"that's the exciting thing i was talking about.."

"OMG. you knew!?"

yada yada. i've been ostracised for a NOBEL cause once again. hahahaaa. yam is gonna ignore me and xian on my 20th bdae. how sad!

and they are so excited that they're not the last to know.. coz stephie and qiqi are still in the dark.

nyahaha. i'm so excited and amused. and ostracised. -_-'''

oh oh oh! look at the time! omg! i need to slp! wahaha~

so high now! i love gungun! :) and i love mabbie too! wahaha~

oh today was great (: hehe. busy lessons and gao xiao tutorials plus funny studying sessions. nice ride home with bestie1. funny tuition with as-easily-amused-as-me tutee. nice long chat with bestie2! all of the above makes huiting a xingfu xiao nu ren despite the long and tiring day! =)

la di da!

on top of it, huiting has been such a good gal studying and doing her tutorials and catching up with her readings consistently for the past few days so that she can go out with all her lovelies on sat/sun/mon!! ^^

awwwww. ain't you falling in love with me!? I'M TURNING 20!!! ---> what's the link? -.-

hahahaa. hey! you guys asked for rapport talk what. at least i'm not report talking!

-mumbles to self-

=D

don't ask me why.. just rmb this day. =)

surfslayer - haha they wun accept such an excuse lor -_-''' lols.
yuyu - haha of coz! but when will that be.... =X
ernie - happy burstday to u too! lols.
-x-/fenfen/yami - hahaa must scare you'all abit so that you'all will motivate me to study what. lols.
talz - haha how come u cannot slp?! my moji's perpetually slping nwae. lols.
pork - PORKIE!! hahahaa. eah why u must put 'in summary'? trying to say i very long-winded right.. hahaha!
mm - you poor dragon girl? hahaha. ke lian de xiao long nu! -.- eah i even poorer lor. stupid SAO so fu yan me! :'(
-x- - hahaa u dun mao chong eat carrot lor. we all know that carrot cakes don't eat carrot! wahaha

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okay. i can plot my blogging frequency against the no. of weeks that went past since sch started, and we'll all see an obvious exponential decay.

hurhurhur.

yet another hectic weekend went past just like that. there was study, work, play. pretty nicely balanced if you ask me. just that i happen to be perpetually uncontented with the amount of play time i have. why can't play-time be an polynomial expression of (work- + study-time)^10? hahahaa. that way, we can all play 10hours for every 1hour of hard work we put in! yea, dream on. =)

my maths tutor mentioned today that there was a German mathematician who became famous for the many researches and studies he did on infinity (as in the 8 rotated 90degrees you always see in maths..). but he eventually died coz he literally went crazy examining infinity.

ahhhh.. maybe we'll all become crazy one day analyzing Freudian and neo-Freudian theories too.

went for wsc interview. i think i'm crazy. if i don't ever get my hall i'm gonna die of fatigue instead of insanity. oh wells. that is if i don't drown in my murky sea of scandals first.

it's barely past week 4 and my blog is showing symptoms of abnormality already.

but hey! i worked hard today! =) *pats shoulder encouragingly*

got more friends getting attached liao! so excited/happy for them! :) hehee. i think i'm weird; i just like to see my friends getting attached. wahaha~ YUYU DEARDEAR when's YOUR turn!? :p lol.

this week's gonna be a busy one too.. zzz. still, i'm feeling quite hopeful about the 'new' year! haha. no doubt i'll turn crazy doing the infinity and one (no, infinity cannot plus one anymore!) things i hafta do. but things just keep getting more exciting! hahaha~

okay. to cut it short before you guys start complaining about my report talk again, it all boils down to the support you receive and the positive outlook you maintain plus a lil' time management! oh, and retain that zest you started out your journey with!! :)

yes, we can all do it! :]

okayy. wed was a totally rocks day, followed by thurs which was a totally sucky day.

why is good always followed by bad? rawr. if only good days lasts forever! -SIGH-

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yayy~ looked for my darling fishsee jiejie ytd during our 1hr-break to celebrate her bdae/my lunar bdae together! lols. supposed to have lunch at quad but as usual it was invaded with dragons. so we ended up with macs again @ ny audi. lols.



yeayeapp. then had dinner with my family at nite to celebrate gorgor and my bdae together! was FAB! hehee. i love bedok food..rocks!! :) no photos though, as usual. lol. happy happy! =)

and the suck started today morning.. summary as follows:
- got caught by the POLICE for jaywalking, which was just something i've been doing for the past 15yrs.
- tuition got cancelled last min.. duno good or bad.
- attended a totally STUPID tutorial by a retarded tutor, whom if you can't guess who by now, you must be mad.
- thought would be busy helping julyn with her voting stuff, so didn't bring anything to study. then stayed back for so long to vote for jaron, and ended up not going to vote. so totally pissed!! urrrrgh.
- as if i wasn't pissed enough, i got nagged for the umpteenth time over the same stupid thing after reaching home. YUCKS!

okay. so i managed to master xian's auto-stabiliser technique somehow, and managed to calm myself down after reaching home. =)

and after the past 2 weeks of maladaptive coping with the sudden turn of events/workload in school, i realise that it really helps to take negative things with a pinch of salt. i guess most of you will be feeling the same sucky way as i do, what with all the school work and stuff snowballing and everything just doesn't go your way or just ain't quite what you expected. then the many little irritants get to you and you start feeling pissed. but hey! don't let the little irritants get to you! - they're not worth the time and effort to brood over. spend the time trying to calm down, relax, and solve the biggies first! :)

and.. sometimes whether something is an irritant or turns out to score in your life is just a matter or perception. event A may happen to two ppl.. but one may view it negatively and lament over it endlessly, while the other may just see it as a speck of dust, flick it off, and carry on with life as-per-normal. it may seem excruciating at the moment of time when that irritant triggers..but the more you get irritated and angry over it, the more it gets to you and the unhappier you get eventually. on a lighter note, if you just brush it off after calming yourself down, things will start looking brighter and you'll realise it wasn't really that unsolvable a problem to begin with! =)

okayyy. so say until so easy right? haha. i'm still learning myself la. not very easy.. but it's starting to work abit! lalala~ wei, i'm not blogging this to convince myself k.. haha i'm trying to convince all the tensed up ppl to relax abit and cheer up!! :) and ya.. to those whom i've been grouchy at..SORRY! =X hehee. will try not to be such a major grouch again!

and okay, i'll stop repeating this to stress everyone up.. so i'll just say this ONCE - MID TERMS ARE IN LESS THAN A MONTH'S TIME!!! wahaha~ scary ba? i'm such a saddist! -.-''' ppl jiayou and study hard k! :) *chants away:don't let irritating tutors get to you...."*

yes, i know i'm lengthy again! but it's FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!! -.-''' lols.

nwae.. on a lighter note.. SEPTEMBER IS COMING!! ^^ it's a totally cool month of birthdays-of-the-lovely-ppl and EXAMS!!! -_-''' wahaha.. so study hard and play hard!

and i shall stop nagging and being one of the contributing irritants. wahaha.

tchao! bonsoir! :)

today was a happy day!! :))

started out tired though. then saac was chaos.. ALL the kids threw tantrums today!
2teachers + 2volunteers + 6kids throwing tantrum = uh oh.
they cried.they screamed.they refused to budge. my darling R even had to be brought to another separate room to be calmed down.. so scary. first time they ALL have down day together! o_o hehee. but towards the end it became better and everyone was in a much better mood after that! hehee.

and everyday, during the start and end of class, they will have this 10-15min thingy called 'Circle Time'. then the teachers will gather everyone and go through with them the day/date/weather of the day and blah..ask how's everyone feeling and go thru' the class rules and their individual rules and all that. it seems quite boring and repetitive, but it really means alot in their schedule la..

so anyway, xian and i had to conduct the end-of-the-day Circle Time today! ahahaas. so scary! first time lor! coz always see the teachers conduct like very xin ku. hafta keep looking excited and happy, then the kids sometimes(actually, most of the time..) will bo hiu you one.. hahaa. but anyway, with the help of the teachers, it wasn't tt bad la. i think the 5 fat sausages rhyme was pretty cute! hehee (:

then at nite we celebrated hq and jul's bdaes at ichiban!! woohoooooo! so coooool!! the meal was great, cheesecake was greater, company was greatest. (: smelt awful too.. felt as though i just walked out of can 2 after that. -_-'''


the birthday girls and cheesecake!


xian huiqi julyn fenfen. see my superb photographic skills!


meimei.bobo&bobo.missmirror. now see their terrible skill..


meimei.yam.mirror. now let moi demo!


ht.meimei.yam.mirror. seeee! got improvement liao!! (:



yayy! happy day~ hehee. i heart the manics!! ^^ happy birthday to both of the august babies! hehee. hope you'all enjoyed everything planned today! hehee.

lastly...

HSS PEEPS PLS VOTE FOR JULYN NG AS SOCIAL DIRECTOR @ HSS LIBRARY, THURS, 11.30AM-2.30PM!!!

haha okayyy. i know the whole world hates my report talk entries.. but i just wanna post photos! :)


that's the Famous Amos custom-made cookie we made for our darling hq's bdae! ^^ pretty huh?


and here's ALL the happy manics! ^^

yay! and we broke the cookie into pieces to eat after lec~ poor shattered heart! :p

happy belated bdae, huiqi! i'm sorry if i'm always talking too loudly and covering up your voice!! wahahaa~ i will repent, i promise! very hard though...hmmmmmms. =X

wooooooo! i have some serious tag-replying to do!

mm: hahaa R was entertaining too! -.-'' ok la..so far no nightmares yet. lol. and I LIKE TO LINK U AND MM. wahahaaaaaaaaa~
yami: what's wrong with white dress and blue flowers! :( so prettyyyyyyyyy~ and my moji is my id - operates according to pleasure principle! :p
fenfen: haha getting abnormal tb is not fun at all! reading it is a terrible headache!! >=(
talz: hello hello! thanks so much! hehee.. you jiayou for ur FYP! dun forget our xmas date!! :D
beavan: HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss you!!! (:
-x-: YES! i know wad u mean.. and each chap increases from an avg of 30 pages to 40pg!! -RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS- ):
ernie: alalal. -_-'''
temp bf: hahhaaa. i not scared of competition! tt competition is as good as nothing..coz u'll never get her. MUAHAHA. -_-''' dots. hahaa. eah i think she's ok only la. lols.. but ya..the front part of the movie super funny~ hahaaa

oh ohhh! wad a busy week! yeappp. like i said on thurs' short entry, i'm learning to deal with my stress and manage sch work! hope it'll be fine..i'm really trying!!! -smiles- =)

genes was a nightmare. i went in blank and came out clean. hahaaa. the only thing i brought out of LT1A was "A!-T!-P!" -_-''''''''''''''' hahahaa. yayyy! stephie explained some of the stuff to me on thur/fri! *grins* THANK YOU BOOPHIE! MUACKS! okayyy~ now i know why only smart ppl can take bio during sec sch.. hahahaa. it's really very cheem! -applauds for those who have taken bio at any one point of their life- :D

R wasn't a nightmare surprisingly. hahaaa. he got JET LAG too. like P! i seriously think he has something against P..always say he jet lag! -.- hahahaa. and tuts were quite light so far. the heavy content parts haven't come in yet i guess. hehee.

long ge's lecture was a roar! okayyyy that shall be the lecture i'll look forward to most every wk! =)

maths lec was good too. hehee. still teaching some pretty fundamental stuff that learnt before in A/C/F maths. hahaa. and the lecturer is goooood! and she's those suddenly say lame joke out of nowhere de. hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ yay! and after so many yrs of studying functions, she's the first teacher who make me don't hate(not love) them! :p

why am i describing all my lectures -.-''

hahaa. thurs was scary~ rush here and there the whole day! from R tut -> maths lec -> R tut again! and i got lost on the way to maths lec!! so dumb~ i feel like a freshie! -.- then after lessons still hafta go tuition @ gl. o_o and my tutee had a test on fri and she was still clueless about everything! wahhh~ so i ended up staying 3hrs! and by the time i reach home i was so hungry and tired that i did very little work in the end =(

bwah! friday was nice~ we gave huiqi her belated bdae pres! wahaha~ damn funny.. i handed it to her, then she thought is I yi ge ren give her two presents de. wahahahaa! :p yayyyy~ the cookie was pretty! and so nice to eat! ^^ and i think P knows me now..coz i broke out into sudden outburst of laughter during his lec =X -blush blush- bbbbwah!

