YAY! finally had our manic steamboat ytd @ hall13 pantry! wahaha. am so glad tuition was cancelled! -.-''' lol. MANIC steamboat shao bu liao PRESIDENT! *WHEEEEEEE!* (:

somebody was supposed to pass me photoshop cd but i duno who and he/she has not done so =( so meanwhile pls put up with the humongous amt of pics that i uploaded. hahaha.

nwaes, before the pics start. story goes that..

one fine day, we went to SS Supermarket (opened by xian's bf) to buy our steamboat stuff, before heading back to the pantry to prepare food. and it is indeed super obvious who doesn't prepare food at home, as the pictures will later reveal..

hahahaaa..

*TA-DAH!* can't really see the food..but nvm. looks so colourful and cheery! ^^ hahaha.

essence of mushroom. forced upon by the mushroom monster-yours truly, but later tremendously approved by the rest! =D

this was what the one who doesn't prepare food was doing...

trying to poison us with marker!!

hahahaaa. so we got PRETTY toxic crockery to dine with =)

she not only tried to poison us, but also made jul drank vomit.

then she tried to haunt stephie's food..but ended up making it look like The Sotong was eating her food....

then she tapped morsecode on the pres's food...

which i-duno-why ended up in a mess of pirated puma.

and she conveniently neglected poor qiqi (refer to stephie's tagboard) who was the ONLY person nice to me currently!

and made the poor welfare head hh swallow hammer and notes. x_x

noticed how this is the kindest set of deco among all the cutlery.....?

coz it belonged to our can-draw-but-cannot-prepare-food secretary's!!

hahahaa..

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and the above few group photos were taken by qiqi's bf who i was extremely mean to! wahaha. he oficially blacklists us now for being his darling's sun you(s) who
1) didn't invite him to eat the food,
2) almost killed his darling with blood red cannot-be-cooked pig liver,
3) made him take so many photos,
4) then still pester him to go and buy icecream for us!
wahahaha...

and not forgetting the secondary sch kids must-do!
and u noticed it was 6-sided? coz 3 other lovelies were absent due to obvious unforseen JAP circumstances =(

and stuff that ppl were not caught red-handed through the lens included
1) steph's bloody murder case,
2) wluek cracking eggs for the first time in her life,
3) and the president scrubbing pots til they shone.

hahahaa.

and that was our very happy steamboat night to remember - 051007 :)

[for more updates and unbiased reports, refer to other manics' blogs]

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and so smart lil' sotong finally busted jieyang's blog after finding out that he had been spying on us for ages! hahaha. poor him..the object of OUR thursday night mass googling. haha. you better not find out any secrets from the past entries/tags...OR ELSE I'LL REVEAL YOUR BLOG AD!!! =) -nyahaha- the hundred and one reasons why huiting loves to blackmail jieyang; one of them includes revenge for her darling stephie whom he often bullies! ^^
[oh and the rest of the manics who knows his blog pls keep it to yourself until he uhhhh...bullies me. hahahaa. yea la. don't spead k..he doesn't like it publicised. and he doesn't read our blogs often too nwae.. lol. =)]

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and we tried to skip patty's lec by attending ringo's very nice RA meeting. but halfway through he found out and sent the 4 of us scuttling back to boring cognitive lec which we forgot to print notes for. -_-'''

-excited-

can't wait for..
1) maths midterms to end,
2) RA to start,
3) movie outing with gungun to bio lengzai(s),
4) SAO TO GIMME A ROOM (preferrably @ 15! *grins*),
5) exams to be over,
6) outing with yuyu&ernie (ERNIE shall we watch HERO!? ^^),
7) more outings with electrons,
8) more steamboats with manic(!!),
9) all the notes piling up to be finished off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(

haha i'm amazed by my ability to spend such a long time blogging when i got so much things undone! x_x

and i'm feeling so much better now after the supposed long rest on fri and today, where although i had work to do, i had my fair share of joy! :) and it awes and delights me how -frolicking around jp with my bestie, steamboat with my lovelies, staying over at stephie's room again for ONE night, and spending time with my lovely lil' cousins- brightens my gloomy week by such a considerable amount! =)

alrighhhhhhhht! huiting will continue to be strong, as long as her lovelies constantly revolve around her pretty stressful(stressful but pretty) life! *hugs all darlings* =)) (Tan, 2007).

-screams silently-

i just blogged a long depressing entry and then it suddenly disappeared due to some technical error!

sigh.

it's a sign. huiting is not allowed to stay depressed for long!

huiting must organise and plan her time properly and make things fine by tmr! huiting must return to her cheerful un-angsty self fast!

yea yea.

Tan et al. (2006) once said that huiting is a strong girl. and a strong girl she shall remain (Tan, 2007).


`persevere.
impossible is nothing.

okayy haven't had the time to sit down and blog properly.

i think i hate myself. the whole hols zoomed past just like that, and i realised i wasted the whole hols mugging. yes, wasted. point being everyone was playing and catching up on the fun they missed, and i was mugging like a cockroach. (eeew, why am i talking like somebody -.-) nwaes, mug still nvm. point is, mug for so long liao, still never finish mugging. and mug for so long liao, still cannot do the papers. wth! i just wanna die. what was i doing!

=X

and finally 9.30am marked the temporary end to all my miseries. i stepped out of my maths quiz in a daze, feeling pissed as usual, but relieved. then i flocked down to meet mab and we took the 179A which zoomed out of school with only 3 passengers on board. *WOOHOO!* hahahaa. never had such a shuang 179 ride before! lol.

and we ate SUBWAY! wahahaa. yea yea yea, i know i sound repressed. hahaha. but i'm not as bad as xian ok (look at her tagboard!). yea, sounds weird having subway for bfast. but it's not our fault that all the nice bfast around are not available today! -.- hahaha.

yay! feel so ru shi zhong fu after today morning! was supposed to mug in sch until 2.30pm before leaving for my 4pm tuition. but after 204 ytd, i decided i couldn't take all the mugging anymore. so i stoned and attempted to study, and watched tv and blah before going for my maths quiz in the morning. -huiting convinces herself it's alrite to fail the 2% quiz- then i came back home and stoned and watched somemore tv before my tuition later.

hurhurhur.

my long deserved break is gonna last for....one afternoon. -sighs-

can't seem to rest long enough without feeling guilty nowadays. "guilt is the principle emotion used by the superego" hurhurhur. i have a huge superego!

and huiqi just called to lemme know that she's gotten hall! = i have a room to stay liao! yay! =) but it's hall 8.. so away from the rest of them! so sad =( heh i wonder if it's possible to change. hmmmms. stephie's neighbour switched over from hall2 too! bbbwah! heh think tmr then see how. hehe! -nyehhhh-

lalala~

ok i'm having a quiz tmr morning 8.30 which i have not studied for AT ALL and i'm sitting here doing nonsense questionnaires. hurhurhur.


1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
uhhh ok la. hahaa. it jus looks nice on tv.


2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
short party dresssssss!!! big poofy dresses look totally wrong on me! -sads-


3. What would you do if you received a long love letter?
uhhhh it's totally not my thing leh. haha


4. Group dates or single dates?
depends on with who lor. heh heh


5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends?
uhhh depends on different in what way la. haha. i'm quite used to it actually.


6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
ehhh hai hao la. hahaa i wouldn't mind them though.


7. Is your hair up or down today?
not totally UP la. haha


8. Do you straighten your hair?
i can't wait to do that again.


9. Favorite mascara?
no preference leh. not yet. haha


10. Do you get your nails done?
when i'm free enough and feel vain enough


11. Small or large purses?
medium. heh


12. In your purse, what are your must haves?
money cards blah. wallet purse or purse purse u mean?


13. Jeans or sweats?
jeansssssssssssssssssssssssss


14. Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that’s uncomfortable?
sometimes lor. hahaaa. ai sui mai mia.


