bahs! beavan dun do anything stupid. or i'l never ever talk to u again. [tone: non-pmsing.]

blahblahblah. i'm juz not ready to face her. n i dun see why i shld force myself to be ready when i'm smply not ready. will only make things worse rite? n it doesn't help that somebody is telling her everything. thanks huh.

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went to nydc with ernie n beav juz now! hahaha. ernie is super lame... side joke: gimme 10 gimme 10!! ^^ ahahas. ate new zealand icecream! lalalas. =)) nice day... although i was having quite a case of pms-ing. hahaha. nvm. i got the whole wk to throw tantrum at myself at home! wahahaha cools~

lalalaaaaaaa. so siannnn. eyes abit pain. later go drip eyedrop! MUAHAHA!

bleahhh. was a very happy wk.. then i came back n decided to read blogs before i blog. then i read jess blog. n i feel so rotten now. feel like cryingg. :(( i guess all the dans will always miss the old her.. no matter what, she has walways been a part of us, n someone who cared for us n we cared for... reading jess blog took me a walk down memory lane.. both the happy n sad lanes. i really miss the old fren i guess... but was browsing thru' my sms on a long train ride juz now.. n saw an sms jess sent me at tt period of time.. she said she didn't want her to think that she can be so easily forgiven everytime she blunders... true enough.. but have we all been angry for too long? wat if she nv takes the initiative...does tt mean up to the day i lie in my coffin i still wun get to relieve the good old classical gaigai hugs?

jess.. u tink too highly of me le ba.. u always think i'm not at fault regarding the whole issue.. but i guess i wasn't a good gf at that time too.. maybe that was wat gaf him an excuse to have a change in heart... sure..u can ask me to shout it out loud, n i'll tell u.. i really loved him.. but loving him n being a spoiled brat are two different matters. i guess i was too ba dao in some ways n tt made him tired to carry on with the dumb sotong gal. mayb tts why he thinks i took him for granted.. i duno... n i dun really gif a damn anymore... too tired. perhaps this break was a gd thing afterall...made me see the scary n ugly side of him...

nwae... thanks jess.. i really treasure my frendship with u too! al though we hardly haf time to meet.. there r times when i'll think abt the silly days @ SA when u try to rape the rest of the dans with pork... hahaha. then i will laugh to myself like some idiot.. =))

n i miss the rest of the dans too! can't wait for thursday to come!! :))

blahs. in a really saddening mood now.. but i guess i'll try to blog abt the rest of the wk to attempt to cheer myself up!! haha. =)


heex.. the whole wk juz went pass in a blur!! haha.. first of all..i suddenly became this VIP at work. hahaha. as in not guest of honour type of VIP... but do alot of sai gang de VIP.. -_-''' hahaha. stupid josie.. make me stay back for ot practically everyday.. n ask me to do SO MANY things. i kp walking to n fro her table zzz... damn tired when i reach home everyday!! then he just popped a bomb on shirley n i on wed n told us 2new gals coming on thurs n we suppose to coach them. -_-''' so thurs was my busiest day @ SP ever! hahaha. the new gal is ok i guess.. haha but haven't learnt everything la.. handing her over to bernard.. not my fault ma!! really no time to coach.. hahaha

tues after work went topshop with shirley to get her shorts.. then went up to kino c uz both of us wanted buy books.. then the book i wanted to buy cnnt find! in the end the staff dug out two kiam chye copies for me.. but obviously i wanted one i better condition? haha so she helped me call to reserve a copy @ taka branch. went down on wed after work to get it.. n it's still untouched. haha cuz still trying to read shirley's book finish le then can retuen her asap! :)

then thurs nite went to eat @ newton food centre there.. yana n i's treat!! yana, for her first pay..n me, for my last pay! lols. n we silly-ly didn't know it'll be so ex.. so we bot like 50 each only... n in the end eat ontil like.. over $150?? hahaha. cuz there target tourists de ma.. hahaha. then yea the rest forked out some money each but we paid them back on fri of cuz.. heex.. nvm the money.. i was truly really the happiest gal tt evening!! :)) so many ppl came for the dinner!! all the temps except the 2new girls n yp, yana, weiling n patrick, DEBBIE!! :D that totals up to 11 ppl!! haha.. really like reunion dinner lo.. so happy!! ^^ gawd i really didn't realised how much i missed debbie until i saw her!! :)) yayyyy~ am going her hse one of these days before sch starts! heex..

