAHA..ernie..HAHAHA. *guffaws* wahhahahaa

:D

haha nwae guys my bg colour purple so if u dun get the meaning of the pic, n cnnt see the pic properly, juz click on it to open it in new window n blahblahblah. haha it's really very sweet loh!! n guess where it originated from?? :p

STUDY!! X:

woooooooo~ wsands got TRIUMPH FAIR!!! wahahahaa... went to get stationery n stuff juz now n saw.... wooooooooooooooooooo~ the bras r SO PRETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY!!!!! *awwwwwww* ok i'm so gonna get them tmr!! MUAHAHA. mab we go look at the fair tmr! yayyyyyyyyyness(EC)!!!! hahahahaa. yay yay yayyyy! ^^ n mummy says she'll sponsor if i not enough $!! omgggggg. yay yay yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~ =D

-bored-

hahaha okaes. this is so dumb. wanted to post the mtv. then i select the wrong blog.. went to post it at the sapphirepeach blog instead -_-''' hahaha oh wells.

ehhh if u haven't guessed.. i haven't studied!!! x_x

aahahaaaas. nwae... tk a look at the mv laa. it's different from the kbox version de.. hahaha. this one got a clearer story! hahahaha. n ya..went to see the Because Of You mv le... MAB I KNOW THE STORY LE!! wahahha finally~ okok..GONNA STUDY!!!!!!

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jay - shan hu hai

different from the kbox version wor~ (:

woooooooooo hooooo~ i'm in a gd mood today!! ^^

hahaha. wed was blah. first was the forensic sci lec! hahaha. it was super duper cool!!! muahahaha. yayyyy~ i love the lecturer too! hahaa so fun~ =)) then came the human resource management. which sucks beyond sucks. u noe the sa phys lecturer-sia lai chai? well. he's worse than sia lai chai. hahaa. how bad is tt. he doesn't even teach relevant stuff. n he's basically talking to himself. urrrrrrms. ok so still got essay for end yr exam. i tink i'm gonna flunk liao. hahaha. =X

ooooh. ytd was........ hahaha morning had lec. then pei them go popular buy tb. cuz i bot on wed le. hahaa then no stock le!! wowww so fast. hahaa. then pei them go nie buy cuz they duno where's the nie bookshop. like WOW. I ACTUALLY CAN LEAD THE WAY. lolsss. hahaa nwae i fd someone more lu chi then me le.. hurray! lols. -_-''' hahaa yeap. so chuan shan yue ling all the way to nie le then no more stock too! =X then ate the horrible canteen food there.. hahaaah. then chuan shan yue ling back to south spine hss library. studied n dozed off abit. went for tut, go home. hahaah

then blahblahblah. slack n rested abit. started studying at 9. n woooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooooo~ so proud of myself!! i actually concentrated n absorbed alot of info!! as in.. although i only studied for 2+hrs.. but really is those quality type of study! yayyy~ so proud of myself! ^^ hahaha. yeap. then duno why. slept super well last nite. hahahax~ FINALLY. like..haven't been sleeping very well since 1mnth ago or something? hahaa

yay. shall cont being a gd girl today n study!! shall try to finish up my neuropsych! muahahaaa. yeap! BIO IS NO BIG DEAL!! wahahahahah. i tink i tok too much le. hahahaa. u're going to hear me coming back to complain abt bio later le. wahaha. ciao~

wahahaha. i'm back! lols. so bo liao rite.. not much mood to study leh. hahaha. alrdy printed out some articles.. shall annotate them on the train or something ba..

ahahahas. i'm smuggling koko crunch into lec!! wahahha... cuz like too early to haf lunch at home.. then if go eat lunch in sch hafta leave home so early? ahahas. soooooo. i shall smuggle koko crunch! wahhahaha~ -_-''' oh ya. did anyone take a close look at koko on the cereal box before? i juz realised today tt he is quite ugly? hahaha. abit no link. BLAHS. now u noe how bored i m... =X

heeex. chatted with julyn juz now! wahahaha~ i tink she's a very nice gal... like this big sis.. =)) heex.

ehhhh ok i'm like blasting music with the tv now.. so the whole hse is filled with MUSIC!! wheeeeee~ yay yay yayyyy. i love music!! =D hahaha wat's with the sudden i love music -_-''' boooooooo sho shiannnnn. i wanna someone really shou with me to take the same subjects as me lehhhhh. booos. then we can hang out tog n all tt before n after lessons.. dun hafta kp thinking abt who to eat with today tmr or the day after? hahaha. tts the prob with tertiary edu.. all ur frens haf different timetables! =(( hahaha oh wells! not to fear!! i'll survive.. muahahas.

n mab pls faster come n join me.. then we ccan stay hostel!! hahaha. then i can stop having my meals at such weird timings le. wahaha sounds dumb.

blah. am just blogging for the sake of blogging. so bored zzz.

ok so i shall study my neuropsych tmr nite n the whole fri.. then watever hwk i haf for today's electives n tmr's tut can do on sat morning n sun! yayness~ ok i must learn to manage my time properly so i can haf time to relax too!! =))

heeex. guess tis type of lifestyle could be quite alright for a change. =D

hmmms. contemplating whether to start teaching tuition not... bleahhhhs. i want a job...teaching tuition is the most flexible? ahahas. but i very scared i cnnt rmb the syllabus n all tt le.. n i might not make a very good teacher given my short attn span n impatience. blahhhs. =( prob scared bcoz both my tu di at work turned out quite baddd. bleahs. duno la.. shirley say the prob lies with themself.. but i tink i haven't been a good teacher either. hmmms. duno laaaaa. =X

lalalala. chatting with tal!! ^^

haha nothing better to do kp blogging.. my life basically consists of mugging n blogging? zzz..