15. Do you text message a lot?
uhhh quite la. depends. haha


16. What would you do if you got pregnant?
ehhhh i dun really want to think abt that. -cringes-


17. What’s your favorite color?
i look like i'm in love with pink..but actually i'm fine with all colours. lol


18. Heels or flats?
ok la. see my mood lor. heh heh


19. Did you ever cry during a romantic movie?
haha yes. but not as often as julyn. she crazy one lor..not romantic also cry!!! -.-


20. Would you ever leave the house without make-up on?
yeap!


21. Do you wear collared shirt?
seldom la.. haha


22. Do you like preppy boys?
nah..i think i got rather similar taste as stephie lol.


23. Do you think lip gloss is the best?
i do prefer them to lipstick la. heh


24. Do you own any big sunglasses?
nah specs look wrong enough on me. =(


25. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
very long. hahahaha


26. Do you like to wear band-aids?
diao!?


27. Do you like skater boys?
dun mind lor heh


28. Do you often wish there was something you could change?
EYE BAGS/BLACKS. stop asking me to go and slp! it's not working.
and my HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! -freaks out-


29. Gold or silver?
silver ba.. depends actually


30. Do you like to receive flowers?
ok lor. dun mind them.. so pretty! hehe


31. Do you like surfer boys?
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!


32. Do you dress up for the holidays?
dress up to mug ar?


33. Do you like to wear dresseses?
haiiii


34. On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you?
nine and a half for those i'm close to,
and ten for those i'm not close to.

yucks.


35. In the last 48 hours have you hung out with a guy?
is my textbook a guy??


36. Would you date a guy shorter than you?
dun tink so ba.. duno~


37. Do you like to hold hands?
huh! such a weird qn. okok lor. depends on who's hand la. haha


38. What is the youngest you would date?
at least same age preferrably.


39. What is the oldest you would date?
heh. gd qn. i duno.


40. What do you notice when you first meet a guy?
nothing in particular leh


41. Is it hott when guys sweat?
ya duh. why else will they sweat? cold sweat ar?


42. What is the best feature in a guy?
if he's nice, everything's just nice


43. Do you like making eye contact?
no i look at the floor when i talk.


44. Would you kill for chocolate?
dark choc!! but yea, i wun KILL. -_-'''


45. Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?
nahhh. haven't seen the point to yet.


46. On a scale from 1-10 how fun is shopping?
eah depends on my mood actually. haha


47. Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
uhhh no. hahaa. it's becoming quite frequent.


48. Do you wear sweatpants/pajamas to school/work?
diao! nooooooooooooo!!


49. Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy?
can't really recall.. haha duno~


50. Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?
no no NO!


51. What makeup could you not live w/ out?
none


52. Do you fall in love easily?
wen shi jian qing wei he wu -shakes head-


53. Do you think you have the bestest friend ever?
YAYYYYYYYYY! =)



*phew*

that's the photo of the girl with the smallest waist that ever lived (guinness world record). it's 15-inches, and the photo has NOT been photoshoped at all.

madness.

i am so uberly sian diao-ed that i totally procrastinated for the whole day rotting around until evening. ahhhhhhhhhh!!! i could have gotten so much done! now i'm so behind my schedule and suddenly have so much stuff piled up undone, and i'm still studying so slowly!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! =(

and i want the gorilla back!!!! -kicks up a big fuss-

=((((((((((((((

gungun: then what can u do with a 2nd upper honours when u come out? work at IMH?
ht: uh huh. or maybe prison also can? see how lor.
gungun: so funky. next time i call you i'll go
"hey huiting! wanna have lunch together?"
"ok! come by my place and pick me up lor."
"ok, cya!"
..
"beavan you're going out for lunch?"
"yea, i'm picking up my fren at Changi Prison first"

.................

hahahahaa.

typical example of what i do when i'm rotting at home. anything but study. hahahaa. so i've been mugging out everyday since monday. tut tut. behind my schedule alrdy! :(

jiayou jiayou!

loser hols i'm having as usual.

oh, here's another photo from comex..


the three september babies! :)

zzz.. i oughta be analyzing my old friend Freud.

去到那百合盛开处

and this too! long LONG nice songggg! :)

长江之歌

OMG! hahahaa... don't ask me how..but i somehow came across THIS!! so stunned can! wahahaa..

ok, for those who don't know.. this is our cchms choir Jubilation 2000 @ VCH when i was still in sec 1! hehee.

and i can't believe how everyone looked so TOOT back then! wahaha. and i think we looked rather boring not smiling and all that at all. so fierce!! lol.

all the same, it was nice reminiscing =)

heh ytd we finally went kbox!! =D heh heh. cool leh. so long nv go singing le.. but i think we were all feeling rather nua.. hahaha so we just nua there talking more than singing.. ahahaas. and getting excited over bf. lol.

then they all left except for mabbie and i who were going for dinner, when we saw yeoyang, stacey and their fren edwin. so we went for dinner and spent the rest of the night together, which was generally, hilarious, coz yy was over-dramatised. hahahhaa. i nearly laughed until i cried over the driving theory book barcode. ahahas. (:

oh nwae.. here's the photos taken at the comex fair tt day with the electrons..











***

PSLE's coming up in a week's time. somebody finally started panicking after i listed all the dates and all the topics he had to study in the so little days left. -shakes head- what more can i say?

and my tutee dropped amaths without telling me beforehand, so now i'm supposed to tutor her emaths instead. sigh. and the worse thing is she told me she was taking higher chinese and scared that she couldn't cope. for god's sake, you're not even sec4 yet! dropping amaths is bad..nobody ever drops amaths and claims that they've never ever regretted their decision years later.

oh well.. whatever. i'm tired of caring.. tuition's starting to feel like nanny-ing the kids half the time. rawrrr. i can't even nanny myself well, and now i hafta nanny the kids. hurhurhur. :)

i wanna study on monday afternoon, after SAAC! anyone?

ok i hafta make this fast coz bro's gonna come any time. hmmm!

ytd was such a horrid day! so many things went wrong wrong wrong. and it didn't help that hss lib's freezing and i wasted my whole day there, nothing going into my head! rawrs. i'll NEVER study there again!! urrrgh. and there's a new occupant coming in and i dun get the privilege of the furniture anymore =( on a side note, we saw her today morning and she's a very nice person! hehe. so i shal continue to squat like 2days a wk or sth.. hehe.

oh and we got ringo's RA position!!!!!! that was the only happy thing ytd i think.. hahahaa. =D

and i'm still feeling troubled over blah. =( and thanks blah for being there! =) and thanks stephie for just being around! heh glad the night got slightly better as it progressed..although clearing all my stuff to ur side sucked big time =X hahahaa. and now the food is occupying half the shelf can.. damn funny la! :D like storing up food for wall! =X

nwae.. i just wanna dedicate to fenfen, the lovely roomie!! =)


Thanks for shou liu-ing me for the past two weeks! hehe. i had SO MUCH fun staying with you and at hall 15 =) hehe. never expected everything would be so cool and nice and fun and happy and funny and entertaining! :) all the silly moments spent laughing hysterically over something so not funny, and all that midnight food breaks, and all the niao-ing each other to study (actually more of you niao me haha..), and the walking all the way to the other side to bathe, and all the gossip sessions about Morse Code & Roomie, and all the silly times spent singing while mugging or simply stoning, and the nice girly chats in btw boring 206 mugging sessions, eating all the can 13/14 nice food, and the time you amused Morse Code by laughing so hard over Zi Char Uncle!! and then i dropped into the wardrobe! -.- wahahahhahaa~ =D

thanks thanks and more thanks for all the joy! hahahaa.. and don't worry, i'll still drop by often to continue amusing and disturbing you! -nyahaha- and thank goodness your roomie is nice! ahahaas. and now our room door got THREE names! wahaha so re nao can.. my name got (SQ) beside it de.. -.-''' ahahahas. and they are all HANYU PINYIN names.. so weird.. no stephanie no hannah. ahahhaas. ok tts besides the point =X hehee.

