oh no, oh no.. i'm so drained from ytd's mugging session that i've not been doing anything the whole morning! =(

ytd's was the ultimate.. i've never in my entire life, spent such a long time rotting in the library.

11.30AM: start mugging.
1.30PM: pon lec, went back to hall to bathe.
2.45PM: went back to library, dump stuff, went for lunch.
3.30PM: continued mugging.
8.45PM: went for dinner.
9.30PM: continued mugging.
10.45PM: went back to hall.

count, count, count. that's like at least a freakin' 8.5 hours!! O_O

so i nearly died, cos' the day before i slept at like 4am and had to wake up for a 9.30am lecture. x_x

huiting is pronounced braindead.

***

and we were talking about boyfriends and marraige. hahahaaa. to protect the rights and reputation of everyone involved, the characters involved in the 38-ing session should be dubbed 1,2,3,4. hahahaha~


::PART ONE::

1: 2 says she wanna get married by 23!
me, 3, 4: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2: -stunned look- but no denial.
me, 1, 3, 4: wow.. can start looking for bf now liao leh.. 23 jus grad lor! how to get married?!
me: wah, then u must marry ur FIRST bf leh.. O_O
1: huh.. bu yi ding ma..
me: (reminded of 1's fren who had 2 ex-bf/s before entering a particular sch, and 13 ex-bf/s upon grad from that sch) hahahahaaa
1: eah, nwae.. can help you keep a lookout leh! hahahaa~ wad qualities you looking for??
*yak yak yak* attention suddenly shifts to 3.
3: must be taller than me! cannot be scared of cockroaches! best if can cook!
1: how tall are you? can la.. all my friends at least 17_ de..
3: 156..
1: plus allowance for you to wear heels, find one 170 for u de can liao la.. 180 de i can keep for myself!!
me: I ALSO WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
(ignored) -_-''' ---> this always happens.
me-->1: eah you got date anyone shorter than u before arh?
1: NO!! i will never!
me, 2, 3, 4: *in awe* wowwwww.. where u find so many taller than u de?
1: poly alot ma..
me: eah, yea lor yea lor! i also realise poly guys on avg taller.. so sad! all the short ones go to jc!! :( hahahahahahaaaaa (guys reading pls dun be offended. hahaa)
1: eah, true leh. poly alot of tall and quite shuai de guys..
me: =(( nwae, marriage is such a hassle! don't get married is THE BEST!!! hor, 4?!
4: *snaps out of dreamy mood* huh? what?
1: hahahaaa.. (repeats wad i said)
4: orh... yea lor yea lor.. of cos!!
me-->4: eah, actually.. seriously, i think you should look for bf leh.. why u so unreceptive de?
4: *crosses fingers* no no! wo mei you ren yao la..
me, 1: eah, say leh.. wad qualities you look for?
4: actually wo mei you xiang ni men xiang zhe me duo.. as long as i like the person can liao ma..
me, 1, 2, 3: wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.


::PART TWO::

2: ytd nite i asked '5' a qn, then she couldn't slp after that!
me: WAH. wad wad wad?!
2: i asked her.. if got this guy that has all the qualities you want, but you just don't like him at all.. will you marry him?
me: wah! *deep in thought* then wad did she answered you?!
2: ....... (keeps '5''s answer secret)
me: *continues deep in thought* so wad's your answer then?
1: eah, wad you'all talking about?!
*yak yak yak* topic suddenly changes*
2: he must entertain me..
me: yes yes YES. or else you keep talking yourself super weird lidat!!
1: yeaaa!
me-->2: wah.. you really must start looking now le leh.. 23 leh! so early..
1: yea!
2: where got... still got 5 years to look wad..
me: FIVE YEARS?! GIRL YOU ARE 20 ALRDY!!
2: oops. =X hahahaa
1: yea lor.. and you need like at least 1 yr to stabilise and prepare for the marraige stuff all that leh.. means u must find bf before you 22 liao leh..
me: yea lor.. how to settle so fast.. by the time we grad, also about 23 le leh
2: shotgun lor..
me: ?!?!?!?! *STUNNED*

hahahahahahaaa.. zhen shi mei xiang dao.. 2 looks so guai also will think of that de! wooooo hooooooo~ so happening.. hahahahaa. so 2's hong ji dan is gonna come before hong zha dan?! hahahaha~

nwae, the above convos' sequence and all that have been slightly changed.. cos' too long le can't rmb everything exactly.

nwae.. 2's qn got me thinking.. hmmmmm. 1stly, it's not gonna happen. nobody's gonna find someone that's gonna fit your bill so perfectly. 2ndly, nahhh..don't think i will marry the person. unless maybe he really comes at the right time, and can remove my stigma about marraige. and 3 wanna have kids before 27! O_O hahahaaa. that is so never gonna happen to me. of cos there was once upon a time when i wanted to get married before 24 n have my 2boys,2girls.(haha, i shocked 1!!) lols.. but that was when i was still young and stupid la, i swear such a thinking is nv gonna chance upon me again. i'm so gonna stay studies-oriented and career-minded until at least...30? hahahaha. abit scary.. but i think the government will hate me. wahaha~ yes, i wanna marry my next bf.. but i dowan to get my next bf so soon, and neither do i wanna give up so many things before getting shackled too. ahahaaas~ so xian shi rite..