then we went town after dinner.. n yw say want go paragon collect something.. then we ended up stuck there cuz got this charity auction then ALOT of celebrities came!! so we stand there drooling like idiots @ this SUPER HOT guyyyy. hahaha. ok there was only one or two hot guys.. but the guys feast their eyes like duno wat... so many chiobus!! :p then i didn't even realise clara n debbie MIA until i finish drooling. hahaha. then they say they went to look for their fren who's working there.. haha. so we walked arnd looking at those perfumes n stuff.. then fooled arnd, with yw being the joker as usual... haha. then debbie n clara suddenly reappeared with MY PRESENT. omgggggggg. i was damn stunned n touched laa. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :):):) wasn't even expecting it!! hahaha. n guess wat they bot? giordano JUNIOR. hahaha like thanks~ lol. but quite nice laa heex.. shirt n jacket.. heex.. tts my THIRD giordano jacket le zz... but nvm i still love them!! as in ALL OF THEM cuz everyone shared! heex.. ok i can strike off the puma jacket on my list le.. duneed buy le.. hahaha.

then fri was a very happy n cheery day too! heex.. n YP SAID I AM CUTE. omggg. i laugh until i fell down. WAHAHAHA. then yana n i asked josie to help us buy breakfast for everyone on sat morning.. hahaha. cuz tt day thurs nv treat the boss n the perms ma.. so abit weird.. then if dun buy for the temps oso very weird.. so buy for everyone lo.. hahaha! n i spent almost two hours at nite writing n drawing cards for them! hahaha. n i am pissed with gungun. cuz everything i do for them or they do for me, he wipes up all the thoughtfulness n effort with his stupid wet blanket. i seriously felt like strangling him? haha u finally figured out why i kp scolding u? lols.

nwae... yeap. today was a happy day too!! :D breakfast!! hahaha then gaf out my cards to them!! n they were all quite happy i guess.. heex :) n i was quite touched when clara said she slept at 3am but crawled out of bed juz to eat my breakfast!! :)) i guess i'm really really gonna miss each n everyone of them there! haha even yp for her stupid antics. hahahha. then when i was leaving they very funny. coincidentally everyone was arnd.. then they were like standing arnd waving to me n wishing me all the best n blah. hahaha. like some celebrity lidat.. n i promised yati to come back to kk to see her baby when she delivers!! :)) n tt was the end of a close to 7mnths service @ SP Halifax! ^^

walked arnd with shirley n yana while we waited to meet our respective ppl.. hahaha. nothing much.. yana bot me a tee shirt!! :)) heex.. then shirley n i were damn funny.. cuz she was heading home n i was heading to commonwealth to meet my mum.. then we conveniently forgot.. n tot as usual we were taking the opp direction de trains.. cuz she lives at boon lay.. hahaha. then we went down to the platform n her train came.. so we hurriedly hugged n say our byes before she entered the train.. then suddenly i rushed after her n went "heyyyyy. i'm taking towards the west tooooo!!" hahahahaaa. lame! :p

met mummy!! went queensway finally... n bot our sports shoessssssss!!! :)) yayyyy. i got nice nice sports shoes now!! hahaha. FINALLY. wanting to get a new pair for super long le.. hahaa. she bot running shoes. but i bot cross-training. haha. cuz dun tink i'll be running so much nwae... n wanted to buy casual ones.. but in the end think think still decided to buy abit better quality de juz in case... hahah.. i have prettttaaay shoes now!! ^^ n then we went to AV for early dinner!! omggggggg. how i miss the days! hahaha. going AV with dans.. n tt time go dabao for CS peeps! :)) heex.. we eat until damn full laaa. ordered so much! :) then came back to paris shopped abit more then went home.. hahaha happy dayyy! =D

omgggg. such a long entry! hahaha.. but yeaaa. i'm so gonna stop myself from thinking so much! hahaha.

here's the deal for the following wk:
sun/16july-meet beav, n hopefully cindy
mon,tues/17,18july-call up miss wee, party world, ntu finance, slack at home. [haha nvm if u'all dun understand.. for my own reference de. lols.]
wed/19july-pirates of the carribean @ cine with colleagues!
thurs/20july-meet dans, baba, andy!
fri/21july-planning to meet debbie!
sat/22july-kbox with bert they'all!

=))

okkk... to show tt i'm a victim of boredom n under the influence of mab n bert... i shall do this too!


Rules of the game:
1. Post 10 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED!" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.


ONE::
my best gal fren is mab! n my best GAY fren is GUNGUN!!! wahahhahaha... he is so going to kill me. lols.

TWO::
i haf stage fright! n it gets worse as it grows older! there was this once i took part in some inter-class poem recital thingy @ pri2.. then the poem is 'The Kelong'. so we wore our swimming costumes up to stage n recited the poem n got 2nd! hahaha. then after that we chased the guys wearing the swimming costume n they actually RAN AWAY. omgg. i'll die if u mk me do tt now. lol. n sec1 we had this choral reading comp.. then we hafta wear tails up on stage n blah. n i was a teeny bit scared. then came j1 we had to do oral presentation for pw...n i nearly freaked out! wahaha. long story sia~

THREE::
i have TWO ex! haha ppl think i haf only one... lalala~ not exactly something to b proud of.. =X

FOUR::
i want four children nxt time!! 2boys, 2 girls!! boys preferably the elder ones.. then can pamper their little sisters!! ^^

FIVE::
i used to tk swimming lessons in pri sch! n i HATED them. then i got gold, n failed my gold star. then quit swimming to study.. now i miss swimming like crazy!! hahaha

SIX::
i miss school! but i'm dreading uni!! hahaha. miss the carefree days @ cchs... singing at the balcony... fooling arnd.. having crazy crushes n blahh. wahaha

SEVEN::
my first crush in cchs is ROYCE! *shhhhhh* n my first crush in sa is FUJIN! *double shhhhhh* -blush blush- ppl pls brainwash urself after reading! lols.

