reading blogs sparked off some feelings within me.

everyone seems to be busy doing some thing or another. and i'm busy slacking and going out everyday. bbbwah. ytd walked past this event for the SPD, and the emcee was saying "some of this ppl may be physically disabled but they lead more meaningful lifes than some of us" now i feel like one of the 'some of us'. say want to look for job say so long never find. say want to look for tuition say so long also never find. just keep coming up with excuses not to work. so shallow~ and by the time i want to work, i don't even have a month left. sheeeesh. that was how i wasted my hols away. so great huh? some useless bum i am. rawr. this is so not gonna happen again in dec/next yr. -hooks an imaginary pinkie-

i suddenly miss volunteering at SAAC! and the outings.. and everyone there.. :( and reading stephie's blog made me envious of her ponies! hahaa~ looks so fun..

and huiting is not that strong a girl as she thought she is i realise. at least for a few days each month, she'll start crumbling. haha if you get what i mean. and when the people i love starts crumbling too, things don't look too positive. and some ppl think huiting has good temper. but huiting only has good temper when she loves the ppl around her. you may call it unconditional love! when i don't make noise, it doesn't mean i like or agree with what the people i love are saying or doing. i just choose to disregard the uncomfort and tell myself i love my friends and family for who and what they are. since they were already like that when i start loving them, i should just accept them for who they are and shut up. so the only time huiting goes mad is the time of the month, when she decides she can't shut up anymore. and then she becomes the unreasonable one. yea, i'm not saying i'm justified in being unreasonable. i'm just saying unreasonable ppl shouldn't be brushed off so nonchalently. and after trying so hard to be understanding and cheering you up when you were unhappy, i get brushed off just like that as unreasonable. at least i don't add on to other's misery.

bbbwah.

so much so for all that moodiness! =X yeap, i'm alright. just spouting some of my monthly rubbish. ahahhaaas. huiting is well again! =)