seriously, i don't see the sense in giving up your studies or career just to get married. yea, everyone says you can continue after marraige.. but, face it. after you get married, the kids will follow, esp. if you are still super young. and once the kids come, you will worry too much to continue study properly.. and there's the finiancial constraints to consider too.. you will want the best for your child..which is as good as cutting down any luxuries or extras meant for yourself. means you're gonna stop studying. either that or you stop working so your kid can have the best mothercare. yada yada. it's all a vicious cycle.

ya. why am i typing all this junk when i'm supposed to be studying.. hahaha

waste my time!

nwae, i'm so tired! yammie's biopsych tb says that Da Vinci only slept for less than 1.5hr a day, and he can survive! his trick was to slp for 15min every 4hours. and the psychologists and scientists actually experimented, and found that it will actually work for anyone else without any adverse side effects!!! omgggggg. that is freaking cool can! you get SO MUCH MORE TIME to do your stuff! hahahaa.. we should really try that for exams! lols.. but it says that you need at least like 2-3weeks to adjust to it.. and the 15min thingy varies for everyone. hahaha. nahhhh~ forget it. hahahaha. i think i'll just slp to my max. 6hours of slp. hahahhahaa

i'm pms-ing btw. so don't mind me if i turn nasty. =X

I'M HOME!!! =)

hahaha.. feels seriously weird to be home on a weekday! lols.. but yea, am happy to see mummy well and BORED. hahahahaaaa~ she just keeps squirming i can't help laughing.. not that i'm gloating about the whole thing, but she just keeps giving me this sheepish look that i usually give when i was younger -.- wahahahaha~ I LOVE MY MUMMY!!! =D

okkkk. so it has been seriously happening since the last time yuyu deardear and i blogged. hahahaa. she should be blogging soon, i guess (and hope~). ahahaas. and she should have good news for all.. but i'll leave her to tell you the good news. all the same, congrats girl! sheng zhi le~ I WANT SEE PHOTOS!! =)

speaking of photos.. I HAVE PLENTY OF THEM!!!!!! =D wahahhaa.. i think 111 is becoming a good time for photo-taking sessions. i think it's a highly stressful mod with the stupid presentation to prepare for, taking up SO MUCH of our time, when it's not even strictly-speaking a psych mod! -frowns- ahahahas. so after last fri's meeting we went crazy taking silly photos, and after our presentation ytd, we went even crazier taking even crazier photos (with steph's fav dustbin). hahahaaaa. but they are all in my lappie, and i can't upload them now! ahahaas. sorry peeeeeps. hafta wait if you wanna see them! =p or can just ask for them from me! hehee~

and yes, if you haven't noticed what i wrote in the above para, our PRESENTATION IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! -RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR- ^^" heheee... SO HAPPYYYYYY! =D although i think my segment was quite sucky la.. but i think overall the group did quite well.. heeex. singlish rocks mannnn! *winks* :p heheee.. and bearbear is so poser!!! wahaha~ ask him how was it, he jus said "ok lor..not bad leh i think" then today jiayin said "you'all from yammie's grp rite? zhan zhi say your grp very good lehhh!!!" WAHAHAHHAA. rocks mannnnn! ok la~ talk so much.. not as if bearbear grading our presentation.. hahahaha. but it's still nice when someone compliments the hard work you put in, whether it's the grader or not. =)

ahahahaas. and 11 looked seriously funny ytd! and SOMEBODY so happy they wore qin lu zhuang! wahahaha~ =p

and ytd a bunch of 4 muggers studied in the library until from like erm..about 7pm? to 11.30pm! wahahaha~ =D and we kena shushed by the guy from the table behind cos' we were too noisy LAUGHING at jul's neighbour's(?) bf who was squeezing a zit infront of the WEBCAM. wthhh! hahahahaha~ and fenfen bobo me shared TWENTY-PIECE NUGGETS for supper!!! WAHAHAHHAA. DAMN SHIOK ARH!
happy happy happyyyy~ life can't get better then NOW. that is of cos' minus the endless report deadlines and exams coming up and mum's little hitch! otherwise, life is just PERFECT. =)

i think i'm turning crazy. everytime i type a bracket i feel like adding a , 2007 or something to it if you get what i mean. ----> (Huiting, 2007). GET IT?! hahahaha~

stress stress stress. happiNESS happiNESS happiNESS (EC)!!! =D

EC. which reminds me. ZHU ERNIE YI LU SHUN FENG!!!! =)) HUIYU AND I WILL MISS YOU!! wahaha~ seriously.. pls date us out for kbox after our exams! hahaha~