ahahas. oh nwae.. jackjack is out of the cold chamber!! ^^ hahaha. cuz like was trying to study ytd.. then realise very bu xi guan nothing to hug while studying.. cuz last time i always hug jackjack when i study ma.. haha so yeap. removed him from cold chamber! ahahahas. but niuniu dun like him anymore le lols. ehhh nwae he become quite dirty le leh... still got hole at the side.. hahaha. ooops. =X

hmmms. trying to get more stuff done this few days so that hopefully sat can go out with mab! heeex. gonna but hair~ yayyyy. ^^

lalalaaaa. chatted with darling bert ytd nite! hahahaaa. so exciting!! lols. he juz went gushing on n on lols. =D

happy happy boy.

ahahhas.

going sch later... boooooooooo. lessons until 8.30 loooo. bahs. tmr morning stil got lessons @ 9.30!! waaaaaaaah. hahaha. zzz. ok nvm.. today's lectures r all the electives!! yayyyy~ FORENSIC SCI!! hahaha so excited. okok better get back to work.. or else ernie going to laugh at me again -__-'''

http://miketheheadlesschicken.org/

hahhaa check tt out... something the lecturer mentioned ytd.... so fascinating... n abit gross la lols. weird stuff happening around the world.. blahblahblah. i'm bored. shall study again. =X

hahaha. forgot to mention something.. everytime i sign in msn, the Windows Live Today window pops up.. n it will say right at the top...

Good afternoon, u're the sweetest thing i've ever tasted!

wahahaha.. ok i'm sorry but somehow i find tt very entertaining. haha.

okok STUDY.

heex.. was looking thru' the old sms-es of phone.. yeap. those days in feb/march.. earlier time of the year when everything was in a mess.. hmmmm. realised tt i've grown alot since then. yeaa... rmb tt time gungun was forever worrying tt i will cry.. haha so funny thinking of it now.. can't believe i used to be such a crybaby! =X heex.. n then of cuz there were frens like mab bert n the 8e.. shuwen ernie yuyu n the dans they'all..dotty jaren n blah occassionally dropping in sms-es to entertain me n cheer me up.. so happy reading them! thanks to all the friends who helped me climbed up after the fall.. supported me thru' the darkest period of my life.. i've became a much stronger gal now who is able to face the challenges more readily n will no longer shed tears for stupid guys so easily! THANK YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR FRENS!! couldn't have come thus far without ur help!! heeex sounds like some grammy speech eh? =X I LOVE MY FRENS!! ^^

ok shall stop being corny.. n get back to STUDYING!!

yeap. can u believe it? i came online just to type this stupid para.. hahaha. just wanted to do it before i forget ma.. lols.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! HAHAHA. I'M CHATTING WITH BAOXIU JIEJIE NOW. N SHE DEMANDS TT I USE CAPS. HENCE I HAFTA BLOG IN CAPS NOW TOO!! WAHAHHA. SO BU XI GUAN~

BRAHAHAHA. I LOVE PSYCH!! YAYYYY~ IT'S VERY VERY INTERESTING.. DEFINITELY MORE INTERESTING THAN E=MC-SQ.... WAHAHAHA~ BUT YTD LEC WAS ABT BIO-PSYCH... WHICH WAS SUPER CHEEM FOR SOMEONE WHO NV TOUCHED BIO BEFORE!! LOLS. THEN GOT SUPER ALOT OF STUFF TO MEMORISE... =( AHAHAS. BUT NVM.. I SHALL BE A GOOD GAL N STUDY HARD!! HAHAHA. THE TUT WAS SUPER BLUR TOO... CUZ MUZ SIMULATE THE NEUROTRANSMITTERS N THE AXON ALL TT... WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I WAS SUPER LOST LO... THEN MUZ KNOW ALL THE POTASSIUM N SODIUM ALL TT STUFF ALSO... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SUFFERING FROM DROP-CHEM SYNDROME. HAHAHA. HAF SO MUCH STUFF TO CATCH UP!! GOTTA STUDY STUDY STUDY!!

HAHAHA. YTD WAS SOOOOO TIRING!! HAD LESSONS ALL THE WAY FROM 9.30 TO 5.30 WITH ONLY AN ONE HR BREAK IN BTW!! OMGGGGGGGGGG. HAHAHA TT'S THE DAI JIA YOU HAFTA FU CHU FOR A 3-DAY WK! TIRING LONG DAYSSSS! =( HAHA I'M STILL BU XI GUAN BLOG IN CAPS SO WEIRD. LOLS.

HMMMMS. REN SHI ALOT OF NEW FRIENDS YTD!! CUZ STARTED TUT N STUFF LE.. N MY HP101 TUT ONLY GOT ONE GUY.. WHO KINDA REMINDS ME OF YK? HAHAHA CUZ HE ALWAYS DEBATE WITH THE TEACHER.. WAHAHAHAH. YEAP THOSE GENIUS TYPE JIU DUI LE.. WAHAHAHA. THEN WE DID GRP WORK YTD.. SIMULATION N ALL TT.. THEN THE TEACHER SAY HAFTA HAVE A NARRATOR EXPLAIN THE PROCESSES N ALL TT.. THEN WE ZHI JIE PUSH TO HIM CUZ HE KNOWS EVERYTHING WAHAHAHAH -_-''''

