bleahhh. was a very happy wk.. then i came back n decided to read blogs before i blog. then i read jess blog. n i feel so rotten now. feel like cryingg. :(( i guess all the dans will always miss the old her.. no matter what, she has walways been a part of us, n someone who cared for us n we cared for... reading jess blog took me a walk down memory lane.. both the happy n sad lanes. i really miss the old fren i guess... but was browsing thru' my sms on a long train ride juz now.. n saw an sms jess sent me at tt period of time.. she said she didn't want her to think that she can be so easily forgiven everytime she blunders... true enough.. but have we all been angry for too long? wat if she nv takes the initiative...does tt mean up to the day i lie in my coffin i still wun get to relieve the good old classical gaigai hugs?

jess.. u tink too highly of me le ba.. u always think i'm not at fault regarding the whole issue.. but i guess i wasn't a good gf at that time too.. maybe that was wat gaf him an excuse to have a change in heart... sure..u can ask me to shout it out loud, n i'll tell u.. i really loved him.. but loving him n being a spoiled brat are two different matters. i guess i was too ba dao in some ways n tt made him tired to carry on with the dumb sotong gal. mayb tts why he thinks i took him for granted.. i duno... n i dun really gif a damn anymore... too tired. perhaps this break was a gd thing afterall...made me see the scary n ugly side of him...

nwae... thanks jess.. i really treasure my frendship with u too! al though we hardly haf time to meet.. there r times when i'll think abt the silly days @ SA when u try to rape the rest of the dans with pork... hahaha. then i will laugh to myself like some idiot.. =))

n i miss the rest of the dans too! can't wait for thursday to come!! :))

blahs. in a really saddening mood now.. but i guess i'll try to blog abt the rest of the wk to attempt to cheer myself up!! haha. =)


heex.. the whole wk juz went pass in a blur!! haha.. first of all..i suddenly became this VIP at work. hahaha. as in not guest of honour type of VIP... but do alot of sai gang de VIP.. -_-''' hahaha. stupid josie.. make me stay back for ot practically everyday.. n ask me to do SO MANY things. i kp walking to n fro her table zzz... damn tired when i reach home everyday!! then he just popped a bomb on shirley n i on wed n told us 2new gals coming on thurs n we suppose to coach them. -_-''' so thurs was my busiest day @ SP ever! hahaha. the new gal is ok i guess.. haha but haven't learnt everything la.. handing her over to bernard.. not my fault ma!! really no time to coach.. hahaha

tues after work went topshop with shirley to get her shorts.. then went up to kino c uz both of us wanted buy books.. then the book i wanted to buy cnnt find! in the end the staff dug out two kiam chye copies for me.. but obviously i wanted one i better condition? haha so she helped me call to reserve a copy @ taka branch. went down on wed after work to get it.. n it's still untouched. haha cuz still trying to read shirley's book finish le then can retuen her asap! :)

then thurs nite went to eat @ newton food centre there.. yana n i's treat!! yana, for her first pay..n me, for my last pay! lols. n we silly-ly didn't know it'll be so ex.. so we bot like 50 each only... n in the end eat ontil like.. over $150?? hahaha. cuz there target tourists de ma.. hahaha. then yea the rest forked out some money each but we paid them back on fri of cuz.. heex.. nvm the money.. i was truly really the happiest gal tt evening!! :)) so many ppl came for the dinner!! all the temps except the 2new girls n yp, yana, weiling n patrick, DEBBIE!! :D that totals up to 11 ppl!! haha.. really like reunion dinner lo.. so happy!! ^^ gawd i really didn't realised how much i missed debbie until i saw her!! :)) yayyyy~ am going her hse one of these days before sch starts! heex..

