bbbbwah! i'm bored.

hahahaa..

had belated dad's bdae/father's day dinner ytd.. hahaa~ ate at Din Tai Fung. was blah. nothing much la.. hahaa. tasted the same as before (duh?), nice but no WOOOOO! feeling. hahahaaa. finally had my xiao long bao. but also don't have the WOOOOOOOOO! feeling. haha i wonder why. hmmmm. i still prefer Crystal Jade!! heheee..

walked around a bit with mum after that. bleahs. don't really like to shop with mum.. as in i'm okay with walking around with her, but not shopping. coz you know how we usually tk forever to slowly walk around and shop? but she just walks into the shop, flip the clothes casually, and then i'm still just starting to look, and she goes "eah nothing here la. you finish looking anot? got anything u like? faster go le leh..go next shop le la" then i said "wait la wait la." and i turned my head and she's no longer in the shop anymore. -_-''' *pengz* how to shop lidat!!

haha and i forgot there was Princess Diaries on ch5 ytd nite until a fren reminded me!! hahaaa~ so i missed the front part of it. but i watched before le la actually.. -_-''' hahahaha~ dots. but still, it was very niceeeeeeeeeee!!! ^^

lalalaa~

yayyy! i can finally get out of the hse tmr!
yayyy! i got homemade rojak to eat later!

oh the gio bottoms i bot tt day with mab? i went to change the size ytd, coz i tot it looked super loose and not nice. then i couldn't find my size.. so i changed it to my mum's size (which is the smallest size) for her so that won't waste. and to my horror, it's still hanging super loose from her waist! omg. i can just *faint*. she's so skinny! and then to my utmost disgust, i can actually fit into the bottoms. *faints again* okay, maybe the cut is big. but still, i feel so tiny! and i don't understand whyyyyyy. coz i dun tink i look skinny at all. (-gungun nods-) hahahaaa~

-sighs-

i dowan so tiny. it's so scary. but i dowan eat anymore, coz i don't look tiny. but i want eat somemore, coz i love to eat. hahaha wad am i talking about?

alrites. i'm bored.

bored bored bored.

we are healthy ppl - mabbie and i. ^^ hahahaa. we went to the gym today! GREAT!! hehee.. since grad, have not stepped into the gym le. then so excited to see all the familiar AND alien looking equipments again. hahahahaa. okay la. wasn't a very thorough workout though. and i became scared of the threadmill. i wonder why. the threadmill used to be my favourite machine in the gym. now i actually fear it. hahaa weird isn't it?

okayy. then met with ada n mabbie to go for the concert at nite. blah. let's not talk abt it. hmmmm.

had fun today (:

and feel so proud of myself for being abnormally healthy. i exercised 3 times this wk!! WAHAHHAA. can't even rmb the last time i did that w/o being forced to. -nyahahaaa-


is it real or is it just a fantasy?

oh oh! went autism thingy today. stoned for quite long while they were having music lessons. coz there's nothing we could help with. so xian ros hoon me sat there and chatted quite long. hehee ;p oh oh did t-shirt painting with them after that. hahaa. nothing much i guess.. a lil' boring la.. but the kids came up with really nice paintings though! ^^ hehee.. and we just stone there and help them mix paint and stuff ba.. hahahaa. and got this kid SUPER talented..anything also can draw!! hahahaa~ and all the teachers ask him help them draw. lols. so cooool~ (:

then had lunch with the 3 of them after that.. niceeeee! ^^

hehee..