and i'm actually looking forward to the coming hols, although i have like promised a thousand and one ppl a thousand and one committments?! BLEAH. which means no time for play again! x_x it's the first time after so many years of schooling i'm having a THREE-MONTH VACCATION. and i'm going to spend the first month of it STUDYING. -_-''' wth! hahaha~ i guess it's the ageing getting to me.. lols. i used to just want my hols as a time purely for PLAY. now i want a meaningful hol.. doing sensible things which may or may not aid me in my studies or my future. and i want a MEANINGFUL hols. not one that i play and get over with it in a breeze just spending mountain loads of money and doing nothing else. of cos' there's the routine shopping and kbox.. -beams- ^^ BUT.. other than that, i think i'm finally ready to reach out and do something for myself, and for others. yeap~ sounds so cheem right? i should join someone @ NUS and study PHILOSOPHY. *gag gag* wahahaha~

hahahaaa. The Sotong is finally growing up! and SOMEONE will rebutt here that "you-grow up?! come on la.. it's not going to happen lor...." *sulks* hahahahaaaa. owells. i KNOW i'm growing up! hahahaha. and i'm turning DAI DEE in a few months time! wahahaha~ which is not a good thing. cos' i'm going into EARLY ADULTHOOD.. and soon MIDDLE ADULTHOOD will come, and i'll get a midlife crisis.. and before i know it, LATE ADULTHOOD will follow, and here comes DEATH&GRIEVING!!! *SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS* no, relax.. i'm not getting depressed. i was just revising my syllabus. -_-'''

hahahaaa. ok i really gtg..REVISE MY SYLLABUS!!!! i am SO NOT GOING TO dabao!!!!!! O_O

ppl, pls jiayou!! it's all gonna be over soon! =)

*praying very hard..*

this is a competition between fishsee jiejie and i.

the fastest blogger wins. (:

yayyyy. so long nv blog liao! hehee

got so many things to say, but duno where to start..

for starters, i'm very very happy now! :) don't know why, getting more and more cheerful these few wks.. ahaahas. that is, apart from when i'm pms-ing la. muahahaa.

and got quite a few compliments from friends, acquaintances and even STRANGERS. hahahahaa~ so weird right?? -.- lols.. but all the same, huiting is a very very VERY happy girl! hehee..

thanks:
- mabbie for always sharing my woes and weals and goofy smiles thru' all these time.
- & sorry to gungun for being there for me always (and that complain letter haha) and my not constantly being there for u respectively.
- to my roomie for all the late nights up together.. although you do your stuff and i do my stuff, it's nice to have someone staying up with u while you're busy! :) and it's nice to have someone wake you up from all the 8-min naps! (:
- to erly for coming all the way here that day to pei me talk and study. cheer up soon, gal! i believe everything will work out for u!!! :)
- to ALL psych pals for being there for me every single day in school. school life's so much better with you all around! ^^ and thanks for being so understanding and supportive thru' all theses stressful times of projects assignments and more tests ahead to come! i hope i'm not irritating you'all with my contribution to the noise pollution!!! =X hahaha. and we must all mug hard in the days to come! wahahaha~
- ernie for being understanding when i forever got no time to meet up with you =( i really miss you lots too! and SUBWAY. wahahaha~
- all friends i sms-ed on that day when i was feeling down and missing you guys so badly. =) your words really lifted up my spirits for that night. miss each and everyone of you. pls meet up soon, kaes! :)
- to YOU. for all the happiness and sadness and everything else. =))

and to think i thought i'll be making this long.. but now my roomie wants to bathe liao, wo bu de bu zou.. hahahaa.

sorry yuyu deardear.. I WIN.

muahahaa~

ciao.. love ya all guys (:

really miss all my dear friends lots lots lots.

and of cos'... KBOX!!!!!!! -.-''

on hiatus.

it's ernie's curse, i swear. it's always ernie. once he curses you, you can't escape. he's the one always predicting who will break with who, and who will get what grades, i.e.BABA. and they always happen.
and now he asks me why i'm happy everyday, i get totally all screwed up the next day.

ernieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is evil. hahaha. more evil than my boo. though they don't know each other. hahaha~ ok, kind of getting out of point. -_-'''

ooh. ytd was screwed up totally.
1. woke up all grouchy and all that, cos' didn't sleep well.
2. then looked in the mirror, and damn - bad hair dayyy. GREAT~
3. then went for breakfast with roomie, and met sx to study. then like going off for proj meeting le then realise my resume got error forget to change and must pass up later le. so asked sx help me edit somemore, then i go and change and print new copy. and damn. i only edited the mistakes sx pointed out, then those originally wanted to amend de nv amend. -_-'''
4. so was almost late for the meeting, but hai hao wasn't the last. haha.
5. and the test totally sucked, cos' all my answers different from them~ GREAT.
6. went for consultation after lunch. and left my laptop adaptor in the seminar room (and didn't find out until like 2.5hrs later -.-)
7. went back to my room after consultation, bathed. and realised my adaptor was missing. best is i don't even rmb if i took it out of the seminar room.
8. called hh and she said they saw it, but venus said leave it there cos' the person will come back and take.
9. left hall to go look for adaptor. stepped out, and it started POURING.
10. went back tk umbrella, and wind blow until my umbrella almost flipped.
11. the seminar room was void, whether of ppl or of adaptor.
12. went library look for venus no., called and she said left if with her sect. liao.. called sect. but it was after office hours alrdy. so i couldn't get my adaptor back until the next day when she returns to work. damn.
13. hurried back to hall, and almost slipped and fell while chasing the bus.
14. took bus out of hall, and took damn long.
15. no more tix for Protege, hafta watch Ghost Rider instead, which was quite stupid.
16. swensens tasted weird after awhile.