and living with u was a refreshing discovery of our long lost twinnie identity! wahahah~ okayyy besides the you growing up watching disney cartoons while i was watching power rangers -.-'' nyahahaa. okayyyy have fun with Morse Code and Roomie and New roomie! wahahahhaa. maybe will have new fei wen soon! :D

gorgor coming le.. i'm off! CIAO TWINNIE!!! ^^

Love,
Ting :)

beavan: thanks dear =) and what was all that talk about squatting and toilets about!? -_-'''

temp bf: haha wad are u doing at home in the first place?

surfslayer: yea! i cognitive tb drove me to update! =(

yami: issit!? hahahaa i tot got the manifest and latent content blahblahblah de -.-

jul: hahaaa u dreamt u got hall9!? such a weird dream! ahahahas.

fenfen: hahahaa i can see my fren entertains u more than patty

ernie: ehhhhh dowan laaaa! SO DOTS!! *shudders* later really zhong liao means i really gonna die on that day HOW!?? O_O

***

as usual, for the umpteenth time, i skipped genes lecture! =X hahaaa jul n fen are starting to nag me for not taking genes seriously.. ahahaas. okay maybe i shall really get jul to tutor me... ehehh.

abnormal paper is finally downnnn!! SO HAPPYYYYY! ^^ and i duno how to comment on the level of difficulty..it's quite dots. hahaha but it was an okay paper i guess.. i think everyone will get about the same marks ba.. =)

and i came back to hall after lunch to waste time.. see, i swept the floor, bathed, did my laundry, tried to slp a little, and opened my cognitive tb, put it aside, and started surfing blogs and blogging -.-''

okayyyy. anyway, i forgot to mention, i went to get the PINK nike bottle i've been eyeing on monday! ^^ so happyyyy~ hehee. it's SO PRETTY can! ahahahas. and i was commenting that even the water inside looks pink...so stephie said that it looked like PHENOLPTHALEIN. wahahahahaah.

k la.. it prob doesn't look that pretty here.. but it IS pretty okayyy!! =P hehe

oh and yea.. about sat's WSC orientation.. here's our grp.. blk e!! =) all of them are quite nice and funny ppl! yayyy! hehee.

oh! janice tiff mm and sharon are missing!

heh heh..

now what? my eyes are hurting!! =(

i think i really should engage stephie as my disciplinarian and crash course instructress..or i'll never ever finish cognitive! =(

SAAC was great today! managed to get Ri to stop shouting and walking properly;so proud of myself!! ^^ hehee.. and Ry was smiling so happily today! yayyy~ my fav boy is happy = i'm happy too! lalala~ the rest were ok i guess.. Miss C. says Y was 'low' today..but i thought he was quite alrite as compared to the worse days! heh heh. ok why am i report talking again!? =X

moving on to rapport talk..

i hate patty and cognitive! =( -hopelessly depressed look-

i love long-ge and abnormal, but coz of cognitive, i can never seem to fork out enough quality time to spend on it! bwah. fundamental attribution error! wahaha~ but seriously..i wished i had more time to sit down proper relaxedly with the book and drink everything in!

patty, his notes and his tb are just a waste of my quantitative time.

rawrs.

okayyyy. i oughta EMBRACE the subject... WOOHOOOOOOOOOO!

...
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see what cognitive is doing to the deranged-enough-me.

on a sidenote, not for report nor rapport purposes, here's a little something to entertain you....
1) i tried to push open the side of a door at SAAC. as in the side that doesn't even have the mechanism to open. and i was in disbelief about my stupidity, but xian was in complete belief.
2) i almost fall INTO the wardrobe while trying to clip my hair infront of the mirror. stephie was so amused that she laughed and laughed and vowed to blog about that.

okayyyy. time to slp. fyi, the above happened without the induced stimulant effects of caffeine. without.

jul - i cannot share with u.. i need to eat more!! wahahaha~ dun care.. so nice you eat one bowl urself la! bluek!

yuyu - okayyy ur fren is stupidly funny -.- hahaa and cant2 really stinks what.. i wun ever step in there after i bathe!! hahahaa..

temp bf - *WAVES* cya on saturday!!! ^^

talz - phweeeeet! love ya gal! 2 more months and i can go meet u!! =D

fenfen - oui! ils est irritants!! =( okayy, hopefully we can celebrate with nasi lemak after 207 paper! wahaha~

-x- - hahahaa i think u'll laugh even harder than me. =P

ernie - yea.. really quite stupid now that i found out he's being lame -.-

***

don't really wanna blog about saddening stuff like hall and squatting.. steph n i spent the whole thurs nite brooding about it after reading the email. =( blahs. i hope the next time i blog about it, it'll be happy news...

wsc talk on thursday was interesting, although i personally see no link to boys home at all. hahahaa. but it was still fun =)

friday was mugging day.. after sleeping at 2-4am continuously for 3days, we finally productively mugged a lot and slept at 1am! hahaha. and not to mention the nice food we had all day long! =]

saturday's orientation was blah. it was alrite la.. just that everyone was kind of too tired and preoccupied about the upcoming tests to enjoy the whole event proper. but it was still good for getting to know the rest of the ppl.. and it was funny going around taking pictures with all the foreigners, particularly angmohs and the cute fiji guy! wahahah~ and by popular demand, they decided to take me walking into House of Condom with yx.. -_-''' and we don't even look like a couple can. *rolls eyes* nwae, i think i can safely say that i'll be able to find my way liao the next time we go singing at smith st! =p

hehe..

***

had a terrible nightmare today morning - the worst in 20yrs; it wasn't even about monsters and whatnot.. it was about ME dying from cancer. and the worst thing was seeing the whole process build up from how when i discovered it, it was in the terminal stage already, and then i started writing notes to my parents, and all bleeding at the same time. and then i was at the mrt stn when i saw xian and her bf. then xian came over to hug me and we started crying, then ada appeared and we cried too, and i told them i didn't want to die yet.. and the next thing i knew i jus collapsed on the floor and died. then one year later, there was a tablet in the crematorium, and it showed my d.o.b. and d.o.d., and there was no photo, but it was written that i lived a short and normal life. coz i died in my early adulthood...

then i woke up all trembling with fear and shock, and worrying about when i'm going to die. and it didn't help that the first person who came into my mind and whom i sms-ed at 5am was Gorilla. blah. my hands are still trembling while i type this...

life with stephie's great; she's influencing my appetite, and i'm influencing her slp habits. wahahaha.

it's been a busy 2 days mugging and mugging and having crazy nites. monday was CSB - chocolate snack break, tuesday was noodles party (almost became tuna party with Morse Code & Roomie..), and we're gonna have nasi lemak party tonite! -nyahahaa-

Operation Fatten Each Other! we were tryin out my bracelet today morning.. and after she helped me put it on, it just slipped out of my wrist when i tilted it with force! ahahas. and she was like oooh~ -compares wrist, tried it on too, and it slipped out of her wrist too!- nyahahahahaa. so dumb!

and the most hilarious thing just happened today.. i was on the way to yt with huiyu for my tuition. then we met her friend at boonlay and took the train together. he was saying he on his way to work.. then when we were reaching je and alighting liao, i asked him:
"then 你做到几点？"
and he replied:
"huh? 看我坐到那里几点就几点咯."

omg. i was laughing so hard that i couldn't even rephrase my question after that... HAHAA!

alritesss. i oughta go back to disgusting cognitive. i can't stand it.. i've been constantly attacked by mosquitoes since i moved in!! =(

haha i shall be a good girl and blog now so that i can study later! =p

hehe.

today was mugging day with xian and jy! hahaha. lunch was uber funny can.. and so was dinner. so lunch and dinner for today was pretty much centered around stephie and her ROOMIE who's gonna vanish when the clock strucks 12 tonite! wahahah~ ok i'm praying hard tt stephie doesn't read this before 12 and strangles me :p

nyahaha.

and i woke up at 730 today morning coz of the rain hitting against the drain outside! -.-''' so chui can! hahahaa.

lalala~

things are starting to perk up a lil'! heh heh.

okayy i shall study hard tonite with The Roomie! ahahhaas. which roomie do u think i'm talking about!?

