yami - heh heh. it's okayyy. we had fun ytd! sch will keep getting betta! (:
beavan - hahaaa. aren't u pro at finding modes of entertainment? :p
-x- - hahaa yea lor. i also think so. at first i read still seems quite accurate..then i read on it becomes............. =X hahahaa. nwae.. cheer up my dear! life will keep getting betterrrrrrrrrrr! manic manic manicccccccccc! :)
ernie - hahaha how come u suddenly love my cousin? lols. next time i free upload her photos let u see! ^^
mm - you also know 1R is more than enough. i get TWO Rs lor, who's worse?! so you should get MM+R to balance! waahhaha~ and i think i'm downgrading from rejected -> ostracised! :(
yijun - yeababe!! ^^ hehee.. but your sch term's starting too le! have a great time!! :p

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life's been pretty bland - bland in a pretty way. =)


friday kind of flew past in a cute frenzy.

met early for lunch,and then our first cog psy lec. was way beyond my imagination. i tot P would perk things up, but the lec mode,content&tone went hand-in-hand with the boring black-and-white-and-imageless tb. to make things worse, what i dreaded most became an established truth - Mr R's taking me for 2 tuts this sem. the moment P announced that, i had a burning impulse to walk up to him, snatch his mike, and bang my head with it.

...

[on a sidenote, boring lecturers take in boring RAs! HAHA.]

and then there was the silly 179 incident after sch. xian fen bobo mm hh me were at canA busstop waiting for 179 to boonlay. then the bus came, and i boarded it first, and tapped my card. then the rest of them started pointing to the approaching bus at the back. then i silly-ly started walking towards the back of the EMPTY bus so that more ppl can board. then the rest started walking towards the bus at the back. then xian, who was right behind me, hopped off the bus we were already on..and the doors closed, and BRAVO! i was all alone on that darned 179. -_-''' now you know what they do to the manic pres.

THIS CALLS FOR A REVOLUTION!

short but happy moments as such with the manics are what i really treasure most on the hot,boring&ulu lil' island :)


went for tuition today morning @ yt.

met rach @ paris, and took the train tog to tanjong pagar.. was nice catching up..but it just didn't feel the same as before anymore. hmmmm. owells~

then i saw minshan at yt mrt!! we were like squinting at each other from a distance, then drop jaws in shock. hahahaa. yea like, why 2 ppl not living there alight the train together before 10am. hahahaa. and she's going there for tuition too!! wahahaha~ really very qiao. like keep seeing her around nowadays, whether it's in sch or outside! :p
[Quotes: "我们开始有缘了！" hahahaaaaa]

and tuition was like watching a stephen king novel unfold before me. they suddenly announced their prelims/ca are coming in a week's time. WAH LAO EH. and no one bothered to tell me lor!
[Quotes: "i thought u took psle before ma." HULLO!? that's almost 10yrs ago!! and i was in a different sch and under a different system!! *PENGZ* tts like the most original excuse i've ever heard!!]
and so i was apparently more panicky and worried than any of them. god-knows-why. -rolls eyes- primary sch kids are never worried. i wonder why. and they are still progressing at the level of do-one-qn-ask-me-one-qn. and psle is in less than 2 bloody month's time!! greaaaaaaaaaat.
i think i'll be the only one crying if they really(touchwood) fail.

-sighs-

thank god darling yuxuan's in a terribly bubbly mood today. so she kept flashing me that heart-melting-mi-mi-yan smile. literally like this -> :D
hahaa. cute huh? and when she gets to eat/drink nice stuff, i'll show her the thumbs up sign, and she'll grin at me, and flash me back her second finger! hahaaaa. she duno how to do thumbs up -.- wahahaha~ so funny!

okayyyy. i better go mug before no time tmr le!

nday eve was funny..

i woke up to kit chan's voice blasting over the speakers of the sch downstairs.
then i went to sch and the sms network got screwed up again.
and i attended a lecture with an interesting-turned-super long-winded-and-boring lecturer.
then i got stuck in the bookshop queue for an hour, talking about eskimos,igloos,and wives with jy and two other guys whom i dun even know.
and i lugged three super thick and expensive tbs to IMM to meet jun,pork&baba.
then we got quite amused eating in Ajisen.
and of coz it was nice catching up with them (:
then jun,pork&i continued lugging my 3-layered plastic bags worth of books to town.
and we sat in lido drinking one cup of bubble tea and gossiping for very long. and of coz we had fun and laughter and lotsa love :)

so much so for dans outing being reduced to 3dans+1bah. [geddit? 3 eggs and 1 meat. okay maybe pork is a meat too..that makes 2eggs+2meat -.-] owells~ hope we ALL get to meet next time..

[Quote of the day: "there's no easy answer. you have to struggle ur way thru. (Pork, 2007) - in response to baba's "wad's volcano sauce?"] ^^


nday was cool..

i woke up to mum's zao an ni hao blasting.
then i ate and bathed and stoned.
and finally got my butt out of the house to go for tuition.
then i actually managed to navigate myself with a sheet of the map and found the ulu place!
and tuition was quite a breeze compared to all that hassles i had handling pri sch kids..
then i teleported to town to meet mummy and some other relatives, including darling yuxuan! :p
and the total headcount was 5adults+2children+1noisy toddler. =)
then we ate at la mian xiao long bao! which prob wasn't up to standard today coz of the super long queue..
and we shopped at robinsons after that with the sometimes-squealing-happy-toddler and sometimes-bawling-and-screaming-same-toddler. hahahaa. was quite a sight, the big group of us, i must say (=
then we ate hagen dazz (how to spell? haha).
and the toddler became sleepy after abt 7hours..
so we finally started to head home!

yay! had funnnnn~ only regret was not coming back in time to watch ndp.. hahaa.


back to sch again tmr. zzz. haven't done the readings required. bbbwah!

You sincerely believe that everything around you is beautiful, even though other people may not notice. You are a determined person and set high goals for your life.

You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.

You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.


http://media.euniverse.com/funpages/cms_content/1986/youarewhatyoueat.swf

and that was the end of a weird day~

all that hassles, all for nothing!

thank god for you guys who perked up my morn (:

somebody kill me. my abnormal psych tut is gonna be taken by a mr R. who took us last sem for a certain tut and covered up his wrong teachings with a lame story. HELP!!!!!!! he's gonna turn us all abnormal, literally.

argh!

okayyy, i've dropped french! i hope i dun regret! =]

yea! i swam ALOT today! ^^ and i think i became tanner! nyahahaa! happpy~

go watch tv le..ciao! (:

YAY I GOT MY MATHS MOD!!!!!!! =D

wahahaha~ now shld i drop genes or french? =X

first day of sch was great (: one lecture only and chang had to rush off to give a talk.. so we got to watch a movie instead. wahaha~ slack and nice way to start the sem! :)

and did i ever mentioned how weird it feels to be starting the sem as a Year 2? heh. it's like a new academic year, yet you're not a year older, and yet not technically speaking, you have ppl younger than you that you have to guide now. and ppl usually make new year resolutions to study harder, and we're making them now slightly past-midyear. and we get stuff like new clothes and new books like we do at new year. hahaha. so unofficially speaking, we get 2 new years per year now! ;p wad am i rambling about... -_-'''

and i still want to change my sucky timetable; why's nobody changing my french with me? :( and i want a room in hall; why's hall office not doing anything! :((

went to SAAC as usual ytd morning, before lessons. the lift door opened and the national flag glared rudely at us, or rather, at the mess of kids running around and screaming excitedly/in terror ahead of us. and so we joined in their rehearse for national day celeb.. was great (: i think i was more excited than the kids. hahaa. u hafta understand it was the first time in a few years i get to celebrate national day like that. and it wasn't even anything near the human trains we used to form at chungcheng :)) and for the first time in god-knows-how-long, i sang the national anthem!! omg. wahahaha~

okay, sidetrack abit. the sch downstairs having fire drill. and all the kids are screaming -.-''' hahahahaaa.

*

haha i dreamt a weird dream last nite. can't rmb the exact details..but it was something to do with a guy whom i didn't get to see the face. but nwae, we had a great time and all that (really can't rmb wad we did..but prob the normal stuff ppl do when they're dating), and i woke up smiling.

wad a way to start the sem. haha like some new romance or sth. -_-''' ahahaas i'm queen of digressing. wad i wanted to say was.. i rmb-ed when i was much younger, like sec 1 or 2, i had a similar dream about meeting a guy and being really happy playing with him. except that time i remembered the exact details; well, minus his face. i always dream and wake up forgetting faces. -_-''' haha nwae, i think we went cycling, and i was riding behind his bike, and he was doing all those cool bike stunts. then i was so happy and everything felt so right and so perfect that i cried, and i literally woke up with the pillow wet (with tears, not drool.). and after that day, i kept waiting for such a guy to appear; to sweep me off with the cool bike stunts and the everything-feels-right feeling. and before sec3 i think i gave up. i realised it was all a dream and it wasn't gonna come true. it was silly-ly depressing for awhile, indeed.

then i grew to realise that dreams never tally with reality. they are called dreams because of their dream-like quality that makes ppl forsake reality to accept them; yes, we forsake reality in search of hope. but after awhile, we see that Pandora released all vices, keeping only hope in her box, but not making it easily available either. we have to work hard before we get hope too; we can't easily find it in our dreams.

and so i worked hard. and i thought i really found love. but no matter how hard i worked, love just wasn't here to stay. it slipped away while i was hard at work, and not keeping an eye on it. so hurt and mistrust got their PR and came to stay.

but at some time, they got tired too and went for a holiday. love and wariness came to take over. it didn't get better for long. happiness came and went too. hurt came back from its vacation, fully charged, bringing despair along this time. this time, they converted to citizenship.

okayyy as i promised little miss bobo.. here's the time for our add/drop. and i check liao..is REALLY got different timing for different fac de!!! duno who bluff me say everyone the same! =X

Monday 6th Aug (6.30pm to 10.00pm)
AND
Tuesday 7th Aug 2pm - Sunday 19th Aug 10pm

yami - oh not u read then maybe meimei? haha stupid mm doesn't even read my blog! heh. you can go read the book! it be v nice! ^^ oh oh u ALWAYS paichi me lor! and you dowan take same tut as me coz it clashes with ur LUNCHTIME!!! -wails-