EIGHT::
i hate geography. n i love elit. dun ask me why i took double maths. wahahha

NINE::
i still miss jieru from time to time. but i still dun like her. hahaha. -tragic irony- :((

TEN::
i used to be a prefect during pri3! but i hated doing duty during recess.. so i quit in pri4... wahahaha.. so dumb riteee? :D


yayyyyy. ppl whoever want to do just do!! hahaha. yayyyy tt was funnn! ^^

okk.. i shall be a gd girl n listen to mab n stop all the nonsense.. yay. hahaha. besides, i'm blogging wat i feel.. if u dun like to see, dun see n get out. dun spoil my mood. yay~ [in case some ppl can't detect tone.. this para is typed with a -cnnt b bothered- tone]

blahblahblah.

wooooooooo.... beginnng to feel that i'm gonna miss the office n it's ppl when i leave! blahsss. :(( okk but i'm still having trouble with my menteeeeeeeeee. blahs! haha i the rest like cnnt be bothered with her leh... scared i go liao nobody teach her or check her work then she jialat lo... so many mistakes everyday.. when boss finds out she gets even worse scolding... kp telling her duno muz ask le..but she still nv ask me anything?? hahaha. how to teachhhhhhhhh.

n oh yah bert... i'm not free this wkend too!! hahaha. how abt another day? or u got wkday free? i go with u! lols. n oh yah.. we better start planning chalet le!! hahaha. oh yah i got party world voucher leh.. but until end of july only!! hahaha. booooooos. =X

lalalaaaaaaaa. i'm still pissed! hahaha.

okkk. gonna go clear my inbox le. 42mails!! tts crazy..... hahaha

tada peepsss!! :))

cindy: haha okkk!! u want go out wif beav n i ths wkend? :))
ernie: bleah! =X

somebody: whether i took him for granted or not u noe it best.. even if i did, at least i still loveD him while it lasted. n i didn't go girl-hopping.


i'm juz super pissed with someone. not i want to be pissed with someone. but someone is making US damn pissed. i noe some ppl think i'm bad. but i can't be bothered. if i dun be bad, i will nv be happy. blahs.

wowwwwwwww. so long nv blog for someone who is supposedly at home with no hwk everyday! hahah!! :))

ohhhhh. i've been quite busy this wk actually!! hahaha. cuz ALOT of work to do.. so ot everydayy. sadness(mian qiang EC..)!! hahhaa. n i'm SO pek chek. my mentee is still making so many mistakes n i haven't even impart everything to her!! :( n only teach her basics she alrdy mk so much mstakes how to continue impart the rest of the cheem stuff to her?? bleahs. i very scared haven't finish teahcing then thrwo her there alone le lehh. bleahs. am i tt bad a teacher or wat?? :(( bleahhhhh. no wonder i can nv be a teacher! oh wells. hahahah. watever~ but even shirley heard me telling her wat to do le maaa. then i still hafta check her work after she finish everytime.. n i spend more time editing her work than doing my own work zzz.... bleahs. ok i dun wanna be a teacher nxt time. obviously i dun haf the patience! hahaha. =X

ok before i forget.. i shld blog abt this thing tt happened last sat... HAHA.
bert: why r u my exxxxxxxx.....
mab: bcuz i'm pretty.
bert: why r u not my exxxxxx.....
me: bcuz i'm prettier.
mab: why r u my exxxxx.....
bert: bcuz i'm handsome.
mab: why r u not my ex.......
ernie: bcuz i'm handsome-r.
HAHA. suppose to be some stupid private joke. but yea.. u can understand then understand, cnnt understand then dun bother finding out. wahahaha. nwae the bottomline being, ernie n i r cuter than mab n bert. MUAHAHAHAAA. diao... -_-''' dots. so lame~ hahaha.