:D

last sem, everything was in terms of biological, cognitive, socioemotional.

this sem it's worse. we have biological, cognitive, behavioral, psychodynamic! talk about driving me nuts.

sotong says:
i told u i hate guys!!
sotong says:
wad's wrong with ur species of ppl
sotong says:
all so weirddddddd!
says:
they exist to confuse u
says:
especially vulnerable ppl like u

fineeeee. i'm vulnerable...NOT! -rawr-s.

sighh. maths make me mad. and i'll turn so mad that i'll be kicking doors down in the morning.

i think i'm too intimidating or sth.. my roomie always goes MIA on my first nite in a new hall! =[

hahaa. but this time not too bad.. coz although i dun have MY internet cable, i'm using stephie's lappie! lol.. which is kind of weird coz i'm blasting music from my lappie, and using stephie's lappie to chat and blog. lols.

ok my point being, my first nite at hall6 was worse, coz i'm totally stranger to that place, and i duno who my roomie was going to be, and i had no access to internet, and the room was hot with alot of insects flying right in. hhahaaa.

so siannnnnn! i've got a quiz on tues and i haven't studied for it! =X

and i want a straightener and a new wallet and i wanna go SHOPPING!! =[

okayy, maybe i was a lil' overreacting for my last entry... hmmms! owells.. not like the person who should be reading is reading nwae..

alrites. i admit it - i'm bored. zzz

okayyy i'm ultra stressed now. just realised i've been procrastinating since after monday, and my work has piled up to a colossal amount now, not to mention the many events i have lined up this wk, and the tests i have next wk. cool hor. rawrs.

i finally watched 881 with my family today! and it was.....so disappointing. =X i don't know why, the whole world told me it was nice and to enjoy it before i went in. and then i went in, and laughed in exasperation half the time, sighed at the corny-ness, eeeew-ed at the power ranger-ness and blah-ed at the ending. issit me or do they really keep repeating and repeating and REPEATING all the songs! it's so kuazhang that i kept cringing. and then, for the first time in 20 yrs, i turned and saw my mum weeping in the midst of a show. -_-''' hahahaaa i really duno wad's wrong with me now. i was waiting eagerly for the show to end from the beginning. bahs!

now what? how do i get started on my sucky amount of work waiting to be done!? =[

okayyy, so exciting can.

i just moved into stephie's room @ hall 15 tonite! wahaha~ am squatting there legally for the time being until i get chased out with a broom. ahahahas.

we were so funny today from all that excitement..
stephie: "yayyyy coool! let's celebrate with fries!!"
-peeks eagerly into box-
huiting: "oh.. left 4 le.."
-_-'''

and somebody just couldn't resist making a point to let me know that the slightly ajar door diagonally downwards opposite the toilet belongs to her darlings. hurhurhur..

hahaa alrites. for starters, i'm gonna go back on sunday nite and bully my new roomie into helping me unpack my stuff!! waahaha~ ok then i prob need to go find my old roomie and get my stuff back from her.. lol.

oh and just to be random, i'm using my bro's new lappie now, and i think windows vista is so cool..i love it!! ^^ hehee

oh oh.. and yes, i hafta change my tuition to fridays! oh and i REALLY hafta study! am lagging behind by so much this wk alrdy. and i'm still going for a movie outing with my family tmr! rawrr. hehee another day gone -.-''

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things are not like before anymore. they say you can't cry over spilt milk/泼出去的水不能收回. to me, the only difference is that i cry over spilt milk once, but not twice. i can allow myself to cry over silly stuff for the first time it happens, but subsequently, i'll rather bang my head on the wall or something similar if i had to 收回来the水i泼出去.

a 2nd chance is all i give myself and you; no more 3rd chance. not that there's a point for a 3rd chance anyway..everything will just revert to the way they were before; yes, sadly speaking, that is how much i trust you and how little faith i have in you. after all that accumulated disappointment and feeling my way thru' the haze, i decided to give up, turn back, and return to the Land of No Haze where i came from.

perhaps we are all part of fortune's terrible joke - but if we had something going on 2 yrs ago, i would have gladly fought to keep the flame burning. but after much operant conditioning, i've learnt better than to fight so hard for happiness, then watch it slip away from you helplessly. now i rather sit, wait and stone, waiting for a miracle to happen; if it ain't no miracle, then i'll gladly let it go and forget about it coz there's not much point in clinging on to something that just ain't meant to be yours.

i can't let someone that means the world to me walk in and out of my life as and when he/she likes. i need regulation, consistency and security too. and i need someone to talk and laugh with me, not just someone to listen and laugh at me. yes, i need someone who'll make me smile when i'm sad, not make me cry when i'm upset enough. i want someone who'll gladly talk and share his/her joy and sorrow with me, not someone who pushes me away when i try to care.

sometimes when i do a jigsaw, i don't really care what the picture turns out to be eventually.. all it takes to make me smile is watching the pieces click into place perfectly.

okayy i realise i oughta reply tags before they disappear (not like xian can hold super disgustingly alot of tags..)

jul: huh..8 light bulbs meaning?? -.-
dotz: wahahah. wahhaaha. all i can say is wahahaa. you're super slow!! =D
fenfen: -shakes head- wad can i say? took you SO LONG to figure out!! -.- not like me, so smart to figure out immediately that 10 must have a car! ahaha
yami: heh heh.. THANKS DARLING!! ^^ and i'm not naive, i'm just out of my mind to believe u love me :(
ernie: hahaa yea lor.. i seah sulyn(EC) by all that PINKity stuff!!
-x-: hahaa poor steph.. like bei ni shua lidat.. lol
yuyu: OF COZ i love my fishsee jiejie!! ^^

okayyy the worse thing that happened today was yammie. she tried to convince me to fall for all her friends, who i ALL do not like!! and i'm apparently horrifically appalled by the boys she tried to intro me to. after the dress incident ytd, and today's friendster browsing, it is safe to conclude that my bobo obviously no longer loves me. she's trying her best to ruin me! =(

and then today's mugging session was so terrible! hahaa. i think i wasted hours staring at the 206 tb but hardly anything went in! eeeeeew. i wonder which is worse, the subject or the tb? ):

and then on my way home i was so tired that i fell asleep, and pulled off what jiaying called 'rock-and-roll'. ARGHHH!!! so paiseh. i think if the woman was my baobei, i wouldn't be alive and typing this by now. hahahaaa. bu shi gu yi de!!! :(

hueyhui oughta be matchmade soon.. she's the best candidate now. hahahaa! i've decided that if i dowan bobo to create any more disasters, i should practice displacement and start a flurry of matchmaking spates too! wahaha. and of coz the evergreens will be the first to 'die'. so sad that hh happens to be an easy and willing target! nyaahaha. jiaying and meimei shall be next.. one zui ying xin ruan, one wai gang nei rou! couldn't get better! :D

okokayy. pardon me. i was just getting bored from all the textbooks. heh!

and i miss french!! :( i should nv have given up french for genes. oh my oh my! j'aime français!

okayy. as promised, here's my bdae entry! :)

Day 1 - 01.09.2007
celebration with the 8 electrons! haha was fun.. had 3 september babies! and we all filed in one by one with the pressies(coz everyone had stuff on before that, so were late).. so everytime one person come, we would stop in the middle of nowhere, exchange and open up the pressies, and start ooh-ing and ahh-ing. hahaha!


