ok. i dun haf much time to blog abt all the shit for now. hafta leave for work VERY SOON.

idea is.. i've given up on jieru as my fren.

sorry ppl if i'm making life hard for u'all by doing this. but yeap. i know what i'm doing(unlike someone who has three different versions of she knows wat she's doing..). it's really time to give up n move on. clinging onto something that's not meant to be yours is useless. u'll nv be happy lidat.

since 26th feb.. i've been doing nothing to salvage my relationship with yk, but rather.. i've wasted my stupid time doing everything to salvage the relationship btw me n jieru... n helping her to salvage her relationships with other frens whom i tot she cared for. zzz. i shall stop wasting my time on ppl who kp insisting she's right.

as she drones on n on about helping me change for the better.. why dun she tink about herself? why is everyone disagreeing with her n yk? just for the simple reason that the story got passed on until out of hand?? wake up la. why dun u juz go n reflect YOURSELF. ppl dun juz come together to hate someone for fun.

quotes: "if u dont realise ur mistake n u just keep going on lidat in life.. somehow ppl will just walk away from you.." HAHA. how ironic. why dun she apply that on herself n yk first before dumping her shit theory on beavan n i??

quotes: "if u r not receptive of wat ppl have to say..........all i did wasn't for yk. its for U."[see her blog urself..the march 15, 12.53pm entry.. her blog cnnt copy n paste de.. zzz] isn't that like talking about yourself? u kp insisting u r right n u r the one helping us to change for the better.. then what about yourself?? i can come up with a thousand n one reasons to ask u to change for the better. ur attitude just totally sucks big time.

argh. late le la. dowan blog le. another time ba. so pissed off. hai.