wowwwwwwww. so long nv blog for someone who is supposedly at home with no hwk everyday! hahah!! :))

ohhhhh. i've been quite busy this wk actually!! hahaha. cuz ALOT of work to do.. so ot everydayy. sadness(mian qiang EC..)!! hahhaa. n i'm SO pek chek. my mentee is still making so many mistakes n i haven't even impart everything to her!! :( n only teach her basics she alrdy mk so much mstakes how to continue impart the rest of the cheem stuff to her?? bleahs. i very scared haven't finish teahcing then thrwo her there alone le lehh. bleahs. am i tt bad a teacher or wat?? :(( bleahhhhh. no wonder i can nv be a teacher! oh wells. hahahah. watever~ but even shirley heard me telling her wat to do le maaa. then i still hafta check her work after she finish everytime.. n i spend more time editing her work than doing my own work zzz.... bleahs. ok i dun wanna be a teacher nxt time. obviously i dun haf the patience! hahaha. =X

ok before i forget.. i shld blog abt this thing tt happened last sat... HAHA.
bert: why r u my exxxxxxxx.....
mab: bcuz i'm pretty.
bert: why r u not my exxxxxx.....
me: bcuz i'm prettier.
mab: why r u my exxxxx.....
bert: bcuz i'm handsome.
mab: why r u not my ex.......
ernie: bcuz i'm handsome-r.
HAHA. suppose to be some stupid private joke. but yea.. u can understand then understand, cnnt understand then dun bother finding out. wahahaha. nwae the bottomline being, ernie n i r cuter than mab n bert. MUAHAHAHAAA. diao... -_-''' dots. so lame~ hahaha.

okkk. so life's been pretty boring for the past wk. cuz after work i'm so tired i juz go home, bathe, eat, watch tv, slp. hahaha. repeat routine. lalalaaaa. =X

ooooh. yx came to my hse on thurs!! :D hahah! so happpppy! so long nv see her le!! she's so cute. n she's so naughty!! n she cries damn loud. hahahha. n her head looks damn funny. i tink her head is quite big seriously... =X doesn't tt sound familiar? like... brandon lye familiar?? HAHAHA. -no offense- :p

yeap. went to pluck eyebrow with yana n shirley @ bugis st ytd after work. cuz they say there got alot of shops then all quite cheap de. then we went after work like 12+ only one shop open -_-''' too early le? hahaha. so juz went in lo... n the person is not very skilled lehhh. n i tink it's quite painful, which isn't suppoed to be... hahaha. n i look weird now! so i'm not going back there!! wahahhah. :p

then went to meet ernie n yuyu @ town to go singing!! went partyworld!!! woooo hoo... :D so long nv sing le... yayyyy!! :)) it's cheaper than kbox laa, but the cushion not very nice to jump on leh... hahaha. lame~ n the food not very nice too... n the thing juz switches off itself when time's up which is super sad cuz cnnt sing on n cheat their money!! wahahaaaaaaaa. -_-'''' lols. then went to eat SUBWAY again. lol. then uhhh ernie went off. n yuyu n i went walking arnd. yayyy! nice dayyyyy. :D i still wanna go kbox again another day!! sing de bu gou shuanggggggg. hahahha! :p

lalalaaa. might go out with mum later! haha see how first lo... :)) buy shoes!!


bahhhhh. actually i've been thinking abt jieru for the past few days. hahah. quite weird. i also duno why.. but the jieru i thinking abt was the one before the big thing happened. like how we used to spend all the happy times together strutting up n down the school hand in hand... the first smile we flashed each other at the jacob ballas studio.... the endless toilet outings. the equally ear-piercing shrieks we have.. how we took turns tearing our ligaments n helping each other around sch after tt... n the time we went for the home visit, n i watched her silently as she taught this old lady how to dance very patiently, then was quite touched but i juz kept quiet. i guess there r times when i still miss the old gaigai... the caring one... n the happy times we spend together. n then i snap back to reality, n i can hardly believe how much she changed. hmmmm.

it's all quite weird. sometimes i'll try to tink back to the old times. the happier times with him. but i realise i can't rmb much alrdy. i duno why. memories with gaigai r still fondly etched in my heart. but memories with him r juz...vague? i duno... maybe huiyu's rite.. i tend to treasure friendship more than relationships. or maybe it's just i haven't seen her for too long or duno wat she's doing.. so i dun get so disgusted with she's doing n blah. maybe it's just a part of me tt dowan to rmb n can't be bothered to rmb anymore. bleahs. i tink it's the first reason ba. hahaha. watever~ i guess it's no longer impt! :)) wat matters now is tt i'm happy with the life i'm leading now! hahaha.

hmmmm. myabe one day we will start talking again... but it definitely wun be soon... maybe one day all the wounds will heal.. but yea.. i guess we all need time.. but i'm certain that i'll never fall in love with him again. period. (: