blah. jus spent the whole morning clearing my drawers.. supposedly can finish quite fast de.. but ended up looking thru' all the stuff and reading them again.. hahaa~ saw alot of the feb/march stuff.. realised that i kept quite abit of the notes passed b/w me deb n clara while working @ SP =) felt all warm and nice all over again..guess i'm grateful for their support thru' my tough times! :) and then there were postcards from bert&ernie too! written in a rather funny but sweet way.. couldn't help smiling to myself =))

and there was The Diary.. didn't read the whole thing..but just scanning a few of the entries already bought back a bitter feeling. and i just didn't want to look at it anymore. the past few days were tough.. certain ppl just raked up comments that stirred up more memories and feelings of contempt.. maybe it's just i didn't really move on properly or maybe it's just something in me that will always be there, or possibly it's purely pms. even after so long, when news reach me that somebody did something dishonoring that i was in the dark about, i still feel disgusted and irritated. yes, everything's over now; but the effects of what you did are somehow lasting and carries over to the present, when i am still quite badly affected by it. ok, sounds cheem.. affected as in physically affected. okkk, nvm. i don't wanna dwell on and on about such a topic. =X but all the same, The Diary went into the refuse chute. =) figured out i didn't want to read about how pathetic i was clinging on to something stupid. so *poof!* it disappeared! :)

going down to do my hair.. FINALLY after so longgggggg. =X i hope it's gonna be cheap. bleahhhhhh. hahahaa. yes, i am admittedly brokeeeeeeeeeeeee. -_-'''

argh! christmas is here!! hahaa. was here. am here. am still here. -_-''' yeaaa, whatever rite. hahaha. i was trying to emphasise.. today's the 2nd day of xmas!! coz there are 12 days of xmas! rmb? that equates to 12 months of my bdae, and 12yrs of ernie's bdae! wheeeeeeee~ hahahaa. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNIE!!! =D hahahaaa. u better wish me back. lols.. -.-

okk.. hopefully can get down to sch one of these days to apply for hall.. and hopefully still got nice hall/rooms! hahahaa~ POONIE QUICK CALL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! =) ahahassss..

bahhhh. keep getting weird dreams nowadays. the night before think i dreamt about getting back results!! -.- hahaha i got the mabbie disease..dream about results!!!! -.- lols.. but can't rmb wad the exact content was also liao.. jus know it was a dream about results. then i woke up worrying about hrm. and thinking whether i will cry when i see my results. hahahaa. but seriously, i'm still more worried about my cores and forensic -.- haha..i'm hopeless laa. totally bu ren zhen and cannot be bothered abt hrm. =X then today morning(first phase of REM slp!! hahaha~)..i dreamt about i was dating some big shot -.- hahaha so lameeeeeeeee. and i didn't even liked him! diao. -_-''' hahaha whatever lor~ i trust this just is the activation-synthesis theory cranking up! hahaa..so fun blogging the Santrock style again after so longgg!! -.- and yea.. also today morning(second phase of REM slp!! wahahaha~).. i dreamt about watching some frens(forgot who liao) playing some computer game which was quite dumb n abit gross..and it suddenly became reality!! BLEAHHHHHHHHH. talk about gross.. i suddenly end up watching a boxing game!! -.- Freud's gonna tell me i'm trying to fulfill my wish of being violent? dots. haha. whatever~

eeeeeeeeeeeeee. the year's coming to an end!! and for once, i really feel good about this year! hahaa.. think i'll usually complain or something.. but this year, on looking back..i think i've really gone thru' alot and grown up alot. =) and then i got to know of alot of new and very good frens!! and then also, got to meet up more regularly or at least have a gathering or two with the older long-time-no-see frens! :) and then i grew closer to my close frens too! =)) yayyyyyyyy. and working has let me learnt alot.. and uni life is fun!! heheee.. so happyyyyyyyyyy!! YAYNESS(EC)!! =))