N HAHAHA. GOT THIS STUPID GUY FROM MY HW101 TUT WHO IS SUPER ERM...??? HAHA I DUNO HOW TO SAY..JUZ VERY FUNNY LO.. CUZ WE SUPPOSE WORK IN GRPS.. THEN HE WAS FROM THE GRP NEXT TO US.. THEN HE KP EAVESDROPPING.. SO WE CALLED HIM 'THE EAVESDROPPER'. WAAHAHAHA~ THEN YEAP. HE ATTEMPTED TO STEAL OUR IDEAS LAAA. LOLS. THEN AFTER TT WE HAD LEC.. THEN I TURNED ARND N HE WAS BEHIND ME.. THEN I WENT LIKE "OHHHHHH. U R THE EAVESDROPPER RITE?!?!" WAHAHAHA THEN HE WAS LIKE THE EMBARRASSED LOOK. HAHA I TINK I OSO SAY UNTIL ABIT WEIRD =X THEN WE WENT CANTEEN FOR LUNCH. N I WAS QUEUING FOR FRUIT JUICE WITH SX.. THEN THE QUEUE V LONG SO I PPOINTED THE NEXT STORE TT WAS SELLING SOFTDRINKS N SAID "U WANT GO DRINK THOSE INSTEAD?" THEN I LOOK IN TT DIRECTION N REALISE I WAS POINTING AT THE EAVESDROPPER. DIAO.......... HAHA THEN HE SAW MA N I TINK HE TOT WE TALKING ABT HIM OR SOMETHING THEN HE WAS CARRYING HIS FOOD WITH THE SUPER STUNNED LOOK ON HIS FACE. EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HAHAHA. SO MALUATING LO. THEN AFTER HE WALKED AWAY I STARTED COMPLAINING TT IT LOOKED SO MISLEADING N LATER HE THINKS I FANCY HIM OR SOMETHING HOW?? THEN SX WORSE..SHE SAID: "NO LOOOO. USUALLY U POINT TO SOMEONE..MEANS UR FREN LIKES HIM NOT U LIKE HIM LO!" WAHAHAHHAHAAH~ DAMN HILARIOUS. THANK GOODNESS HE'S NOT IN HP101 TUT ELSE I'LL DIEEEE. HAHAHAHA. OK I JUST BLOGGED ONE WHOLE PARA OF CHUNK ON THE EAVEDROPPER. -_-'''

BLAHBLAHBLAH. I MUST BE A GOOD GIRL!! ^^


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HAPPY FOR MY DEAR BF!! HAHAHA MAB.. WE SO KE LIAN.. GG TO KENNA NEGLECTED LE.. LOLS.

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okok dowan use caps le la lols. baoxiu jiejie replying me very once in a blue moon. so dun care her le.. use little alphabets! wahahahha. =D

hmmm. long entry eh?

hey hey huiyu... how arrr? i still feeling quite sad leh... wat to do?? =((

hmmmms. somethings wanna say but feels weird saying here.. haish~ =X bleahhhs. i oso duno wat i wanna say liao ahahas. i guess some things are irreversible ba? as much as u try to change them it will nv revert again.... =(

-reply tags-
ernie: je too out of the way le hahaha
bert: ahahas. ni zhen me ke yi zhe yang dui wo ne......... -weeps like mab the ancient lady- WAHAHHAHAHAhhhaaaaaa
ernie: ehhe.. yes i know.. but u dun hafta be so straightforward maaaa. waaahhaha
dotz: ok i duno wat to tell u le. hahaha first u say i'm a ugly girl then now u say i'm bonkers. wahahaha. i dowan fren u le laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. booooohoooooooo. huiyu faster faster...start the anti-sas campaign again!! lols.

oh wells~ no time for any campaign or stuff laa. gonna STUDYYYYYY. (:

am so gonna miss u guys! ):

it's funny how we're able to talk so at ease now as compared to the past. hmmms. maybe it just all the more shows that some things fang xia le will be good for yourself as well as the other person. why not just be friends? everything will be so much simpler.. hmmmm. yea...easier said then done huh? maybe it's easier if nothing started before ba?

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boooo. trying to study. but not much success. dun understand anyhthing that's for one. dun have the essential materials that's two. n most importantly, i dun have the mood. HAHAHA.

slipped n fell when mummy mopping the floor. konk my head on the marble floor. ouchhhhh. got the loud loud sound i swear. wonder if i'll become bonkers. hahaha. oh wells~
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hope everyone can be happy.. =))

yayyyy~ mummy bot minnie mouse shirt for me!! wahahah~ ^^

ok u'all haf no idea at all how bored i m now!! =((

hahaha. yeap. this two days were like so siannnned. hahaha. tt day thurs went to look for my tb at the sch popular. then the person gimme a dirty copy, n refused to change for me.. then i didn't buy. ytd went to nie bookshop to find..cuz they say cheaper there.. but the queue is like super duper long.. 20+ 30 ppl then my turn.. so like aiya forget it. then went jp popular obviously dun haf cuz small populars dun sell de. then went bras basah n bugis kino all dun haf. ask them call orchard kino oso dun haf. then today went clementi bookstore with huiyu..cuz gor gor says there sell poly n uni tb de.. then haf.. but like alot more ex than sch.. so nv buy. then went to sing klunch. hahaha. which sucks. everything there sucks. i'm nv going back to clementi kbox. wahahaaa. yeap. then went to eat then come home. hahaha

i'm so bored now. nobody's online on sat evening :( n i'm so not used to staying home on a sat evening :(( booooooooooooo. hahaha. i'm supposed to do tut prep but i need the tb!! :(( n i got tut on monday. booo hoooooo. win liao. first tut then gif bad impression. boooos. stupid popular. it's that woman's fault dowan change for me. i'm going to rmb her for life if my prof hates me!! wahahahah~ DUH. i'm THIS bored lo. booo hoooo hooooooooooooooo~ ahahas.

blahblahblah. bahhhhhhhhhhhs. hahahaha. sho shiannnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

go study~ hahaha

ok i duno why i kp blogging today. wahahha. continuously somemore. lols.

but yeap. juz wanna say. i love sch today!! duno why... nothing much oso leh..

first my cousin-in-law sent me to sch cuz he fetch my cousin to nie for a course then shun bian.. then he dropped me off @ some ulu place n i got lost looking for lt9 alone.. haha then a super boring lecturer kicked off a start to my day. she's from israel n she has this super thick accent that goes mer-nee-poooo-lae-tit[manipulate it] -_-''' then erm she talk like talking to herself lidat hahaha. n she keeps going erm erm yea..uhhhh. =X hahaha but yeap. two hours n tada!! NO MORE LESSONS!! wahahah so walked arnd the E&I fair with hh hq n wat'shername. hahaha. =X hq's roomie. lols. yeap. then half went popular look for tb then half went for some medical checkup thingy. then ehhhh. hh rushed off for her lessons while i was talking to chewyu in popular. so i finish talking to chewyu i realise i was alone? yeap. so i had to find my way to canteen b myself. then i got lost again @ business sch. =X then finally fd canteen b. haha met hy n her frens for lunch. then got lost looking for HSS library wahaha which is supposed to b my di pan. lols. *laoshu lao hu ben ben fen bu qing chu* ahahhas. then ehhh yeap. met pris kym grace. printed notes n stuff. left to go jp with hy. blahblahblah. went home! N I ACTUALLY STUDIED ON MY WAY HOME!!! wahahah so enthu~ Your Highness(SC)!!! wahahhaha

yay yay yay. i'm so happy with sch now. heex. no la tink it's cuz still honeymoon phase. wahaha. wait till i haf lessons til 8.30 n tut kick in. i'll peng sannnn. hahahha =)

enjoy life while u cannn!! ^^

*p.s. i love mab* (:

ok i'm starting to post all the silly stuff that appears on jaren's blog! lols.