okkk. so life's been pretty boring for the past wk. cuz after work i'm so tired i juz go home, bathe, eat, watch tv, slp. hahaha. repeat routine. lalalaaaa. =X

ooooh. yx came to my hse on thurs!! :D hahah! so happpppy! so long nv see her le!! she's so cute. n she's so naughty!! n she cries damn loud. hahahha. n her head looks damn funny. i tink her head is quite big seriously... =X doesn't tt sound familiar? like... brandon lye familiar?? HAHAHA. -no offense- :p

yeap. went to pluck eyebrow with yana n shirley @ bugis st ytd after work. cuz they say there got alot of shops then all quite cheap de. then we went after work like 12+ only one shop open -_-''' too early le? hahaha. so juz went in lo... n the person is not very skilled lehhh. n i tink it's quite painful, which isn't suppoed to be... hahaha. n i look weird now! so i'm not going back there!! wahahhah. :p

then went to meet ernie n yuyu @ town to go singing!! went partyworld!!! woooo hoo... :D so long nv sing le... yayyyy!! :)) it's cheaper than kbox laa, but the cushion not very nice to jump on leh... hahaha. lame~ n the food not very nice too... n the thing juz switches off itself when time's up which is super sad cuz cnnt sing on n cheat their money!! wahahaaaaaaaa. -_-'''' lols. then went to eat SUBWAY again. lol. then uhhh ernie went off. n yuyu n i went walking arnd. yayyy! nice dayyyyy. :D i still wanna go kbox again another day!! sing de bu gou shuanggggggg. hahahha! :p

lalalaaa. might go out with mum later! haha see how first lo... :)) buy shoes!!


bahhhhh. actually i've been thinking abt jieru for the past few days. hahah. quite weird. i also duno why.. but the jieru i thinking abt was the one before the big thing happened. like how we used to spend all the happy times together strutting up n down the school hand in hand... the first smile we flashed each other at the jacob ballas studio.... the endless toilet outings. the equally ear-piercing shrieks we have.. how we took turns tearing our ligaments n helping each other around sch after tt... n the time we went for the home visit, n i watched her silently as she taught this old lady how to dance very patiently, then was quite touched but i juz kept quiet. i guess there r times when i still miss the old gaigai... the caring one... n the happy times we spend together. n then i snap back to reality, n i can hardly believe how much she changed. hmmmm.

it's all quite weird. sometimes i'll try to tink back to the old times. the happier times with him. but i realise i can't rmb much alrdy. i duno why. memories with gaigai r still fondly etched in my heart. but memories with him r juz...vague? i duno... maybe huiyu's rite.. i tend to treasure friendship more than relationships. or maybe it's just i haven't seen her for too long or duno wat she's doing.. so i dun get so disgusted with she's doing n blah. maybe it's just a part of me tt dowan to rmb n can't be bothered to rmb anymore. bleahs. i tink it's the first reason ba. hahaha. watever~ i guess it's no longer impt! :)) wat matters now is tt i'm happy with the life i'm leading now! hahaha.

hmmmm. myabe one day we will start talking again... but it definitely wun be soon... maybe one day all the wounds will heal.. but yea.. i guess we all need time.. but i'm certain that i'll never fall in love with him again. period. (:

wooooo... since i'm so bored n am taking a break from watching hk serials, i shall reply tags! hmmm haven't done tt for quite a while! hahaha. =))


yuyu: huh y suddenly say dotty is nice guy? hahah. yah. i'm seeing dots.......................... -_-'''
bert: haha it seriously looked like jerk thai what... heex... oh u want help me slap ar? hahaha. cool~ jp got so many things to buyyyy!! :D
ernie: hahaha yess. ttz why i say muz bite the shoe. hahaha! oooh. LALALA~
dotty: hahaha u owe me so much salary still want me to cont' be ur clown wor! hahaha... i dowan. i want to breach contract!! heex..
beavan: hahaha bu shi shuo yao slap jiu ke yi slap de.... u KAM GONG. wahahahha....
yuyu: hahah yesss. ur bdae same as my bro!! woooo hooooooo~ lols. n same as deng xiao ping!! wahahhahahhah..... coool~


lalala. back to my hk serials! :))

okkk suddenly realise very long nv play this type of things le! wahahhaa... relieve the gd ol' friendster days!! :))


Favourite Colour(s): pink & black!! :)) n green n baby blue n blahblahblah! wahaha. everything is niceeeeeeee
Favourite Food: cheesecake! tt's the only thing in mind now...cuz tts the yummiest thing i ate ytd. wahaha!
Favourite Song: erm alot? hahaha.
Favourite Movie: haha i duno!! so many!! most recent will be CARS!! lalalla~ so childish! hahha
Favourite Sport: ermmm. swimming? lalalaaaaa ya i noe..doesn't seem like it. hahaha!
Favourite Day of the Week: friday saturday sunday!! guess y? :p
Favourite Ice Cream: movenpick strawberry!!! :D

Current Mood: nothing much la. hahhaha. juz in the relieveing friendster days mood?
Current Taste: erm... aftertaste of curry puff? haha cuz tts wat i ate for breakfast.
Current Clothes: home clothes lo?
Current Desktop: some windows de laa. using my bro's accnt ma... or else will have been the sotong fishsee desktop!! ^^
Current Toenail Colour: haven't go n polish!! wahahha... soon soon... :p
Current Time: 10.06am! sunday morninggggggggg!!
Current Annoyance: i hafta do hsework later!! cnnt slack infrnt of comp all day! -_-'''
Current Thoughts: 'just wth r u up to?'