that's my aldo bracelet from ada! i like the crown! haha :)


heh. that's a clutch from lj&hx, which is from a shop in vivo which i forgot the name. hahaa!


tts from lj&hx too! haha. anna sui limited edition mini rouge! very pretty :D


and thy lovely twinklebell tee from mab&bert! wheeee! ^^


yayyy. everything! :))

hehe. besides all that, there was ada, whose bdae was overdue almost 6months ago.. but at that time, everyone was busy, so we only got her pressie and celebrate her bdae together ytd! -.-''' hahaa it was madness. we were trying to buy her pressie before she came, and everything was in a chaos. then when we finally bot her pressie, and she reached alrdy, so we were trying to get the pres into a giftbox in a hurry. so we went into mini toons and borrowed all the staple and scotchtape and assembled the ugliest giftbox ever. wahaha! nevertheless, the nike jacket was uber prettaaayyy okay! ^^

and there was supposed to be a cake somewhere in the picture.. but poor bf went all the way down to the special lil' cakery at chinatown, only to find the wooden doors shutting him out. =( still, thanks guys for the effort! :))

then we walked around and stuff, and ended up at comex, pei-ing bf buy his ipod and webcam. hahaha. it was hilarious. mabbie and lj were rushing off, and we haven't taken any photos.. so we ended up taking photos in the midst of the crowds of COMEX. wahahaha. first time go it fair take photos -.-'''

haha then there was ada bert hx me left.. and darling bf who finally turned rich, treated us to pasta @ waraku! =D heh. waited SUPER long. and uhhhh..it was just normal la, i think. hahaa. the potato mochi was fantastic though.. hehee. HAPPY! thankies, bf!! =))

and went home after walking around somemore.. yayy! happy day! hehe.


Day 2 - 02.09.2007
celebration with gungun and cindy! :D

heh. met gungun first, and went for lunch at billy bombers @ the cathay! :) wheeeeeee! darling's treat! lol. so niceeee!

then cindy came and we just sat and chatted awhile.. then we headed upstairs, wanting to catch a movie, only to find that there weren't much movies with appropriate timings that we could watch. SIAN-ed. hahaa. so we walked to town and just guang guang around, talking and all that stuff.

then we got tired and went for a drink at starbucks, forgetting to take photos AGAIN. hahaa i swear gungun and i always wanna take photo when we go out, but forever forget to take!! =( lol.

then i went home for dinner.. and mummy cooked for me! wheeeeee! all my fav stuff!! wahaha~ :D

happy happy day toooo! ^^ on a side note, i scalded my hand TWICE while i was ironing thy clothes. -_-'''


Day 3 - 03.09.2007
celebration with the manics!! ^^

first of all, i wanna murder yam. she came up with this airy-fairy tale about having to wear DRESS to go icecream buffet. then still complain what noone believe her and all that. then she just wanted to trick me into wearing dress de.. in the end poor xian who was also online, got tricked too and both of us stupidly wore dresses to school early in the morning, and nearly froze to death spending hours studying @ LWN. so much so for the mooncake story. i nearly hyperventilated when steph walked into LWN in her SKIRT. -_-'''

then we went for lecture. and during break, i walked out to the toilet and when i went back into the lt, hey presto! this PINK paper bag was beneath my chair.


ok, so that was still alright, considering we did that during lec break on jul's bdae too, so i wasn't very surprised. THEN.....


omg. ALL PINK!!!! O_O i was super stunned can! i've never been so overwhelmed by so much PINK stuff in my entire life!! hahahaa.



and according to xian, they thought i was super bimbo, and since i liked pink so much, they just gave me everything PINK. omg. and then she still say my reaction is super bimbo! -.-'' WIN LIAO!! hahahaa~ okayyy, i didn't know i was that bimbo until today -.- lols!


PINK elephant from xian! it's the BABY series. and she says i'm as noisy as an elephant's trumpet!! =( hahaha. pretty card btw..=)


wluek!! hehee.. PINK spag from forever21(i think?)! hahaaa. her card is so cool can.. xian gave her got music de..so she gave me popup de! lols.


okayyy. there's a bearbear charm keychain and body shop lip gloss thingy inside.. bobo made the keychain herself! and it's the same bearbear as her necklace's! ^^ and she was the only person who used BLACK instead of PINK wrapper! lols..


first PINK cup by huiqi.. lol. more to come. her card was pretty too!


get what i mean? 2nd PINK cup from jy&hh!! lols.. :D


Avon necklace from meimei! it's a PINK pacifier inside a PINK pram! super sweet can.. looks so cute! ^^ hehe. and she has one herself too! yayy~ one day we shall both wear together! heh.


PINK hp holder from stephie! ehhh.. it had a symbol of a shit at the back!? -.- lol.. shows alot about how my darling boophie feels about me hor?hahaaa

yayyy. then after lec we went to holland v haagen dazs, full of anticipation for an icecream buffet, only to find that we kenna dua. the holland v branch dun have icecream buffet! =( sadssss. so we had the ala carte instead, which was pretty alrite actually, apart it being not very filling la. lol. here's my 'cake', or rather, simply icecream!

jul thought it looked pretty 'funky'. lols..

and so, throughout dinner, they were digging xian for details of her attachment! (: lol.. for once, i wasn't the centre of gossip attraction during manic gatherings! so exciting~ lols! ^^ and thank goodness xian was equally enthu to entertain all their weird qns! wahahhaa. damn funny. and the lovelies have started picking on the 'evergreen' ppl, so i was exceedingly spared today, as compared to usual.. haha! ^^

and so we just sat there chatting for super long lor. lols. happy day tooooo! ^^ heh heh. but i'm never wearing dresses to sch again!!!! O_O and yam, you can forget about matchmaking me to any chem engine guys.. i'll just flip and die!! urrrgh. i can hear xian's voice in the background boasting about her you-never-know theories that she's been imposing on me since morning!!! *pengz* LOL.


-Finale-

THANKS to ALL LOVELIES who gave me such an enjoyable 3-day bdae celebration!

thanks to all who wished me happy birthday!

- mabbie darling! who set her alarm to wish me happy bdae but nv rung and nv woke up.. lols!
- gungun! who was such a dear to gimme a treat and help me cut all my chicken and lemme bully him! ^^
- willis! whose wishes came a day early.. lol.
- pork! who so gladly welcomed me aboard to the big 2 family.. hahaa
- jun! whose sms i stunningly misread as 'hope you feel loved and single every moment!' wahahaha. was damn funny!
- fishseejiejie! whom i dropped by for a visit on sunday, and whom i love loads!
- gaigai! for rmb-ing! :)
- jess! who was the last to wish on my bdae. coz she dowan snatch to be the first.. lol.
-ernie! i was damn sad waiting the whole day for his sms or sth..and it finally came late PURPOSELY at 11.30pm! lols.. but it was not the last though.. :p
- bf! for the lovely pressie and the lovely treat and the lovely day! ^^
- lj! my waiyu who is one wk younger! whheeee! thanks for all the pressies!
- hx! for being such a darling meijie as usual! hehee.
- ada! for remembering and taking time to shop for our pressies!!
- yt! who once i said "you forgot.." rmb-ed it was my bdae.. lol.
- steph! who was the first of the manics to wish me after it struck 12!
- yam! the second manic to wish and so happily laugh at my entrance into adulthood. -_-'''
- xian! she called at 11am to sing happy bdae!! ^^ then later asked if she was the first to wish me -.- lol..
- hq! stunned me with her sms with bursts of stars! so prettyyy! ^^
- hh! who helped me pray that i'll get a fairy godmother.. hahaa
- mm! the nerve of her to call me pau face, then blur pau at nite!! =[
- jy! who was the last but not the least manic to wish me, but i still love her!! :D
- jaren! i saw him at comex fair earlier and he looked quite blur! so when he sms-ed me after 12 i was so stunned he rmb-ed! lol..
- jaron! hahaaa he called me after he found out, and told some gross story about durians! -.-
- garrel! thanks for remembering! :)
- yk! yayy! you replied my sms! lol.. and what a weird wish that was.. lol.
- brandon! who rmb-ed my bdae despite the infinite number of girls swarming his blog. ahahas.
- james! who wants a japanese/indian wife who can cook for him -.-''' lol. damn crappy! got the same crap genes as brandon.
- debbie! my darling who reminded me of the spongebob incident during her bdae last yr and sang me a virtual bdae song! ^^
- shirley! who i miss hanging out with! hehe.
- cindy! who was nice enough to meet up with us and spend so much time with us! yayyy! still as pretty as ever! ^^
- shuwen! who rmb-ed my bdae as 3rd sept.. haha.
- qiyang! MUMMYYYYYYY! he actually rmb-ed!! so gan dong! ^^
- grace! my FAV JUNIOR!! ^^ hehee. was so touched she rmb-ed!
- merrilyn! who was so sweet to come and ask if i was alrite when she saw my nic as 'ostracised again..' lols!
- zhenhui! whom put me thru' many many essay qns on my bdae O_O

