wooooooooooooooooo... did i ever mentioned how much i loved Wang Zi Mian!!! ^^

listening to sclub7 now.. never had a dream come true.. so niceeeeeeeee =))
*zi high-s*[i'm doing alot of tt recently ain't i?]

hahaha. ok so there r some things i'm dying to say.. but i guess this isn't the right place n right time to say such things. hahaha. so i shall shut up! yay yay yayyyy! -_-'''

i nv had a dream come truueeeee till the day tt i found uuuuu...... even though i pretend tt i've moved onnn u'll always be my baby.... i nv found the words to say.. u're the one i tink abt each day... n i noe no matter where life takes me to, a part of me will always beeeeee............... there's no use looking back or wondering cuz love is a strange n funny thinggggg. *tired of zi-highing* =X

hahahahhh. ok i'm still deciding on my electives! woooo~ so exciting. hahaha. i'm thinking of FORENSIC SCIENCE. lolssssss. sounds so coooool. n it's something i've always dreamt of going into? hahaha. dou shuo shi DREAM le. oh wells~ see how ba. can only sign up for two things.. but i'm like.. i wanna try everything!!!! =((

wooooooo. hopefully can get to go chalet on nday!! =)

i got a sudden craving for milo dinosaur!! hahahaha. -_-''''

bahhhhh. the nite is a nice time to get emo.. did someone said tt before? was it mab? yeap. i tink it's quite true. it's getting harder n harder for me to fall aslp at nite nowadays. n i always very restless when i sllp. like wake up every 2 or 3 hrs? boooooo. =(( then i nv slp past 9 in the morning? how sad is tt! hahaha. issit juz my life too idle le tts why? hahaaha. n when i can't slp n i got noone to talk to i start hu si luan xianging. last nite i was thinking of like how nice it would be if can go back to the times when u got someone special to share ur life with! yea i noe i haf many nice n close frens.. but the feeling is juz different i guess? someone u r OBLIGED to share ur everything with. haha i make it sound so un-nice..obliged. but isn't tt the thing tt keep most couples going? hmmm. =[

i guess both of u r sad. n i duno wat to do about it sometimes. like i pick up the phone last nite. n i started dialling a number. then i tink.. ok mayb i should call the other one instead. then i erase the number i was dialling n started dialling to the other party. then i pause again n think. doesn't seem very rite. wat am i going to say. as in.. no matter who i call i'm stuck in the middle. cuz both r my frens. n i can't tk sides. maybe it'll be easier if i could just stand on one side. bleah. n i'm juz afraid tt one wrong thing i say is going to cause a huge misunderstanding n we'll be back to half a yr ago again. yea. mayb i juz dun haf enough faith? bleah. but i so badly wanted to be there for the both of them. cuz it was my frens who tide me thru' the most difficult time of my life. n i wanted to be there for them like that too.. so that they could hopefully tideit thru' easier too. but then.. once bitten twice shy ma. hmmm so i ended up lying in bed n stoning n hu si luan xiang instead of calling anyone. =( hope this para doesn't offend anyone, esp. the two parties involved. hmmmm. SOMEBODY's rite after all.. where did the STRONG GAL went to? hahaha. somebody pls dun start picking up the phone n dialling my number juz bcuz u saw the above sentenceeeeee. =X

haii. yeap. i guess i owe SOMEBODY an apology for being so mean to u n avoiding u too. i didn't want things to end lidat too. but i guess i need more time away from u n lead my own life too. u aren't giving me space to breathe the air i need. so yea. i had to stay away from u. sorry if i'm leaving u there on ur own at such a time when u need friends by u. but i dun wanna be nice anymore. i just want to live a life by my own. even if it means selfish at times. sorry...

=X how did zi highing turned out so sorrowful..... =X