and ytd was a very maths day too! woke up super early to go for a 3hr maths lec. wahhhhhhhh almost died of the cold and hunger! hahaha~ got to know my tut mate's frens, who are not coincidentally all malaysians! lol.. and one of them knows jul..from genos de!! :p heh heh. and after that went tuition @ yt which was mostly maths again.. oh and darling yx has achieved object permanance! ^^ lol.. and she drags the pooh bear i gave her when she was one month old everywhere she goes! :D wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ^^

okayyyy that was a very narrative entry.. lols.

the coming wednesday is a very exciting day!!! it's...*drumrolls* gorgor's bdae + yuyu deardear's bdae + MY lunar bdae!!!!! wooooooooooohooooooooooooo! nv saw such an exciting combi of bdaes before in my entire life!! ^^ okayyyy. so i'm lunching with yuyu, and dining out and maybe catching a movie with my family! yayness(ec)! :D so excitingggggg~

happy happy happyyyy! okayyy. i better go study now le. hehee. so that tmr and wed can go out and play! =)

cheeriooooooo! ^^

not much time to blog in full..

just to let ya darlings know..i'm alright alrdy!! back to the normal sotong! i got lost in sch again today! ya..so you know i'm back to before again.. hahaa.

and not to say i'm no longer stressed..but i'm learning to cope better with my stress already; of coz what you saw on the previous entries are a-once-in-a-month deviant behavior! no worries! i'm really fine!..and busy =X

anyway, thanks to all for your support and concern!!! really kept me going for the past few days! muackkkkkks!! ^^

back to work!

cheerios!! :)

psych tbs aren't really making sense to me.

tuitions are stressing me out.

i think i'm on the verge of a crumbling friendship.

i desperately want to stay in hall again.

-x- : nobody asked about your skin okay. wahahaa~
yami : haha i tot u were talking about the BLOGSKIN la. duh i also know u not talking abt me...unlike shixian. wahahaa~ and blue is also nice wad. hahaa when i went her hse, my ah yi letting her try this new white dress with blue flowers and ribbon..then she so happy keep running about and grinning happily in it. then my ah yi see too big le scared she trip over wanted to help her change out..then she dun let my ah yi change, and started crying! wahahhahaa~
pOrk : ?? hahahaaa.
ernie : hehee. still will fall in love wad! -nyehhhh-
beavan : hello!? this is not metro!! hahaaa. this is just SPECIAL. -_-'''
fenfen : yayyyy! fenfen loves my darling. i love fenfen too! ^^

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alrites. i'm officially terrified of crowds. from the mrt to the interchange to school to library to canteen to corridors...it's all filled with PEOPLE. i'm so sick of seeing crowds that i had the urge to zap all of them and *POOF!* no more~ and i BET they are dying to do the same to me. which is fine with me as long as i come back after a day's retreat.

...

and i had my first taste of a 6hr break today. i think 2hrs was spent queueing and trying to squeeze through crowds and all that stuff. -rolls eyes-

maths tut was nicer than i expected. made new friends! :) -phew!- will die if i hafta go into recluse for 1 whole sem. hahaa. and the teacher was funny..and he always link all the maths theory and eqns to interesting history of some mathematician.. wahahaa so funny. and he pronounced pythagoras as pee-ter-girl-rous. that took me quite some time to figure it out.. hahahaaa. and i went in like 15min late thanks to the horrendous 179 queue.. and later my fren told me he was asking before i came in whether the whole class are chem majors..coz if not chem major means walked into the wrong class le -.-'' hahahaaa. but i checked my registered subjects and it's CORRECT lor!! owells~ he'll be in shock one fine day! -nyahahaa-

and 204 tut was better that expected despite not being taken by the lecturer. no, MM, we didn't get MM either :p hahahaa. and yeap. was super excited when i stepped into the class and saw so many familiar faces! (:

and we're back camping at LWN once again. except this time it's only the 2nd week of the sem and the library is filled up as if it's 2weeks before exams. omg. wth is the whole sch's prob. can students not flood up the whole place? it's damn iritating. i'm gonna get terrified of ppl if this goes on for the rest of the sem. and they actually had a party(buffet) @ the library!! o_o i have no idea for what... like i said, the only reason i can think of is - they're trying to encourage us to bring food in. -_-''' blah.

cca fair was supposed to be fun. but i was too annoyed by the crowds to bother looking at whatever's there.