First Best Friend: bifeng? hahaha. some pri sch friend i lost touch with alrdy
First Crush: cnnt rmb... ok dun laugh......royce? hahahha.
First Movie: erm... dun rmb le laaaa
First Lie: dunooooooooooooooo
First Music: *twinkle twinkle little star* HAHA. wat dd u expect??

Last Cigarette: I HATE SMOKE.
Last Drink: plain water ba
Last Car Ride: can't rmb le!! public transport counted? haha took mrt home last nite!! -_-'''
Last Crush: lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. wat makes u tink i will say? hahaha
Last Phone Call: erm... duno leh. shld b bert ba... to ask where is he... hahaha
Last CD played: erm. so long nv play cd le. mp3 can? beautiful love!!! :D

Have you ever dated one of your best friends: dated mab? goodness. dated beavan? GOODNESS.
Have you ever broken the law: hahah yesss. i tink broke the same law as bert! lol.
Have you ever been arrested: no no. i'm an intelligent law breaker! lol.
Have you ever skinny dipped: nahhh.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: goodness no. y wld i?


wahhh? finish le ar? haha didn't even realised! lol.

blah! forget to add something... dun gimme softtoys!! or mummy will throw them into the cold chamber! hahaha.

ohhh yah. watched the england match last nite!! hahaha. just to watch rooney? lol. heavans no. actually i was waiting for my hair to dry n was in the mood for soccer. n they spoiled my mood. cuz they played so lousily. n i officially proclaim tt rooney is no longer cute. wahahaha. no sportsmanship de! booooooooo. hahaha ok. nvm there's always kaka! yayyyy~ :p diao -_-''' lol. nwaes. watched halfway then dozed off. cuz it was too boring le. hahahha. england is damn lousy. lalalaaa. then i ended up going to slp at 80+ min... cuz i knew it wasn't ending anytime soon. lalalaaa~ n france woonnnnnnnn. altho i'm puzzled why. oh wells. nvm... it's FRANCE~!!! lalala~ :))

bahhhhh. i'm bored! hahaha

yayyy! went out with mab bert ernie today!! grew fatter again... muahaha! saw zab!! yayness(ec)! hahaha. happy daeeeeeee! :))

click 'about' to see my wishlist! my bdae is 2mnths1day away!! -hint hint-

i'm gonna miss shirley!! :((

yayyyyy!

monday bot my shoes! it's BITING me now according to shirley! lols.

tuesday the new temp came. i'm her mentor... cuz she's suppose to replace me... but she's quite ah lian[mayb can intro to beavan..zzz....].... n she first day come then abit buay zi dong le... hahaha. nvm dun talk abt her..

wednesday!! TODAY! met yuyu pris n kym to go for the medical checkup. yayness! fun!! hahaha. got lost in ntu... which i gather is not very surprising... hahaha! so long nv climb so many flights of stairs le... hahaha. or rather, go down so many flights of stairs! hahaha. guess wat? they have as DOWN as B5.... zzz. i tink i wun make it to my lessons in future...cuz i'm so gonna get lost everyday. haha. yayyy... watched CARS!! soooo nice! ok one day i wanna go shopping at JP! hahaha like so many things. -suaku ppl from the east- hahaha..... -_-''' yayyyy! am so glad i met them!! happy dayyy!! :))

nwae... happy bdae to alfie n pork's mummy! lol. =)

n uhhh... wat else? oh yahh.. wsands will be having a grand renovation soon! hahah estiimated will complete by end of yr... hahaha. chatted with a storekeeper juz now then she telling us ma.. hahah presently only got 30+ shops... after renovation will have 100+ shops! wooooo hoooooo~ hahaha major revamption sia~ some thai restaurant opening end of the month... the duno jerk thai or lerk thai... lols. then will have either sakae or sushi tei nxt time... then 24hrs POSB shifting here... then some of the shops relocating.. john little closing.. info counter move to lvl 2 like century sq lidat... all the edible stuff will be on one lvl... then yah.. basically will classify the shops' locations by genre i tink... hahaha! yayness!!(ec) finally the little town of pasir ris is going to be more re nao!! =D


some ppl... u juz haf the urge to slap them.... dun u?

haha ytd couldn't post!