then we went town after dinner.. n yw say want go paragon collect something.. then we ended up stuck there cuz got this charity auction then ALOT of celebrities came!! so we stand there drooling like idiots @ this SUPER HOT guyyyy. hahaha. ok there was only one or two hot guys.. but the guys feast their eyes like duno wat... so many chiobus!! :p then i didn't even realise clara n debbie MIA until i finish drooling. hahaha. then they say they went to look for their fren who's working there.. haha. so we walked arnd looking at those perfumes n stuff.. then fooled arnd, with yw being the joker as usual... haha. then debbie n clara suddenly reappeared with MY PRESENT. omgggggggg. i was damn stunned n touched laa. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :):):) wasn't even expecting it!! hahaha. n guess wat they bot? giordano JUNIOR. hahaha like thanks~ lol. but quite nice laa heex.. shirt n jacket.. heex.. tts my THIRD giordano jacket le zz... but nvm i still love them!! as in ALL OF THEM cuz everyone shared! heex.. ok i can strike off the puma jacket on my list le.. duneed buy le.. hahaha.

then fri was a very happy n cheery day too! heex.. n YP SAID I AM CUTE. omggg. i laugh until i fell down. WAHAHAHA. then yana n i asked josie to help us buy breakfast for everyone on sat morning.. hahaha. cuz tt day thurs nv treat the boss n the perms ma.. so abit weird.. then if dun buy for the temps oso very weird.. so buy for everyone lo.. hahaha! n i spent almost two hours at nite writing n drawing cards for them! hahaha. n i am pissed with gungun. cuz everything i do for them or they do for me, he wipes up all the thoughtfulness n effort with his stupid wet blanket. i seriously felt like strangling him? haha u finally figured out why i kp scolding u? lols.

nwae... yeap. today was a happy day too!! :D breakfast!! hahaha then gaf out my cards to them!! n they were all quite happy i guess.. heex :) n i was quite touched when clara said she slept at 3am but crawled out of bed juz to eat my breakfast!! :)) i guess i'm really really gonna miss each n everyone of them there! haha even yp for her stupid antics. hahahha. then when i was leaving they very funny. coincidentally everyone was arnd.. then they were like standing arnd waving to me n wishing me all the best n blah. hahaha. like some celebrity lidat.. n i promised yati to come back to kk to see her baby when she delivers!! :)) n tt was the end of a close to 7mnths service @ SP Halifax! ^^

walked arnd with shirley n yana while we waited to meet our respective ppl.. hahaha. nothing much.. yana bot me a tee shirt!! :)) heex.. then shirley n i were damn funny.. cuz she was heading home n i was heading to commonwealth to meet my mum.. then we conveniently forgot.. n tot as usual we were taking the opp direction de trains.. cuz she lives at boon lay.. hahaha. then we went down to the platform n her train came.. so we hurriedly hugged n say our byes before she entered the train.. then suddenly i rushed after her n went "heyyyyy. i'm taking towards the west tooooo!!" hahahahaaa. lame! :p

met mummy!! went queensway finally... n bot our sports shoessssssss!!! :)) yayyyy. i got nice nice sports shoes now!! hahaha. FINALLY. wanting to get a new pair for super long le.. hahaa. she bot running shoes. but i bot cross-training. haha. cuz dun tink i'll be running so much nwae... n wanted to buy casual ones.. but in the end think think still decided to buy abit better quality de juz in case... hahah.. i have prettttaaay shoes now!! ^^ n then we went to AV for early dinner!! omggggggg. how i miss the days! hahaha. going AV with dans.. n tt time go dabao for CS peeps! :)) heex.. we eat until damn full laaa. ordered so much! :) then came back to paris shopped abit more then went home.. hahaha happy dayyy! =D

omgggg. such a long entry! hahaha.. but yeaaa. i'm so gonna stop myself from thinking so much! hahaha.

here's the deal for the following wk:
sun/16july-meet beav, n hopefully cindy
mon,tues/17,18july-call up miss wee, party world, ntu finance, slack at home. [haha nvm if u'all dun understand.. for my own reference de. lols.]
wed/19july-pirates of the carribean @ cine with colleagues!
thurs/20july-meet dans, baba, andy!
fri/21july-planning to meet debbie!
sat/22july-kbox with bert they'all!

=))