hahahaha! phewwww! i took MORE THAN AN HOUR to type this lor! madnesssssss!

happy birthday to me! thank you all you darlings once again!!! :D

LIST OUT YOUR TOP FIVE BIRTHDAY PRESENTS THAT YOU WISH FOR.

-it's alrite! anything will be fine! (:-


ANSWER THE FOLLOWING QUESTION :
1. The person who tag you is?
fishsee jiejie! =)
2. Your relationship with him/her?
guan xi ai mei~ wahaha
3. Your FIVE impressions of him/her?
[a] fishsee!
[b] niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^
[c] like to talk on the phone. hahaaa
[d] taller than me when sitting down -.-
[e] kboxxxxxxxxxx :D
5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
love love love. i still want you to love me. :p
6. If he/she becomes your lover , you will?
ya..she's right in thinking that i dowan to be her lover. HAHAAA.
7. If he/she becomes your lover . things he/she has to improve on will be?
don't ask hypothetical qn la. not like it's gonna happen. lol.
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
not gonna happen too! hahaa. maybe i'll move her vein! wahaha ok she'll kill me.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
she dun love me anymore! wahaha sameeee~
10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her is?
HUG HER!! hahahaaa. must reciprocate! :p
11.Your overall impression of him/her?
very nice and generous! lol. crazy about her laogong. can go pair up with the xiao kdrama guy from mb106 tut. HAHAAAA.
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
sotong. blur. crazy. zi-high.
13.The character you love of yourself is?
optimism (:
14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
uhhhh.. indecisiveness?
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
dowan.be myself best =D
16.Pass this quiz to ten persons
[1] mabbie
[2] gungun (but i know he wun do haha..)
[3] jul
[4] xian
[5] jiaying
[6] yam
[7] stephie
[8] ernie
[9] tal
[10] whoever wanna do just do lor.
17.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
her gan die, P!!! =D
18.Is no.9 a male or female?
female.. but u ask for what? -.-
19.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
haha if no.10 got car, it'll be a good thing for 7.
20.How about no.8 and 5?
no no no.. hahahaa better not -.-
21.what is no.2 studying about?
haha he study how screwed up the _A_ is.
22.when the last time you had chat with no.3?
friday? hahaa
23.what kind of music band does no.8 like?
hahaa. huiyu answer liao.. stef sun songs lor.
24.DOES no.1 have any siblings?
yea! a bro that's same age as my bro! lol.
25.will you woo no.3?
haha for what..she found her mr. right liao! ^^
26.is no.4 single?
OMG WHAT A QN TO ASK!!!! HOW APT. wahahahaaa!
27.what's the surname of no.5?
CHUA. the surname i like least -.- wahahaha! no offense. lol.
28.what's the hobby of no.4?
CUT HAIR!! -.-
29.Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
ehhh i dun tink i'll ever find out.
30.Where is no.2 studying at?
eeyer. always ask unsuitable qn -.- studying at sungei gedoh(how to spell?)
31.Talk something casually about no.1?
she loves me. =D
32.have you ever try developing feelings for no.8?
WHAT!? no lahhhh haha.
33.where does no.9 lives at?
sengkang!
34.What colour does no.4 likes?
ehhh never hear her say before leh. haha
35.Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friend?
no no.. never even see each other before! haha
36.Does no.7 likes no.2?
bu ke neng!! hahahaa
37.how do you get to know no.2?
oh oh! thru' gaigai? i forgot liao.. wahaha
38.DOES no.1 have any pets?
despite her constant plea for a kitten, no. hahaa
39.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
wooohooooooo! yeah! coz johnny depp in her room!! :D

more updates on bdae when everything's over and i'm free! ^^

"that's the exciting thing i was talking about.."

"OMG. you knew!?"

yada yada. i've been ostracised for a NOBEL cause once again. hahahaaa. yam is gonna ignore me and xian on my 20th bdae. how sad!

and they are so excited that they're not the last to know.. coz stephie and qiqi are still in the dark.

nyahaha. i'm so excited and amused. and ostracised. -_-'''

oh oh oh! look at the time! omg! i need to slp! wahaha~

so high now! i love gungun! :) and i love mabbie too! wahaha~

oh today was great (: hehe. busy lessons and gao xiao tutorials plus funny studying sessions. nice ride home with bestie1. funny tuition with as-easily-amused-as-me tutee. nice long chat with bestie2! all of the above makes huiting a xingfu xiao nu ren despite the long and tiring day! =)

la di da!

on top of it, huiting has been such a good gal studying and doing her tutorials and catching up with her readings consistently for the past few days so that she can go out with all her lovelies on sat/sun/mon!! ^^

awwwww. ain't you falling in love with me!? I'M TURNING 20!!! ---> what's the link? -.-

hahahaa. hey! you guys asked for rapport talk what. at least i'm not report talking!

-mumbles to self-

=D

don't ask me why.. just rmb this day. =)

surfslayer - haha they wun accept such an excuse lor -_-''' lols.
yuyu - haha of coz! but when will that be.... =X
ernie - happy burstday to u too! lols.
-x-/fenfen/yami - hahaa must scare you'all abit so that you'all will motivate me to study what. lols.
talz - haha how come u cannot slp?! my moji's perpetually slping nwae. lols.
pork - PORKIE!! hahahaa. eah why u must put 'in summary'? trying to say i very long-winded right.. hahaha!
mm - you poor dragon girl? hahaha. ke lian de xiao long nu! -.- eah i even poorer lor. stupid SAO so fu yan me! :'(
-x- - hahaa u dun mao chong eat carrot lor. we all know that carrot cakes don't eat carrot! wahaha

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okay. i can plot my blogging frequency against the no. of weeks that went past since sch started, and we'll all see an obvious exponential decay.

hurhurhur.

yet another hectic weekend went past just like that. there was study, work, play. pretty nicely balanced if you ask me. just that i happen to be perpetually uncontented with the amount of play time i have. why can't play-time be an polynomial expression of (work- + study-time)^10? hahahaa. that way, we can all play 10hours for every 1hour of hard work we put in! yea, dream on. =)

my maths tutor mentioned today that there was a German mathematician who became famous for the many researches and studies he did on infinity (as in the 8 rotated 90degrees you always see in maths..). but he eventually died coz he literally went crazy examining infinity.

ahhhh.. maybe we'll all become crazy one day analyzing Freudian and neo-Freudian theories too.

went for wsc interview. i think i'm crazy. if i don't ever get my hall i'm gonna die of fatigue instead of insanity. oh wells. that is if i don't drown in my murky sea of scandals first.