[yAnFeN] - arghhh!! SO GOOOOOOD! hahaaa. i got 5-day wk leh! =( i'm trying to change it though. hee. but dun tink it'll be very successful. =X

SuRfsLaYeR - huh wad code? how to regenerate? hahaa.

mab - haha why u dowan teach sec eng? oh u want the webbie? i can gif u.. hahaa. uhhhh national dae i got tuition leh. and duno whether doing anything with my family. if meeting might be afternoon le.. and dun go too far leh.. i wanna watch NDP!! -.-'' hahahaaa~

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have been flipping thru' multiple books concurrently these few days. books include AMaths TB, My Sister's Keeper, etc.. hahahaa. yes, amaths tb. it's been a long time since i touched that stuff, so i decided to refresh my memory abit before i go to my tutee's hse and stare at her qns for hours. ahahas. good thing i did coz everything seemed so alien O_O

oh friday was a blast! (: my little miss bobo is on dean's list! woohooooo! so proud of her!! ^^ she shall be promoted to Mugger of Maniclub! wahahahaaa~ how unflattering -.-'' haha no la.. i think she should be Creative Director alongside the carrot cake. so they can perpetually dissent each other, and we also duneed to QC their products liao! wahahahaa~ i'm such a smart pres! -smug look- ^^

okay i digressed alot. hahaa. nwae, friday's POD was quite a success.. (: and we're in deep shit coz our juniors are super damn smart! -sigh- so much so for the darned dragon babies! first they steal my hall, then they usurp my honours! >=( wahahhaa~ owells! but they look generally friendly la.. some of the girls look abit bimbo though.. and the guys.....well, it suffices to say it's a wonder how the HSS pageant king is amongst the tiny group of 14. hurhurhur. :p

haha and poor mabbie dearie went to Eng filled with hope of marrying Mr. Elvin Ng. but to her utmost dismay, found out from me that her darling graduated from NUS alrdy. hahahaaa. that was very sad indeed~ ;p

oh oh. and met ernie ytd, and did the GOT (Great Orchard Tour, ha). walk until almost peng san before stupid bert trekked over from chinatown to dbg to taka, happily eating donuts all the way, then meeting the poor tired and hungry sotong and ernie for dinner at 9pm. thanks hor, bf..we almost died!! O_O hahahahaa~ yayyy~ but it was refreshing meeting bert&ernie! wahahaha.. nice nice niceeee! (:

and on a sidenote, yuyu deardear, pls recover soon and stop carrying heavy stuff! and yea, ernie will rmb to ask for a size XXS instead of the usual size M next time he drops by for another visit. hahahaa~ and ya, u can feedback to Spain that i still wanna get clothes for my boyfriend. :p

and we should all cherish the last day of hols!!!!!!!!!!

cya all darling peeps tmr in SCHOOL! (:

haha! i'm under the category of ppl who needs to be pushed to blog nowadays! lols..

okayyy. haven't been very busy nowadays, just didn't feel like turning on the comp.. heh heh. nowadays feeling abit cut off from technology.. ha. only use hp and comp when need to contact ppl or check impt stuff. heh heh. oh but i'm going out and watching teevee alot though! :p heh.

oh and i finally watched Spider Lilies! it was a lil' below expectations leh.. abit arty, but not quite artsy enough.. story was too slipshod i thought. owells~ -shrugs-

POC/D is finally happening tmr! =) after so long..finally it's coming! hahahaa. hope everything runs smooth :)

alriteees! i got tuition liao! yayyyy. finallyyy~ hahahaa. BUT.. it's starting on NATIONAL DAY. boohoohooooooooooooo -.-'''

bbbbwah! i wanna change my timetable!! ahahaas. if i can't get maths i wanna change my French to less-ungodly timing!! =X hahaaa. and if i knew i weren't gonna get maths, i could have gotten less-unearthly psych tut timings like the rest!! then little miss bobo wouldn't have outcasted me!! -.- wahahhaa~

i'm talking gibberish! just excited at the sudden spate of events taking place.. hahahaa~ oh and i finally swam ytd for the first time in godknowshowmanyweeksalready. hahaha. and thanks to mabbie the snowman, i didn't get any tan!!! =( ahahaas. nvm! i shall pray hard that it'll be bright and sunny tmr at the carpark! ^^

heh heh. starting on this book (yes, mad ppl start reading at the END of their hols -.-) by Jodi Picoult called My Sister's Keeper! hehe. yes, i know i abit the slow.. Xian finished reading it le, and i think Yam/MM mentioned it before, and Mabbie has the book..and i'm only starting it now. hahaa but nevertheless, it's a nice read! :)

lalala~ i know i mention this every single time i blog.. but still, hols are coming to an end liao!!! yes, finally time to start 'work' again.. and STOP SPENDING UNNECESSARY MONEY!! ahahaaas~ =X rawr. i should start revising my French too if i dun pray hard enough and dun get maths. BLEAHS! =S

life's short.. we should just take it as we come, yea? don't fret over the little irreversible things anymore. =]

oh oh. nice day!

went back to saac! (: hehee. beginning to feel more and more at ease there everytime i go now.. ppl there are really niceeee, esp. teachers! i think they're sweet (: and fellow volunteers are OF COZ nice! :p heh. the kids are nice too i think.. each of them are special in their own way.. hee. although sometimes takes quite a bit of effort to get them moving and involved, it still feels good being with them and seeing them smile :)

FINALLY went back to the gym after weeks!! ^^ ahahaas. getting back on the treadmill feels good, apart from having the giant red-white-yellow toadstool constantly shaking infront of me. haha~ and i realise i have tunnel vision while on treadmill. heh. anyway, today's workout feels great :) i hope we get to swim soon before sch starts! :p

going the jay chou thingy tmr. and i'm still damn depressed nobody's wearing the uni with me, so i end up can't wear too =( and i wished bert&ernie could make it then will have ppl wear with me le! heh heh :p speaking of which i miss bertie alrdy! :[

owells. sch's starting just next week. abit thinking of hall jus now. -sigh- guess i'll kinda miss living in hall. the hectic but cute and nice lifestyle~ maybe it's not the hall life, but rather sch life in general? hmmmm. all the same, i hope sch will be great this coming sem! am quite looking forward to it heh heh. and wasn't i supposed to look for tuition or sth?? -.-''

finally saw darling bf again ytd after two wks! hahaaa. he still looks normal with the shave~ FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTO!! :( haha nwae was fun hanging out with the same old ppl again for kbox! and we're so NOT going back to kbox again..their prices super inflate(haha mabbie will be proud of my econs knowledge!) like duno wad!! alritesssss. chinatown here we comeeeee~another day. ahahhaaas. (:

nothing much to talk about. haha.

the last particles are finally settling down to the bottom. the signal's given; the closure's final. sometimes all it takes is a lil' courage to break out of the moment's folly. no, we are not fortune's fool. everything will be back to normal and the search will begin again. this time with everything in place and in pace. we'll all be very happy again in no time, i believe :)

school's starting in a week. gotta adapt to the hectic lifestyle again. more projects and no more hall. snoozing in the trains; being part of the sardine crew on 179; sleeping at ungodly hours and waking unsatisfactorily a few hours after; trekking around school; more canteen food; mac phobia; drowning in reports; stress stress and more stress; watching my darling friends suffer together with me everyday :]

might as well. was starting to get a bit too nua for my own good. and i've still yet to find a tutee. argh. can't seem to get myself down to the serious stuff. and i haven't decided which mods to add/drop. rawr. i shall be nice and save all my fellow psych darlings from referring to the sch webbie again.. add/drop period's MONDAY 6TH AUGUST, 6.30PM-10PM. chiong ah! and for everyone in general, TUESDAY 7TH AUGUST 2PM - SUNDAY 19TH AUGUST 10PM.

ahahahaa~ see huiting is nice! :) no, actually she's just bored after finishing god-knows-how-many serials and decided to be a constructive blogger. hahahaa. gonna watch spider lilies soon.. but not now.. abit sian of crunchyroll liao. nyahahaha~

and i desperately need to hit the gym and pool. mabbie mabbie!? ^^ and everyone else pls help me pray for the dumb rain to stop!! >=( it's disrrupting the peace and quiet in huitingville. -sads- ok maybe you are permitted to shower while i'm allowed to slp. heh. other than that, pls stop during my every other waking moment! -.-''' okay as u can see, i'm ranting on and on in my spate of boredom. helppppppppppppppppppppppp!

wooooo! really haven't been blogging regularly! haha nothing much happening except bouts of flu/cough/outings/poc madness. (:

went for yang guang you miao back @ SAV just now! was fine~ heh.. really admire them for coming up with such a neat lil' thing despite the serious lack of HR! could have been better if had more ppl though. the story line and all that was fab as usual (: i think we forever have fantastic stories!! :D and of coz it was lovely meeting the group of lovely ppl again!! really happy to see everyone being happy and fine and of coz the sweet lovely couple ;) heh. looking forward to gathering..heh.pls faster plan!! :p oh and photo-taking was cute (: heee.

was especially nice hanging out with jess and porkie again! took many many photos at vivo. ahahaas. but all with them la.. they better send me soon!! hehee. so happyyy~ and it was nice talking to them and all that. seriously seriously real happy :))

oh and i just can't get enough of mabbie.. hahaaaa. meeting her duno how many times every week! :p hehee. nice though~! but seems that we can never make our way to the gym due to many many sad sad factors! wahahaha~

oh! i'm hungryyy!! :( hehee.

and so the flu bug took over the shopping bug...

tiring day~ walked from lido to cine to cathay to bugis. then walked around bugis for god-knows-how-long. shagged now. bbbwah. dun like walking on wet grounds. been stumbling the whole day. ask them and they'll tell u. and i reached home daddy ask me take up driving lessons. HA. dot dot dots.

happy for somebody! you know who you are!! ;) yeap it's abt time you come out of that shadow and be happy too. you deserve nothing but the best, really! *hugs* =)

tired tired tired. tired of all the shit >:(

jay chou event supposed to wear sch attire.. wooots! i was so excited when i found out. then ernie was so jealous coz we all miss wearing sa uni. wahahaha. and mabbie found out and got devastated. hahaaaa!

oh and harry potter didn't die? strange~

bored. random entry. need to pack up my thoughts and feelings. need to have a clearer focus. reprioritize the things and ppl in my life. throw away old useless stuff;make way for the new. erase the gloom;make way for a rainbow.

not exactly in the best of moods for the past week. not that anything happened;more like nothing happened. so it's a sign to move on with my life.

right, gimme a proper closure then.