24 interesting facts/things/habits about me [figured out how FREE i am? :p]


one1: i tink i juz did something similar a few wks ago? haha
two2: i learnt to eat curry before i learnt to appreciate chilli! haha
three3: my temp bf is cuter than my ex bf HAHA
four4: i love mab!
five5: i love beav!
six6: huiyu's name on my hp is onewhoilove. lols. n there's onewholovesu, onewhoiloves n onewholoveu too. wahahaha yeap. i got four of her numbers in my hp. i wonder why. lols.
seven7: my bro thinks that mab goes arnd kissing everyone. HAHA
eight8: i'm loving psychology! although i tink all the lecturers r boring.. =)
nine9: i love my sch so far although it's damn far n i kp getting lost!! =D
ten10: i just got lost in school THREE TIMES today. hahaha u're not surprised i guess?
eleven11: if u havent noticed i'm posting very dumb stuff bcuz i ran out of things alrdy since afew wks ago.. hahaha
twelve12: i'm getting a fujitsu notebook soon!! wheeeeeeeeee~
thirteen13: i tink i prefer lao SHU lao HU BEN BEN fen bu qing chu~ wahahah. cuz got BEN BEN. lol... i'm nuts. hahaha dun tink everyone will understand this ahahas. i tink ernie is going to laugh at me
fourteen14: i'm keeping alot of secrets for alot of ppl currently..
fifteen15: ..but i ain't very good at keeping secrets! hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sixteen16: i'll only perform well at a subject i love. like physics..no matter how u drill it into my head, i still detest it..so all i get is a Cs. hahhaa now MATHS is my lifeeeeeeee!! =D
seventeen17: sometimes i tink guys make nicer frens than gals. dun ask me why.. no la not like i like any guy in particular or wat.. sometimes they r juz easier to talk to i guess... n as long as u dun fall for them, they r pretty easy creatures to understand i guess.. hahaha. :p bahs. i still love my galfrens too!! =D
eighteen18: lalala. wat else?
nineteen19: i love yuxuan!! ^^
twenty20: r we finishing soon? zzz
twentyone21: i tink my bro rawks. :)
twentytwo22: heee i used to haf this desire deep within that mab will become my dasao one day! LOL. then she'll get so entertained by the ship's horn thingy. wahaha
twentythree23: i'm thinking about whether to stay hostel not nxt yr! hmmmms. =X
twentyfour24: FINALLY!!! =]

Would you dump an NS boy for a Uni Man?[disclaimer: not written by me NOR jaren hahaha]

Of course!

Oh, sheathe those claws, boys. Don't be rude. You would do so if you were in the same position.

Think about it: New environment and you're all alone; you don't recognise a single face and you're worrying how and where to start; your partner can't understand what you're facing and it's hard to explain; and then, you make a new bunch of proximity friends, and it's so much easier to hang out with them.

Hmmm? That's not university? That's national service? Well, well, well, how alarmingly bright you are. And here I was, worrying myself to wrinkles that I might die in the couple of decades you'd take to get it.

So you see, right? Beginning University and starting National Service is almost the same experience. I say "almost" because I know that if I said "the same", all the NS recruits in the country would be swarming over me like a pack of hounds before the night is out. They'd bay for my blood, because I had dared equate the tortures of 24-klik marches under the blazing sun and grimy sweaty trench-digging with "going to school".

"Going to school"? Ha! Now it's the university students turn to snort. University's a far cry from primary school where wide-eyed kiddies sweetly share their last piece of keropok with you. Anything precious here is more likely to be tightly wedged between a butt and a chair than shared. It is here you feel the need to find friends fast more than ever. It's the pack instinct: safety in numbers; comfort and acceptance too.

So, when you're feeling more than a little vulnerable, you crave comfort, as girls do when they play Moses and bravely face the Red Sea. And we all know that Comfort's schizo, right, girls?

Sometimes she's Ben & Jerry's (gender-crisis), sometimes she's Cadbury & Hersheys, while other times she's Paul & Frank. That is, Paul, your 3-year NS boyfriend; and Frank, that guy from your university orientation group.

It's not that you don't love Paul. After all, he was the one that gave you your first kiss; he was the one sitting next to you, picking at the miniscule plate of Prom Night food you each paid a bomb of $90 for; he was the fool that queued an hour at MacDonald's to buy that Hello Kitty toy you wanted, throwing away the McMeal. (SIN! Mistreatment of food! WASTREL!)

But things have changed. It's not the same anymore, you sniffle delicately. He's changed. All he wants to do is talk about his water-parades, complain about his officer-in-charge, that time he scrubbed the loo with his platoon, and his buddy (now that really perturbs you).

Frank, on the other hand (literally), is ever so attentive, always there for you, and oh, oh, so understanding…..

Smell the coffee, girl! OF COURSE, he's understanding! That guy's in the same university as you! He breathes the same lecture hall air as you, eats the same canteen food as you, sleeps in the library and drools over the same course books as you! It isn't hard to be understanding when you're doing all the same things!

No, shut up Frank , I'm not blaming you. I just want Pollyanna here to see how obvious it is that you have the Unfair Advantage in this case. Yes, the UA.

