if only i could CONCENTRATE!!!

*yawns*

Walk, watch and EAT EAT EAT!

We spent more than half of our date eating today. Hahaha.

Went to eat char kuay teow and dim sum at Wisma Food Republic. Then had desert at some ice shop at PS. Then we had popcorn and nachos during movie. After that went back to Tampines 1 to walk. Then after walking, went to Swensens for dinner.

Hahhahaa! Deardear says we are the type of couple who eat more than do anything else! Lol. Yea I think so too. I'm happy just eating and eating although I grumble about my fats while I eat lah. =X =X

Hahaha.

Anyway, we watched Knowing by Nicholas Cage. It was goooooood. Too freaky though. I got freaked out by the burning people who kept screaming and running about! O_O And when the car crashed I screamed so loudly and covered my eyes that I thought for awhile I was watching a horror movie. Hahaa. And the problem is nobody else screamed. Ahhh. I found something more horrifying than horror movies...disaster movies! O_O I really cannot become disaster worker!! I'll keep crying and crying and covering my eyes lah! BAAH. I think I got ASD again from watching the movie! O_O

Ahh well. I need to complete my stats assignment soooooooooon so I can go out and play more more more!!! =X Bah. Tired! Shall sleep earlier and do tmr. Tee hee. Me and my excuses~

LALALA. Love and missed pator-ing with my lovely!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! So happy! =D =D

Over & weird

Exams are FINALLY over!!! =)

And strangely, I feel a bit lost as usual. Hah!

Spanish was okay, just rather difficult. Hahaha. Contradicting huh. They have totally random questions like "In which month was Chinese New Year this year?" diao! Like we know how to write the month also cannot rmb is which month la! And i think it's even worse for the non-chinese la. so dots!! And then there's like What's the profession of Fernando Botero and what's his nationality. Like huh who!??? And so I raised my hand and asked the teacher and she told me all the 4 names there can be found in the textbook that's why you're tested. Ya like right, thanks ar. It's the type of activity that ask you to search the internet yourself for missing information -_-'''

Hahaha. But oh well. It was fine though much much harder than I expected and than the past year papers. But who cares, IT'S OVER!!!!! =D

After 6 days of delaying of gratification!! =)

And I went to drop all my RA stuff at Q's office today! My life as an RA is unofficially over! =) Yay! Though i've learnt alot and had my fair share of fun and little money, it's time to move on to the more mind-boggling, time-consuming stuff. She did ask if I wanted to be Lab Manager la, but uhhh too busy lah. I seriously think non of the oldies RAs like us would have the time anymore though =X Ah wellll. Q was a very nice mentor though! *cheersss!* =)

Ok, I shall try to do some of my R assignment tomorrow before going out to play~ =X hahaha.

And we're FINALLY gonna catch a movie!! =D Haven't decided what to watch though =X Just plain wanna catch a movie, since we realised the last movie we caught was Benjamin Button on V day O_O madddd!! that was so super movie-deprieved!! 2.5months leh! Ok, shows we haven't been dating much =(

AND THE REVIVAL OF PATOR STARTS TMR!!!! =)

=X

Lalala~ Just let me be high la. It's a necessity! =D =D =D

I think I wanna take Spanish Level 2!! WHEEEEEEE~~~

I need lots of teevee and lots of tudou!!! and lots of only ONE deardear!! =D wahahaha!

*HIGH!!!*

wooooooooooot!

tomorrow this time, i shall fly out of school in my superwoman suit, armed with a loudhailer and go *BEEE BOR BEEE BOR. EXCUSE ME ALL CARS PLS SIAM AND LET LITTLE MISS SOTONG PASS COZ HER EXAMS ARE OVER AND ALL YOU LITTLE CARS DOWN THERE ARE TOO INSIGNIFICANT COMPARED TO AN EXCITED EXAMS-ARE-OVER LITTLE GIRL. BEEE BOR BEEE BOR GIVE WAY PLS!!*

yea right. i shall only be mad in my little world. hah. 179 i still need you to fetch me! *gives her bestest sweet little smile* =)

hahahaha. i was just bordering along bored and excited.

