phewww. am so tired.. haha

went to meet the dans in the afternoon.. dabao from lot1 n went to yuyu deardear's hse.. hahaha fooled arnd lor.. then sang karaoke.. lalalaaaaaa. finally got my present from her!! wahahhaa. it's this super cute ragdoll wearing a sotong necklace!! wahahaha~ i love it to bits mann!! *awwwwwwwww* she's so cuteeeeeeeeee... =) but alast! poor herrrr. has been raped by porkie alrdyyy!! =((

aha.

then left for my cousins' hse to tutor them... ehhhh literally vomit blood mannn. ahahas. but thennnn~ oh well. ahahas. nvmmmm. =)) n my darling yuxuan was thereeeeee!!! =D))))) tee heeeeeeeee~~ n she LET ME CARRY HER!!!! woooooo hooooooo~~ which is such a miracle considering she NEVER ever lets anyone carry her except her parents n my auntie uncle who looks after her... wahahaha~ so u can imagine how elated i wassss!! ^^ heeeeeeex. she's such a darlinggg!! ^^ -sighs-

btw.. i tried to scan the sat's neoprints in today morning!! but the quality was so horrible tt i gaf up!! =[ ahahas.

yayyy. i love my sotong ragdoll! (:

heeeeeeex.

after chatting n meeting up n catching up with lots of my frens this 'long' wkend, i realise ultimately... that most of us have changed. yeap.. sounds dumb n cliche.. but then, how true! like.. ppl whom u haven't seen for like only one or two months? they can change to the extent that...... no, actually it wasn't that big a change la.. haha. i'm juz trying to emphasise the fact that ppl DO change. ahahas. i guess i've changed in a way too... hmmms. is tt gd or bad? =X

n more ppl r getting attached.. or some on the verge of getting attached.. FINALLY. it's the let's get attached season!! ^^ muahahaaaaaa. rmb beginning of the yr was let's all breakup!!season.... wahahaaaaaa. i mk it all sound so ridiculous n all.. but it's true ain't it? ahahhas. =) -sighhhh. thou shalt be happy for thy friends! =))

ahahas. dot u enjoyed banquet? aha. pls analyse n explain it to me nxt time if got chance.. hahaha. i tink it's not bad also la. definitely better than american haunting!! wahahhaa~ -.- yeap yeapp. mab dearie i will always lurrrrve uuuuuu!! :p wahahaha. beav why u so boreddd. ahahas. *waves to porkie* pls do not rape my sotong ragdoll anymore.. she so cute n innocent..how can u even bear to xia shouuuuuuu =( wahaha

hmmmmmmmms. i tink i shld juz move on to the next phase of my life alrdy! taking too long a break stuck at the current phase... shld EMBRACE the future!! wahaha... with grace, dignity, confidence, purity, vitality, enthusiasm, passion, HOPE and FAITH. yea.. juz throw in lotsa rubbish vocab.. the crux lies in hope n faith. do i have enough of that to carry me on to my nxt phase of life? nah.. dun tink so. at least not yet.. ahahas. if i'm not ready, i guess it's better to remain stagnant just as i am noww.. heeex. =) gotta get over with all da 'nightmares' n all that first.. regain my faith!

kinda long entry i guess... just pulling random thoughts out from the air, n throwing them in.. cooking a hell load of rubbish. aha! i wish i could be clearer about what i really wanna address.. duno wat i'm trying to get at either.. hmmmx. =X

i wanna eat popeyes. haha tt was kind of random eh? :p

n my break is 'over', not literally. ahahas. idea is...after four days of play, it's time to settle down to study!! =( got so much undone... so much so that now i tink of it, it's kinda scary! =X

argh. wat's bothering me?? :(

haaaaai~ sometimes i wish all my frens could remain happy n be happy.. sometimes i wish i could be there with them during all their happy n sad moments to share everything with them.. but due to time n other constraints like 'tian shi di li ren he', no..i can't.. bahhhhh. bet u dun understand wat i'm trying to drive at.. ~sigh. nvmmmmmmmmmm. hahaha

oh yea~ another random thing! dad offered to sponsor me to tk up driving! then mum n bro overheard, n the 3 of us went hysterical laughing at the thot of it -.- wahahaha how bad is tt? i mean, seriously..i really shouldn't put the fellow road users to harm eh? bwahahaha(DC=dotty copyright hahaha).... n i tink i'll waste petrol going arnd in circles or something too. hahahaa. according to ernie.. if u even muster the courage to ask me for directions, just go the opposite direction that i pointed out. which i tink he is absolutely right.. cuz i happen to have this notorious hist for walking to somerset frm orchard mrt in an attempt to get to fareast, n walking to wheelock frm cine in an attempt to get to ps. so yea~ me driving?? -shivers- hhahahaaaaaaa. so i was arguing with someone tt day that this shows tt i'm gonna live a rich taitai life in future, waiting for hunks to chauffeur me arnd or something.. n someone goes.. "yea..if u manage to find a rich dumb n blind guy.." =] thanks~ so much.... ahahhasssssssss.

whatever lorrrrr. =)

oh ya.. after like 2mnths of on-and-off abandoning of the bk, i finally finished my Time Traveller's Wife!! =)) it became more n more captivating towards the end.. so touching.... i was like reading on the long train ride to cck today morning.. n was like brimming with tears.. then i realise i reach je le, n nearly didn't alight on time ! =X ahahhas. how niceeeeeee. been a long time since i cried over a storybk. hahahaaaa. but then....maybe it's juz me being emo n pms-y! :p

muahahaaaaaa. been blogging for like god-knows-how-long... time's 11.49pm. go figure yourself! nitey guyssss! *sotong ragdoll waves gdnite* ^___^

somebody's leaving tmr!