2 papers down!! *phew*

don't feel particularly happy though. just felt rather stoned after genes.. it was supposed to be an easy paper for most i guess.. but i just didn't studied enough i think.. and alot of things studied could not be retrieved from secondary memory either. sigh.

maths was alrite i suppose.. i duno wad to feel about it. hell, it wasn't easy.. but then it wasn't more difficult than past year paper either.. thing is my roomie said last yr's paper was too ridiculous liao, tts why they changed the lecturer and all tt this sem. hmmmm. hopefully will be alrite lor. dun dare to hope for much le.

i think i'm just aiming to maintain my results this sem.. no more lofty aspirations. just trying to maintain this standard is an airy-fairy enough dream. sometimes i wonder if i would be happier if it were like sec 2, when i did so badly tt i easily jumped a huge leap when i started doing well in sec 3. hai.

ppl tell me i'm stressing myself too much. but you'll be in shock when u see the 90 over more stressed up and uptight ppl around me. whoever said that psych will be easy must be crazy. sigh. it's time-consuming, energy-draining, depressing and happy. hahahahaa.

oh well. happy thing today is going back to hall 6! heh. had a paper at src at nite.. so went to look for Roomie after my first paper! hehee. so happyyyy. that is, returning to a hall 6 room again, and eating and chatting with Roomie! (: hehe. i reallly miss that place alot, esp. after going back today. the room is so so so much better than this sucky room here. sighhh. and i miss meals with Roomie and our dear Pink Stool. =)

so tired. so stoned. so grumpy. so relieved. so miss and hate gorilla.

sigh.

off to lala land. i think i deserve a break from all that shit. so do you all. rmb to rest well peeps! :) nites