25th june,sunday

hello peepssss! hahaha it's been a happening wkend! woooo hooooooooo~

went out with yk on fri nite.. nothing much just walked arnd abit then go home le..

then sat went out with beavan.. watched Just My Luck @ The Cathay! wooooo hooooooooooooo! happening sia~ the cinema is erm... normal? hahah i duno why mab is so fascinated... lol. -_-''' but yea.. the sound system is very gd la.. tt's all? lol. nwae... dropped by my aunt's salon to tk a look.. n she kept looking at beavan. -_-''' then she kept giving me The Look. bleahhhhh!! i tink i'm going to kenna interrogated sometime soon... zzz................. =X yeap. then met ernie for dinner @ Thai Express!! muahahhaha! heavenly! gun gun is obsessed abt Thai Express now! lol. then we laughed all the way back to orchard. i swear i laughed away all my fats everytime i go out with ernie. hahaha! he's just so funnily lame. if u heard abt his Turkey vs. Chicken. u'll know what i mean... HAHA. then YONGCHENG came to find us!!! wahahha.... cuz so long nv see him le ma... since graduated from cchs... hahaha! then we did quite abit of catching up... then quite funny... the 3 guys started becoming abt clubbing n chiobus... -_-''' zzz.... GUYS. but ended up it was just some prank or wat ernie n beavan playing to kajiao yc? diao. ultimate boliao. hahahah! but still... yea.. it was nice catching up with an old friend! :))

then went to church with pork today... -_-''' charmaine invited me? she said she'll be dancing then ask me go support... then i bu hao yi si reject so aiya ok lo... then she went to ask the rest of my cousins oso... then end up they all not free!! -_-''' then uhhh so i asked pork along lo... hahah paiseh drag u along... thanks for coming along with me nwae!! i'm glad u were there by my side when i was so bored. wahahahha -_-''' yeap. erm dun wanna comment much but yea. just dun wanna sound offensive. hahaha. so yea went to tamp to walk arnd after tt. then went home after awhile le!

i officially declare i'm exasperated!! hahaha. shop for 3days n cnnt find my dream shoes n bag!! hahaha. didn't bot the esprit one after all bleahhs. figured tt it doesn't suit me? hahaha. yeap. then erm... nothing much le. bleahs.

yay! chatted with andy just now..
haha
i suprised
then i tink
hm... its u
ok la.. nt too suprising after all
hahah he's so crap! but still... it's nice chatting with him!! yayyyy~ =))

okkk i want to go back find baba chat one dayyyy!! hahhaha.

oooh gun gun n cindy r both SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO sweet!! yay! i love ya guys so much!! :))

i'm better now guys.. thanks alot.. finally no more insomnia... back to normal sleeping routine again.. =) in fact i slp like arnd 11 everyday now.. which is damn early for me! ahahas. okkk... nvm! ahahas.

okkk. wanted to wait for mab's mum's esprit card to go buy my esprit bag nxt wk.. after her tests finish... but yea.. even my emily bag oso spoil le. wahaha. so shall go buy my esprit bag on fri or sat prob ba... haha sorry mab! but u still hafta pei me go see my butterfly belt i dun care!! :D heex...

hahhaa. this is kinda cool. huiqi's still waiting for a reply from her fren.. if her fren decides not to stay in hostel.. then we'll be staying together!! yayness!! hahaha. i tink she's very nice n quite tan de lai with her so i dun really mind! hahaha. plus she's in psychology too! so will be qute cool rite? hwk duno got ppl to ask n do tog! hahhaa. :D n she says that psychology our batch the intake is only duno 30 or 60... n i was like HUH??? wah kao. so little ppl. hahah i didn't know tt! =X okk nvm better still. got more attn paid to ME!! wahahha. -_-'''

oh wells~

okkk. i'm going to try my best to be there for the frens who need me... =)

blahs.

dropped by at the wake just now. :( okk dun wanna talk abt sad things le. bleahh. nwae.. my relative passed away today too... the 90 yr old i went to visit at the hospital ytd.. =(

yeap. went to town with my family today. quite nice la. walked arnd.. went shopping for new washing machine n fan for my room! yea.. then went to crystal jade. my bro n i treated.. to celebrate dad's bdae + father's day. :)

blahblahblah. boooo..... :(

watched silent hill ytd nite with mab n bert. was okay. abit cheem. but still find it quite nice. everyone tells me it's very scary? but i tink it's just very gory. blood splashing here n there. =X

met mab n ernie today afternoon. ate n walked abt abit. then went to novena to meet parents.

went ttsh to visit a relative. in her 90s alrdy. so heart-wrenching to see her. she had so many tubes poking out from all over her body. n it's the first time i see someone literally connected to the monitor that shows ur heartbeat n all tt. like...i always see them on tv...n i tk it as a not very gd sign...cuz when u see it on tv, the line eventually goes straight. so i nv tot i will see one on my relative. n she was operated twice alrdy. heavily sedated. couldn't even open her eyes to look at us. we talked to her. she could hear us. she was conscious. but she just couldn't open her eyes, nor open her mouth to reply us. it was painful to see her lying there so helplessly. n she felt so uncomfortable tt she just kept taking off her oxygen mask.

n so coincidentally her son-in-law was warded downstaird for heart-attack. but condition stabilised le. so when we went to see him, he told us the doctor say she only have around 2 more wks left. either that or she'll become a vegetable. how bad is that.

then ate abit then went home alrdy.

