why is good always followed by bad? rawr. if only good days lasts forever! -SIGH-
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yayy~ looked for my darling fishsee jiejie ytd during our 1hr-break to celebrate her bdae/my lunar bdae together! lols. supposed to have lunch at quad but as usual it was invaded with dragons. so we ended up with macs again @ ny audi. lols.
yeayeapp. then had dinner with my family at nite to celebrate gorgor and my bdae together! was FAB! hehee. i love bedok food..rocks!! :) no photos though, as usual. lol. happy happy! =)
and the suck started today morning.. summary as follows:
- got caught by the POLICE for jaywalking, which was just something i've been doing for the past 15yrs.
- tuition got cancelled last min.. duno good or bad.
- attended a totally STUPID tutorial by a retarded tutor, whom if you can't guess who by now, you must be mad.
- thought would be busy helping julyn with her voting stuff, so didn't bring anything to study. then stayed back for so long to vote for jaron, and ended up not going to vote. so totally pissed!! urrrrgh.
- as if i wasn't pissed enough, i got nagged for the umpteenth time over the same stupid thing after reaching home. YUCKS!
okay. so i managed to master xian's auto-stabiliser technique somehow, and managed to calm myself down after reaching home. =)
and after the past 2 weeks of maladaptive coping with the sudden turn of events/workload in school, i realise that it really helps to take negative things with a pinch of salt. i guess most of you will be feeling the same sucky way as i do, what with all the school work and stuff snowballing and everything just doesn't go your way or just ain't quite what you expected. then the many little irritants get to you and you start feeling pissed. but hey! don't let the little irritants get to you! - they're not worth the time and effort to brood over. spend the time trying to calm down, relax, and solve the biggies first! :)
and.. sometimes whether something is an irritant or turns out to score in your life is just a matter or perception. event A may happen to two ppl.. but one may view it negatively and lament over it endlessly, while the other may just see it as a speck of dust, flick it off, and carry on with life as-per-normal. it may seem excruciating at the moment of time when that irritant triggers..but the more you get irritated and angry over it, the more it gets to you and the unhappier you get eventually. on a lighter note, if you just brush it off after calming yourself down, things will start looking brighter and you'll realise it wasn't really that unsolvable a problem to begin with! =)
okayyy. so say until so easy right? haha. i'm still learning myself la. not very easy.. but it's starting to work abit! lalala~ wei, i'm not blogging this to convince myself k.. haha i'm trying to convince all the tensed up ppl to relax abit and cheer up!! :) and ya.. to those whom i've been grouchy at..SORRY! =X hehee. will try not to be such a major grouch again!
and okay, i'll stop repeating this to stress everyone up.. so i'll just say this ONCE - MID TERMS ARE IN LESS THAN A MONTH'S TIME!!! wahaha~ scary ba? i'm such a saddist! -.-''' ppl jiayou and study hard k! :) *chants away:don't let irritating tutors get to you...."*
yes, i know i'm lengthy again! but it's FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!! -.-''' lols.
nwae.. on a lighter note.. SEPTEMBER IS COMING!! ^^ it's a totally cool month of birthdays-of-the-lovely-ppl and EXAMS!!! -_-''' wahaha.. so study hard and play hard!
and i shall stop nagging and being one of the contributing irritants. wahaha.
tchao! bonsoir! :)
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