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xuan's becoming cuter and brattier. ahaa! bratty lil' princess. but who can resist her cheeky grin? *awwwww* -gushes- ahahahaas. right. wait til' she starts wailing and hitting the floor. and she crept up right behind me, went tap tap, pointed at the colossal wound on her tiny little hand where a plaster was minutes ago, and gave a silly half-frown/grin. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i swear i just wanna wrap her up in a bear hug!! (:

colleague from SP gave birth! sms in the morning came as a surprise..didn't even know that she was pregnant. haha and she's only one year older than me. was a lil' excited and disturbed(?) to slp after that. can't imagine myself walking around ntu with a bulging tummy next yr. hahahahaa.

okay i know i abit kua zhang. if my tummy were bulging, i dun think i'll be walking about ntu alrdy. nwae, i'm never gonna let my tummy bulge in ntu in the first place. okayy sidetrack le~

haha. went down to KKH to visit her with Shirley~ hehee. she looked so...different if you get wad i mean. haha. and the tiny bundle was sooooooooo cute. heh. and then another colleague came..this one's alrdy a mother of 3. and she still looked so excited when she was permitted to carry the baby.. and she looked so happy carrying him! haha and she was like so jealous and keep saying she also want. haha but she c-section thrice le so too dangerous le. O_O hahaa really...if u had seen the look on her face..u would be tempted to believe that motherhood is such a happy thing.. hmmm! =)

and the daddy had the smug look on his face! hahahaa. so cute.. the baby like very happy to be carried by ppl! colleague says it's coz he still like more used to the comfort zone in the womb..that's why when ppl carry him or he tightly wrapped in the cloth then he looks very satisfied and sleeps happily! hahaha.. so cute (:

okay.. so that's another one added to the list of baby/housewife-mania. hahahaa. i thought developmental psych tb says social clock is moving slower nowadays, what with ppl wanting to get married later and all that. how come everyone around me's social clock seems to be ticking faster and faster with extra strength energizer batteries? haha. maybe one day mum will notice it and change her mind, and decide that she wants me to get a bf instead of mug all day long. HAHA. yea, we all know the day's never gonna come -.-''' owells~ might as well.. i could do without being confused for awhile more! :)

hehee.. ah yi got tix for jay chou qian chang hui for me! going with mabbie and co.! :) ehhe.. point being, i didn't even know he had a new album coming out! -.-''' hahahaaaa. alrites. i shall go off now~ bit bored here. lalalaaa~

[edit] oh okayy. just checked out 933 webbie. it's not qian chang hui.. it's some xuan cuan for his new movie.. hahaha. it's a 茶舞会(??) -.-'''
http://www.yes933.sg/contest/jay/index.htm

really been a long time since last blogged.. can't rmb the last time i left my blog rotting for so long. =X

been a busy week. not exactly busy with impt stuff or what.. just going out a lot and preparing orientation stuff.. blahs~

don't really know what to blog. bbbwah. many times felt like blogging, but didn't sit down to type. now the feeling's gone and i don't know what to blog liao.

rawr.

been meeting a couple of long-time-no-see friends. it's really nice to see everyone still so happy and doing well :) and it kind of feels funny to see how everyone has big plans about their future, particularly, all the girls are aspiring to be housewives by blahblah age. haha. it's weird how i used to feel that way too years ago. and it's even funnier that i grew out of it more than a year ago. and it's ironic how i am envying them now.

i miss the sweet feeling of happiness. i miss what will never be mine. i miss what was never mine..

...and i love eating starch..

yayyy! watched harry potter with mabbie and bf ytd!! mwahaha~ happppppppy! it's very niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) heh.. but i feel it's a lil' too short liao. hahaha. like..so no ending de gan jue.. and i watched until i cry *BOOOHOOOOOO* so saddddddd!! hahahaa.. but it was nice while it lasted la (: hehee. ppl pls go watch!!! hehee.

then walked around with them.. ahahahaaas. was funny.. i sillily thought muscles rubs were for muscles growth purposes. ahahaaaaaaas. =X and after that had to say bye to the two of them to go for psych orientation meeting. boooooos. according to darling bf "you always not around when i decide to da kai sha jie" *SADS* =( hahahaa. bf pls tk care and be well and miss us!!! cya soooooon! *hugs*

yeappp. had the meeting at bk, laughing like nobody's business. hahahaa. it was madness. ahahahaas. all the mystery ppl business is driving everyone nuts! O_O

and the manics finally got a movie date fixed up! yayyy~ meet to bio leng zai - a typically yammie thing to do. meet to watch CHINESE movie - a typically xianxian thing to do! hahahahaaa~ and i miss meeting up with the whole clique! alritesssss. we should really ask the whole world along.. heh. and ppl pls go see yam's blog de little miss carrot cake!! it's hilarious!! wahahahaha~ i want a little miss sotongggggggggggg!!! ^^ nyahahaha~ i want a clique teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i want a jerseyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! -wails-

lalalaaaaaaaa~ happy happyyyyyyyyy! FINALLY!!! :p

replies:

->yuyu: hahaa! my bro say just switch off the pc, then on again then can le leh.. and it's proven effective! *woooots!* ahahahas~
->-x-: haha ya.. i also think you are abnormally evil today and yam's so sweeeet! ^^ budden she emphasised that she "hate to say it loud, but shall do so to cheer u up".. so yea! hahahahaa~
->yam: wow wow WOW! so gan dong~ hahahaa. my bobo so sweet today! ^^ hehh.. thanks so much!! hehee.. *huggies* ehhe..i shall keep that in mind..next time you say i'm rejected again i'll remind you tt i'm special! wahahha~ ^^
->ernie: hahaa! go those neighbourhood de optical88 got some special packages..the frames not bad la..but sadly all dun seem to suit me! hahaa you can try though!! hehee ^^
->steph: shou bu liao!!! all my bobos so nice todayyy!!! ^^ ^^ *hug!*
->SurFsLaYeR: haha i also duno how to change name leh.. i cant seem to change my moji's name too! heh heh. and uhhh.. i think it always sleeps on the first day! lols.. will wake up soon though ba~ (:


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! zhen guo ying~ hahahaaa. was a great day today.. and came back and see so many nice tags so happyyy! :) hehee~

day started bad. was being cinderella as usual and mopping the house -.-''' and pms-ing real badly. hahahaa. so silly~ i really hate pms! so suckyyyy. i hate mood swings! BBBWAH! hehee.. but i turned high after meeting the rest for ktv! nyahahaha~ so coool. so nice seeing lj and hx again! hehee.. and of coz mab and bert were great fun and entertainment as usual. ahahahas. went to chinatown to sing. was niceee~ $10 nett and it's free flow of drinks + 1 bowl of sharks fin each! and the best part is that the shark's fin is fake and so i get to eat!! wahahaha~ i mk it sound so good tt sharks' fin is fake -.-''' wahahaha. and the floor is super clean! and the best best part is that...it's SMOKE-PROHIBITED!!!!!! wahahahhahahaha~ shuang gan!! :D lalalaa~

really love and miss all the electrons! was so nice meeting up again like that as a group. hehee. and i miss the rest too! bbbbwah! and it's good to know everyone's getting along well with their lives and all that :) and my dear waiyu is still as before, aiming to be a housewife(not even a taitai! hahahaa~).. lols. and meijie's still cute and sweet and all that, ying chou-ing me and being crazy together with me! hehee.. and mabbie was funny doing all the swaying with a stoned expression! and bf's still busy tao zui-ing in his oldies with alot of erm..bao fa li!! hahahaa~

ate at maxwell after that! yayyyyyyy~ nice. hehee. although i think we could have ordered nicer stuff if more of the stalls were open! hehee~

happy happy happpyyy! huiting is happy again! :)

oh, did i mentioned? - i have a nice, new bolster! ;p

reading blogs sparked off some feelings within me.

everyone seems to be busy doing some thing or another. and i'm busy slacking and going out everyday. bbbwah. ytd walked past this event for the SPD, and the emcee was saying "some of this ppl may be physically disabled but they lead more meaningful lifes than some of us" now i feel like one of the 'some of us'. say want to look for job say so long never find. say want to look for tuition say so long also never find. just keep coming up with excuses not to work. so shallow~ and by the time i want to work, i don't even have a month left. sheeeesh. that was how i wasted my hols away. so great huh? some useless bum i am. rawr. this is so not gonna happen again in dec/next yr. -hooks an imaginary pinkie-

i suddenly miss volunteering at SAAC! and the outings.. and everyone there.. :( and reading stephie's blog made me envious of her ponies! hahaa~ looks so fun..

and huiting is not that strong a girl as she thought she is i realise. at least for a few days each month, she'll start crumbling. haha if you get what i mean. and when the people i love starts crumbling too, things don't look too positive. and some ppl think huiting has good temper. but huiting only has good temper when she loves the ppl around her. you may call it unconditional love! when i don't make noise, it doesn't mean i like or agree with what the people i love are saying or doing. i just choose to disregard the uncomfort and tell myself i love my friends and family for who and what they are. since they were already like that when i start loving them, i should just accept them for who they are and shut up. so the only time huiting goes mad is the time of the month, when she decides she can't shut up anymore. and then she becomes the unreasonable one. yea, i'm not saying i'm justified in being unreasonable. i'm just saying unreasonable ppl shouldn't be brushed off so nonchalently. and after trying so hard to be understanding and cheering you up when you were unhappy, i get brushed off just like that as unreasonable. at least i don't add on to other's misery.

bbbwah.