on the way home. passed by the void deck. saw some familiar faces. n a wake that wasn't there today morning. peeped abit n saw the photo. totally shaken. neighbour[duh] cum schmate's mum. i swear my legs really wobbled for awhile when i saw the rest of the family standing arnd there. i mean, yea not like i haven't seen a wake before or attended one. but most of the time it's someone alrdy very old. but she'd only late 40s or max. 50 yrs old. n she has 3children. youngest same age as me. it's so scary to imagine losing ur mum at such a age. my heart totally sank. really really sank. =(

bleahhhs. feeling very depressed now. :(

ok i very long nv reply tags le hahaha!

pork: *waves back!! very long nv go out with u le!! :((
beavan: waving at everyone but YOU. lol.
yuyu: hahahaha. yes yes wave at u. pls tag more often! i tag ur board SO regularly lo! lol.
yijun: HIHIHI!!! lol. i miss u too! we shall go out with pork one day since i miss her too? lol. n yuyu too? call jess along? yay~ i miss everyone!! =))
jaren: yay!!!! i tink it's not very scary too... wahahha.
bert: i wanna go out with u too! booooo. when's ur 'break'? then i can go catch a movie with u? lol. i'm quitting in arnd one month's time!! =D n yea.. i saw ur blog le! :) ohhhhhh this song is called LOVE STORY! :)
ernie: ahahas. i wan go kbox with u!!! n yuyu deardear!! faster organise!! u the free-est now le.. :p muahaha. ehhhh ya i oso tink not very scary... hahah we go watch silent hill together!! =D

woooo hooooooo. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!!! hahaha not like he'll see this nwae... -_-''' ohhhhh. one yr ago de ytd i just discharged from CGH!! wahahah. so lame! =X

okkkk. nothing much except that i'm quite broke this wk. so pls ask me out only on friday n after friday. cuz by then i'll be getting my pay. lol. n i'm sms-ing asking when everyone's breaks n quitting work are basically cuz i'm trying to decide wat date to quite on. n i must ensure that got ppl quite alrdy so they can entertain me after i quit!! lol. warp logic. -_-'''

ohhhh. receive the big big admissions handbook de package from ntu le. FINALLY. i was starting to panick. cuz i tot will receive early june. bahs. so siannnnn. like so much admin stuff to settle n so many things to read n do. n i duno wat they talking abt. read until want slp. bleahs. =X dun care. shall finish reading my Da Vinci Code first!! yayyyy finishing le!!! :D

zzz..... working sucks. my EXeyecandy sucks. my boss sucks. i juz wanna quitttttttttttttttttttt!!! >=(

hahah okk. back from malaysia! quite tired. n was quite bored. nothing much to do oso laa. for so many days i was there i only went out for like ONCE for like 3hrs? hahaha. soooo boring! n didn't buy much oso. like. we only went to a departmental store. wat u want me to buy? hahahha. zzz. then as usual play abit with the kids. watch vcd. read da vinci code. eat LOTS of yummy&unhealthy&heaty food. running nose. BREAK OUT. omgg. hahaha. oh wells. nvm. i hardly get to eat so yummy food. lalala~

back to work tmrrr. zzz. sorry cindy n beavan for encouraging u guys to watch The Omen. hahahha. paiseh didn't know will turn out so scary. n i certainly didn't asked u'all to go for a MIDNIGHT show. omgg. nvm. i had a nightmare abt the movie too the night u'all sms-ed me. then i woke up n saw the sms. den i wanted to laugh. lol! okkkk.. we'll go out wif ernie nxt sat? watch a comedy instead. lol. n we can bully beavan!! muahahhaa. =D

lalala. so bored now. hahaha. watch show!! =)) tk cares ppl. mab i missed u!! :)) n so the same goes for all!! :)) okk i tink i haf at least 10yrs to rethink a substitute for STUART. lols.

cooooool!! ^^

went to collect cert today!! hahaha. surprisingly i found my way to the sch alone!! wahhaha. for awhile i tot my sense of direction timproved n was so happy. then like 15min later i was trying to find my way out of the sch... like where's the gate??? -_-''' hahaha guess i'm still v blur.. =D

hahaha yeap. then went to meet mab watch The Omen!! cool~ nice show. not very scary la. nice storyline. but disturbing ending. very anti-christ. =X bleahs. then ernie the bottomless pit came. win liao. hahahha. n we ate n ate nate. bleahhs! getting fat. hahahha. yayyy. pls watch The Omen!! :))

ohhhhh. going malaysia tmr le... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! hahaha. ^^

yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! HAPPY SUNDAY!!!!! =D

met yuyu in the morning... and ate THAI EXPRESS for lunch!! woo hooooo... =D heex... happy!! then walked arnd.. n after she went off to work i went for my manicure!! yayyyy~ did a french! yay! so pretty now! wahahha... :p

then met mab at tamp[not met tamp... hahaha] after that... went to buy my davinci code!! yayness(EC)!!! ^^ heex... happiness[not very EC....]!! :D