Pardon! =D

So near yet so far!

I can see the end...not!!

Waiting for 6 days to take an elective paper is such a torture!

I've been deliberately wasting a lot of time, so that I won't finish studying so fast and end up forgetting everything! -_-''' And after wasting so much time, I am still not lagging in my studying schedule! Faints.

If only I had that much time to study for my CORES too! Sigh.

I am so lazy to make a to-do list for after exams! Hahaha. Oh well. My main priority is to spend more more MOREEEEEEEEEEEEE time with lovely! Haha. And wanna meet up with the other cliques too. And I don't think I can line up too many activities this coming hols anyway. Too many things to do, and too many things cropping up.

Just thinking about my hols wanna freak me out already. Don't know how I'm gonna cope with the big thing thrown on me just like that. Sigh. =( Uber sad. Ah well, but I promised not to brood over it for now. SO....well!

=]

Okay. Shall go slack and call my lovelyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! Whom we both missed Free Cone Day and ended up with a not-very-nice Starbucks Dark Berry Mocha Frap. O_O

Tchao!

i ought to just throw my lappie into the bin!!

root of all evil. =X

anyways, tomorrow is....

*drum rolls*













BEN & JERRY'S FREE CONE DAY!!! (CLICK TO FIND OUT MORE!)

^^

LALALAAAA~ *ZI HIGH*

Change, COURAGE and Abuse.

Perhaps people do change after all.

Courage is perhaps something that I lack and something you've attained =) Way to go, my dear friend! Things may look gloomy at the moment, but you've taken the huge step and that will certainly change your life for the better in the long run. Don't despair coz you've done the right thing for yourself! =) It'll reflect anytime later, which may or may not be any time soon. We'll just have to await patiently for the right thing to happen with the right person at the right time! The wait may be excruciating, but it'll come and you'll be better off than you were with somebody not worth your love. I salute your bravery! =)

I wish she could just do the same too...
Girl, have the COURAGE, take that right step and change your seemingly-nice-but-sorry life for the better!

Coz girls only deserve the BEST! =) Don't be cruel to yourself just because you can't bear to leave a relationship you have invested so much love, time and effort in. Be smart and a little more rational about it; think about the much higher opportunity cost if you only break (or divorce) many years later when the BIG problem surfaces. And the BIG problem is already lurking around in the shadows of your relationship now, but you refuse to face it or think (or hope to bits) that he will change for you.

Quoted from many reliable male sources:
The biggest mistake a girl makes is to assume that a guy will ever change for her.

Don't continue making that mistake. He's never going to change, now, and even more not so after marriage. The typical guy cherishes his wife less than his girlfriend, coz he knows too well the last thing a girl wants is a divorce no matter how bad the relationship turns out to be. You may feel your guy is not the typical guy, but realistically, there are no atypical guys.

I may be referring to one or more girlfriends out there. Don't come and ask me if i'm referring to you coz that's a sensitive question i'll never ever answer.

Emotional abuse includes being afraid of your partner, your partner subjecting you to public humiliation (i.e. saying you are fat or ugly, scolding you stupid, telling you that you're better off dead, shouting at you, etc...) infront of anybody (friends, family, strangers), or for that matter of fact, saying anything that puts you off, makes you upset, demoralised, or feel like dying. He'll illtreat you, and after that say sorry, and do and say all sorts of nice things to make up for it. But the illtreatment will start all over again, and the apologies and niceties, and the vicious cycle conitnues til you eventually break one day.

Go ahead, take out all of your courage, and step out of your stupidity now!