the rest of the night went well and went not-too-well in a way i guess. haha. enjoyed myself, but there were the sad stuff and happy stuff i guess (: but still, won't deny i had a great time! maybe i'm just stupid or something, haha. but i guess i'm just contented this way. =) yeap. case closed~ don't ask me about it anymore.

today was a sleepy day. crawled up at 6+. didn't sleep well again. had 111 meeting at 8.30, which literally started at 9 or something. 200 lec was useful for once, and i actually absorbed quite abit. then got lost trying to find my way to the sect's office to get my adaptor back. then met hq n jy again for 200 proj meeting. then jy's roomie say maths lec supposed start with new set of notes liao..then i pia back to hall to get the notes, and pia down to lec again. DAMN HOT TODAY CAN. still make me run here run there. in the end he didn't start the new notes O_O yeap. going home soon now~ just finished my laundry, and am packing up. hahaha

will be coming back on sunday nite or monday morn' i guess.. hehe. byeeeee to my dearie lappie for now!! =)

***

mabbie, pls be happy! (:

wah.. super shag!! i studied for a total of like 8hours today!! O_O

and i haven't finished. -_-'''

k la, considering all 8 hrs wasn't spent on the same thing.. haha

super tired le.. kind of info overload le.. so came back to rest. haha

reading room is conducive for sleepy ppl. =p

roomie's sick..so she sleeps early..tts why i went down to study..so wun disturb her and wun feel like sleeping myself. hahaha

ooh. so proud of myself!! :)

argh. busy day again tmr. going out at nite :)


yayyyy. sotong is truly a happy girl! esp. tonight.. hehe =))

ok i opened the browser and chatted for like 1/2hr before starting to type in here -.-

so retard. hahaha

yeap yeap. i'm back from m'sia! HAPPY CNY TO ALL!!!! =) was a great hol.. a nice break from everything. hehee~


i've seen..

-how cousins who see each other less than 3 times a year can come together and have a great time. =)

-an infant with serious insecure attachment problem. =/

-how a mummy can be so patient towards her insecure attachment-infant. =)

-how a baby's gurggling and laughter can cheer one up when they are caught in a traffic jam. =)

-how u should never shush a gurggling baby on a quiet bus, cos they will think u're playing with them and squeal even louder. =D

-babies with abundant slp are happy babies. =)

-a table of 7 obasang/s gathering at a table and turning rowdy with gossip. (6 sisters+1dasao = havoc.) ;)

-how much weight i put on after pigging out on heaty food for days. -_-'''

-and felt happiness on cny eve when mabbie cabbie sms me her good news =))

-fireworks. very pretty ones. =D

-how simple stuff like fireworks can pull everyone closer and allow all members of a large family to gather outside the house for up to an hour, ooh-ing and ahh-ing and laughing together. =)

-how one can never get bored of fireworks. :)

-how fireworks and firecrackers never fail to melt the kids to bits.

-how u should nv bring ur books on a hol, cos' u'll nv touch them. =X

-how great it is to dump your books and sorrows momentarily and enjoy the short hol. =)

happy valentine's day to all!! ^^

hehee.. hope everyone will be happy on this special day of love and friendship! :D

wooooooooooooo~ jogged last nite! very very big big big round. hehee.. ok la, at least more than usual.. lols. from our hall to adm to new hall to hall 11 and to the staff club there and back! then chiong-ed up the slope...wooohooooooooooooooo! so shuang! wahahaha.. i always hated slopes..but last nite duno why very determined to conquer it.. hahahah :D

yay!

happy happy girl!! (:

yeah! ytd was fun!! hehee

met all of them except meimei n yammie at clementi.. then went down to holland v.. then hh so blur.. she saw meimei at clementi, and sx was with us.. then meimei suppose to go meet yammie at holland v first to buy the cake.. then hh still call out to her.. wahahaha. and in the end she have to come up with some lame excuse to bluff sx so she can siam to meet yammie. wahahah~

and steph didn't joined us!! SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD =(

hehee.. circled around holland v while waiting for meimei n yammie to finish preparing the surprise at the restaurant.. then pulled sx into pet shop, walk 1 round then come out liao.. hahahaa! so dumb cannnn~ lols. then went to eat at the italian restaurant.. which was okay la~ and the cake is WOAH~! hahahahaaa :p

but was really fun i guess! ^^

hehee..

steph pls come nxt time! don't give a damn about marketing! marketing is bad for the mind and soul and body!!! =p muahahaha~

hehee.

was a great wkend! had fun and got quite a lot of work done!! ^^ yayyy~ so happy! hehee.. nxt time must plan time for play also, then will do work! hahaha~ cos' when i going out to play, then feel greater sense of urgency, and will quickly get my work done so can play in ease! hehee :p

lalala~

okkkk. going for work soon le! hehee.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!! ^^

i give up.