then went to bedok meet the rest of my family for dinner!! yummmmmmy!! more food!! wahahaha.... =D then we went down to serangoon.. my aunt's hse... n my nephew was there!! =D hahaha n my cousin keeps psychoing him to call me AUNTIE. omgggggggg. sounds so old. hahahha. fortunately he can't talk yet. haha. damn funny. tink he suppose to call my mum lao kim[in dialect..] or something lidat... then my mummy says the LAO makes her sound very old.. so she say call auntie can le. then my cousin commented.. "mama jiao auntie, nu er ye jiao auntie..." hahahahha! win liao looooo -_-''' yeap. yf's so cute!! he was suppose to drink his milk le..but his mummy still preparing.. then we took off his mittens.. n he started sucking his fist... as in suck n lick until got the sucking noise!!! wahahahhah. damn hilarious lo. n i laugh until the rest of my relatives laughing at me... =X then his daddy attempted removing his hand from his mouth, n he started sucking his daddy's hand.... -_-'''' awwwwwwwwwwwww. babies r jus so adorable!! =))

yayyyy! best thing is my parents stop quarrelling le!! n they like back to last time so cuteeee. like kp suan-ing each other jokingly tt type. hahaha very funny when u hear them talk.. :p

therefore.. huiting was a very happy gal ytd!! :)

heex... have been thinking for the past few days for names for my future 2boys 2girls. MUAHAHAHA. i tink i'm crazy! lol. very sian ma. nothing to do so tink of names maaa. hahaha. so my daughters r going to be called CHLOE & CORAL. n my sons r gonna be called SCOTT & STUART!! wahahhaha... cool~ yayyyyyy. but they r just ideal names. of cuz they r not likely to come true. like to get four kids, i hafta get married at like latest say 24? hahahah. n by the time i grad with only an HONOURS, i'm alrdy 23. hahahha. i shld wait long long.... -_-''' n i'm not even ready for my nxt relationship zzz.... used to dream when i was still a stupid naive girl that, i'm gonna work SUPER HARD after my 'A's, n make my first million before i enter uni, then marry a nice guy n settle with a hse beside the sea. hahahha. yea sounds stupid. but it's just a DREAM. wun come true.. HAHA. =X *ahems*

hahahah! am so happy nowadays. everything's going so smoothly! hope it'll continue lidat!! :))

ooooooooh!! fun wkend!! :D

hahaha. i'm like chatting with GUN GUN everyday! hahahah. zzz. -hint hint- lol. no laa. it's nice chatting with him... yea~ n i chatted with mab on friday!! wooo hoooooooooo!! cool! reveal so many secrets!! wahahhahah... SO COOL. finally i'm relieved of the burden. so xin ku!! hahahah. =D

yeap. so met mab after work. then went orchard lo. suddenly orchard gets so crowded n boring n nothing-to-shop-for-ish. hahahha! yeap. so off we went walking to bugis AGAIN. hahahah. kept stopping along the way! ahhahaha. so funny. n kp crapping about. then the both of us were laughing so hard. wahahahh. okkk then. this girl gaf her CARS stickers @ dbg. then she went like "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! THANK U!!!!!!!!!!" wahahhahah.... n i burst out laughing infront of the gal. n she was giving the -ermmmm- look. hahhahah! lol. mab is a CARS fanatic. lol. yea~ then finally met bugis. n shuwen so excitedly wanted to see yang cheng ling. n i oso abit enthu... but too many ppl le. cannot even see the stage... hahahha. so shuwen squeezed himself to the front n mab n i ended up going shopping! -_-''' LOL. typical gals~ :) hahaha then ERNIE came!! wooo hooooo~ n we went for dinner!! at the stretch opp. bugis mos burger..... then we ate ALOT. thanks to the two botomless pits who kp dragging us here n there... even to a DESSERT SHOP. omg. i tink my tummy must swelled from 3mnths pregnant to 7mnths pregnant in one night.... -_-''' urrrrrgh. okk cont' shopping!! =D hahahha. then was trying on clothes.... n i can actually still fit into XS!!! hahahahahahahhahaha. yayness(EC). so lame~ WHATEVER. ok enough crap. i shall not degenerate my brain cells to ernie's standard! =D

yayyyy. HAPPY DAY!! =D heex... am meeting yuyu later for lunch.. then going for the long awaited manicure. hahaha. can't stand my nails! =X

okkkk. to somebody... pls tk care of urself... n dun worry so much. things will turn out fine i trust. dun scare yourself yeap. sory always not available when u wanna talk... but i dun like to hang up on one fren to talk to another... yea... so ya tk care bahs... anything juz let me know.. =)

bleahhhh. am in a rotten mood now.. :'(

all e same.. ytd was fun... watched da vinci code. ate kobayashi. walked arnd orchard. thanks beavan n cindy for the wonderful day. was really really very happy ytd.. :)

yeap. i wanna buy da vinci code de book... blahs.

yea... ttz all i hafta say for now i guess... no mood to blog le... hmms.