The UA presents itself in every single situation that occurs. Born of the Unfair World, the UA clings on to one party that catches its fancy and allocates them that tad bit more weight to tip the scales in their favour. Intrinsically irrational, UAs choose not by logic, but by pure whim and coincidence.

Coincidence, that he's at the same stage of life with you, enabling him to be there physically when you need him, to be in the experience with you. If it was based on that alone, Paul would never have had a chance. Why would you choose a partner who can never be there over a partner who always is?

Because you know it's not Paul's fault. He didn't choose not be there. He didn't choose to be away in Brunei killing chickens and wearing 5 day old underwear when you wanted to talk to someone about your voodoo plans for your slacker project mate.

But you've reached a point when you don't particularly care, you just want someone to be there for you. You know you'll hurt Paul's feelings and that bites, but you can't help being selfish. You want to be selfish. You want what feels best for you.

Now we're left feeling awfully sorry for Poor Paul and snarling at Frank the Filch. However, if recall what I said earlier, the situation of entering NS and beginning University life being almost the same, what do you think would have happened if Paul started NS with a co-ed company and Pollyanna entered an all-girls University?

Sounds far-fetched? Well, just indulge me and stretch your imaginations thinner. Paul, is now the one with opportunities galore, and Pollyanna? Pollyanna's the nun.

So, tell me, who is more likely to break up with who?

In a Chanel lipstick case (because a nutshell is so passé), we are all Fortune's fools. She plays us in situations we have little control over. Live with it.

And all the Pauls out there? Life's not over. In 2 years time, you'll be at university, and then, during the orientation camp, you finally get the chance to introduce yourself as " Frank, the name's Frank."

credits: http://www.funkygrad.com/think/displayarticle.php?artID=786&subcat=relationships


wahahaha i tink this is super coool!! talk about bing biannn!!! =D

wheeeeeeeee~ kbox ytd!! with 6 of the electrons!! wahahhaah so cooool~ the duet couple was super happy! wahahhaha~ n i be their dian deng pao!! -smug look- wahahaha siao~ yeap then met ernie for dinner! =))

HAPPY NATIONAL DAYY!!!! wahahaha. belated lo. i swear i'm gonna stay home or come home before 7 nxt national days!! i was damn depressed cnnt see the fireworks ytd nite lo!!! =X

nwae... here's ernie the retarddddd. interesting photo.. bet it's gonna attract the SKFC to come swarming.......

*drumrolls*




*brace yourself*




*TADAAAAA!!!!*







wahahahah. gou retard maaa??? hahaha ernie is so going to kill meeeee.

*runs for my life*

ok next time pei you go kbox to bu chang! LALALA. pls learn yi you wei jing & mi gong to pei me sing since bert will nv sing duet with me besides du chang qing ge!! waahahahhaa~ ok we must go party world then got yi you wei jing! hmmms! =D n WANG ZI MIANNNNNNNNNNN!!! ^^

hahaha. new to the list of SC....

Your Highness!! =D

boooooooo! so irritated with the irritating notes! hahaha. hafta print myself somemore! =(( waste paper waste ink waste money!! blahhh! =X

bahhhhh. kbox tmr!! wheeeeeeee~~ =D

hahah fir new album rocksss!! ^^ yay yay yayyyy! i'm falling in love with fir! wahahaha~ =))


hmmm. time to let go. =)

hahaha. mab asks me to update? but like nothing to update leh. zzz.

hahaha. today morning awaken by the stupid sec sch downstairs with their stupid nday celebrations. hahaha. ok kinda miss the cchs celebrations. but yea.. it's noisdy n irritating when u're not involved n am trying to slp? hahaha.

let's soarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr n reach for the starsssssssssssss!!

-_-'''

boringgggggggggggg. stupid ntu web. kp hanging.. n i cannot change my electives!! -_-'''

hahaha ok all my tags r quite funny. so i shall reply them lols!

dotty: okk erm. u love ricola? ricola is a very very very nice girl..cuz she has a very very very BIG heart like ME. wahahaha~ but i tink lemon mint is nicer? lols. abit no link hor. hahaha. n u atcually voted for milo peng!! i told u i prefer milo dinosaur le!! how could uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu -_-''''''''''''''''''' ok so crappy. ok since u're not in ntu psychology, u qualify as cute!! hahaha. but since i'm in ntu psychology, i qualify as cuter than u!! yayyy~ =D
ricola: although u nv tag.. but i muz tell u.. dotty is a very very nice guy too. but not as nice as us. cuz we got 3 veryS n he only got 2! -_-''' yeap. so dun consider him la. consider me!! ^^
huiyu: yea. semi-mishap only la. not tt bad.. they only one VERY apart. hahaha. so lame~ =X yeap. ur milopeng won. hahaha. so sad for me. nobody supports milo dino. hahaha. -_-''''
bert: haha.. yess. u're my bf! so u naturally qualify as cute! but ernie not my bf.. so he not cute.. hahahahaha. yayyyy~ ^^ rmb why i'm not ur ex? HAHA. n rmb why ernie not mab's ex? hahaha. so contradicting. [private joke] =X


wowwww. long tags! hahaha.

okk. the wkend juz passed so quickly! =)) saturday was fun! met ernie n beav for Click. n ernie was more retard than me @ cine. he thot the floor really got jelly!! -_-'''hahahahahhaha. n beav said i was stupid!! so ernie is not only un-cute.. he is also stupider than me!! WAHAHAHA. Click was not bad! quite ok bahs. hahaha. then ernie went off n came mab. hahaha. walked arnd.. ate abit at starbucks. chatted. went home! ^^

came sunday. busy frying stuff for the whole morning. i'm a champion wu xiang-frier now! lols. but i fry until i myself dun dare to eat. haha not bcuz fry until not nice. but because u fry it so u're sick of it. hahaha. it's the same logic as u i/c of cooking the food when bbq-ing. then u dun eat much after tt. hahaha. yeap.