keep thinking of the movie when i listen to the songggggg. =[

hehee. today was dumbbbbbb. dun feel like blogging about it. but thanks to mabbie dearie, it ended up fun! thanks, gal! :) and i got so totally stunk up by perfumes. ahahahaaa~

and i repaid my 'sleeping debts' fully. slept for a full 2 hours in the evening! :p wooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo!! shuang! ^___^

now hafta study le! :( hehee~

quite excited abt tmr! hehee. =]


hmmmmm. maybe some things just aren't meant to be.

yay! saw willis on the way home! haha so exciting~ so long nv see him le! did quite abit of catching up... and he knows GUNGUN!! wooooooohooooooooooooooooo!! so happening~ hahaha

and msn's a mess now! wad's sunday's plan?! =X

and ronnie nv gimme any details about tmr!! wad to do wad to do??

n i cannot do my matrices!! arghh!

*breathes in breathes out* life is beautiful! hahahaaa~ ^^

gungun is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! ^^

haha and so i'm supposed to be having my next lesson at 1.30.. hahaha. had 2hr break then eat liao nothing to do, and forget to bring books study also.. haha so came back to hall to stone. haha so waste time right?? ok, nxt wk must bring book liao! hehe.

oh so busy so busyyyy!! =((

ronnie bully meeeeeeeeeeeeee!! hafta go cover the rugby game tmr @ yck stadium again!! -wails- hahaha ok la.. actually he got ask me i free anot, then he like got quite a hard time looking for ppl to cover..then jus go lor. bleah! i hope i dun get lost at yck!!! O_O hahahaha~ so half of sat is gone doing the writeup.. =X

and sunday having dinner with the manics @ Holland V... bleah!

and monday got maths quiz!!!! O_O

and tues got hw111 meeting! ok, so i must finish my resume by tues.. hahahaa~

then wed is v'day! AND IT'S MY ONLY FREE DAY OF THE WK!!! -_-'' conclusion: everyone's busy with their date except me. hahahahaha~

and thurs is total defence day! wahahaha~ and i got hp200 meeting at night!!! =((

and fri is....... the day after total denfence day!! waahahaha~ and it's finally the prelude to new year! hahaa~ and i finally get to go home..... but NOT IN PEACE!!!! >=( cos' thurs hp203 will get our group presentation de material..so prob hafta do something about it before cny?? O_O hahahaha. then still got social psych test when sch reopens!! and got hp200 assignment too!! and i'm going malaysia on sat morning, so i hafta finish everything by sat morning?! TELL ME!! HOW TO SPEND CNY IN PEACE LIDAT?! ='(

i'm gonna die die dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :'( ok, i must spend my v'day MUGGING for social psych nowwwwwwww. awwwwwwwwwwww, ain't tt great?? BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

hahaha. so i spend my >1hr back in hall grumbling here before going for my maths lec.. diaooooooooo! -.-''' hahahaha

***

oh yea, ytd went for hss talenttime with huiyu.. hahahaa. it was so...............NICE. hahahaa. pls detect tone. it's really really really VERY NICE. -end of story- =X

wahahaha~

but nwae, all the same..thanks huiyu for accompanying me there! hehee.. actually didn't plan to go de.. but saw liwen, and she said she's one of the contestants! then i abit excited, so went to watch lor... hahahaa.

oh n thanks meimei and shixian for accompanying me to Hexis!! =) yayyyyyyyyyyy~ heheee.

and i'm so gonna die for feb hols tooooooooooooo!! i think i should just stay in hall and study liao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. plus got so many other projs to do lidattttttttt!! :( hahaha see? i'm rantling on about my miseries again. hahaha!

okok... no no.. my blog must be a happy bloggggg! hahahahaa. =D oh no..my leg numb!! hahaha ok, abit random~ O_O

yeap, better get going soon! heheee. not bad, managed to blog so much rubbish until 1.05pm! wahahaha.. cya at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :p

Happy Birthday

guys, this movie is super nice!! pls catch it! very touchingggggggg :) and very sad :( hahaaaha! but not sad to the extent of crying la.. haha. or at least to me.. cos the ppl behind me like crying =X n ya. got one baby infront kept crying too!! -.- hahahaha~

hmmmm. reminded me about some stuff toooo. =X ohwellllss!! all overrrrrr! hehee~

hahaa. yea yeap. went for movie today evening with shixian.. hehee. was niceeeeeeeeeeee ^^

sian sian siannnnnnn. trying to catch up with all the readings nowwwww. =( really duneed celebrate cny le.. so many test and proj deadlines to meet!! =((

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

rawrrrrrrrrrrr.

i have less than 20min to blog before leaving for lunch n lessons! hahaha~

came back to hall ytd morning! ahahaaaas. so surprised to see roomie arnd! cos' tot she at nite then coming.. so we went for lunchhhhh. then i zoomed off to work straight after.. hehee. work was fun! hahaha. not fun la.. the answering calls part abit silly.. got all sorts of weird ppl calling to ask weird qns!! =X hahahaa~ okk but the co-workers were all quite friendly.. so was quite fun crapping with themmm~ ahahaas.