so much so for all that moodiness! =X yeap, i'm alright. just spouting some of my monthly rubbish. ahahhaaas. huiting is well again! =)

haha duno wad happened. i on the comp again one hr later and the whole harddisk vanished! -.-'' now i can't watch my show and can't even listen to any music!! zzz.. haha nvm~ go use lappie later! :p

oooh went to make my contacts ytd! the person who talked to us was only 19!!!!! omg. so young~ he looked like he was older than us.. hahaa~ and we got cheap contacts! yayy~ happy! hahaa. but think should have went to the other shop beside. owells. nvm~ haha nwae.. the woman who tested our eyesight said "you look like one of my friend. in australia de.. ta shi 96 hai shi 97 nian de HUA YI XIAO JIE." HAHAHAHAHHAHAA. madnesss. crazyyy~ so funny! and according to them, my eye curve was apprently so abnormal that they had to CUSTOM MAKE my contacts for me. -_-''' which is weird coz the last time i tested the person said it's normal and can suit most brands. yea my eye so zai..suddenly became curvier. how come this type of thing never ever happens to my body!! BBBWAH! :p and i walked out of the shop so depressed. coz i looked awful in every pair of specs i tried. everyone in the shop agreed tt i look best without my specs. *booohooooohooo* hahaha yeap. so basically ytd was like touring the west~ went to all the places i only go when i'm in sa/ntu. lols.. was good nwae :)

and today was the twice-a-year-semesterly-chaos - registration of subjects! hahaha~ got all the slots i want, coz acccording to yam and xian - i'm a rejected kid. yes, rejected by the whole level. even the slots i want also is those other ppl dowan de. that's why i got everything. =( only julyn loves me; and it's not even unconditional love. haiii~ [MOJI PLS DETECT TONE OF THIS PARA!!]

lols.. nwae.. quite scared i can't get my electives.. [quotes yam->xian]"i'll knock on troy's door and cry. you will cry with me" hahahaa~ i want french! and i want my maths! if i dun get maths i'll really cry..hafta wait another YEAR. O_O madness!!!! sheeeesh.

i'm getting bored. gimme back my D drive. i want to watch my serials. =( i'm lazy to on my lappie. zzz.

hahaa. bored as usual

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heh. was out with mabbie and bertie ytd! :) so happyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! heh.. i wished bf didn't hafta go army. and mabbie and i didn't have to start school. and we all have all the money in the world. then we could go out all the day long!! :(( suddenly think of bf enlisting le then i'm getting depressed. -.-'' hahaa~

okay. so we walked around making alot of noise and had fun ytd. hehee. ate the not-as-good-as-eagerly-expecting kenny rogers. hahaa. last time i ate was like sec4 at genting. ahahaaas. and i bot tinkerbell necklace!!!! *WOOOOOT!* finally found one that i'm happy with! wahahaha~ okay la, though abit out of date liao. but i dun care!! i still love tinkerbell! ^^ hehee.. so prettayyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D and i bot shoes! yayy~ hahaha. and most importantly, i had LOTS of fun with them!!!! ^^

meeting them again on tues along with lj and hx. then meeting up on wed to watch harry potter with them again. hahaaa. madness. i think we're like meeting up as much as possible before our poor bf gets kicked into the sea. ahahaas~

and i didn't buy the zara top that looked nice on me!!! :( it wasn't ex.. but it was just something that i didn't step out of the house hoping to buy. and i'm trying to curb all my spendings before i go broke before getting the stuff i REALLY want. heh. okokay. i should stop thinking about it!! heh..

GAIGAI!! i want go your hse dig for clothes!!! ahahahas~ :p

I DOWAN BF ENLIST!!!!!!!!!! =((((((((((((((((

yay! there's a new minor in Drama and Performance coming up! hehee.. so exciting! but i shan't take it this sem, coz taking maths and french 2 le.. hehee. but nvm.. i shall take it when i complete my french and maths mods! which will prob be like after yr3 or sth.. -_-''' hahaha~ don't care don't care.. i just wanna take it! hehee.. was already thinking of minoring in it, but that time didn't have.. ehheh.. now maybe dun tk as minor le lor..but just take the introductory mod! hehee~ so exciting! i've been wanting to take something lidat since ages ago!! =) xiang dang nian...i wanted to go VJ and tk Theatre Studies, Lit and Double Maths -.-''' hahahaaa but obviously they don't have such a combi... :p i think only crazy ppl like me will think up of such a thing... lalalaaa~

hehee..


okay.. i think my tagboard is flooding.. so i shall reply here.. hehee

-yuyu: uhhhhh.. wad has my being nice to beavan got to do with dot. -_-''' haha and your baby lidat not bad wad.. it's just zao3 shou2 only.. and you can become lao yi faster too~ ^^
-pOrk: yes YES!! you shld try it out!! hahahaa~ it's very nice! go with your alfie darling!! :p
-ernie: uhhh ya. actually all the surveys i do are weird u realise.. hahaha. and i totally agree kids nowadays different generation le.. lols. but good wad.. then wun have generation gap with us! -.-
-[yAnFeN]: hahaa issit? i think i was away then i didn't see it! lols.. so funny! but my moji is always dumb de la.. hahahaa. i don't really trust it anyway.. just put there for entertainment purposes~ hahaa!
-yijun: hehehh.. you can faster go have kids too!!!!! then your kids will interest me too! -.- wahahaa~ when are we meeting up?!
-SurFsLaYeR: hahahaaa~ is that another reason for you not to love kids/brats? lols..
-mab: i want many many things!! heheee.. you can always fund me for them! :p
-steph: hahahaaa i love the caption too! so funny... and i think only we can understand.. lols.
--x-: hahaa so bhb! i, tan huiting, president of manic society, hereby strip you of your title of Secretary, and bestow you with the title of Creative Director. HAHAHA!!

=)

going out later! so exciting!! hope all goes well... (:

hahahaa. so long nv update decently le.. so long that dear moji fell asleep! hahaa~

went for tuition at yewtee on monday, then went to huiyu's hse after that! ^^ yayy~ happy. so long nv talk to her le.. even her darling niece loves me! kept smiling at me! whaahhaa~ thanks for listening to me, fishsee jiejie! thanks for being understanding! i heart fishsee jiejie!! -huggies- (:

went swimming and shopping again with mabbie on tues! woooooohooooooooooooooo!! hahahaa~ cooool man! hehee.. mabbie can swim le! yay! and i went out with the intention of buying contacts, specs, shoes. and i ended up with new dress and shorts and concealer. hahaa. the woman at body shop was cool. i was just asking for advice on concealer, then she makeup my whole face for me. WAHAHA! so nice of her! and so nice of my face! YAY! -.- lols~

then ytd had a meeting with the seniors they'all for POC. wahahahaa. Psych Orientation Camp. wahahaha. no la.. i came up with tt myself de.. it's not a camp. just a few hours thingy. haha~ was alright la. everyone will be stoning in aircon places, except me..under the hot sun @ NOON. eeeeeeks! hahahaha~ yea, hope they'll have fun and love psych! :) hehee

oh was chatting with xianxian.. then telling her about how seniors are collecting votes for psych teeshirt designs. hahahaa. and they got very cute captions like "i heard a sound at south spine last night. i think i'm schizophrenic". hahahahaa. that is like so totally psych! lols~ oh and xian and i started discussing the prospects of designing a Manics jersey!! WAHAHHAAAA. SO COOOOOOOL! :p then she had ideas for a clique teeshirt too which is super funny. "i leaned forward and looked in his eye to speak..i think he is in love wif me" HAHAHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. stephie sure love this caption!! lols.. it's so 203. =p

yayyy~ happyyyy! :)

shoes
contacts
specs
clutch
slippers
skirt

I WANT MORE!! *BBBBBBBWAH!*

am back from my kids camp!

was...okay la. hahahaha. first day was boring, second day was much better but SUPER tiring. the kids were interesting. hahahaaaa.

A: B likes C!
me: really?! wowwww!
B: C already knows that i love him..
me: wah!! how he know de?
B: they all spread around lor. spread until he also know le. but he's the last one to know la..
me: oh.. wow. okayyyy. =X
A (to B): on the bus here, i asked C whether he likes you a not leh!
B: really? really?! wad did he say?
A: i asked him if he got like D before, he said yes. then i asked if he like E before he said yes. then i asked if he like F before he said "NO LAH! na li you ke neng??" then i asked if he like you(B) before, then he said yes!
B: really?! you got bluff me anot??
A: no lah! i still continue ask him whether he still likes you now anot leh! but he didn't answer my qn..
me: ...
A: aiya.. but now he pri 5, sure dowan anything de ma.. he wants to concentrate on his PSLE for now.. you go and look for other guys la..
B: i dowan.....
me: uhhh.. actually you'all still very young wad.. can take your own sweet time, slowly find.. =X
B: i dowan!

Later.. in the room.
D (points to B's piggy softtoy): you see! you see! this is her C leh!! she must hug him to slp every nite!
me: wow... (picks up to take a look) you mean you treat him as a PIG?! -.-''' hahahaaa
B (panicks and snatches back the pig): NO!!! pls dun touch it! (saiyangs the pig)
D (whispers to me): actually last time i used to like C, and C liked me too. then one night i dreamt that C went out with another girl, then B and i were both very very jealous after that!?
me: huh?! serioussssss?! ehhhh so u still like him now?
B (to D): huh? who u like?
D (whispers to me): shhhhh!! why u say so loud! she duno leh!!!!
me: oh. nothing nothing! my dumb dumb wants some gum gum!! -.-'''
(*sidenote: the kids love Night At The Museum! hahahaa~)
B: oh! hahahahaa!!

hahaaa. seeee? even their conversation seems so like what we were talking about in sec sch/jc. -_-''' oh but don't be deceived. they are still very child-at-heart. they watched True Files, got freaked out, and dragged me into their room to slp with them for the night. -_-''' hahahaaa. and i was given this tiny corner at the side of the bed, and i was constantly kicked by this small-but-mighty girl beside me, and i almost fell off the bed on an hourly basis -.-

and they all looked so pint-sized. but they have boundless energy chasing each other all around and fighting and laughing crazily. and it takes AGES to get them to gather. one runs off, and you chase after him/her, he/she comes back, another already ran off liao. and the cycle continues forever and ever. and the only thing that got them to obey us was when our 'boss' threatened to send them back to their home (children's home) if they continue misbehaving. wah! quite can ren leh~ =X and from wad they told me, they apparently find it quite boring there. coz all they ever do is eat sleep study tv. =X so saddddd~ and though got hear them keep talking about their parents and siblings, didn't really dare to ask about them also. hmmmmm.

and they get amused by very funny stuff, that it made us laughed like hell.

there was this guy (one of our volunteers) who was wearing a singlet and leading them to do stretching exercises before a morning jog.. then he raised his arm to stretch, and.....
kids: eeeee!! gorgor got armpit hair!!!
gorgor: ?! uhhhhh...
rest of volunteers: HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
kids: eeeeeeee! so disgusting leh!!
gorgor: haha boys next time you'all grow up also will have de lor..
boys: eeeeee! you liar! won't have lor!
gorgor: have.. and you'll have more than me somemore!
boys: eeeeeeeeek! no wayyyy!! so disgusting! eeeeeeeeee!!
everyone: HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

hahahaaa. super funny la. laughed until peng.

kids are so cute. (:

phews. so tired. ahaaaas.

oh and thank goodness for the couple of psych seniors around! hehee.. had fun with them! was really glad they were around!! :) the roomie i was assigned to was urm...constantly tired and just not my type (although i have nothing against her).. she's just always very sian.. and she mixes more with the jcrc ppl nwae.. haha. and guess wad?! i was assigned back to stay at my old room!! wahahaha~ so qiao! :p

haha. so nwae..yea. by the time we break camp i was all ready to concuss. O_O

actually still wanted to go out get some stuff. but simply too tired le. the concussed on the train, and came home to continue slping. ahahhaaas. -still tired-

:)

alrights. the usual symptom of boredom.

here goes..