179 is ultimate. the queue went right up to the opposite end of the interchange.... and i was still telling jaron on the train "don't worry la. the bus keep coming, and the queue will keep moving, so in 5min, we'll be up on the bus liao la". then i reached the interchange and got so stunned and ended up boarding the bus like 15min later.

help.

swarming crowds and boring lectures.

this isn't what i used to love about sch.

thanks god for the so-far-so-good tuts. =)
R, pls dun spoil everything on thurs.

heh. for those of you who've been reading about my darling cousin yx.....ta-dah!
=)

















ha! bet you're in love with her now! :p

yayyy! watched that with fishsee woody and dotty today! hahaha. it's very nice! =) seriously didn't expected it to be nice! the plot was so totally unexpected! ahahhaas. okay maybe i was not smart enough to predict it. heh heh. no wonder jay chou so secretive abt the plot when he was publicizing the movie! okayyy, now i really think he's talented.. hahaa. cong ci dui zhou dong gua mu xiang kan~ lols. okayy ppl.. pls go watch to find out what the 'secret' is! hahaa the infront part was really funny in a corny way.. ahahahhaas. and i finally am convinced that jay chou doesn't only mumble when he sings............. =X

aahaas. the 9months-belated bdae outing was great nwae.. =) ahhhh. it was more like a girls-shop-guys-tag-along-chatting-excitedly-on-their-own though. hahaha. it's just like our bdae outing last yr when we had to tag along and stone at the arcade. is it becoming a tradition to torture the bdae ppl? hahahaaa :p still, it was a fine day! (:

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i hope that thing gets better. it's pissing me off too!

yami - heh heh. it's okayyy. we had fun ytd! sch will keep getting betta! (:
beavan - hahaaa. aren't u pro at finding modes of entertainment? :p
-x- - hahaa yea lor. i also think so. at first i read still seems quite accurate..then i read on it becomes............. =X hahahaa. nwae.. cheer up my dear! life will keep getting betterrrrrrrrrrr! manic manic manicccccccccc! :)
ernie - hahaha how come u suddenly love my cousin? lols. next time i free upload her photos let u see! ^^
mm - you also know 1R is more than enough. i get TWO Rs lor, who's worse?! so you should get MM+R to balance! waahhaha~ and i think i'm downgrading from rejected -> ostracised! :(
yijun - yeababe!! ^^ hehee.. but your sch term's starting too le! have a great time!! :p

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life's been pretty bland - bland in a pretty way. =)


friday kind of flew past in a cute frenzy.

met early for lunch,and then our first cog psy lec. was way beyond my imagination. i tot P would perk things up, but the lec mode,content&tone went hand-in-hand with the boring black-and-white-and-imageless tb. to make things worse, what i dreaded most became an established truth - Mr R's taking me for 2 tuts this sem. the moment P announced that, i had a burning impulse to walk up to him, snatch his mike, and bang my head with it.

...

[on a sidenote, boring lecturers take in boring RAs! HAHA.]

and then there was the silly 179 incident after sch. xian fen bobo mm hh me were at canA busstop waiting for 179 to boonlay. then the bus came, and i boarded it first, and tapped my card. then the rest of them started pointing to the approaching bus at the back. then i silly-ly started walking towards the back of the EMPTY bus so that more ppl can board. then the rest started walking towards the bus at the back. then xian, who was right behind me, hopped off the bus we were already on..and the doors closed, and BRAVO! i was all alone on that darned 179. -_-''' now you know what they do to the manic pres.

THIS CALLS FOR A REVOLUTION!

short but happy moments as such with the manics are what i really treasure most on the hot,boring&ulu lil' island :)


went for tuition today morning @ yt.

