ok. i juz read something i shouldn't have read. i tink only ernie knows wat it is n where to find it. hahaha. but nvm.. the point is.. i'm feeling quite bad now.. not bcoz of the way i'm treating jieru.. ok mayb abit la.. but i tink i'm feeling sadder about the way i treated yk. at least i tink he is a friend more worthy of than jieru. u may think i sound bad talking like that.. but yeap. i ought to start reflecting too if even jieru is reflecting. i should stop being mean to him... at least it's easier for me to understand him than understand jieru.. it doesn't matter whether she's his ideal girl or not.. that's not impt to me anymore.. i juz dun wanna disappoint him n walk out on him as a FRIEND anymore... i tink he doesn't deserve this crap. if beavan think jieru doesn't deserved to be shoot, all the more yk doesn't deserve all this crap.

i dun really wanna know wat happened to the tekong bunkmate thingy... but yeap. i'll just safely believe that most of it is untrue. even if it's true.. from wat i know of his screwed up character.. he didn't meant for it to sound arrogant n two-timer n all that.. he's just the way he is.. dunno how to talk de. yeap. he should improve on his social skills..watever u call that.

yeap. someone teach me wat to do.. i want him back as a friend.. but i still dun wanna see jieru or have anything to do with her for now.. =X i sound mean.. but sometimes some time apart is really what is needed if we still wanna b frens nxt time yea? yeap.

oh wat i want to say?

orh ok.. haha ytd was super lame.

suppose treat my cousin n gf to dinner @ ichiban. then yaya-ing to ernie.. then i sms him.. then say until tell him i hafta treat them to dinner..going to broke le.. then i SEND WRONGLY SEND TO MY COUSIN. then he kp laughing at me lo.... in the end he insisted on paying.. -_-''' ok then he n his gf abit quarrelsome la. bleah. generation gap i guess.. hopefully things will work out.. =)

nwae.. i realise esplanade is quite a boring place to go alone.. hahaha.. zzz. but it's quite nice la. was stoning on the steps there n chatting on the phone while waiting for them. then so shuang~ hahaha. i should stone more often. ahahas. lame~

then at nite i was chatting with beav.. then pork suddenly called in. then we 3 conference. then huiyu happily called me. n become a 4ppl conference. then ernie even more pro.. straightaway call beavan. hahaha. so it became a record-breaking FIVE ppl conference. hahaha. beavan u shld really do such stuff more often.. at least will cheer u up more talking to ppl who can make u luff.. =)

ok i tink ppl we should really stop shooting jieru le. altho i still abit half pissed half guilty. but yeap. things should come to a stop. she's reflecting too. so we should stop making her feel so bad.. bleah. i sound so hypocrite issit? watever~~ u can choose to listen or not to listen.. it's a free world! ahahas. lame~ but yea. she shoot us doesn't mean we haf to shoot her back also. if we shoot her back.. we're doing the same thing as her.. which is not very nice... someone tell me issit right to put it this way? hahaha.

abit blur liao. =X

k off to work!