***

*Okay this is called 50 FIRST
REACTIONS... type what comes to your
mind first whenever you hear these 50
words. Don't think and don't go back
and change. Doesn't matter how random
just type it! Repost it for all of your
friends.


1. Beer:
drink

2. Food:
eat

3. Relationships:
stay away

4. Your CRUSH:
who?

5. Power Rangers:
brother

6. Life:
nice

9. The President:
geisha

10. Yummy:
food

11. Cars:
lamborghini and maggie q

12. Movie:
harry potterrrrrrrrrrrr

13. Halloween:
31st oct

15. Religion:
what?

16. Myspace:
nah

17. Fear:
fearless

18. marriage:
what??

19. Blondes:
bimbos. haaa

20. SLIPPERS:
i want a pair

21. SHOES:
i want many more pairs

22. Asians:
me?

23. Pass time:
bored

24. One night stands:
dowan

25. Cell Phone:
my good fren

27. Smoke:
yucks.

28. Fantasy:
fantasize~

29. COLLEGE:
sajc

30. Highschool Life:
beauty sch dropout~ no graduation day for youuuuuuuuuuuu

31. Pyjamas:
nah

32. stars:
:)

33. Fitness Center:
saints fitness

34. Alcohol:
i'm a nice girl (:

37. Money:
donate to me

38. Heartache:
whatever

39. Time:
too much of it now

40. Divorce:
bbbbwah

41. Dogs:
cooool. i want a golden retriever

42. Undies:
bras

43. Parents:
mum n dad

44. Babies:
awwwwwwwwwwww. nice to play with, not nice to have one.

45. Stripper:
bachelor party

46. Blogs:
this blog.

47. News:
not interested

48. Weddings:
awwwwwwwwwwww. that is if i know the ppl.

49. Pizza:
uh huh.

50. Kleenex:
for crying.

****

still bored. c'est ennuyeux

swam with mabbie in the morning! wahaha~ taught her frogstyle (breaststroke?). so funnyyyy~ yayy :)

had tuition in the afternoon.. was good today~ yayyy! :)

found out my French results at night. got a whooping A-! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! ^^ damn happy~ i'm glad i studied! nyahahaaa~

on to level 2! (:

some stupid camp tmr evening to sunday morning.. so wun be able to blog. hahaaa. i wonder how moji's feeling about that..

lalalaa~

happy!

huiting is happy! ... around mabbie bertie ada and mahjong! (:

i love you guys -hugs-

***

and i love gungun too! may you be happy! and may i be happy too! -hugs-

yes, we'll all be happy ultimately! :)

went to the 爱琴海民歌餐厅 @ MS! was fantasticccccccccccccccc!!! (:

always walking past it since ages ago, but didn't step in before until ytd nite. was simply.....GREAT!!! :) the singers are super gooooood! and we didn't feel like eating so just ordered drinks and sat there to listen for like 2 hours..and it was so so so SO GOOOOOOOOOD!!! heh.. and the concoctions were fantastic too!! hehee.. and i think i'm in love with the pianist....she plays SO WELL. omggggggggggggg. haha okayyy and the rest of them sings FANTASTICALLY. wooooooooohoooooooooooooooo!! *thumbs up!*

ppl pls try going there one day! it's highly recommended!! hahahaa~ it's not cheap la.. but not that ex either.. hahaa. they charge by per head entry, and each entry gets a drink..then if you want any other food then pay extra accordingly lor. but considering the entertainment they provide, i think it's good value for money! =)

but but BUT.. pls don't go there alone after you just fall out of love.. i think you'll walk out of the place crying non-stop.. hahahahaaaa. if you don't understand, go yourself and you'll get wad i mean. hahahaaa

happy happy happyyyyyyyy~

:)

bbbbwah! i'm bored.

hahahaa..

had belated dad's bdae/father's day dinner ytd.. hahaa~ ate at Din Tai Fung. was blah. nothing much la.. hahaa. tasted the same as before (duh?), nice but no WOOOOO! feeling. hahahaaa. finally had my xiao long bao. but also don't have the WOOOOOOOOO! feeling. haha i wonder why. hmmmm. i still prefer Crystal Jade!! heheee..

walked around a bit with mum after that. bleahs. don't really like to shop with mum.. as in i'm okay with walking around with her, but not shopping. coz you know how we usually tk forever to slowly walk around and shop? but she just walks into the shop, flip the clothes casually, and then i'm still just starting to look, and she goes "eah nothing here la. you finish looking anot? got anything u like? faster go le leh..go next shop le la" then i said "wait la wait la." and i turned my head and she's no longer in the shop anymore. -_-''' *pengz* how to shop lidat!!

haha and i forgot there was Princess Diaries on ch5 ytd nite until a fren reminded me!! hahaaa~ so i missed the front part of it. but i watched before le la actually.. -_-''' hahahaha~ dots. but still, it was very niceeeeeeeeeee!!! ^^

lalalaa~

yayyy! i can finally get out of the hse tmr!
yayyy! i got homemade rojak to eat later!

oh the gio bottoms i bot tt day with mab? i went to change the size ytd, coz i tot it looked super loose and not nice. then i couldn't find my size.. so i changed it to my mum's size (which is the smallest size) for her so that won't waste. and to my horror, it's still hanging super loose from her waist! omg. i can just *faint*. she's so skinny! and then to my utmost disgust, i can actually fit into the bottoms. *faints again* okay, maybe the cut is big. but still, i feel so tiny! and i don't understand whyyyyyy. coz i dun tink i look skinny at all. (-gungun nods-) hahahaaa~

-sighs-

i dowan so tiny. it's so scary. but i dowan eat anymore, coz i don't look tiny. but i want eat somemore, coz i love to eat. hahaha wad am i talking about?

alrites. i'm bored.

bored bored bored.

we are healthy ppl - mabbie and i. ^^ hahahaa. we went to the gym today! GREAT!! hehee.. since grad, have not stepped into the gym le. then so excited to see all the familiar AND alien looking equipments again. hahahahaa. okay la. wasn't a very thorough workout though. and i became scared of the threadmill. i wonder why. the threadmill used to be my favourite machine in the gym. now i actually fear it. hahaa weird isn't it?

okayy. then met with ada n mabbie to go for the concert at nite. blah. let's not talk abt it. hmmmm.

had fun today (:

and feel so proud of myself for being abnormally healthy. i exercised 3 times this wk!! WAHAHHAA. can't even rmb the last time i did that w/o being forced to. -nyahahaaa-


is it real or is it just a fantasy?

oh oh! went autism thingy today. stoned for quite long while they were having music lessons. coz there's nothing we could help with. so xian ros hoon me sat there and chatted quite long. hehee ;p oh oh did t-shirt painting with them after that. hahaa. nothing much i guess.. a lil' boring la.. but the kids came up with really nice paintings though! ^^ hehee.. and we just stone there and help them mix paint and stuff ba.. hahahaa. and got this kid SUPER talented..anything also can draw!! hahahaa~ and all the teachers ask him help them draw. lols. so cooool~ (:

then had lunch with the 3 of them after that.. niceeeee! ^^

hehee..

and met mabbie to swim after that! YAY. so happyyyyyyyyyy ^^ finally get to swim! heh..so long nv swim le! and whose fault is that?! :p hehee.. oh saw huimin! hehee.. i think i really quite pajiao.. lols. oh and saw these two guys stoning there oggling at girls, but acting totally gay -_-''' but i think they must have thought we looked like les too! HAHA. good wad~ lalalaaaaaa

oh we shopped again. cheap deal. hahahahaaa. those must dig the mountain for your size de. and we dug for like...20min? and abt to give up liao..and finally found mabbie's size. and we were SO excited that we squealed. and ppl turned to look. argh! -_-''' wahahhahaaa. felt so silly and embarrassed! machiam aunty lidat. muahahhaaaa. but heyyyy! it was funnn! heheee~ :p

okayyyy. i shall look for a job, i promise. i must stop spending! =X

just finished watching this jap serial, Anego! courtesy of Beavan Chua Gun Gun, who introduced it to me! hahaaa~

it's really really nice. and the feeling of watching jap serials again is like...WHOO!! ^^ there used to be a period of time (in my sec sch days i think), when i was in love with jap serials. haha. and someone told me before it's coz jap serials usually have happy endings, so many ppl love to watch them - as a means of escaping from reality, coz u'll never have such happy endings in real life. how true! but apparently i'm the only one still stuck in fairyland, coz everyone else watches KOREAN serials now. hahahaaa. they got reality-struck - yes, everything in life ends with either terminal illness or death. HAHAHA. okay, i sound so mean. yet don't you think it's quite true? hmmmmm!

yeap. watching Anego isn't totally airy-fairy or brainless or just to make myself happy by escaping from reality. it got me thinking instead. it's just so so SO true, everything they show.

it's really happening
- all about guys wanting to play and not wanting to get married
- guys, regardless of age, nationality, religion, race, etc... all want to play with and bed as many girls as possible.
- yes, even married men.
- when 2 have an affair, the guy gets away scott-free, and the woman gets called slutty, shameless and has to take the blame of breaking up others' marriage.
- men can keep putting off marriage to play their youth away..they are said to age with grace(ah! devt psych!) anyway; women, on the hand, lose their charm once they hit 30..they have no time and are not allowed by the society to play..and if they don't get married before 40, they expire.

yes, this is a very feminist entry i guess. hahaaa. can you detect the angsty-ness?! i hate guys for today. lols.. no la, actually i don't. i just....hmmmmm! don't like having reality shoved rudely into my face? aha. yes, i've known all these facts for ages, but watching the show only threw me offguard about how true it is.

and i kind of got reminded of what a guy told me before - guys will never treasure the girl beside them, until they've lost the girl. even if they are given a second chance again afer that, they'll still repeat the same thing and still not treasure the girl.

yes, nothing's gonna change you whole bunch of irritating barbaric guys. yes it's bcoz of guys like you that make girls like us terrified of marriage and start postponing the social age (haha is that the correct term used by Santrock?) for marriage.

ha. okay, i think i sound like the barbaric one now. apologies! just ranting.. hehee.