yeap. then went for somebody's funeral.. then went to book chalet.. but no more room le.. so no chalet for nday. hahaha. then erm.. went detoured to tm meet mab! n buy jacket n pencil case! wahahah. which brings my total spending in tm this WEEK to a total of 120+?? omgggggg. so scary! hahaha. i shall nv go tm again!

but i met mab after sch @ tm today! -_-'''

okk. yeap. erm then. sch was fun today! hahaha. not THAT fun laa. but i like it! hahaha. like so funny seeing ur fellow first yr students as blur as u, holding a map wherever they go. hahaha. n we purposely went to canteen A for lunch cuz heard tt canteen B food sucks. which is really quite silly cuz our sch is VERY near canteen B. n when we finish eating at canteen A, our lec start le. so we were apparently late, n canteen A is so far away from our sch that we had to tk a bus back for lec! wahahha~ so crap. n the bus was super crowded n wait so long. so we were like 20min late for lec? wahahah~ so funny! ahahas. i tink HW101 is gonna be quite nice! hahaa. cuz the lecturer is funnier than HP101? hahahaa. yayyy~ sch is finally getting cooler! =D n everyone's psychoing me to go stay hall.. cuz they tink i'm crazy. n i really tink i'm crazy too. hahhaa. -_-''' oh wells~ see how first! =)

yeap. then uhhh. wat else? hahaa. ohh yahh. saw alot of ppl today! hahaha. from all the many various sch! hahaha. yeaaaaaaa~ at least not so stranger de environment. yeap! =)) n yay. THANKS YUYU DEARDEAR FOR HELPING ME REGISTER MY FORENSIC SCI TODAY MORNING!!! =D

lalalaaaaa~ ok go print my notes leeee! ^^

okk i'm so excited for huiyu!! hahaha. huiyu YOU XI LE. wahahhaa. i'm going to mislead the whole world. wahahahahha. ok i cnnt say wat xi muahahahahaha. :p


haha yep, ricola! thanks for finally tagging!! hahaha. yeaaaaa. the teabags r smart n funny! hahaha. ^^

SI DOTTY. wat i very flirty!! n wat sure gao da!!! wat is the problem with sas guys!! =X they either lie or they talk rubbish. wat the hell is their problem!! urrrrrgh. -dun fren u- booooooooooooooo.

ok i officially declare i'm SCARED of prawns. as in.. not juz hate eating them.. but i'm SCARED of raw prawns too!! eeeeeks. mummy juz asked me to help her erm..un-shell? yeap. peel the shells of like half a kg of raw prawns?? hahaha. so dumb. reason? cuz she got no nails n need long nails to peel. blahhh!! n i tell u it's damn feaking disgusting. it's the most disgusting thing i've ever touched in my entire life la. like u yank it's head out n all that. then u pull out it's legs? wth la! i like literally pain for the prawns la. it's so cruel. imagine someone yank out ur head juz lidat?? together with ur eyes n all tt?? eeeeeeeeeeeks. i was like closing my eyes half the time!! =X n the stupid smell is so STINKO n got the stupid yellow thingy that flows out that freaks me out. n i kp washing my hands every 1 or 2 prawns i peeled!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeew eeeeeeeeeeeeew eeeeeeew. how can u guys ever eat prawns!! it's so cruellllll. okok no offense. but if u wanna continue eating prawns, word of advice is dun go peel raw prawns. cuz after tt u will nv wanna eat prawns again. i tink chefs r very poor things. cuz they muz be guilt-ridden for the rest of their lives peeling so many prawns everyday!!! =[


SOMEBODY PLS STOP CALLING ME FOR GOODNESS SAKE. U'RE SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS. I DUN CARE IF I'M SOUNDING MEAN NOW. U R JUZ INTERFERING WITH MY LIFE. YOU KNOW WAT IS CALLED HARRASMENT?!?! YOU ARE HARRASMENT!! I'M NOT INTERESTED IN TALKING TO U AT ALL. ON THE PHONE OR WHAT SO EVER. YES I SAID BEFORE I DUN MIND DISCUSSING ANY PROBLEMS ON THE PHONE AS LONG AS IT DOESN'T MAKE ME ANGRY. BUT I DUN SEE ANY PROBLEM NOW. U R THE BIG PROBLEM. N JUZ LOOKING AT UR CALL RECORDS FREAK ME OUT N MAKE ME FUMING MAD. SO IF I PICK UP THE PHONE I'LL JUZ SCREAM AT U. WHICH I DUN FANCY WASTING MY VOCAL CORDS ON U. CAN U JUST BLOODY HELL GET OUT OF MY LIFE N LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

mab: haha bags yong yuan bu gou de!! :p
yuyu: hahaha. did anyone msg u to celebrate bdae together with me? lols. =X
ernie: yayyyyy!! i want wang zi miannnn!! wahahaha. i suddenly wanna sing MI GONG too!! ^^ oh btw do u noe shixian? rv nj de.. she says she's ur sec1/2 classmate!! hahaha
bert: hahaha same difference ba. okk use wrong word lo. heeex. the idea is there can liao lo~ =)

hahaha. went for orientation today. juz talks lo. n interaction with the profs. yeap they're quite nice ppl i guess! =) ahahahs. then pon the freshman welcome ceremony. hahah. so fast pon lessons le. ok it's not a lesson loooooo. wahahaha. then went to kym's dorm with pris! hahahaha. so cooooool. ok i noe u guys haf seen ugly photos of ntu's dorm. but after some cleaning up n stuff it's not tt bad la. on first sight it doesn't look attractive.. but everything u need is there la. n the study table is quite nice! hahaha. n the bed is not bad. juz tt a bit dirty? hafta air it n bring ur own watever la.. hahaha. but i tink it's quite nice.. i dun mind staying!! hahaha. i today travel until i so sian zzz... hahaha. might consider staying nxt sem or nxt yr? see how.. but stay then hafta tk up cca le. blahhhhhhh!

okk then made a few new frens la.. but all not very shou leh.. siannn. hahaha. got those like.. jiang hao meet n find the lt n tut rm together before lessons la.. but like not very shou oso.. blahblahblah. siannn zzz. hahahaha. lidat lo~ hope make more new frens soon! =) hahaha.

oh ya.. saw quite afew familiar faces.. the first person i saw was weiyannnnnn. blahhhhhhhh. =X hahahaha. then uhhhh. saw siewping!! hahahah. quite excited when i saw her cuz really super long nv see her le..but she's taking chinese la. hahaha. then saw erm.. chewyu? duno how to spell her name.. the cchs 4ep de..huiqing's gd fren... hahaha. yeap. then nafang taking chem.. blahblah.. cnnt rmb who else le..think i saw a sharon-looking person ahahaha. duno got recognise wrongly not -_-'''

hmmmm. dun worry tt i'll be lead astray or distracted during my studies... cuz there r so no guys in my fac.. ehhhh we are like the second batch of ntu psychology students. n the first batch only got like 6guys out of 70+ ppl... n our batch got 100+ ppl but i only see like less than 20 guys today. dun even know got 10 not.. n they r like.. erm.......... hahaha ya. no further elaboration needed. lols. yayyy~ means i can study hard n be my dream nerd!! wahahahha. ^^

yeap. i still deciding wat electives to take!! helppppppppppppp!!

dum dee dummm. oh ya. forget to make an announcement... PPL U'ALL CAN LINK MY BLOG LEEE!!! hahaha. diao. ya cuz the only person whom i dowan to know, i alrdy let her know n everything alright with her le.. so yeap. duneed hide le.. pls link me!! lols. -_-'''

blahhhh. wat's wrong with my whole family today. everyone so moody!! the whole family pms or something?? kp scolding me when i nv do anything!! -_-''' ok looks like i'm the only lighthearted person today in this house. hahaha

boooooooooooo. i'm officially sadd! =(( can't get the electives i wantttttttt!

those HSS ones have no more vaccancies le!! =( n my forensic sci!! cannot start register until 7aug! which is nxt monday. which is first day of sch. which means by the time i reach home n register alrdy no mroe vaccancies le!! cuz only 51..n i tink will alot of ppl want to takeeeeeeeeeee. =[

boooooooooooooooooooooooooo. i want my r u okkkkkkkkkkkkkk. i want my forensic sciiiiiiiii. i dowan end up with some dumb boring courseeeeeeeee. =((

reading mab's blog juz reminded meeeeee. I WANT THE NEW CONVERSE BAGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!

ppl my bdae is less than a month awayyyy!

n today is my LUNAR BDAE!!! =D

wahahaahahahhhh.

wooooooooooooooooo... did i ever mentioned how much i loved Wang Zi Mian!!! ^^

listening to sclub7 now.. never had a dream come true.. so niceeeeeeeee =))
*zi high-s*[i'm doing alot of tt recently ain't i?]

hahaha. ok so there r some things i'm dying to say.. but i guess this isn't the right place n right time to say such things. hahaha. so i shall shut up! yay yay yayyyy! -_-'''

i nv had a dream come truueeeee till the day tt i found uuuuu...... even though i pretend tt i've moved onnn u'll always be my baby.... i nv found the words to say.. u're the one i tink abt each day... n i noe no matter where life takes me to, a part of me will always beeeeee............... there's no use looking back or wondering cuz love is a strange n funny thinggggg. *tired of zi-highing* =X

hahahahhh. ok i'm still deciding on my electives! woooo~ so exciting. hahaha. i'm thinking of FORENSIC SCIENCE. lolssssss. sounds so coooool. n it's something i've always dreamt of going into? hahaha. dou shuo shi DREAM le. oh wells~ see how ba. can only sign up for two things.. but i'm like.. i wanna try everything!!!! =((

wooooooo. hopefully can get to go chalet on nday!! =)

i got a sudden craving for milo dinosaur!! hahahaha. -_-''''

bahhhhh. the nite is a nice time to get emo.. did someone said tt before? was it mab? yeap. i tink it's quite true. it's getting harder n harder for me to fall aslp at nite nowadays. n i always very restless when i sllp. like wake up every 2 or 3 hrs? boooooo. =(( then i nv slp past 9 in the morning? how sad is tt! hahaha. issit juz my life too idle le tts why? hahaaha. n when i can't slp n i got noone to talk to i start hu si luan xianging. last nite i was thinking of like how nice it would be if can go back to the times when u got someone special to share ur life with! yea i noe i haf many nice n close frens.. but the feeling is juz different i guess? someone u r OBLIGED to share ur everything with. haha i make it sound so un-nice..obliged. but isn't tt the thing tt keep most couples going? hmmm. =[

i guess both of u r sad. n i duno wat to do about it sometimes. like i pick up the phone last nite. n i started dialling a number. then i tink.. ok mayb i should call the other one instead. then i erase the number i was dialling n started dialling to the other party. then i pause again n think. doesn't seem very rite. wat am i going to say. as in.. no matter who i call i'm stuck in the middle. cuz both r my frens. n i can't tk sides. maybe it'll be easier if i could just stand on one side. bleah. n i'm juz afraid tt one wrong thing i say is going to cause a huge misunderstanding n we'll be back to half a yr ago again. yea. mayb i juz dun haf enough faith? bleah. but i so badly wanted to be there for the both of them. cuz it was my frens who tide me thru' the most difficult time of my life. n i wanted to be there for them like that too.. so that they could hopefully tideit thru' easier too. but then.. once bitten twice shy ma. hmmm so i ended up lying in bed n stoning n hu si luan xiang instead of calling anyone. =( hope this para doesn't offend anyone, esp. the two parties involved. hmmmm. SOMEBODY's rite after all.. where did the STRONG GAL went to? hahaha. somebody pls dun start picking up the phone n dialling my number juz bcuz u saw the above sentenceeeeee. =X

haii. yeap. i guess i owe SOMEBODY an apology for being so mean to u n avoiding u too. i didn't want things to end lidat too. but i guess i need more time away from u n lead my own life too. u aren't giving me space to breathe the air i need. so yea. i had to stay away from u. sorry if i'm leaving u there on ur own at such a time when u need friends by u. but i dun wanna be nice anymore. i just want to live a life by my own. even if it means selfish at times. sorry...