it's barely past week 4 and my blog is showing symptoms of abnormality already.

but hey! i worked hard today! =) *pats shoulder encouragingly*

got more friends getting attached liao! so excited/happy for them! :) hehee. i think i'm weird; i just like to see my friends getting attached. wahaha~ YUYU DEARDEAR when's YOUR turn!? :p lol.

this week's gonna be a busy one too.. zzz. still, i'm feeling quite hopeful about the 'new' year! haha. no doubt i'll turn crazy doing the infinity and one (no, infinity cannot plus one anymore!) things i hafta do. but things just keep getting more exciting! hahaha~

okay. to cut it short before you guys start complaining about my report talk again, it all boils down to the support you receive and the positive outlook you maintain plus a lil' time management! oh, and retain that zest you started out your journey with!! :)

yes, we can all do it! :]

okayy. wed was a totally rocks day, followed by thurs which was a totally sucky day.

why is good always followed by bad? rawr. if only good days lasts forever! -SIGH-

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yayy~ looked for my darling fishsee jiejie ytd during our 1hr-break to celebrate her bdae/my lunar bdae together! lols. supposed to have lunch at quad but as usual it was invaded with dragons. so we ended up with macs again @ ny audi. lols.



yeayeapp. then had dinner with my family at nite to celebrate gorgor and my bdae together! was FAB! hehee. i love bedok food..rocks!! :) no photos though, as usual. lol. happy happy! =)

and the suck started today morning.. summary as follows:
- got caught by the POLICE for jaywalking, which was just something i've been doing for the past 15yrs.
- tuition got cancelled last min.. duno good or bad.
- attended a totally STUPID tutorial by a retarded tutor, whom if you can't guess who by now, you must be mad.
- thought would be busy helping julyn with her voting stuff, so didn't bring anything to study. then stayed back for so long to vote for jaron, and ended up not going to vote. so totally pissed!! urrrrgh.
- as if i wasn't pissed enough, i got nagged for the umpteenth time over the same stupid thing after reaching home. YUCKS!

okay. so i managed to master xian's auto-stabiliser technique somehow, and managed to calm myself down after reaching home. =)

and after the past 2 weeks of maladaptive coping with the sudden turn of events/workload in school, i realise that it really helps to take negative things with a pinch of salt. i guess most of you will be feeling the same sucky way as i do, what with all the school work and stuff snowballing and everything just doesn't go your way or just ain't quite what you expected. then the many little irritants get to you and you start feeling pissed. but hey! don't let the little irritants get to you! - they're not worth the time and effort to brood over. spend the time trying to calm down, relax, and solve the biggies first! :)

and.. sometimes whether something is an irritant or turns out to score in your life is just a matter or perception. event A may happen to two ppl.. but one may view it negatively and lament over it endlessly, while the other may just see it as a speck of dust, flick it off, and carry on with life as-per-normal. it may seem excruciating at the moment of time when that irritant triggers..but the more you get irritated and angry over it, the more it gets to you and the unhappier you get eventually. on a lighter note, if you just brush it off after calming yourself down, things will start looking brighter and you'll realise it wasn't really that unsolvable a problem to begin with! =)

okayyy. so say until so easy right? haha. i'm still learning myself la. not very easy.. but it's starting to work abit! lalala~ wei, i'm not blogging this to convince myself k.. haha i'm trying to convince all the tensed up ppl to relax abit and cheer up!! :) and ya.. to those whom i've been grouchy at..SORRY! =X hehee. will try not to be such a major grouch again!

and okay, i'll stop repeating this to stress everyone up.. so i'll just say this ONCE - MID TERMS ARE IN LESS THAN A MONTH'S TIME!!! wahaha~ scary ba? i'm such a saddist! -.-''' ppl jiayou and study hard k! :) *chants away:don't let irritating tutors get to you...."*

yes, i know i'm lengthy again! but it's FOR YOUR OWN GOOD!! -.-''' lols.

nwae.. on a lighter note.. SEPTEMBER IS COMING!! ^^ it's a totally cool month of birthdays-of-the-lovely-ppl and EXAMS!!! -_-''' wahaha.. so study hard and play hard!

and i shall stop nagging and being one of the contributing irritants. wahaha.

tchao! bonsoir! :)

today was a happy day!! :))

started out tired though. then saac was chaos.. ALL the kids threw tantrums today!
2teachers + 2volunteers + 6kids throwing tantrum = uh oh.
they cried.they screamed.they refused to budge. my darling R even had to be brought to another separate room to be calmed down.. so scary. first time they ALL have down day together! o_o hehee. but towards the end it became better and everyone was in a much better mood after that! hehee.

and everyday, during the start and end of class, they will have this 10-15min thingy called 'Circle Time'. then the teachers will gather everyone and go through with them the day/date/weather of the day and blah..ask how's everyone feeling and go thru' the class rules and their individual rules and all that. it seems quite boring and repetitive, but it really means alot in their schedule la..

so anyway, xian and i had to conduct the end-of-the-day Circle Time today! ahahaas. so scary! first time lor! coz always see the teachers conduct like very xin ku. hafta keep looking excited and happy, then the kids sometimes(actually, most of the time..) will bo hiu you one.. hahaa. but anyway, with the help of the teachers, it wasn't tt bad la. i think the 5 fat sausages rhyme was pretty cute! hehee (:

then at nite we celebrated hq and jul's bdaes at ichiban!! woohoooooo! so coooool!! the meal was great, cheesecake was greater, company was greatest. (: smelt awful too.. felt as though i just walked out of can 2 after that. -_-'''


the birthday girls and cheesecake!


xian huiqi julyn fenfen. see my superb photographic skills!


meimei.bobo&bobo.missmirror. now see their terrible skill..


meimei.yam.mirror. now let moi demo!


ht.meimei.yam.mirror. seeee! got improvement liao!! (:



yayy! happy day~ hehee. i heart the manics!! ^^ happy birthday to both of the august babies! hehee. hope you'all enjoyed everything planned today! hehee.

lastly...

HSS PEEPS PLS VOTE FOR JULYN NG AS SOCIAL DIRECTOR @ HSS LIBRARY, THURS, 11.30AM-2.30PM!!!

haha okayyy. i know the whole world hates my report talk entries.. but i just wanna post photos! :)


that's the Famous Amos custom-made cookie we made for our darling hq's bdae! ^^ pretty huh?


and here's ALL the happy manics! ^^

yay! and we broke the cookie into pieces to eat after lec~ poor shattered heart! :p

happy belated bdae, huiqi! i'm sorry if i'm always talking too loudly and covering up your voice!! wahahaa~ i will repent, i promise! very hard though...hmmmmmms. =X

wooooooo! i have some serious tag-replying to do!

mm: hahaa R was entertaining too! -.-'' ok la..so far no nightmares yet. lol. and I LIKE TO LINK U AND MM. wahahaaaaaaaaa~
yami: what's wrong with white dress and blue flowers! :( so prettyyyyyyyyy~ and my moji is my id - operates according to pleasure principle! :p
fenfen: haha getting abnormal tb is not fun at all! reading it is a terrible headache!! >=(
talz: hello hello! thanks so much! hehee.. you jiayou for ur FYP! dun forget our xmas date!! :D
beavan: HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss you!!! (:
-x-: YES! i know wad u mean.. and each chap increases from an avg of 30 pages to 40pg!! -RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS- ):
ernie: alalal. -_-'''
temp bf: hahhaaa. i not scared of competition! tt competition is as good as nothing..coz u'll never get her. MUAHAHA. -_-''' dots. hahaa. eah i think she's ok only la. lols.. but ya..the front part of the movie super funny~ hahaaa

oh ohhh! wad a busy week! yeappp. like i said on thurs' short entry, i'm learning to deal with my stress and manage sch work! hope it'll be fine..i'm really trying!!! -smiles- =)

genes was a nightmare. i went in blank and came out clean. hahaaa. the only thing i brought out of LT1A was "A!-T!-P!" -_-''''''''''''''' hahahaa. yayyy! stephie explained some of the stuff to me on thur/fri! *grins* THANK YOU BOOPHIE! MUACKS! okayyy~ now i know why only smart ppl can take bio during sec sch.. hahahaa. it's really very cheem! -applauds for those who have taken bio at any one point of their life- :D