***

went out with mabbie cabbie today! (: bought wad i needed. hahaaa. happyyyy~ *beams*

and mabbie finally bought wad she promised me to buy 3 years ago. hahahaaaa. the stupid gal. FINALLY it's happening! ;p

and we met GAIGAI!!! ^^ happy! hehee..

i really wanna meet up with the dans.. miss all of them so much. miss talking to them tooooooooo! bbbwah! hopefully everyone will be free in late july to meet up!! -hugs all the dans-

(:

heh. i'm HUNGRY -.-''' greedy greedy pig. -nyahahaa-

was a trashy day. c'est nul! bbbwah.

burnt a lot of calories i think. did a lot of housework and jogged a bit. and nearly blew off my top during tuition. felt so lousyyyy. hai~ i really wish i could be a better teacher. but sometimes i really feel so exasperated. and there's the situational factors too. it's really hard. sigh~ and more crap was awaiting me at home. great.

okay, i'm not upset to the extent that i wanna cry yet. but i'm just tired i guess. a lil' stressed out. which annoys me coz it's not even sch term and i'm getting stressed. -_-'''

huiting must brace yourself to face the world bravely!! hahahahaa~ self-motivational entry!

AND I MISS THE GUYS OUT IN THE JUNGLE NOW WITH THE GORRILLAS!!! -_-'''

alrightsss. dun you think my moji's of a weird colour? hahahaa! okay, at least the poor little thing's finally happy and no longer has to go *kaboom* and disappear (as aptly described by miss xianxian).

hahaha~

yayyyyy! went for SAAC outing todayy! met the kids @ ECP for sandcastle-building!!! =D hahahaa. all i can say is.. it was SUPER FUN!!!!...and super hard work! hahahaaa~ kua zhang can.. i have never imagined sandcastles to be THIS hard work! and guess wad? if you think we were building silly-looking crumbling sandcastles, you are wrong.









check those out. it's ALL built by us and the kids okayyy! zai ba? hurhurhur-. i was super impressed by outselves too! wahahhaa~ i tell you, nowadays sandcastle-building is so complicated!! hahahaa~ they actually have so high-tech tools! like, 10yrs back we were using pails and scoops. now they got nifty cute little tools that work the pathetic lump of sand into magnificent structures! awesome, isn't it? for awhile, all of us volunteers were transformed into kids and stood there awestruck too as they explained to us how to use the tools! hahahaa~

and guess what else? if you go at the correct timing during wkends, they actually have this Castle Beach open, which is a shop that sells those wicked equipment (at a wicked price of $38..) and they even have sandcastle-building workshops! now, isn't that awesome?! =O hahahaa~ i was seriously so wow-ed by everything today! ^^





look at that! it's those pro ppl built de.. those working there de i think.. and i heard it's already been there for MORE THAN A YEAR. O_O i wonder how it even braved the stormy winds and rains. hahaha~ prob they sprayed something on it to preserved them ba.. hahaa. but very nice ba? esp. the first one! still can see the sea view! -.-''' hahaha okay, i know that's not the point, but as i was uploading the photos i just realised i took the sea view along with it. hahahaa~

and then, when the kids came, we had uber fun with them as well! hehee~ BUT.. they were more like destructing wad we built. hahahaa~ so funny.. no la.. they did help la. just that they gt so excited seeing those nice magnificent structures that they couldn't resist stepping/kicking them. . . . . . hahahaaa! super cute~

and then there were the other families staying at the chalet, who bought their kids to the beach to play too.. and they all stopped to look at our sandcastles!! ^^ hahaa and apparently they were as awed as ourselves. lols.. so niceeeeee~

and one of the boys were so cute.. he goes around calling all of us "chairchair!chairchair!" (translation = jiejie). hahahahaa~ then he would just pull us and point at something, but we don't really understands what he wants either. hahaa. but he's just so cute. xianxian, you know him too! from Hebron~ hahahaa. so adorable~ and he's the "here-i-come-watch-out-i'm-gonna-destroy-yur-sandcastles" boy. then we had 2 sandcastles construction-in-progress at the same time. then we keep sabo-ing each other, tell him the other team's sandcastle nicer...coz he apparently gets excited by pretty sandcastles (so excited that he destroys them after finish clapping~). hahahahaa. all i could say is.. today was ABSOLUTELY FUN!!! (: xianxiannnnn~ pls get well fast and come back on thurs!! i missed u! heheee..

ooh and the volunteers were cool too :) hahahaa.. had fun working with them and eating together all that after that.. kinda sad when xl mentioned that after all of this wk's outings, we wun be seeing so much of each other anymore. hmmms! coz splitted into our individual groups liao ma.. and some of us different days also le.. hmmmm. ): but nvm, hopefully we get to see each other around in the centre! :) hehee.. nv imagined everything to work out so nicely.. i'm really enjoying myself and learning alot now! happy happyyyy~ ^^

okay, i blogged such a long post about saac! heee~

am finally back from malaysia.

yes, was there for some non-play reason. if you know, you know. if you duno, you don't have to know. hahaha~

albeit the wadever reason i was there (for one day only), the break did worked a little charm on me! (: feeling better than when i set off. though i must admit i virtually rotted over there.. hahaha~

and i have lots to sayy.. though not exactly regarding the trip. but yea.. hahahhaa~

firstly, we met on friday nite @ vivo to compile and prepare my darling bobo's bdae pressie! ^^ hahahaa she shld be grateful lor. we find the box find until wanna die. cldn't find any PURPLE box! lols~ then we so ke lian sit at the rooftop there eating hotdog and fries and making your pressie. and still sit there until kena CHECK IC BY POLICEMEN!! hahahahaaa~ first time in my entire life i kena checked by policeman lor! LOLS. and poor julyn even almost got her name taken down lor!! wahahaha~ but the end-product was pretty i must say! especially with the sorry attempt by 4 poor little girls to make the roses! lols..(sorry, no photos with me now! get from jul!) hahaa~ and i'm glad you love your pressies! (: and i'm still sorry i can't attend ur party! so much wanted to join in the fun :( nvm nvm~ nxt time! hehee. HAPPY 21ST MY BELOVED YAMMIE!!! ^^ join the scandalous club!

okayyy. wad else? yes, i need to mk a trip down to L*S**** to get wadever was stolen. rawrrrrrrs!

hahaaa. okay, hopefully i sound more cheerful now. if i get any grumpier, moji's gonna get a chair out or something and smash it into smithereens. lols!

i am so damn irritated now. stuff got stolen. pissed.

and i dun understand why mum just likes to rub it in.

and i hafta wake up early again tmr morning.

okay. what with the stuff i'm blogging, moji's gonna look angry again -.-'''

bbbbwah!

why can't things be a lil' smoother?

sheeesh!

and i didn't know the hall charity camp was a publications job. tot it was a mentor type of thing go there play with them. but now i hafta go there take video write article. bbbwah. they better gimme a room for that. cheat my feelings.

-grrrr-

i'm sorry i sound so moody. but i just HAVE to sound moody. i AM indeed very pissed now.

okayyyyy. just added the mojikan thingy for fun. i also duno wad is it for. just heard that it'll read your blog and act accordingly to how you feel in your entry. hahahaa~ still duno if it works. it's supposed to read your blog twice a day. but i dun tink it has started reading mine yet, coz it's still sleeping!! -_-'''

haha alrites. i think it's just me being troublesome.. coz all the modules i thinking of taking clashes with the tut timings xian they'all wanna take! :( so siannnnnn~ even if i change maths to something else, it STILL clashes!! :((

bbbbwah! am so tired now. been out half the day wasting my time. haha i'm not saying tuition was a waste of time, i'm saying travelling from pasir ris to yewtee, from yewtee to bedok, and from bedok back to pasir ris IS a waste of time! hahahaa~

okay, i shan't be too pessimistic. i don't want my poor little mojikan to be sad on his first day of work. hahahahaa~ how come cannot feed it de ar? so boring! virtual pets still can play with it. this one just sleeps and sleeps! -.-

and i SO wanna go out with the dans. bbbbwah!

and i'm so sleepy now thanks to the less than 4 hours of slp i had. okay, i think my mojikan will continue sleeping after reading this sentence! -.-

hahahaa~ alrites. ppl pls email each other all your index no.s! hahahaa~ then we can arrange same tuts! yayyyy~ actually it's me being ma fan la~ coz it's my timings all clash until luan. hahahahaa

shall rest for now. enough of staring at the pc for now. i'm gonna go blind if i continue at this rate. bbbbwah! mojikan pls be nice, and be doing something cute when i next come back and see you. pls STOP SLEEPING!!! -_-'''

hahahaaa~

this is mad, this is sad. i can't get to slp!! and i can't bring myself to get out of the room to on the router either, so i'm typing this into notepad @ 2.40am.

okay french was baffling. the first section was comprehension. and as i started reading it, i was so stunned that i flipped to the cover page again to make sure i WASN'T SITTING FOR LEVEL 2. omggg. i was so seriously freaked out. don't even understand a single word! and so i had to read and reread like more than 5 times before i get a brief idea of what it was talking about. -_-'''

and then it wasn't enough.

flip the page and.... ta-dah!! you're looking at the MAP OF FRANCE. and i was like, uh-oh. i failed geography in secondary school.
ARGH!
and when i was doing past-year paper in the library with steph, she still showed me the page of the tb with the map, when i asked her got what region is in south de. then i still said sth like, "wah, ask this type of qn, i might as well memorise the whole map"
and i freaking DIDN'T memorise.

and so the FORTEEN blanks on the map of France glared back at me angrily.

so much so for looking down on the seemingly unimportant stuff.

i hope i don't have to memorise Freud's biography next sem.

ha.