then zoomed straight off to lec after that..O_O hahaha. so tiring rush here rush there! :p then got maths tut after that.. and supposed to meet hy n gaigai after maths... n i left the sch with shijia, who was in a hurry to meet her friends at tamp too.. so we zoomed off from maths tut once again O_O hahahaaa. really rush here rush there like duno wad the whole day! hahaha~

then stoned with huiyu at mac while waiting for gaigai who came at 8 or something.. lols. but i finished my maths tut! hahaa.. n i learned ka ki ku ke ko! -.-'' hahahahaaa. yeappp. meeting up with them was funnn! hehee.. then went to eat lor.. and was nice chatting :) thanks gaigai for the help with our proj! ^^

then came back and roomie jus came back too from bball finals.. our hall lost both matches!! :( ahahaas. then she wanted to jog..but i too full liao.. so she half jogged n i brisk walked while she updated me abt the match -.-'' hahahaaa! yeappp. so by the time we came back to bathe n settle down.. it was alrdy 12. =X yeaaaa. and i finally have to face up to reality and do my writeup on the Road Relay!! =X hahahaa~ so half chatting and half typing and half editing rubbish..i finally completed it at 2.30am. wahahahaa. yayyyyy! slping timeeeeeeeeeee =D

haha so i'm stoning now.. beeen stoning since i woke up, and prob will continue stoning until i go out.. hahahaaaaaa. stoner's life. -_-'' lalala~ I JUST RMB-ED!! TONIGHT GOT WALKABOUT!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. DUNEED TO STUDY AGAIN LE!!!! o_o hahahaa. win liao lorrrrrrrr. i need to complete my learning journal!! okok. pls remind me to complete my learning journal before going for the walkabout!! O_O wahahaha

and i need to iron my clothes! lols..

and i got a thousand and one things to do and i'm still feeling so relaxed and erm...revitalised?? hahahahaaa. siao one! slp so late still feeling so goodddddd. muahahaha~ but my eyes abit pain actually.. lols. and i'm just going on and on typing rubbish to occupy some time before i go and change. =/

lalalaaaaaaaaaa~

haha supposed to be doing my Learning Journal.. but once i on the lappie and go into ms words, the words in the article starts swimming in front of me. hence that explains why i clicked on the IE icon and am blogging now. =/

woke up bright and early before 8.. waste my beauty sleep!! i reached at like 8.45am, and the race started at like 9.55am. WAHHH. that's ONE HOUR of slp wasted u know?! hahaha. sleepyhead. :p yea yeap.. met laihuat and the jcrc ppl.. realised that Esther is super super SUPER NICE. :) hehee.. and i think only the jcrc ppl goes down to cheer....... =X hahaa. n it wasn't very exciting either.. not cos' not enthu for the hall or what..but cos' we don't get to see half of the relay, cos' they ran out of the track...so after the grp of ppl raced off, we just stoned while waiting for them to run in again.. ahahaha. and half of the time i was so confused thinking our team was lagging so behind.. (cos' one whole grp of ppl suddenly ran in, and it was after quite awhile before our team ppl came in.. then i realised very long after that the grp of ppl who came in were finishing their 2nd round, and after ahile our team came in finishing the 3rd round HAHA. -_-''') if you still don't understand..it's okay. u just hafta know our team prob ended up 2nd out of 14teams. ahahahas~ realised i said PROB cos' there are 2teams per hall, and they must tabulate the results of both teams then can conclude the winners. hahaha~

okkk. then it finally finished at 11+ and i went home at erm.. 1+? or was it 12+? hahaha.

i think i'm still kinda sad about Bernard.. =( was telling mum about it just now and i felt like crying all over again.. =/ i don't know whether i'm more disturbed by the fragility of life or is it cos' i worked alongside with him for 7months and after losing touch for another 7months, i suddenly won't be seeing him forever.

was thinking if i would have felt better if i knew of his condition. but then, again..even if i knew of it, there wasn't anything i could have done right? even those who knew couldn't do anything, needless to say - i couldn't have done anything too. but somehow i wished someone told me earlier that this was coming..then i wouldn't feel so (fill-in-the-blank)..... =/ perhaps it was his intention not to let too many ppl know about his condition, so that he could lead a normal life, and have ppl treat him as a normal person? hmmmm. i wonder what i would do if i were him. =|

i rmb-ed he was the one who told me "guys do not know how to cherish girls. even if you give them a 2nd chance, they will still waste that chance and treat the girl like thrash again." and i took it to heart seriously. i mean..it's true, isn't it? ok, maybe the guys reading this will protest.. -owells- i was simply trying to say.. be it girls or life, we should all learn how to treasure the ppl/things around us! sounds so cliche right? haha. but be it girls or simply life, many a times we will still not learn how to cherish them whether we are given a 2nd chance or not... hmmmm. =(

seems that 2007 isn't exactly off to a good start.. so many deaths already. =((

rawr! i want all my cny resolutions/wishes to come true!! (refer to previous entry if you still do not know what are they. haha) and i want to add that..i hope everyone can be very very happy!! and everyone lives life to the fullest!!!

