okkk. thank u my dear fren for being there for me always! thanks for really treating me as your fren, n not just ur gf's best fren! =) that's one thing i've been very grateful about regarding our friendship! hahaha.
anyway.. guess we really got closer at that period of time when we were stuck in roughly the same situation lo. erm.. can't rmb exact date.. but around the day when i bot the geisha book n we had dinner with bert @ bugis pastamania! :) hahaha ok. but i realise our common topic then was like... mab,yk. mab,yk. mab,yk. HAHA. zzzz.... but yea.. at least we were there for each other thru' those rough times. guess u were the one who understood me almost FULLY at that period of time ba. mayb that's why we became such good frens. =X
haha but watever it is.. just wanna thank u for being there for me when i broke up with yk. thanks for listening to me cry n talk. thanks for going out with me n san san xin, n helping me talk to yk when i talk until too distraught n broke down. =X hahaha. thanks for the so many so many things. u've been a GREAT fren to me! ^^
mayb i haven't been that great a fren when u broke up with mab ba. cuz i was like trying to be fair to both of u n not take sides. but i got listen to u lo! hahaha. watever~ like i trying to tao gong lao... -_-''' yeap. then erm.. towards the end of these few wks.. i noe i seem like very harsh to u n keep scolding u lidat... but yea.. my intentions were nv bad.. nor were they siding against mab.. i just hope u will give youself a chance to start anew.. dun keep dwelling in the past n sink urself in that type of misery everyday. it's not wrong to love a person.. but there should always be a limit. u can care for the person..but dun be obsessed about it. no i'm not asking u to throw her alone by herself or anything. u can still care for her n all that.. but u shld lead ur own life too! do things with other frens too. enjoy urself, whether or whether not she's by ur side! dun always insist u can't be happy without her.. u noe u can do it if u try hard enough. just be her fren for now.. the rest.. just leave it up to fate ba. dun haf to think about whether can get back together.. just b a special fren to her! =)
take this enlistment as a chance to gif each other time to cool off. like see wat it's like to take time off each other n be independent! this type of things u will nv know if u can succeed until u try. moreover, now u'all r forced to stay away from each other. maybe this will gif both of u time to think thru' wat u'all really want ba. =) n most important thing is learn to be INDEPENDENT!! hahaha like me.. seriously it's quite amazing how independent u can learn to be when u r forced to. hahaha. ^^
k la.. shall stop here. all the best! if u really want to go ocs.. go ahead! i'll try to take care of her for u.. i might not be able to do a job as good as u.. but i wun leave her alone too! :) n yeap. really thank you so much for being my fren!! =)
one last look at ur pretty hair before it's gone....
HAHAHA. bye fren! :)
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