19th Sept '06 Tuesday 9.20pm

went back to school today.. for the RP prog.. n shun bian studied with hy jul sx hq hh.. SO tired.. =((

really very very tired le.. studied quite alot ytd n then today wake up so early go sch study again.. so tireddddd. juz wanna tk a breakkk. tts what the coming hols r for rite? nahh.. gonna have tests for ALL subjects when sch reopens. arghhh. sucks mannnn. wat's wrong with the teacherssss. hahaha. ok laa i know it's for our own gd actually.. urge us to touch the tb before too late.. hahaha. but still....... =(

bahhhhhhhhhhs. so so tireddddd. maybe i shld really stop being a gd gal.. hahahaaaaaaaa.

i wanna stay hallllllllllll. the travelling is killing meeeeeeeeee. wahahaha the pasir ris girl is finally admitting defeat. n there comes a day when she is actually finally sick of travelling! lols. hall hall halllllll. i wanna stay hallllllllll.

ahahas.

so tired. i wanna burn all my notes.. all of a suddden forensic no longer appeals to meee. hahaha what's wrong with me?? =(

n i kp worrying abt my minors n pe/ge all tt stuff... argh. suddenly feel so lost.. wat m i gonna dooooooooo.

bahhhhhhhhhhhhs.

i wish i cld pick up the phone n call someone whom i can just talk cock with n forget everything i'm supposed to do.. yea i noe i juz finished talking to mab.. but i kp having this nagging feeling to get off the phone n do my work.. then when i get off the phone i'm too tired to do my work... then i wanna tk a break n go rest or something.. but it's juz too early to rest =(( hahaha my releasing of melatonin doesn't start so early! -.- arghhhhhhh. n if i juz stone for the rest of the nite i'll feel supa guilty for not doing anything.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

*stress*

hahaha can i like juz S/U everythingggggggg. wahahah.......... typical stupid ht.. grumbling at the slightest stress! wahaha.. i'm not exactly known for working well with stress mah. oh wells... nvmmm. it's juz a phase i'm going thru'! the strong n determined gal will be back tmr morning pia-ing for all her stuff again!! -hopefully.... =)

siti says it's ok to get a B for writing class.. cuz writing ain't easy.. a B is gd enough.. hahaha. maybe she's right.. but i still feel rotten.. =( silly writing class..deflating my ego! =(( bahhhhhhhhhs. okk i muz put in more effort for the 2nd assignment!! =]]

hahaa this entry is getting way too depressinggggggg! buck up gurrrrl!! *rawrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh* yay i can do itttttttttt!!! =]]]]]]]

*breathe in*breathe out*


sighhhhhhh... i miss........