i think i sound disgustingly grandmotherly today -.- okkk, enough of all this... back to my even-more-disgusting Learning Journal!! =X



dear friend, i hope you will be happy now, wherever you are, and free from all the sufferings...

time's 1.04am now.. but learn from poonie, blog as 11.59pm so that will appear as the day before's entry.. haha

am still stuck in hall on a friday nite.. =(

cos' have to cover the road relay lor.. bleahs. just went to see their 'blog'..everyone write until so pro lidat.. argh!! SO STRESSED!! O_O

hmmm.. today's been a long long day of mixed feelings.

as usual, tried to wake up for can1 porridge..but overslept by 1hr15min. hahaha. so eat bread only then rush to lec..

received Shirley's sms during 2nd half of the lec.. totally stunned. Bernard passed away liao.... =( feel sad all over again just as i am typing this all out. but i'm gonna carry on.. i wanna blog out everything... nwae, i was so taken aback by the news.. and totally didn't know how to react.. FYI, Bernard's my mentor when i was working @ SP.. although i wasn't very close to him then, but he was my shi fu after all and i really found him nice and patient from day1.. and he's quite nice to us too.. like always find him quite cute when he laughs too.. really those u see liao feel like laughing along too de =) anyway, i just hid into the toilet cubicle and squat there crying nonstop for i duno how long.. felt so distraught.. don't understand and don't believe why all this is happening.. this probably sounds odd here..but i just added him into Friendster a few days ago.. and they say he had a failed op @ US now.. just doesn't quite make sense to me... and feel quite sad cos' i've never really had someone else other than a family member/relative/neighbour passed away.. and at such a young age somemore.. =(

i've always think about how others will react if i die one day.. but i've never ever gave any thought at all about what would happen to me if one day a friend dies. weird, isn't it? to have someone missing in your life all of a sudden when you thought everything was well... =(

anyway, thankfully the girls were around.. yeap. at least got friends around me i won't think so much about it anymore.. and then went for lunch and maths lec as usual.. was nice having you girls around as usual =)

came back to hall and stone and chatted with Shirley online.. then decided to meet @ JP for dinner.. yeap. so went and all that.. then chatted quite abit.. feels so good to meet an old friend for dinner and talk and walk about like that =) guess it makes me feel abit better too..cos' out of all the ppl who talked to me about Bernard, she's the only one who knows him too.. so it felt better to get everything off my chest. thanks, girl =)

then came back to hall and tried to do stats. i miss Miss Chan!!!! she's so much better than this sucky lecturer!! i don't believe anyone understands her at all!! =X anyway.. at one point of time, i called Shixian to enlighten myself about significant level.. and we ended up chatting for about an hr.. hahaha. so funny~ MAGIC!! :b

oh yea.. bought a bag at some fair in sch jus now.. hahaha. also duno why i go buy.. wanted to go bugis street look for it de.. but roomie said before bugis st de quality not good.. then just now i bad mood.. so just retail therapy when i saw it lor. =X diaos.. hahaha. so dumbbbbbbbbbbbb =X

hmmm hope can go home earlier tmr.. really lotsa stuff to complete.. the work is so overwhelming.. actually went for Hexis sets&props meeting last nite... then got so stressed up after that tt totally no mood to do work at all after that.. cos' it's damn alot of commitment and like so scary no time for sch work at all.. then today afternoon finally decided to sms the i/c and tell her i'm quitting liao.. cos' really too taxing le.. haha. feels more qing song after that.. so at least today can get some work done!! *phew* =)

and did i mentioned i'm thankful to have such a sweet roomie who tried so hard to cheer me up last nite? :)

school work's finally starting to pile up now.. feeling how gaigai feels.. haha. tuts projs hall. everything snowballs and rolls after you!!! hahahaaa,, abit kua zhang de bi yu.. lols. but sums up everything aptly, doesn't it? :X

cny resolution!!
1. clear up the silly mess i landed myself in!! (only beav n mab knows this, so don't ask.. haha)
2. balance my sch/social/family/hall life properly!
3. the standard resolution - good results!!
4. settle down properly to study for midterms!!!!
5. settle all the dumb projs!
6. get to go home for term break!

ok.. so that wasn't exactly a resolution list.. more like a wish list huh? hahaha

anyway.. guess what's coming up before cny??

Valentine's Day did you say?!

haha. get lost.. it's..................tada!! TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!!!!!