met rach @ paris, and took the train tog to tanjong pagar.. was nice catching up..but it just didn't feel the same as before anymore. hmmmm. owells~

then i saw minshan at yt mrt!! we were like squinting at each other from a distance, then drop jaws in shock. hahahaa. yea like, why 2 ppl not living there alight the train together before 10am. hahahaa. and she's going there for tuition too!! wahahaha~ really very qiao. like keep seeing her around nowadays, whether it's in sch or outside! :p
[Quotes: "我们开始有缘了！" hahahaaaaa]

and tuition was like watching a stephen king novel unfold before me. they suddenly announced their prelims/ca are coming in a week's time. WAH LAO EH. and no one bothered to tell me lor!
[Quotes: "i thought u took psle before ma." HULLO!? that's almost 10yrs ago!! and i was in a different sch and under a different system!! *PENGZ* tts like the most original excuse i've ever heard!!]
and so i was apparently more panicky and worried than any of them. god-knows-why. -rolls eyes- primary sch kids are never worried. i wonder why. and they are still progressing at the level of do-one-qn-ask-me-one-qn. and psle is in less than 2 bloody month's time!! greaaaaaaaaaat.
i think i'll be the only one crying if they really(touchwood) fail.

-sighs-

thank god darling yuxuan's in a terribly bubbly mood today. so she kept flashing me that heart-melting-mi-mi-yan smile. literally like this -> :D
hahaa. cute huh? and when she gets to eat/drink nice stuff, i'll show her the thumbs up sign, and she'll grin at me, and flash me back her second finger! hahaaaa. she duno how to do thumbs up -.- wahahaha~ so funny!

okayyyy. i better go mug before no time tmr le!

nday eve was funny..

i woke up to kit chan's voice blasting over the speakers of the sch downstairs.
then i went to sch and the sms network got screwed up again.
and i attended a lecture with an interesting-turned-super long-winded-and-boring lecturer.
then i got stuck in the bookshop queue for an hour, talking about eskimos,igloos,and wives with jy and two other guys whom i dun even know.
and i lugged three super thick and expensive tbs to IMM to meet jun,pork&baba.
then we got quite amused eating in Ajisen.
and of coz it was nice catching up with them (:
then jun,pork&i continued lugging my 3-layered plastic bags worth of books to town.
and we sat in lido drinking one cup of bubble tea and gossiping for very long. and of coz we had fun and laughter and lotsa love :)

so much so for dans outing being reduced to 3dans+1bah. [geddit? 3 eggs and 1 meat. okay maybe pork is a meat too..that makes 2eggs+2meat -.-] owells~ hope we ALL get to meet next time..

[Quote of the day: "there's no easy answer. you have to struggle ur way thru. (Pork, 2007) - in response to baba's "wad's volcano sauce?"] ^^


nday was cool..

i woke up to mum's zao an ni hao blasting.
then i ate and bathed and stoned.
and finally got my butt out of the house to go for tuition.
then i actually managed to navigate myself with a sheet of the map and found the ulu place!
and tuition was quite a breeze compared to all that hassles i had handling pri sch kids..
then i teleported to town to meet mummy and some other relatives, including darling yuxuan! :p
and the total headcount was 5adults+2children+1noisy toddler. =)
then we ate at la mian xiao long bao! which prob wasn't up to standard today coz of the super long queue..
and we shopped at robinsons after that with the sometimes-squealing-happy-toddler and sometimes-bawling-and-screaming-same-toddler. hahahaa. was quite a sight, the big group of us, i must say (=
then we ate hagen dazz (how to spell? haha).
and the toddler became sleepy after abt 7hours..
so we finally started to head home!

yay! had funnnnn~ only regret was not coming back in time to watch ndp.. hahaa.


back to sch again tmr. zzz. haven't done the readings required. bbbwah!

You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.

You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.

You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.


http://media.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/1986/youarewhatyoueat.swf

and that was the end of a weird day~

all that hassles, all for nothing!

thank god for you guys who perked up my morn (:

somebody kill me. my abnormal psych tut is gonna be taken by a mr R. who took us last sem for a certain tut and covered up his wrong teachings with a lame story. HELP!!!!!!! he's gonna turn us all abnormal, literally.

argh!

okayyy, i've dropped french! i hope i dun regret! =]

yea! i swam ALOT today! ^^ and i think i became tanner! nyahahaa! happpy~

go watch tv le..ciao! (:

YAY I GOT MY MATHS MOD!!!!!!! =D

wahahaha~ now shld i drop genes or french? =X

first day of sch was great (: one lecture only and chang had to rush off to give a talk.. so we got to watch a movie instead. wahaha~ slack and nice way to start the sem! :)

and did i ever mentioned how weird it feels to be starting the sem as a Year 2? heh. it's like a new academic year, yet you're not a year older, and yet not technically speaking, you have ppl younger than you that you have to guide now. and ppl usually make new year resolutions to study harder, and we're making them now slightly past-midyear. and we get stuff like new clothes and new books like we do at new year. hahaha. so unofficially speaking, we get 2 new years per year now! ;p wad am i rambling about... -_-'''

and i still want to change my sucky timetable; why's nobody changing my french with me? :( and i want a room in hall; why's hall office not doing anything! :((

went to SAAC as usual ytd morning, before lessons. the lift door opened and the national flag glared rudely at us, or rather, at the mess of kids running around and screaming excitedly/in terror ahead of us. and so we joined in their rehearse for national day celeb.. was great (: i think i was more excited than the kids. hahaa. u hafta understand it was the first time in a few years i get to celebrate national day like that. and it wasn't even anything near the human trains we used to form at chungcheng :)) and for the first time in god-knows-how-long, i sang the national anthem!! omg. wahahaha~

okay, sidetrack abit. the sch downstairs having fire drill. and all the kids are screaming -.-''' hahahahaaa.

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haha i dreamt a weird dream last nite. can't rmb the exact details..but it was something to do with a guy whom i didn't get to see the face. but nwae, we had a great time and all that (really can't rmb wad we did..but prob the normal stuff ppl do when they're dating), and i woke up smiling.

wad a way to start the sem. haha like some new romance or sth. -_-''' ahahaas i'm queen of digressing. wad i wanted to say was.. i rmb-ed when i was much younger, like sec 1 or 2, i had a similar dream about meeting a guy and being really happy playing with him. except that time i remembered the exact details; well, minus his face. i always dream and wake up forgetting faces. -_-''' haha nwae, i think we went cycling, and i was riding behind his bike, and he was doing all those cool bike stunts. then i was so happy and everything felt so right and so perfect that i cried, and i literally woke up with the pillow wet (with tears, not drool.). and after that day, i kept waiting for such a guy to appear; to sweep me off with the cool bike stunts and the everything-feels-right feeling. and before sec3 i think i gave up. i realised it was all a dream and it wasn't gonna come true. it was silly-ly depressing for awhile, indeed.

then i grew to realise that dreams never tally with reality. they are called dreams because of their dream-like quality that makes ppl forsake reality to accept them; yes, we forsake reality in search of hope. but after awhile, we see that Pandora released all vices, keeping only hope in her box, but not making it easily available either. we have to work hard before we get hope too; we can't easily find it in our dreams.

and so i worked hard. and i thought i really found love. but no matter how hard i worked, love just wasn't here to stay. it slipped away while i was hard at work, and not keeping an eye on it. so hurt and mistrust got their PR and came to stay.

but at some time, they got tired too and went for a holiday. love and wariness came to take over. it didn't get better for long. happiness came and went too. hurt came back from its vacation, fully charged, bringing despair along this time. this time, they converted to citizenship.

okayyy as i promised little miss bobo.. here's the time for our add/drop. and i check liao..is REALLY got different timing for different fac de!!! duno who bluff me say everyone the same! =X

Monday 6th Aug (6.30pm to 10.00pm)
AND
Tuesday 7th Aug 2pm - Sunday 19th Aug 10pm

yami - oh not u read then maybe meimei? haha stupid mm doesn't even read my blog! heh. you can go read the book! it be v nice! ^^ oh oh u ALWAYS paichi me lor! and you dowan take same tut as me coz it clashes with ur LUNCHTIME!!! -wails-

[yAnFeN] - arghhh!! SO GOOOOOOD! hahaaa. i got 5-day wk leh! =( i'm trying to change it though. hee. but dun tink it'll be very successful. =X

SuRfsLaYeR - huh wad code? how to regenerate? hahaa.

mab - haha why u dowan teach sec eng? oh u want the webbie? i can gif u.. hahaa. uhhhh national dae i got tuition leh. and duno whether doing anything with my family. if meeting might be afternoon le.. and dun go too far leh.. i wanna watch NDP!! -.-'' hahahaaa~