=X how did zi highing turned out so sorrowful..... =X

WAHAHAHAHHHH. i'm no longer jealous of huiyu nor her timetable. cuz my timetable rawks mannn.

I ONLY HAVE LESSONS ON MONDAY & THURSDAY!!!!!!

wahahahhhhhhhhhhhhh. this just keeps getting better!! =D

okkk. i better register for my electives tmr! ^^

I Believe

Have you ever you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
Cause the magic that surrounds you
Will lift you up and guide you on your way

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
You see I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe

I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah

I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally I believe
Yes I believe

Ohh Yeah

Love keeps liftin me higher
Liftin me higher
Love keeps liftin me higher
I said love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me
I said Love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me higher
Said love keeps liften me higher
I said love keeps liften me high

hahah this is so dumb!! i can't matriculate cuz i lost my passwordd! lols. ok so i hafta wait for them to reset for meeeee. =(( ok laa but they r quite efficient leh. hahaha. they replied my email in like 10min? hahaha. wheeeeeeeee~ meeting mab dearie for lunch! am damn hungry now! i could eat an elephantttttttttt!! =D

*zi-highs again*

hahahahhhhhh. huiyu got her timetable leeeeee. i'm so jealoussssss!! =C

*you are my suuuuuuuuuuuuugar rushhhh!!* ^^


hmmmmm. hope all my friends will be happy EVENTUALLY. =)

hahah ernie DEMANDS tt i blog in honour of him cuz he sent me the sugar rush song n i should gif him credit for tt.

-credit credit credit-

-honour honour honour-

hahaha. ermmmm. thanks ernie? hahaha. i duno wat to say le. lols. some day we go singkbox ba.. help u trainfor ur superstar? lols. ok i duno wat else le. iblogged in honour of u before le.. before u went ns.. so i got nothing to say liao. lols.

-end of entry in honour of ernie-

wheeeeeeeeeee~ wahahahah! the song i just posted... it's called SUGAR RUSH!!! wahahahhh~ i suddenly fall in love with the songggg. wahahahhah~ it's so niceeeeeeee. yay. i love a teens songs!! hahahahhh. n the song i posted last nite was Because Of You, Kelly Clarkson. wahahahhhh~ i think i'm quite dumb lehh. i should juz post the title tog rite. lols. ^^

yayyyy. went kbox ytd with the dans except jess!! wahahahhh. quite fun laa. jun was so shyyyy! hahahahhh. but we force her to sing! lols. ^^

yayyyyyyyy. was terribly bored juz now. cuz use the comp the whole day. playing the same damn game. which is quite fun initially. but as u advance to the very difficult stages. u replay n replay taking more than half an hr to clear ONE stage. which is very very torturous! hahahah. ok i'm typing super slow due to the stupid keyboard[no ernie i'm still not going to surrender it to u hahah]! lalalalal~

okk so apparently i got so bored tt i psycho-ed mab into meeting me after her lessons. n omggggg. i spent $73 bucks in 3hours!! wahahahhhhhhh. omggg. i'm going to confine myself for the rest of the wk!! wahahahha. havoc sia~ but shopping with mab dearie rawks!! ^^ heeeeex i'm gonna shop with u too nxt yr when it's ur turn to prepare for uni!! =)) heeeex. so cooool. n we continued being bimbotic after we reach home. hahahahh. so funny. n we came up with tactics to psycho our mummies into not nagging us for spending too much money. MUAHAHAHAH. damn funnnnnny! =D yayness(EC)!!!! i love my mab dearieeeee!! ^^ heeeeeeex.

ahahahs. i tink mummiesr very funny ppl.. dun u tink so? hahahahh. n it's kinda cool how ur mummy always ask abt ur best fren n how she's doing n blah. then she'll start commenting abt her HEIGHT n blahblahblah. wahahahhahahahha. mab is so going to laugh at this lols. yayness(EC)!!! i'm glad mummy's in a gd mood today!! wahhahah. i tink she haven't seen my esprit shirt! hahahah. ok i'm going to keep it before she sees it! then by the time i wear she will forget when i bot it le. then she wun make noise abt how i spend so much in 3hours! wahahahahh~ mab aren't u proud of me? we're getting smart!! =D

okk i tink the fox tee oso quite nice lehhhh. hahahahh. okkk i cannot shop anymore. n i wun try anymore clothes to curb temptation. wahahahahh.

this is a so totally bimbotic entry!! =D

hahhahahhh. n so we were chatting juz now n i commented about how bimbotic we were getting. then mab says "nvm it's ok to be bimbotic once in awhile!" n my bro gang hao pass by me n saw wat she typed from behind n he went "bimbotic once in awhile?? wthhh!" wahahahhahh. damn funny laaaa. i bet he's going to laugh when if i told him it's the fren who went arnd being pucca n kisses everyone!! C=

lalalaaaaaaaaa~ *zi high-s*

sUgaR rUsH!!

I
Cant help whenever you're around
Screaming from my head to my toes
I
Gotta get my feet back on the ground
Cause you make me go out of way
Crossing the line
Making me say what i have in mind.

You make me so excited
And i dont wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint nothin better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush

I
Got a sweet tooth and i taste for you
And i might be too obvious but
I
Cant help myself from what i do
Cause you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line
Making me say what i have in mind.

You make me so excited
And i dont wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint nothin better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush

Baby you're my sugar rush
I get too weak and i talk to much
You're the sweetest thing ive ever tasted
Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much

Cause you make me go out of my way
Crossing the line
Making me say what i have in mind.

You make me so excited
And i dont wanna fight it
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush
Aint nothin better baby
Is it for real or maybe?
I start to blush
You are my sugar rush

Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much
You're the sweetest thing ive ever tasted
Baby you're my sugar rush
I get weak and talk too much

You are my sugar rush

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! playing this stupid msn game that is so exciting but i forever stuck at the forth stage!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeks. hahaha cooool~ see how bored i m? HAHAHA. =X