R wasn't a nightmare surprisingly. hahaaa. he got JET LAG too. like P! i seriously think he has something against P..always say he jet lag! -.- hahahaa. and tuts were quite light so far. the heavy content parts haven't come in yet i guess. hehee.

long ge's lecture was a roar! okayyyy that shall be the lecture i'll look forward to most every wk! =)

maths lec was good too. hehee. still teaching some pretty fundamental stuff that learnt before in A/C/F maths. hahaa. and the lecturer is goooood! and she's those suddenly say lame joke out of nowhere de. hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ yay! and after so many yrs of studying functions, she's the first teacher who make me don't hate(not love) them! :p

why am i describing all my lectures -.-''

hahaa. thurs was scary~ rush here and there the whole day! from R tut -> maths lec -> R tut again! and i got lost on the way to maths lec!! so dumb~ i feel like a freshie! -.- then after lessons still hafta go tuition @ gl. o_o and my tutee had a test on fri and she was still clueless about everything! wahhh~ so i ended up staying 3hrs! and by the time i reach home i was so hungry and tired that i did very little work in the end =(

bwah! friday was nice~ we gave huiqi her belated bdae pres! wahaha~ damn funny.. i handed it to her, then she thought is I yi ge ren give her two presents de. wahahahaa! :p yayyyy~ the cookie was pretty! and so nice to eat! ^^ and i think P knows me now..coz i broke out into sudden outburst of laughter during his lec =X -blush blush- bbbbwah!

and ytd was a very maths day too! woke up super early to go for a 3hr maths lec. wahhhhhhhh almost died of the cold and hunger! hahaha~ got to know my tut mate's frens, who are not coincidentally all malaysians! lol.. and one of them knows jul..from genos de!! :p heh heh. and after that went tuition @ yt which was mostly maths again.. oh and darling yx has achieved object permanance! ^^ lol.. and she drags the pooh bear i gave her when she was one month old everywhere she goes! :D wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!! ^^

okayyyy that was a very narrative entry.. lols.

the coming wednesday is a very exciting day!!! it's...*drumrolls* gorgor's bdae + yuyu deardear's bdae + MY lunar bdae!!!!! wooooooooooohooooooooooooo! nv saw such an exciting combi of bdaes before in my entire life!! ^^ okayyyy. so i'm lunching with yuyu, and dining out and maybe catching a movie with my family! yayness(ec)! :D so excitingggggg~

happy happy happyyyy! okayyy. i better go study now le. hehee. so that tmr and wed can go out and play! =)

cheeriooooooo! ^^

not much time to blog in full..

just to let ya darlings know..i'm alright alrdy!! back to the normal sotong! i got lost in sch again today! ya..so you know i'm back to before again.. hahaa.

and not to say i'm no longer stressed..but i'm learning to cope better with my stress already; of coz what you saw on the previous entries are a-once-in-a-month deviant behavior! no worries! i'm really fine!..and busy =X

anyway, thanks to all for your support and concern!!! really kept me going for the past few days! muackkkkkks!! ^^

back to work!

cheerios!! :)

psych tbs aren't really making sense to me.

tuitions are stressing me out.

i think i'm on the verge of a crumbling friendship.

i desperately want to stay in hall again.

-x- : nobody asked about your skin okay. wahahaa~
yami : haha i tot u were talking about the BLOGSKIN la. duh i also know u not talking abt me...unlike shixian. wahahaa~ and blue is also nice wad. hahaa when i went her hse, my ah yi letting her try this new white dress with blue flowers and ribbon..then she so happy keep running about and grinning happily in it. then my ah yi see too big le scared she trip over wanted to help her change out..then she dun let my ah yi change, and started crying! wahahhahaa~
pOrk : ?? hahahaaa.
ernie : hehee. still will fall in love wad! -nyehhhh-
beavan : hello!? this is not metro!! hahaaa. this is just SPECIAL. -_-'''
fenfen : yayyyy! fenfen loves my darling. i love fenfen too! ^^

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alrites. i'm officially terrified of crowds. from the mrt to the interchange to school to library to canteen to corridors...it's all filled with PEOPLE. i'm so sick of seeing crowds that i had the urge to zap all of them and *POOF!* no more~ and i BET they are dying to do the same to me. which is fine with me as long as i come back after a day's retreat.

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and i had my first taste of a 6hr break today. i think 2hrs was spent queueing and trying to squeeze through crowds and all that stuff. -rolls eyes-

maths tut was nicer than i expected. made new friends! :) -phew!- will die if i hafta go into recluse for 1 whole sem. hahaa. and the teacher was funny..and he always link all the maths theory and eqns to interesting history of some mathematician.. wahahaa so funny. and he pronounced pythagoras as pee-ter-girl-rous. that took me quite some time to figure it out.. hahahaaa. and i went in like 15min late thanks to the horrendous 179 queue.. and later my fren told me he was asking before i came in whether the whole class are chem majors..coz if not chem major means walked into the wrong class le -.-'' hahahaaa. but i checked my registered subjects and it's CORRECT lor!! owells~ he'll be in shock one fine day! -nyahahaa-

and 204 tut was better that expected despite not being taken by the lecturer. no, MM, we didn't get MM either :p hahahaa. and yeap. was super excited when i stepped into the class and saw so many familiar faces! (:

and we're back camping at LWN once again. except this time it's only the 2nd week of the sem and the library is filled up as if it's 2weeks before exams. omg. wth is the whole sch's prob. can students not flood up the whole place? it's damn iritating. i'm gonna get terrified of ppl if this goes on for the rest of the sem. and they actually had a party(buffet) @ the library!! o_o i have no idea for what... like i said, the only reason i can think of is - they're trying to encourage us to bring food in. -_-''' blah.

cca fair was supposed to be fun. but i was too annoyed by the crowds to bother looking at whatever's there.

179 is ultimate. the queue went right up to the opposite end of the interchange.... and i was still telling jaron on the train "don't worry la. the bus keep coming, and the queue will keep moving, so in 5min, we'll be up on the bus liao la". then i reached the interchange and got so stunned and ended up boarding the bus like 15min later.

help.

swarming crowds and boring lectures.

this isn't what i used to love about sch.

thanks god for the so-far-so-good tuts. =)
R, pls dun spoil everything on thurs.

heh. for those of you who've been reading about my darling cousin yx.....ta-dah!
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ha! bet you're in love with her now! :p

yayyy! watched that with fishsee woody and dotty today! hahaha. it's very nice! =) seriously didn't expected it to be nice! the plot was so totally unexpected! ahahhaas. okay maybe i was not smart enough to predict it. heh heh. no wonder jay chou so secretive abt the plot when he was publicizing the movie! okayyy, now i really think he's talented.. hahaa. cong ci dui zhou dong gua mu xiang kan~ lols. okayy ppl.. pls go watch to find out what the 'secret' is! hahaa the infront part was really funny in a corny way.. ahahahhaas. and i finally am convinced that jay chou doesn't only mumble when he sings............. =X

aahaas. the 9months-belated bdae outing was great nwae.. =) ahhhh. it was more like a girls-shop-guys-tag-along-chatting-excitedly-on-their-own though. hahaha. it's just like our bdae outing last yr when we had to tag along and stone at the arcade. is it becoming a tradition to torture the bdae ppl? hahahaaa :p still, it was a fine day! (:

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i hope that thing gets better. it's pissing me off too!