-.-''

hahaa no implied meaning.. don't delve too deep into it.. was just thinking about vday, then suddenly rmb-ed.. lols.

oh well.. hope everyone will be happy, whatever day/time of the year it is!! :)

ok, it's 1.30am liao.. better go slp liao.. tmr gotta wake up at 7+!! O_O

niteys, ppl. i love ya all =)

haha removed my blog song cos alot of ppl complained that it kept hanging their pcs.

rawr! bored nowwwww. studied quite alot ytd... YEAH!! :p

saw quite alot of ppl around school today.. not ALOT..but shixian say i keep on luan luan wave -.-

hahaha..

i like today's lessons.. i think social psych is something i look forward too every wk.. haha so tell me i'm crazy.. :p i like venus! hahaha. btw, shixian..i saw venus after my lec too and she waved at me! lols..so this one is not luan wave de.. wahahaha :p

yayyy. met yuyu deardear for proj discussion and management lec.. wahaha. talked so much during the lec.. talk so long liao then realise not even 1hr passed yet -.- *pengs* hahaha. so in the end we decided to warm our seats until 1hr pass liao then go (supposed to be a 2hr lec).. hahaha. then now i'm stoning infront of the lappie with noone to eat with meeeeeeee!! =( hehe maybe eat with roomie later..which is like 7.30pm. arghh! so hungryyyyyyyyyyyy~ hehee.

i killed a cockroach last night, for the first time in my life!! freak! so scary can.. was outside our room, and roomie wasn't around.. and i couldn't let it come in, could i? so i jin guo bu rang xu mei...and use alot of rough paper and PIAK! and it RAN. omgggg. i almost screammmmmm. i hate to see roaches RUNNING about!!! -.-''' hahaha weird rite.. yeap. then i gu qi yong qi and PIAK again... WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO! die liao~ ^^ wahahaha. and that was The Adventures of HuiTing and the First Cockroach Ever Murdered By Her. -hurhurhur-(sc) :p

supposed to climb up at 7.30am to go can1 eat the duper nice porridge with roomie today morning before she goes for her piano lessons out of sch.. but we both slept at 2+ ytd so super tired.. then lai chuang until 8.30am instead!! -.- wahhaaha~ so abit late to eat porridge le.. but still very hungry.. so after nua-ing around and waiting for her to print her lab report we went to can2 instead! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ CAN2 HAS SUPER NICE WAFFLE!!!!!!! =D omgggggggggggg. i bit into the thing and i feel myself floating up to heavennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :O wahahahaa!! ECSTASY is the only word to describe the feeling. wahahahaha~ but it's much more ex than can11/13 de i think.. hehee. nvm, value for money! erm, is that the phrase?! -heck cares- wahahaa. then roomie say wanna go get half-boiled eggs and shun bian buy for me. then i okay, and she came back with FOUR. omggggggg!! wahahaa. she thought standard is eat 2 de.. -_-''' then i was like so damn full O_O lols.. i swear my roomie's gonna ba wo yang de bai bai pang pang!! wahahha. she still buy potato chips for me ytd lor :p heheee

lalala~

so by the time came back n bathed all that was late when i go meet the rest for career fair.. hahaha. my schema of ny audi is officially associated with FREEBIES now. muahahaha~ i wanna work at the police force! hahaha~ still abit early to say hor? lols..

oooh. met steph n yammie for dinner at can11 ytd nite! heheee.. shixian ownself admit that she very sad we nv call her go de.. lols. :p *shakes head* 女人啊！有点矜持好不好？！wahahahaha.... :D yea yeap. ate the claypot thingy.. quite nice, jus abit oily.. and the ice cream waffle was nice..just that not as nice as CAN2'S!!!!!! :p

wheeeeeeeeeee~ i blog until i become so hungry liao... whahahaha.

somebody accompany me to jp/imm tmr!! i need to get stuff, but everyone's going home liao!! =(

wahhhhhhhh. tiring day siaaaaaa!! O_O

hahaa. lessons started at 1230 as usual.. then duno kena cheated by who to go lec.. cuz they said today's lec is related to our assignment, so must go.. then end up it's next wk de then is linked to the assignment -.- waste my time go there n look at the stupid lecturer talk rubbish!! -.-

ahahaas.

shixian you qing he shui bao. he dao sheng bing liao... =X hope u're feeling better now!! rest more hor!!!! =) and btw, i saw him on my way back to hall in the evening! hahaa he was on his way back frm SRC. hahahaa

n i seriously think reuben is ultimate lame can..............................

oh n management tut was fun for once.. hahaha actually it was only the 2nd tut -.- lols.. yeap. did group work again..this time not so bad liao.. hehee. n gt a relatively friendlier group than last wk i guess! :p hehee.. oh got one of the edwins i last tut also same group as him..then kp seeing him around in sch then this wk same grp again! -.- hehee grp work was fun! wahahha~ but now i understand why huiyu's accounting grp so kor lian dai when only one girl n all guys.. cos they BULLY you!! esp. when there's a whole group of ENGINES and only ONE psycho!! -.-'' wahahhaa~ but it was still very fun!! :p

haha then came back hall n had dinner, studied until 10.. then went jogging with roomie!! ^^ yayyyyy. damn shuang can~ heehe.. then on the way back met vickY n robin downstairs so chatted abit about all the subcoms all that.. yayyy! hahaha. should be joining more subcoms soon.. hopefully everything goes well.. hehe. like so crazy..so busy le still join this join that! :p wahahaha.. but i think lidat better ba.. will study more also.. ahaha. :p yayyyy!

lols.. roomie's been learning german the whole nite.. damn funny!! guten tag!! wahahaha

niteys, all!! :p