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have been flipping thru' multiple books concurrently these few days. books include AMaths TB, My Sister's Keeper, etc.. hahahaa. yes, amaths tb. it's been a long time since i touched that stuff, so i decided to refresh my memory abit before i go to my tutee's hse and stare at her qns for hours. ahahas. good thing i did coz everything seemed so alien O_O

oh friday was a blast! (: my little miss bobo is on dean's list! woohooooo! so proud of her!! ^^ she shall be promoted to Mugger of Maniclub! wahahahaaa~ how unflattering -.-'' haha no la.. i think she should be Creative Director alongside the carrot cake. so they can perpetually dissent each other, and we also duneed to QC their products liao! wahahahaa~ i'm such a smart pres! -smug look- ^^

okay i digressed alot. hahaa. nwae, friday's POD was quite a success.. (: and we're in deep shit coz our juniors are super damn smart! -sigh- so much so for the darned dragon babies! first they steal my hall, then they usurp my honours! >=( wahahhaa~ owells! but they look generally friendly la.. some of the girls look abit bimbo though.. and the guys.....well, it suffices to say it's a wonder how the HSS pageant king is amongst the tiny group of 14. hurhurhur. :p

haha and poor mabbie dearie went to Eng filled with hope of marrying Mr. Elvin Ng. but to her utmost dismay, found out from me that her darling graduated from NUS alrdy. hahahaaa. that was very sad indeed~ ;p

oh oh. and met ernie ytd, and did the GOT (Great Orchard Tour, ha). walk until almost peng san before stupid bert trekked over from chinatown to dbg to taka, happily eating donuts all the way, then meeting the poor tired and hungry sotong and ernie for dinner at 9pm. thanks hor, bf..we almost died!! O_O hahahahaa~ yayyy~ but it was refreshing meeting bert&ernie! wahahaha.. nice nice niceeee! (:

and on a sidenote, yuyu deardear, pls recover soon and stop carrying heavy stuff! and yea, ernie will rmb to ask for a size XXS instead of the usual size M next time he drops by for another visit. hahahaa~ and ya, u can feedback to Spain that i still wanna get clothes for my boyfriend. :p

and we should all cherish the last day of hols!!!!!!!!!!

cya all darling peeps tmr in SCHOOL! (:

haha! i'm under the category of ppl who needs to be pushed to blog nowadays! lols..

okayyy. haven't been very busy nowadays, just didn't feel like turning on the comp.. heh heh. nowadays feeling abit cut off from technology.. ha. only use hp and comp when need to contact ppl or check impt stuff. heh heh. oh but i'm going out and watching teevee alot though! :p heh.

oh and i finally watched Spider Lilies! it was a lil' below expectations leh.. abit arty, but not quite artsy enough.. story was too slipshod i thought. owells~ -shrugs-

POC/D is finally happening tmr! =) after so long..finally it's coming! hahahaa. hope everything runs smooth :)

alriteees! i got tuition liao! yayyyy. finallyyy~ hahahaa. BUT.. it's starting on NATIONAL DAY. boohoohooooooooooooo -.-'''

bbbbwah! i wanna change my timetable!! ahahaas. if i can't get maths i wanna change my French to less-ungodly timing!! =X hahaaa. and if i knew i weren't gonna get maths, i could have gotten less-unearthly psych tut timings like the rest!! then little miss bobo wouldn't have outcasted me!! -.- wahahhaa~

i'm talking gibberish! just excited at the sudden spate of events taking place.. hahahaa~ oh and i finally swam ytd for the first time in godknowshowmanyweeksalready. hahaha. and thanks to mabbie the snowman, i didn't get any tan!!! =( ahahaas. nvm! i shall pray hard that it'll be bright and sunny tmr at the carpark! ^^

heh heh. starting on this book (yes, mad ppl start reading at the END of their hols -.-) by Jodi Picoult called My Sister's Keeper! hehe. yes, i know i abit the slow.. Xian finished reading it le, and i think Yam/MM mentioned it before, and Mabbie has the book..and i'm only starting it now. hahaa but nevertheless, it's a nice read! :)

lalala~ i know i mention this every single time i blog.. but still, hols are coming to an end liao!!! yes, finally time to start 'work' again.. and STOP SPENDING UNNECESSARY MONEY!! ahahaaas~ =X rawr. i should start revising my French too if i dun pray hard enough and dun get maths. BLEAHS! =S

life's short.. we should just take it as we come, yea? don't fret over the little irreversible things anymore. =]