and met mabbie to swim after that! YAY. so happyyyyyyyyyy ^^ finally get to swim! heh..so long nv swim le! and whose fault is that?! :p hehee.. oh saw huimin! hehee.. i think i really quite pajiao.. lols. oh and saw these two guys stoning there oggling at girls, but acting totally gay -_-''' but i think they must have thought we looked like les too! HAHA. good wad~ lalalaaaaaa

oh we shopped again. cheap deal. hahahahaaa. those must dig the mountain for your size de. and we dug for like...20min? and abt to give up liao..and finally found mabbie's size. and we were SO excited that we squealed. and ppl turned to look. argh! -_-''' wahahhahaaa. felt so silly and embarrassed! machiam aunty lidat. muahahhaaaa. but heyyyy! it was funnn! heheee~ :p

okayyyy. i shall look for a job, i promise. i must stop spending! =X

just finished watching this jap serial, Anego! courtesy of Beavan Chua Gun Gun, who introduced it to me! hahaaa~

it's really really nice. and the feeling of watching jap serials again is like...WHOO!! ^^ there used to be a period of time (in my sec sch days i think), when i was in love with jap serials. haha. and someone told me before it's coz jap serials usually have happy endings, so many ppl love to watch them - as a means of escaping from reality, coz u'll never have such happy endings in real life. how true! but apparently i'm the only one still stuck in fairyland, coz everyone else watches KOREAN serials now. hahahaaa. they got reality-struck - yes, everything in life ends with either terminal illness or death. HAHAHA. okay, i sound so mean. yet don't you think it's quite true? hmmmmm!

yeap. watching Anego isn't totally airy-fairy or brainless or just to make myself happy by escaping from reality. it got me thinking instead. it's just so so SO true, everything they show.

it's really happening
- all about guys wanting to play and not wanting to get married
- guys, regardless of age, nationality, religion, race, etc... all want to play with and bed as many girls as possible.
- yes, even married men.
- when 2 have an affair, the guy gets away scott-free, and the woman gets called slutty, shameless and has to take the blame of breaking up others' marriage.
- men can keep putting off marriage to play their youth away..they are said to age with grace(ah! devt psych!) anyway; women, on the hand, lose their charm once they hit 30..they have no time and are not allowed by the society to play..and if they don't get married before 40, they expire.

yes, this is a very feminist entry i guess. hahaaa. can you detect the angsty-ness?! i hate guys for today. lols.. no la, actually i don't. i just....hmmmmm! don't like having reality shoved rudely into my face? aha. yes, i've known all these facts for ages, but watching the show only threw me offguard about how true it is.

and i kind of got reminded of what a guy told me before - guys will never treasure the girl beside them, until they've lost the girl. even if they are given a second chance again afer that, they'll still repeat the same thing and still not treasure the girl.

yes, nothing's gonna change you whole bunch of irritating barbaric guys. yes it's bcoz of guys like you that make girls like us terrified of marriage and start postponing the social age (haha is that the correct term used by Santrock?) for marriage.

ha. okay, i think i sound like the barbaric one now. apologies! just ranting.. hehee.

***

went out with mabbie cabbie today! (: bought wad i needed. hahaaa. happyyyy~ *beams*

and mabbie finally bought wad she promised me to buy 3 years ago. hahahaaaa. the stupid gal. FINALLY it's happening! ;p

and we met GAIGAI!!! ^^ happy! hehee..

i really wanna meet up with the dans.. miss all of them so much. miss talking to them tooooooooo! bbbwah! hopefully everyone will be free in late july to meet up!! -hugs all the dans-

(:

heh. i'm HUNGRY -.-''' greedy greedy pig. -nyahahaa-

was a trashy day. c'est nul! bbbwah.

burnt a lot of calories i think. did a lot of housework and jogged a bit. and nearly blew off my top during tuition. felt so lousyyyy. hai~ i really wish i could be a better teacher. but sometimes i really feel so exasperated. and there's the situational factors too. it's really hard. sigh~ and more crap was awaiting me at home. great.

okay, i'm not upset to the extent that i wanna cry yet. but i'm just tired i guess. a lil' stressed out. which annoys me coz it's not even sch term and i'm getting stressed. -_-'''

huiting must brace yourself to face the world bravely!! hahahahaa~ self-motivational entry!

AND I MISS THE GUYS OUT IN THE JUNGLE NOW WITH THE GORRILLAS!!! -_-'''

alrightsss. dun you think my moji's of a weird colour? hahahaa! okay, at least the poor little thing's finally happy and no longer has to go *kaboom* and disappear (as aptly described by miss xianxian).

hahaha~

yayyyyy! went for SAAC outing todayy! met the kids @ ECP for sandcastle-building!!! =D hahahaa. all i can say is.. it was SUPER FUN!!!!...and super hard work! hahahaaa~ kua zhang can.. i have never imagined sandcastles to be THIS hard work! and guess wad? if you think we were building silly-looking crumbling sandcastles, you are wrong.









check those out. it's ALL built by us and the kids okayyy! zai ba? hurhurhur-. i was super impressed by outselves too! wahahhaa~ i tell you, nowadays sandcastle-building is so complicated!! hahahaa~ they actually have so high-tech tools! like, 10yrs back we were using pails and scoops. now they got nifty cute little tools that work the pathetic lump of sand into magnificent structures! awesome, isn't it? for awhile, all of us volunteers were transformed into kids and stood there awestruck too as they explained to us how to use the tools! hahahaa~

and guess what else? if you go at the correct timing during wkends, they actually have this Castle Beach open, which is a shop that sells those wicked equipment (at a wicked price of $38..) and they even have sandcastle-building workshops! now, isn't that awesome?! =O hahahaa~ i was seriously so wow-ed by everything today! ^^





look at that! it's those pro ppl built de.. those working there de i think.. and i heard it's already been there for MORE THAN A YEAR. O_O i wonder how it even braved the stormy winds and rains. hahaha~ prob they sprayed something on it to preserved them ba.. hahaa. but very nice ba? esp. the first one! still can see the sea view! -.-''' hahaha okay, i know that's not the point, but as i was uploading the photos i just realised i took the sea view along with it. hahahaa~

and then, when the kids came, we had uber fun with them as well! hehee~ BUT.. they were more like destructing wad we built. hahahaa~ so funny.. no la.. they did help la. just that they gt so excited seeing those nice magnificent structures that they couldn't resist stepping/kicking them. . . . . . hahahaaa! super cute~

and then there were the other families staying at the chalet, who bought their kids to the beach to play too.. and they all stopped to look at our sandcastles!! ^^ hahaa and apparently they were as awed as ourselves. lols.. so niceeeeee~

and one of the boys were so cute.. he goes around calling all of us "chairchair!chairchair!" (translation = jiejie). hahahahaa~ then he would just pull us and point at something, but we don't really understands what he wants either. hahaa. but he's just so cute. xianxian, you know him too! from Hebron~ hahahaa. so adorable~ and he's the "here-i-come-watch-out-i'm-gonna-destroy-yur-sandcastles" boy. then we had 2 sandcastles construction-in-progress at the same time. then we keep sabo-ing each other, tell him the other team's sandcastle nicer...coz he apparently gets excited by pretty sandcastles (so excited that he destroys them after finish clapping~). hahahahaa. all i could say is.. today was ABSOLUTELY FUN!!! (: xianxiannnnn~ pls get well fast and come back on thurs!! i missed u! heheee..

ooh and the volunteers were cool too :) hahahaa.. had fun working with them and eating together all that after that.. kinda sad when xl mentioned that after all of this wk's outings, we wun be seeing so much of each other anymore. hmmms! coz splitted into our individual groups liao ma.. and some of us different days also le.. hmmmm. ): but nvm, hopefully we get to see each other around in the centre! :) hehee.. nv imagined everything to work out so nicely.. i'm really enjoying myself and learning alot now! happy happyyyy~ ^^

okay, i blogged such a long post about saac! heee~

am finally back from malaysia.

yes, was there for some non-play reason. if you know, you know. if you duno, you don't have to know. hahaha~

albeit the wadever reason i was there (for one day only), the break did worked a little charm on me! (: feeling better than when i set off. though i must admit i virtually rotted over there.. hahaha~

and i have lots to sayy.. though not exactly regarding the trip. but yea.. hahahhaa~

firstly, we met on friday nite @ vivo to compile and prepare my darling bobo's bdae pressie! ^^ hahahaa she shld be grateful lor. we find the box find until wanna die. cldn't find any PURPLE box! lols~ then we so ke lian sit at the rooftop there eating hotdog and fries and making your pressie. and still sit there until kena CHECK IC BY POLICEMEN!! hahahahaaa~ first time in my entire life i kena checked by policeman lor! LOLS. and poor julyn even almost got her name taken down lor!! wahahaha~ but the end-product was pretty i must say! especially with the sorry attempt by 4 poor little girls to make the roses! lols..(sorry, no photos with me now! get from jul!) hahaa~ and i'm glad you love your pressies! (: and i'm still sorry i can't attend ur party! so much wanted to join in the fun :( nvm nvm~ nxt time! hehee. HAPPY 21ST MY BELOVED YAMMIE!!! ^^ join the scandalous club!

okayyy. wad else? yes, i need to mk a trip down to L*S**** to get wadever was stolen. rawrrrrrrs!

hahaaa. okay, hopefully i sound more cheerful now. if i get any grumpier, moji's gonna get a chair out or something and smash it into smithereens. lols!

i am so damn irritated now. stuff got stolen. pissed.

and i dun understand why mum just likes to rub it in.

and i hafta wake up early again tmr morning.

okay. what with the stuff i'm blogging, moji's gonna look angry again -.-'''

bbbbwah!

why can't things be a lil' smoother?

sheeesh!

and i didn't know the hall charity camp was a publications job. tot it was a mentor type of thing go there play with them. but now i hafta go there take video write article. bbbwah. they better gimme a room for that. cheat my feelings.

-grrrr-

i'm sorry i sound so moody. but i just HAVE to sound moody. i AM indeed very pissed now.

okayyyyy. just added the mojikan thingy for fun. i also duno wad is it for. just heard that it'll read your blog and act accordingly to how you feel in your entry. hahahaa~ still duno if it works. it's supposed to read your blog twice a day. but i dun tink it has started reading mine yet, coz it's still sleeping!! -_-'''

haha alrites. i think it's just me being troublesome.. coz all the modules i thinking of taking clashes with the tut timings xian they'all wanna take! :( so siannnnnn~ even if i change maths to something else, it STILL clashes!! :((

bbbbwah! am so tired now. been out half the day wasting my time. haha i'm not saying tuition was a waste of time, i'm saying travelling from pasir ris to yewtee, from yewtee to bedok, and from bedok back to pasir ris IS a waste of time! hahahaa~

okay, i shan't be too pessimistic. i don't want my poor little mojikan to be sad on his first day of work. hahahahaa~ how come cannot feed it de ar? so boring! virtual pets still can play with it. this one just sleeps and sleeps! -.-

and i SO wanna go out with the dans. bbbbwah!

and i'm so sleepy now thanks to the less than 4 hours of slp i had. okay, i think my mojikan will continue sleeping after reading this sentence! -.-

hahahaa~ alrites. ppl pls email each other all your index no.s! hahahaa~ then we can arrange same tuts! yayyyy~ actually it's me being ma fan la~ coz it's my timings all clash until luan. hahahahaa

shall rest for now. enough of staring at the pc for now. i'm gonna go blind if i continue at this rate. bbbbwah! mojikan pls be nice, and be doing something cute when i next come back and see you. pls STOP SLEEPING!!! -_-'''

hahahaaa~

this is mad, this is sad. i can't get to slp!! and i can't bring myself to get out of the room to on the router either, so i'm typing this into notepad @ 2.40am.

okay french was baffling. the first section was comprehension. and as i started reading it, i was so stunned that i flipped to the cover page again to make sure i WASN'T SITTING FOR LEVEL 2. omggg. i was so seriously freaked out. don't even understand a single word! and so i had to read and reread like more than 5 times before i get a brief idea of what it was talking about. -_-'''

and then it wasn't enough.

flip the page and.... ta-dah!! you're looking at the MAP OF FRANCE. and i was like, uh-oh. i failed geography in secondary school.
ARGH!
and when i was doing past-year paper in the library with steph, she still showed me the page of the tb with the map, when i asked her got what region is in south de. then i still said sth like, "wah, ask this type of qn, i might as well memorise the whole map"
and i freaking DIDN'T memorise.

and so the FORTEEN blanks on the map of France glared back at me angrily.

so much so for looking down on the seemingly unimportant stuff.

i hope i don't have to memorise Freud's biography next sem.

ha.

went to Botak Jones after that. uhhhhh.. i find it over-rated. hahahaa~ but i think the service was very very good. although it's very slow la. hahaa. but just choose the right time to go, and it'll be alright!! (: and so we sat around and talk more crap for almost 2hours after talking a substantial amount of crap already over dinner. and topics ranged from next sem modules and timetables, to lame loudhailers&showercaps, to hk dramas and actors/actresses (shhessssh! i almost forget how to spell that in ENGLISH.) hahahaaa~ was funnyyyy.

and guess what darling shixian bought back from U.S. for us. ROOT-BEER FLAVOURED LIP BALM. hahahahaaaa! damn funny~ and it smells literally like root beer! okay, we shall start eating lip balm during lectures if we don't get to eat lunch.. julyn will be super happy..a change from sandwiches!! hahahaa~

and yes, the timetable for next sem is out. was trying to plan it after i came home. so much so for the 3-day-week excitement invoked by meimei and bobo. all my electives fall on the other 2 days. hurhurhur. i wanna murder the person who planned the timetable and the exam schedule. first, he/she make me wake up for a 8.30AM maths tut. then he/she make me stay until 6PM on a FRIDAY EVENING for french. so, tell me. which other loser ever stays in school on a FRIDAY EVENING!!! -CRIES&WHINES- wth! and no, it isn't enough. now i've got 4 papers across a period of 4 days, 2 of which are on the same day, and 3 of which are my CORES. -WHINES SOMEMORE- and if i don't get my first choice, i'm gonna sit for 5 papers in 5 days. so tell me, am i back in primary school?! -ULTIMATE WHINES&CRIES-

-pouts-.

and i wanna volunteer @ CCF. but it's gonna be bad for my schedule. coz i already have SAAC, and if i take up another weekday volunteering, i'm gonna fail all my papers next sem. which i just swore a few days ago never to let it happen. bbbwah! i so badly wanna give it a try! :( the IMH's one on Saturday.. but i really prefer the CCF one. maybe i should take up the IMH one for the time being until....godknowswhen.

sighhhh~

i hope the coffee's worn off by now. coz i have a tuition at yewtee @ 10am. which means i hafta wake up in 4 hours' time.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

taking a break from all that french.

aha.

a long break this is churning up to though.

heh.

happy happy happy! (:

oh yea. went to MP to study with boophie ytd! haha~ exploited the community centre's study room (was actually meant for some Study Club members only -.-)! cooool~ had nice nice dinner then walked back to the library and finally found seats there! nyahahaa~ so nice being a full-time mugger again~ HAHA. and i looked as kua zhang as usual, displaying all my books and papers all around me! and worse thing is i bring so many things le still borrowing more things from boophie! MWAHAHA. i think if xian was around she sure laugh at me! -blush-

alrites.

looking forward to..
- french exam. (end of it actually -.-)
- botak jones!
- friday's secret mission
- all the autism outings coming up next wk! WOOHOO! (:
- more time for play!
- all the happiness, laughter, joy, xingfu-ness! ^^

just realised my life has been quite meaningful these hols. there's study and play and shop and volunteer! nyahahaaa~ and of coz, not forgetting........... !!! heh! ^^

i wanna be this happy forever and ever! :)

i think many of us have heard something like this before -

when someone hurts you or make you unhappy, write it on sand, so that it may be easily washed away and forgotten.
when someone helps you or make you happy, carve it on stone, so that you would remember it for life.


i used to think this should indeed be the way things work.
but now i realise it isn't always that airy-fairy.


when the someone who hurt you or made you unhappy is someone whom you love or care for, you tend to forgive the person easily and forget about everything, coz you cherish the person and dowan to believe that the person will hurt you;
when the someone who helped you or made you happy is someone whom you love or care for, you tend to remember the person's good just as easily, coz it alliases with the nice expectations you have of that person.

on the contrary,
when the someone who hurt you or made you unhappy is someone you don't like, you tend to remember the hurt and unhappiness caused, coz it's wad you're expecting them to do;
when the someone who helped you or made you happy is someone you don't like (which is most unlikely to happen), you tend to forget it easily and just let it slip past your memory, perhaps intentionally, coz part of you dowan to believe that it's happening either.


yes, it isn't always easy to control your emotions and feelings at times, i guess.

RANDOM THOUGHTS

i feel like just sitting around and watching the world go past.

how do i study and score well for french?

i want to eat xiao long bao!

excessive sugar intake may be stifling.

i want that dress.

if only happy times last forever.

i wish i could be out there playing and shopping everyday.

someone curb the overwhelming desire in me to go France.

Les Amis ain't meant for poor little kids like us.

when was the last time you saw a rainbow?

i want to lie on the beach and look at the twinkling nightsky.

i wish the weather was as nice as yesterday's.

should i bring my lappie out?

will all this ever come to an end?

is he happy up there now?

it's the weather that's invoking the sudden bout of melancholy.

ARGH! tagged by wluek!! wluekkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

Four jobs I've had in my life:
1. some silly one day job tt isn't even worth mentioning
2. LEGO FAIR!!! -dances around gleefully-
3. data entry @ SP. zzz..
4. some call centre thingy in sch. and i haven't gotten my pay after 2months!! hello?!

Four movies I can watch over and over again:
-none in particular as long as they are not Rumour Has It and American Haunting-

Four places I've been on vacation:
-malaysia malaysia malaysia-
hahaa~
-china!

Four of my favourite dishes:
1. XIAO LONG BAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I WANT 'EM NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW)
2. mummy's soups! (:
3. mummy's dumplings!! haha coz i jus ate them today..
4. okay can't think of anything else for now le.
-retreats to one corner with my xiaolongbao withdrawal syndrome-

Four places I would like to visit:
In the near near future...probably...
1. FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. HK + Taiwan!
3. Redang!!
4. Egypt!
and Japan/Korea.
and South Africa.
and NZ.
and the list goes on.. (pls gimme a rich husband)

Four most overused words:
1. BBBBBBBWAH! (SC)
2. hahaa
3. whatever~
4. huh??

Four gadgets that I have:
1. hp! necessity!! nyahahaa~
2. lappie!
3. ipod nano? hehh
4. uhhhhh... dvd recorder?! hahaha is tt considered?

Four TV shows I love to watch:
1. many many hk dramas!
2. xing fu shuang ren chuang! hahahaa~
ehhhh.. i suddenly got mental block!! -bleah!-

Four bloggers I'm tagging:
1. mabbieeeee
2. ernieeeeee
3. gunnieeeee
4. yammieeeee
HAHAHAAA!

alright. backkk to french!

i've fallen into a cycle of eating tv msngaming/chatting/blogging french.

quite contented with this cycle.

doesn' mean it's good for me though.

aha.

meeting boophie to mug tmr! mwahaha~ we're gonna chiong until the library closes! yes, just like the LWN days! nyahahaa! -cackles to self-

dots.

huiting is a happy girl! (:

no mood to study.

no one to go out with.

nothing else to do.

even rotting is boring.

get a life!

wow... so shocking.

was that my mum i was just talking to?!? =O

okayyy. results are out, if you still do not know.. and my results sucked big time. GPA dropped so much that i dropped into the next class of honours, while others' are rising. bleahs! shows how much effort i put in? sheeesh! okay, maybe i can comfort myself by telling myself that the CGPA still maintains at my desired class of honours. right.

and it doesn't help that the person i called to talk to made me feel worse, and couldn't slp for the rest of the night. sheeeesh! but yes, after sitting up on my bed for more than an hour and talking to myself like an idiot, i managed to convince myself that at least you tried very hard to stop making me think of my miserable results. yes, thank you for the effort! (: okay, not like you will be reading this anyway.

***

on a side note, thank you all for mugging together during the tough period of time! thanks for encouraging each other and pushing each other on! esp. the LWN muggers! studying with you guys were great!! and i still wanna do it if i get to stay hall next sem! hehee. "if i get to stay hall next sem" -_-''' so may the hall office have mercy on me, and lemme stay hall next sem so that i can be reunited with my mugger clique! :p

and yes, i vow to work harder next sem. *cross my heart swear* i am so not going to let myself feel this way again. i must must must study harder. pls try not to tempt me with all the play play stuff. and pls try to make me as busy as possible, so that i would panick and study. pls don't drown me with projects again. pls let me stay hall. pls let me take up tuition. pls let me get an intern or RA thingy. pls let me join wsc if i get to stay hall. pls let me get so busy and thus motivated to study. yes, mugger is what i'm gonna turn into next sem! wheeeeeeeeee~

hahahaha~ no sarcasm at all okay. i really meant it when i said i'm gonna mug. i'm NOT going to let my core get such a disgusting grade again. ppl, we shall all jiayou together okay! ^^

oh ya, forgot to congratulate those who got very very good results! hehee. you guys have worked hard and deserved it! yayy! and those who didn't get wad you deemed satisfactory, doesn't mean you didn't work hard enough, it's just the tian shi di li ren he wrong.. hahaha~ it's alright guys! whether we did well or didn't do well, we shall all continue working hard together next sem alright?! ^^ yes! pls believe that hard work DOES pay off! it's just a matter of time! :) jiayou jiayou!!!

french is officially over! (: today was great. had our presentations. everyone did greaaaaaaaaaaat! hehee. and the korean class beside us was having their oral which looked so scary, while we were having fun laughing at each others' presentations! :p hehee..

really enjoyed french alot. it was a class with only fun and laughter. it's not only the teaching that's kiddy style, but everyone treats each other the kiddy way too! hahaha. what i mean by the former is - the teaching is like, the teacher says something and you repeat after her, and latter simply meant - everyone is nice and innocent and there is no rivalry! :)

aha. picking up a new language is certainly fun! (:

okay, i shall mug hard, and try to get nice results. hopefully can go on to level 2 next sem? hmmm but abit tight for the exam schedule. will have two papers on a day if i take level 2. hehee.. see first la! clear this exam first!

j'aime français! :)

Dear 12 years old Huiting,

I am writing from your future 8 years later. And I'm writing bcoz 7 years from now, when you go to uni (yes, you will manage to squeeze into uni), you will meet a crazy fren (no, i'm not gonna tell you who now) who will write to her 12-year-old self and tempt you to do the same thing.

You've probably just cleared your PSLE by now, and am bursting with excitement to embrace the new secondary school life awaiting you. yes, that's the way! coz in due time, you will find out that many of the happiest times and bestest friends of your life will be awaiting for you there. :) yes, you'll have the hell of a great time during this phase of your life. as for the academic side, yes, ups and downs, but you'll eventually pull thru', so do work hard!

Thereafter, you'll enter the loveliest jc and meet another grp of the loveliest ppl who are going to change your life for good. they will alter your course of life in the oddest ways that will be way beyond your imagination - some will push you down into the deepest abbyss and grip your heart with the sharpest pain you can ever imagine, while others will melt your heart, stay and touch your life forever. do strive hard, coz 2 years may be a short time, but you'll soon find out it might be the hardest time of your life.

Perseverance and faith are what you need to pull you through. but remember, don't always trust everyone around you so easily. coz your gullible nature will make you vulnerable and only let you get hurt.