(P.S. That was a spur of a moment entry dedicated to all girls coz I've decided that I'm seeing too much of abuse recently suffered by girls blinded by love! It was NOT government or date rape propaganda -_-''')

boreddddd!!

don't feel like studying!!!!! =XX

As the day goes by...

with my love by my side,
I realise I don't need tudou after meals.

As the day goes by...
with my love by my side,
I never get bored of studying.

As the day goes by...
with my love by my side,
The unbearable heat seem to be just right.

As the day goes by...
with my love by my side,
All the wrongs seem to be alright.

As the day slips away...
with my love by my side,
I wish it were a lifetime.

End of Trauma is always a bad omen.

On the day Trauma lessons ended, I received bad news.
On the day Trauma exams ended, I received worse news.

=(

Cancer of the Soul!

Okay, I decided I couldn't stand the screwed up layout anymore. Even if there's a nice song playing in the background! Hahaha.

This shall be temporary until I feel good enough to do something nicer about it.

Hah.

French and Trauma are down!! French got everybody traumatised!! I suffered from ASD after that!
1) Avoidance/Numbing phenomena - I don't want to take French Level 4 anymore!!
2) Re-experiencing phenomena - I couldn't sleep at night and kept dreaming about French sentences! I even dreamt about French when I dozed off in the train! I even dreamt about Gumert (i don't know why of all people) talking to me in French after I returned from my Trauma paper and took a nap! OMG. It's eating my soul! FRENCH IS CANCER OF MY SOUL!!!! >=(
3) Hyperarousal - Ok I just realised there's no signs of hyperarousal at all. hahahaha! Yay. I'm free from the cancer of the soul!! -_-''''''''

And we saw Fred after Trauma paper! Hahaha. Crapped abit with him and tsk tsk-ed him for setting such a literally handbreaking paper. Lol. Quite sad that there's no more of his courses to take though. Although it certainly means we don't have to go blind anymore =D Grandpapa Fred rocks!!

I'm suffering from a Technological Disaster by the way. Printer down. Hp down. Lappie went on strike and showed me the blue screen yesterday! !@$%^!^$%^* Seriously gonna reformat it after exams. After delaying it for so long! =X Haha of coz I won't be the one doing the reformatting =P *smug look* wahahah!

Okay. So two papers are down and my last paper (Spanish) is like 6 days away! O_O Ya, that's why I'm slacking now ma. Haha. And I still ain't used to the new blog layout!! O_O

my hp died on me ONE freaking day before my exam!!

wth!

i hate sony phones!! useless piece of junk other than the camera.

damn pissed.

alrights. shall stop cursing sony phones. since my spare phone is a sony one as well.

i hate sony phones!! useless piece of junk other than the camera.

grrrr!

ok i have no idea what i did to my layout!!!! O_O

pls put up with this for awhile. no time to change now.

i'll get it done after exams!! O_O

school was finally over last week. all ended on a rather nice note other than Re & Ri which was uneventful as usual. hah.

French teacher came back after weeks of disappearing back to Belgium to settle her family matters. bombed an impromptu oral on us, which everybody stuttered equally through so it was alright. was so glad to have her back, even if it was just the last week of lessons already. didn't like the other teachers' teaching. i think Ma & Sa are like the best french teachers ever! =)

Spanish class ended on the nicest note. we had oral and we did fantastic, though i was secretly relieved at it being the last lesson coz i was extremely bimbotic during oral. i had extremely mixed and frustrating feelings at one of my oral group mates though. fortunately the other one was fantastic, or else i would have died. haha. some girls whipped out a camera at the end of the lesson and we started taking class photos! =D yay so happy~ Ar was cute. we were halfway through photos taking when she declared "actually i brought my camera too!" then excitedly went to fish it out. lol! (: spanish was one of my happiest lessons at ntu! =) think i'll continue level 2 next sem. heh.



that's my oral group.



some of the girls in class..



and the whole class!! =D gracias Ar y companeros for making the class so wonderful and enjoyable!! =)

