ever heard of the phrase 'xiong kou na men'?? that's how i'm feeling now.

hahaa.

as in.. i feel this huge sense of..i-duno-what down there. like... a series of weird feelings.

1 frustration
2 sadness
3 hopelessness
4 boredom
5 irritation
6 realisation
7 ...

i wish i would just snap back to reality. recognise the leading-nowhere/ness of the whole darn situation. i just need to empty out all my random feelings and concentrate on my studies.

or maybe it's just the subject that's making me frustrated? aha~

arghh.