went to Botak Jones after that. uhhhhh.. i find it over-rated. hahahaa~ but i think the service was very very good. although it's very slow la. hahaa. but just choose the right time to go, and it'll be alright!! (: and so we sat around and talk more crap for almost 2hours after talking a substantial amount of crap already over dinner. and topics ranged from next sem modules and timetables, to lame loudhailers&showercaps, to hk dramas and actors/actresses (shhessssh! i almost forget how to spell that in ENGLISH.) hahahaaa~ was funnyyyy.

and guess what darling shixian bought back from U.S. for us. ROOT-BEER FLAVOURED LIP BALM. hahahahaaaa! damn funny~ and it smells literally like root beer! okay, we shall start eating lip balm during lectures if we don't get to eat lunch.. julyn will be super happy..a change from sandwiches!! hahahaa~

and yes, the timetable for next sem is out. was trying to plan it after i came home. so much so for the 3-day-week excitement invoked by meimei and bobo. all my electives fall on the other 2 days. hurhurhur. i wanna murder the person who planned the timetable and the exam schedule. first, he/she make me wake up for a 8.30AM maths tut. then he/she make me stay until 6PM on a FRIDAY EVENING for french. so, tell me. which other loser ever stays in school on a FRIDAY EVENING!!! -CRIES&WHINES- wth! and no, it isn't enough. now i've got 4 papers across a period of 4 days, 2 of which are on the same day, and 3 of which are my CORES. -WHINES SOMEMORE- and if i don't get my first choice, i'm gonna sit for 5 papers in 5 days. so tell me, am i back in primary school?! -ULTIMATE WHINES&CRIES-

-pouts-.

and i wanna volunteer @ CCF. but it's gonna be bad for my schedule. coz i already have SAAC, and if i take up another weekday volunteering, i'm gonna fail all my papers next sem. which i just swore a few days ago never to let it happen. bbbwah! i so badly wanna give it a try! :( the IMH's one on Saturday.. but i really prefer the CCF one. maybe i should take up the IMH one for the time being until....godknowswhen.

sighhhh~

i hope the coffee's worn off by now. coz i have a tuition at yewtee @ 10am. which means i hafta wake up in 4 hours' time.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

taking a break from all that french.

aha.

a long break this is churning up to though.

heh.

happy happy happy! (:

oh yea. went to MP to study with boophie ytd! haha~ exploited the community centre's study room (was actually meant for some Study Club members only -.-)! cooool~ had nice nice dinner then walked back to the library and finally found seats there! nyahahaa~ so nice being a full-time mugger again~ HAHA. and i looked as kua zhang as usual, displaying all my books and papers all around me! and worse thing is i bring so many things le still borrowing more things from boophie! MWAHAHA. i think if xian was around she sure laugh at me! -blush-

alrites.

looking forward to..
- french exam. (end of it actually -.-)
- botak jones!
- friday's secret mission
- all the autism outings coming up next wk! WOOHOO! (:
- more time for play!
- all the happiness, laughter, joy, xingfu-ness! ^^

just realised my life has been quite meaningful these hols. there's study and play and shop and volunteer! nyahahaaa~ and of coz, not forgetting........... !!! heh! ^^

i wanna be this happy forever and ever! :)

i think many of us have heard something like this before -

when someone hurts you or make you unhappy, write it on sand, so that it may be easily washed away and forgotten.
when someone helps you or make you happy, carve it on stone, so that you would remember it for life.


i used to think this should indeed be the way things work.
but now i realise it isn't always that airy-fairy.


when the someone who hurt you or made you unhappy is someone whom you love or care for, you tend to forgive the person easily and forget about everything, coz you cherish the person and dowan to believe that the person will hurt you;
when the someone who helped you or made you happy is someone whom you love or care for, you tend to remember the person's good just as easily, coz it alliases with the nice expectations you have of that person.

on the contrary,
when the someone who hurt you or made you unhappy is someone you don't like, you tend to remember the hurt and unhappiness caused, coz it's wad you're expecting them to do;
when the someone who helped you or made you happy is someone you don't like (which is most unlikely to happen), you tend to forget it easily and just let it slip past your memory, perhaps intentionally, coz part of you dowan to believe that it's happening either.


yes, it isn't always easy to control your emotions and feelings at times, i guess.

RANDOM THOUGHTS

i feel like just sitting around and watching the world go past.

how do i study and score well for french?

i want to eat xiao long bao!

excessive sugar intake may be stifling.

i want that dress.

if only happy times last forever.

i wish i could be out there playing and shopping everyday.

someone curb the overwhelming desire in me to go France.

Les Amis ain't meant for poor little kids like us.

when was the last time you saw a rainbow?

i want to lie on the beach and look at the twinkling nightsky.

i wish the weather was as nice as yesterday's.

should i bring my lappie out?

will all this ever come to an end?

is he happy up there now?

it's the weather that's invoking the sudden bout of melancholy.

ARGH! tagged by wluek!! wluekkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

Four jobs I've had in my life:
1. some silly one day job tt isn't even worth mentioning
2. LEGO FAIR!!! -dances around gleefully-
3. data entry @ SP. zzz..
4. some call centre thingy in sch. and i haven't gotten my pay after 2months!! hello?!

Four movies I can watch over and over again:
-none in particular as long as they are not Rumour Has It and American Haunting-

Four places I've been on vacation:
-malaysia malaysia malaysia-
hahaa~
-china!

Four of my favourite dishes:
1. XIAO LONG BAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I WANT 'EM NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW)
2. mummy's soups! (:
3. mummy's dumplings!! haha coz i jus ate them today..
4. okay can't think of anything else for now le.
-retreats to one corner with my xiaolongbao withdrawal syndrome-

Four places I would like to visit:
In the near near future...probably...
1. FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. HK + Taiwan!
3. Redang!!
4. Egypt!
and Japan/Korea.
and South Africa.
and NZ.
and the list goes on.. (pls gimme a rich husband)

Four most overused words:
1. BBBBBBBWAH! (SC)
2. hahaa
3. whatever~
4. huh??

Four gadgets that I have:
1. hp! necessity!! nyahahaa~
2. lappie!
3. ipod nano? hehh
4. uhhhhh... dvd recorder?! hahaha is tt considered?

Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. many many hk dramas!
2. xing fu shuang ren chuang! hahahaa~
ehhhh.. i suddenly got mental block!! -bleah!-

Four bloggers I'm tagging:
1. mabbieeeee
2. ernieeeeee
3. gunnieeeee
4. yammieeeee
HAHAHAAA!

alright. backkk to french!

i've fallen into a cycle of eating tv msngaming/chatting/blogging french.

quite contented with this cycle.

doesn' mean it's good for me though.

aha.

meeting boophie to mug tmr! mwahaha~ we're gonna chiong until the library closes! yes, just like the LWN days! nyahahaa! -cackles to self-

dots.

huiting is a happy girl! (:

no mood to study.

no one to go out with.

nothing else to do.

even rotting is boring.

get a life!

wow... so shocking.

was that my mum i was just talking to?!? =O

okayyy. results are out, if you still do not know.. and my results sucked big time. GPA dropped so much that i dropped into the next class of honours, while others' are rising. bleahs! shows how much effort i put in? sheeesh! okay, maybe i can comfort myself by telling myself that the CGPA still maintains at my desired class of honours. right.

and it doesn't help that the person i called to talk to made me feel worse, and couldn't slp for the rest of the night. sheeeesh! but yes, after sitting up on my bed for more than an hour and talking to myself like an idiot, i managed to convince myself that at least you tried very hard to stop making me think of my miserable results. yes, thank you for the effort! (: okay, not like you will be reading this anyway.

***

on a side note, thank you all for mugging together during the tough period of time! thanks for encouraging each other and pushing each other on! esp. the LWN muggers! studying with you guys were great!! and i still wanna do it if i get to stay hall next sem! hehee. "if i get to stay hall next sem" -_-''' so may the hall office have mercy on me, and lemme stay hall next sem so that i can be reunited with my mugger clique! :p

and yes, i vow to work harder next sem. *cross my heart swear* i am so not going to let myself feel this way again. i must must must study harder. pls try not to tempt me with all the play play stuff. and pls try to make me as busy as possible, so that i would panick and study. pls don't drown me with projects again. pls let me stay hall. pls let me take up tuition. pls let me get an intern or RA thingy. pls let me join wsc if i get to stay hall. pls let me get so busy and thus motivated to study. yes, mugger is what i'm gonna turn into next sem! wheeeeeeeeee~

hahahaha~ no sarcasm at all okay. i really meant it when i said i'm gonna mug. i'm NOT going to let my core get such a disgusting grade again. ppl, we shall all jiayou together okay! ^^

oh ya, forgot to congratulate those who got very very good results! hehee. you guys have worked hard and deserved it! yayy! and those who didn't get wad you deemed satisfactory, doesn't mean you didn't work hard enough, it's just the tian shi di li ren he wrong.. hahaha~ it's alright guys! whether we did well or didn't do well, we shall all continue working hard together next sem alright?! ^^ yes! pls believe that hard work DOES pay off! it's just a matter of time! :) jiayou jiayou!!!

french is officially over! (: today was great. had our presentations. everyone did greaaaaaaaaaaat! hehee. and the korean class beside us was having their oral which looked so scary, while we were having fun laughing at each others' presentations! :p hehee..

really enjoyed french alot. it was a class with only fun and laughter. it's not only the teaching that's kiddy style, but everyone treats each other the kiddy way too! hahaha. what i mean by the former is - the teaching is like, the teacher says something and you repeat after her, and latter simply meant - everyone is nice and innocent and there is no rivalry! :)

aha. picking up a new language is certainly fun! (:

okay, i shall mug hard, and try to get nice results. hopefully can go on to level 2 next sem? hmmm but abit tight for the exam schedule. will have two papers on a day if i take level 2. hehee.. see first la! clear this exam first!

j'aime français! :)

Dear 12 years old Huiting,

I am writing from your future 8 years later. And I'm writing bcoz 7 years from now, when you go to uni (yes, you will manage to squeeze into uni), you will meet a crazy fren (no, i'm not gonna tell you who now) who will write to her 12-year-old self and tempt you to do the same thing.

You've probably just cleared your PSLE by now, and am bursting with excitement to embrace the new secondary school life awaiting you. yes, that's the way! coz in due time, you will find out that many of the happiest times and bestest friends of your life will be awaiting for you there. :) yes, you'll have the hell of a great time during this phase of your life. as for the academic side, yes, ups and downs, but you'll eventually pull thru', so do work hard!

