im getting fat i swear. haha i've been meeting deardear for 6 consecutive days this week, and he brings me out to eat almost every day! wahaha

tues - pei deardear to bank in the morning, then had lunch tog, and he went back to school for makeup lecture (monday vesak), to find that the lt there stick a notice saying makeup lec changed to fri -_-''' then he went for the lecture as usual on wed, to find that the makeup lec on tues actually went on in another lt, and the note there was for another mod's lecture -_-''' *pengz*

wed - deardear pei me to blah in the morning then we went back to sch for my RA and his lec.

thur - full day out. noon to laminate stuff, after TEPANYAKI lunch, went for movie. after that went for ASTONS (western food) for dinner. after walking ard abit more, went to CHEESECAKE CAFE (cheesecake, duh) for supper.

fri - gym in the morning. went to EXPO FOOD FARE after tt and ate alot! hahaa. then we saw adidas sale and went crazy. robinsons sale was boring though. ahaa.

sat - met deardear after his work. went to bugis to bai bai, then walked ard. ended up walking ard suntec stonily, still feeling lethargic from the gym. then after sitting ard and stoning ard more, we ended up hopping onto a bus to BEDOK BLK 85 MARKET! =D wahahhaa dinner is shown as above..had such a feast! yay! but i think bedok south was still nicer.. ahaa. 85 abit standard drop liao. hehe.

sun - deardear drove! =D went to ikea for brunch - MEATBALLS! ahaa. then went back to his hall to help him pack his stuff to move out. then we searched for food hungrily at 4+, and decided to go old chang kee. then we were searching for the appropriate car park to park at. and when we finally went through so much hardship with the packing, transporting goods, and parking, and so excitedly anticipating old chang kee, we reached there to find it CLOSED. !E@$#&!@ haha so we ended up with MAC again. haiii.

seeeee! after much bi gong, deardear confessed that he's stuffing me up, so that i grow fat and nobody else wants me! -gives sorrowful look- lol~

anyways, i know deardear has been trying very hard to keep me company for the whole week, and take my mind off the worrisome stuff. and thanks so much for being there everytime i need someone to talk to, and pushing away so much of your stuff just to spend time with me! honestly, i didn't know you were turning down so much stuff! sorryyy!! =X but i really appreciate and am very very touched by all you've done for me =) yeap, i'll be strong and fight on! i know i'll win with deardear's support!! =))

yeap. tmr is finally coming. i won't say i'm not scared, but at least i'm keeping a positive outlook. guess that's the best thing i can do now =] and i know i've done a great job being strong so far, so it'll continue this way til the end!! =) and thanks to all who've been understanding and cheering me on! really helps alot =)
[if you don't understand, don't ask. i'll tell you when everything's over.]


oh and i was watching the charity show for the earthquake just now. it's really very sad, and you just can't help feeling shaken by all the images they show and the true encounters they relate. it's really a heartwarming and touching charity show, given such a limited amount of time they have to come up with it. everyone truly puts in their best and help in whatever way they can, whether if it's just singing or picking up phone calls. and there were no dangerous stunts for once, and no beautiful costumes whatsoever, but true simplicity and the sincerity to help just shines through.

and i think the survivors of the earthquake are the truly brave ones, having to live through all that ordeal, and continue with their lives when so many loved ones are already gone. and their willingness to help the others look for their missing kins really touched me. i really can't imagine surviving all that mess and still feeling traumatised, having to dig through all that rubble to help others look for their loved ones. i think i wun have the strength to carry on...

and the mother who died to protect her baby...i salute her!

bwah. ok i shall stop all that emo talk.. i just wanted to say, all the best to the survivors, and thanks to all the frontline rescue team who helped so bravely, and everyone who tried to help in whatever way they can. and goodbye to all who have to leave us just like that, we all hope you'll be fine up in heaven.
and good riddance to bad rubbish to the liao ning girl.

okay. time for rest! nite nite!! =)