Fr gave me the grandfatherly feeling during trauma! hahaha. think it's just me. anyway, trauma has been a nice and useful mod although i haven't been catching up on it regularly. studying it these few days provoked quite a mix of emotions. it's indeed easy to study and read all that methods and techniques on how to be a good crisis intervention worker. but really putting it into appropriate use isn't as easy as it seems. and for that, i admire Fr a lot! =) certain words stuck in my mind as i read, particularly this:

"when parents die, the children lose their past.
but when children die, the parents have lost their future."

sigh. how unfortunately true!

anyway, it's as enjoyable reading trauma as reading up for abnormal psych. in other words, the textbook is one of those books deardear would have loved to read it as a storybook! ahaha. but the danger is that it's so storybook that it only gets encoded as a fuzzy system! O_O hah. ok need to try to remember more. sigh.

mum's been away for the past two days. and oddly, i found an inner peace being the substitute housewife. hah! and sometimes at night, while i wait for the water to boil, i just move all my stuff to the kitchen table to study and stay there until 2am. hahahaa. it's kind of weird but sometimes i do imagine doing that next time after getting married =X

ah well. just being weird. haha.

or perhaps it's the first time since school started that i feel so peaceful. no more weekly assignments and the sort to worry about. just reading the textbooks and returning to MY more 'normal' sleeping hours (coz my normal is sleeping at 3-4am, but i've been sleeping at 11+pm coz of the immense fatigue from travelling to and fro school hah.). exams can be rather nice at times, not considering the fact that i'm actually not having enough time for revisions =X

ah well. off i go! jiayou!! =)

i hate smoke.
people who invented cigarettes, cigars and the like are morons.
people who invest in them are fools.
people who lose their lifes or their beloveds' lifes to them... i no longer know what to say.

i don't typically hate anything other than wasabi and almond jelly.
but if there's anything i'll hate more with a vengeance, it's gonna be smoke.

I once attended a Psychology career talk at NUS. There was this researcher who went up to give a totally enthusiastic speech:

"I LOVE research! It's just so fun!! When I go for holidays with my husband, we would visit the different research labs all over the world!!"

...


i wonder if she has ever taken developmental lab.

Paid to do it, but fails to make his friend’s wife pregnant after 72 Attempts

In Stuttgart, Germany, a court judge must decide on a case of honorable intentions in a situation where a man hired his neighbor to get his wife pregnant.

It seems that Demetrius Soupolos, 29, and his former beauty queen wife, Traute, wanted a child badly, but Demetrius was told by a doctor that he was sterile.

So, Soupolos, after calming his wife’s protests, hired his neighbor, Frank Maus, 34, to impregnate her. Since Maus was already married and the father of two children, plus looked very much like Soupolos to boot, the plan seemed good.

Soupolos paid Maus $2,500 for the job and for three evenings a week for the next six months, Maus tried desperately, a total of 72 different times, to impregnate Traute.

When his own wife objected, he explained, "I don’t like this any more than you. I’m simply doing it for the money. Try and understand."

When Traute failed to get pregnant after six months, however, Soupolos was not understanding and insisted that Maus have a medical examination, which he did.

The doctor’s announcement that Maus was also sterile shocked everyone except his wife, who was forced to confess that Maus was not the real father of their two children.

Now Soupolos is suing Maus for breach of contract in an effort to get his money back, but Maus refuses to give it up because he said he did not guarantee conception, but only that he would give an honest effort.

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Seriously, WTH!

I think the husband himself should be charged lah! He as good as paid another man to rape his wife! WTH. Why are there such stupid people in the world. Seriously, all 4 of them are idiots!

Grrrr. I don't mean to sound mean, but..

I can't stand stupid people like these!!

@_@

wiseeeeeeeemen sayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

only foooooools rushhhhhhhhhhhhhh innnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~~

but i cannnnnnnnnnnnnnn't help
falling in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~~

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