Thereafter, you'll enter the loveliest jc and meet another grp of the loveliest ppl who are going to change your life for good. they will alter your course of life in the oddest ways that will be way beyond your imagination - some will push you down into the deepest abbyss and grip your heart with the sharpest pain you can ever imagine, while others will melt your heart, stay and touch your life forever. do strive hard, coz 2 years may be a short time, but you'll soon find out it might be the hardest time of your life.

Perseverance and faith are what you need to pull you through. but remember, don't always trust everyone around you so easily. coz your gullible nature will make you vulnerable and only let you get hurt.

Perhaps at one point of your life, you'll feel so totally miserable and helpless, but don't ever give up! coz there are many more beautiful things in your life worth your attention.

and always remember, place Friendship before Love. your friends will be the people who will be there for you to tide through the most difficult time of your life. Love is but a wine that makes you light-headed and giddy with short-lived happiness. Friends is the tea that makes you sober after that, and let you see things clearly. Most importantly, tea can be equally nice if you learn to appreciate it! plus plus plus - tea is good for health in the long run! hahaha~ actually, so is wine - as long as it is not taken excessively! yeap, so moral of story is - pls be nice to your friends! (:

Perhaps youu're bursting with excitement about looking for a bf now, or still on about that dream of earning your first million before uni starts, getting married before 24, and retiring by the seaside with 4 babies. but no, after the big ordeal is over, you would become as skeptical about life as i am now, especially about boys and love in particular. but do try to open yourself up, and take life as it comes. don't be afraid to love, and don't be too uptight about the fear of getting hurt again. you know deep down, you're still a girl and you still want to be loved, just by the right guy and at the right time. yes, 8 years later, you'll be just as fearful as i am now. but no worries, we got time to work things out. we'll erase the hurt and remove the horrible scar one day! you know what? you will stop crying so often, and come to realise you're actually a very strong and brave girl! (:

You're probably still afraid now - 'fraid of all the squabblings taking place at home. but be cool about it. as time goes by, things will improve. and always keep in mind that you have the greatest brother on the earth that you love alot alot, who will always be there for you when stuff with your parents become slightly dislodged. he'll tide you through the storms together, and take good care of you. yes, he might be super irritating now, but he'll grow up one day and be nice to you! :))

Even up til' my age, you won't be getting everything you want. freedom in particular. you gotta wait for that. it's not gonna come to you so easily. but we are all patient and understanding nice little girls, so we'll just wait okay? :p

Okay okayyy, i've revealed enough! Live through these 8 years for yourself, and you'll really love your life. Keep in mind that everything, whether good or bad, happens for a reason; if it's happy, keep the feeling in your heart forever. if it's sad, take it as a lesson learnt, bury it away and carry on with life.

Okay, one last important thing: Huiting is a happy girl, and she should always be giggling madly! If Huiting isn't smiling, then she isn't Huiting anymore. -giggles-

alriteysssssss! take care, my cute little 12-yo! cya in 8 years' time!!

Love,
20-year-old Sotong
(you'll find out who's sotong real soon when you start acting like one..)

YAY. today was GREAT.

finally met up with BOYFRIEND with mabbie cabbie!! :D so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so long nv meet up with him le, missed him so much! heh. kbox with fun, making mabbie laugh! :p in sum, it was just a great day of fun, laughter and happiness. :)

bf's enlisting in a month's time. saddddd! pls come out often to meet us! hahahaa~ and pls miss ME us all! heee :D

alrites. so 5 whole days of fun and joy is all over. now what's left is another day of french in sch, following with 5 more days of french at home, then the final french paper, and.....BOTAK JONES!!! :))

*prays hard that everything goes well*

and i want a job! sheeesh! how many times have i said this?! bbbwah!

and i want happiness! and happiness is when i have no troubles, endless time to play and meet up with my friends, and endless money to spend! bwah!

oh ytd was coool~ had french as usual and was learning all the dates and stuff, and guess wad?? France has like 9 weeks worth of hols, and 16 weeks for students!! OMG. i so wanna migrate there!!! hahahaa~ and to them, one day's worth of holiday (equivalent to our public hols in sg, e.g. national day, labour day, etc..) is not even considered a holiday!! hahahaha~ i heart the french way of thinking! this is exactly how the sg govt should make the calendar to be man! ^^ and they only have an average of like 35 working hours per wk! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! that is so much lesser than sg can!! I WANNA MIGRATE TO FRANCE.

hahaha~

oh and we got back our test papers.. and mine has très bien written on it! ^^

yayyy~ then went to bugis AGAIN after that. yes, coz i was desperately in need of a new bag. yes, coz 2 or 3 of my bags decided to go on a strike and all spoil at the same time~ almost died O_O hahahaa and yayyy! i got new bag! happy happy HAPPYYYYY!! ^^

ytd nite was horrible after reaching home. was so tired after being out for so long liao, then still had to complete a presentation so that i can go out in peace today~ so yeap, finished my presentation and felt so ultra drained after that and plopped down to slp at like 1am. then climbed up at 7am again to go for tuition at yewtee. WAH. i almost died when i crawled out of bed!! O_O

hahaa~ yeap. so went for tuition and all that, then had lunch with my cousins, and met huiyu after that!! ^^ yayyyy~ went to causeway point to watch Pirates! mwahahaa~ it's my FIRST time @ Causeway Point lor.. haha can you believe it?! :p yeappp. Pirates was quite alright, although i nodded off somewhere at the front of the movie. HAHAHAA. coz didn't watch part 1 and forgot a little of part 2 le, plus i was super tired from the slp deprivation, so i dozed off in a state of confusion. hahahaaa. it's my first time falling aslp in a movie! sheeeesh! ernie's gonna scold me for being one of the idiots who duno how to appreciate. hahahaa~ but okay la, after things started getting clearer, and johnny depp started getting cuter, i sat up and laughed my way thru' the rest of the movie~ heh.. and orlando finally started looking cute after his heart was dug out. sheesshhh. am i mad or wad! hahahaa~

oh and walked around after dinner, helping huiyu look for her dress but to no avail~ hahahaha. okay la, found a nice but not-very-dressy piece! -.- lols.. and i liked the dress i tried too! but i duno why i didn't buy.. got the guilt from spending so much past few days le~ hahaa so jus didn't buy lor. bbbbbwah! okay, shall use the mabbie style. if the itch is still there one wk later, then go back and buy! HAHAAA. -_-'''

yayyy! happy happy happppppy sotong!! ^^

yayyyy! was out with huiyu and ernie todayyy! hehee~ oh, i just realised how long i didn't see huiyu alrdy.. hahaaa..was so excited and happy to see her! ^^ oh, of coz ernie too! hahaa, but just saw him that day ma.. lols~ okayyy, that's not the pt.. we went KBOX!!! =D oh, the guy there was ultra weird! but who cares, we got our extra time! ^^ mwahahaha.. so happyy! was so niceeee~ although my singing sucks. hahahaa. i think my singing is sucky sucky sucky, and going to continue sucking at an exponential rate. ARGH! =( k, nvm..tt besides the point, it was FUN!!! ^^ so nice singing with the two of them again! hehee~ feels like the good old days laughing away like nobody's business. heh :p

then huiyu rushed off to work and ernie and i jus walked around shopping! hehee.. no la, he shopped, not me. hahahaa. but the point being....SHOPPING!!! =D and we walked into a NOKIA shop, and i looked at the phone ernie was looking at and asked: "is that MOTOROLA de?" -.-'''

wahahha~

and so far everyone i went out with says my hair doesn't look like mushroom! *woooooots!* -beams- heheee.. and yayyy! am meeting some of the electrons on wed! MWAHAHA. and YAY! watching pirates with yuyu deardear on tues! lalala~ ^^


oh oh oh. am sad sad sad after i came home. =[ heard some bad news. blah. things are certainly not going smoothly for some ppl this yr. bad luck comes in bulk! and mummy has the WEIRDEST way of describing it:
mummy: "一个人倒霉的时候，吐口水给老鼠吃，老鼠吃到了，都会被毒死！"
--> [translation for julyn: when a person is unlucky, he spit saliva for the mouse to eat, the mouse eat liao also will kena poisoned to death.]
me: "HARRRR?!!?"

hahahaa! SO WEIRD RITE. i swear my mum talks in the weirdest manner at times! -.-

alrittttes. shall be off~ and i'll continue to pray hard for the health, safety and happiness of all my frens and family! may everyone be blessed!! (:

yay! went out with mabbie cabbie today!! ^^

ahaaaa.. went shoppingggggggg! went mad and buy and buy and buy. spent a fair bit of money, but bought ALOT of stuff!! yayyy~ hahaha. bugis street! bbbbwah! -happy girl-

lalala~

huiting is happy.
huiting is fully booked with activities for the next 5days or so.
huiting is becoming broke.
huiting is still in need of a job.
huiting is still very very happy!

the more i look at my hair, the more disgusted i get.

i feel like a mushroom!

=(

gimme back my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

can you rmb your very first ambition when you were young? well, mine was funny. my ambition was not to become an adult. haha. silly, isn't it? okay, maybe that explains why i'm still childish now at such an age; part of me probably still don't wish to grow up.

i used to hate adults with a strong abhorrence. i used to feel that adults are the most bo liao creatures on earth; they trouble themselves over the stupidest things and fight over the most trivial matters. i could never understand why they do the weirdest things to make themselves miserable.

so, i made a silent vow to myself that in the future, i never want to grow up or become an adult. ha.

but it seems that old age is catching up on me fast. today, it finally dawned on me that my parents are getting old. and i realised how hard they are working to finance bro and my studies. and i realised how unhappy they are working. that was when i felt truly helpless and irritated with myself - wished that i could grow up overnight and start working. wished that i could support them instead and let them take a break after striving so hard for so many years to bring my bro and i up. wished that they didn't have to worry about us anymore and go 'xiang qing fu' liao. but no, it's not gonna happen any time in the near future, and that's what dampening my mood now.

i once had thoughts of furthering my studies after the honours degree. but now, i don't even have the heart (and the results?) to do that. all i want to do now is to graduate and start working asap; i want to be financially independent, and of course, redeem my promised freedom too.

finally, here comes the day when i want to grow up.