blahh! ytd was funn!! met up with huiyu in the afternoon so she can go her shopping... then evening met up with rest of the dans n andy n baba n went for dinner @ sizzler! hahaha. quite nice.. =) nxt time i'll juz haf the salad bar...wahaha. ok nxt time zai shuo ba... it was So great meeting up with all of them n chatting n catch up n all that stuff... =))

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but i guess my spirits got dampened towards the day of the day ba.. cuz tinking of jieru n all tt stuff... yeap. maybe it's really time to face her again. but i can't help feeling weird n got those 'bu xiang de yu gan' about meeting her again. haix... i guess it's just me ba... but seriously i duno how am i going to face her.. all the nasty words exhanged when i was angry n all tt.. it suddenly seems weird. n the thought of meeting her brought back all the awful memories last nite... the whole thing. have i really put the whole thing past me? arggh. feel so horrible. nearly cried on my way home last nite. :( everyone can put down the whole thing n forgive her alrdy...but i'm still so hesitant abt meeting her... wat's wrong with me?? blahh! i noe deep down i still want the fren but i duno if i'm ready... i really duno how to face her n talk to her... wat am i supposed to say?? blahh. but i really wanna see an old fren n find out how she's doing... know how she feels abt the whole thing n all tt too.... so why am i hesitating?? i'm supposed to be strong rite? bleahs. =(( this is so screwed up. wth is wrong with me???

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i hate sas guys. wth is their problem?? is there a need to tell the whole world wat u do?? very fun issit?? so nice to hao lian issit?? stupid bigheads irritating ignorant selfish jerks. they never ever spare a thought for others before they open their mouths, do they?? >=( i absolutely cnnt stand sas guys!! WTH IS THEIR PROBLEMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!! urrrgh. n it's not just ONE sas guys. it's TWO freaking sas guys. no i'm not talking abt who u tink i'm talking abt. blahs. nvm. haha. u dun hafta know who i'm talking abt. urrrrrgh. selfish moronic bastards. wthhhh!!! blahhh. u guys better not offend me again or else i'm so gonnaaa................... what? what am i even supposed to do? blahh! whateverrrrrrr. juz cnnt be bothered. esp. by ONE OF THEM. ok at least the other one apologised. but if he hadn't apologised i would have slapped him hard. wat's HIS problem>??? -_-'''

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hahah there's gotta be better things to do then spending my hols worrying abt an old fren n scolding two stupid sas guys? blah!