Perhaps at one point of your life, you'll feel so totally miserable and helpless, but don't ever give up! coz there are many more beautiful things in your life worth your attention.

and always remember, place Friendship before Love. your friends will be the people who will be there for you to tide through the most difficult time of your life. Love is but a wine that makes you light-headed and giddy with short-lived happiness. Friends is the tea that makes you sober after that, and let you see things clearly. Most importantly, tea can be equally nice if you learn to appreciate it! plus plus plus - tea is good for health in the long run! hahaha~ actually, so is wine - as long as it is not taken excessively! yeap, so moral of story is - pls be nice to your friends! (:

Perhaps youu're bursting with excitement about looking for a bf now, or still on about that dream of earning your first million before uni starts, getting married before 24, and retiring by the seaside with 4 babies. but no, after the big ordeal is over, you would become as skeptical about life as i am now, especially about boys and love in particular. but do try to open yourself up, and take life as it comes. don't be afraid to love, and don't be too uptight about the fear of getting hurt again. you know deep down, you're still a girl and you still want to be loved, just by the right guy and at the right time. yes, 8 years later, you'll be just as fearful as i am now. but no worries, we got time to work things out. we'll erase the hurt and remove the horrible scar one day! you know what? you will stop crying so often, and come to realise you're actually a very strong and brave girl! (:

You're probably still afraid now - 'fraid of all the squabblings taking place at home. but be cool about it. as time goes by, things will improve. and always keep in mind that you have the greatest brother on the earth that you love alot alot, who will always be there for you when stuff with your parents become slightly dislodged. he'll tide you through the storms together, and take good care of you. yes, he might be super irritating now, but he'll grow up one day and be nice to you! :))

Even up til' my age, you won't be getting everything you want. freedom in particular. you gotta wait for that. it's not gonna come to you so easily. but we are all patient and understanding nice little girls, so we'll just wait okay? :p

Okay okayyy, i've revealed enough! Live through these 8 years for yourself, and you'll really love your life. Keep in mind that everything, whether good or bad, happens for a reason; if it's happy, keep the feeling in your heart forever. if it's sad, take it as a lesson learnt, bury it away and carry on with life.

Okay, one last important thing: Huiting is a happy girl, and she should always be giggling madly! If Huiting isn't smiling, then she isn't Huiting anymore. -giggles-

alriteysssssss! take care, my cute little 12-yo! cya in 8 years' time!!

Love,
20-year-old Sotong
(you'll find out who's sotong real soon when you start acting like one..)

YAY. today was GREAT.

finally met up with BOYFRIEND with mabbie cabbie!! :D so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so long nv meet up with him le, missed him so much! heh. kbox with fun, making mabbie laugh! :p in sum, it was just a great day of fun, laughter and happiness. :)

bf's enlisting in a month's time. saddddd! pls come out often to meet us! hahahaa~ and pls miss ME us all! heee :D

alrites. so 5 whole days of fun and joy is all over. now what's left is another day of french in sch, following with 5 more days of french at home, then the final french paper, and.....BOTAK JONES!!! :))

*prays hard that everything goes well*

and i want a job! sheeesh! how many times have i said this?! bbbwah!

and i want happiness! and happiness is when i have no troubles, endless time to play and meet up with my friends, and endless money to spend! bwah!

oh ytd was coool~ had french as usual and was learning all the dates and stuff, and guess wad?? France has like 9 weeks worth of hols, and 16 weeks for students!! OMG. i so wanna migrate there!!! hahahaa~ and to them, one day's worth of holiday (equivalent to our public hols in sg, e.g. national day, labour day, etc..) is not even considered a holiday!! hahahaha~ i heart the french way of thinking! this is exactly how the sg govt should make the calendar to be man! ^^ and they only have an average of like 35 working hours per wk! wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! that is so much lesser than sg can!! I WANNA MIGRATE TO FRANCE.

hahaha~

oh and we got back our test papers.. and mine has très bien written on it! ^^

yayyy~ then went to bugis AGAIN after that. yes, coz i was desperately in need of a new bag. yes, coz 2 or 3 of my bags decided to go on a strike and all spoil at the same time~ almost died O_O hahahaa and yayyy! i got new bag! happy happy HAPPYYYYY!! ^^

ytd nite was horrible after reaching home. was so tired after being out for so long liao, then still had to complete a presentation so that i can go out in peace today~ so yeap, finished my presentation and felt so ultra drained after that and plopped down to slp at like 1am. then climbed up at 7am again to go for tuition at yewtee. WAH. i almost died when i crawled out of bed!! O_O

hahaa~ yeap. so went for tuition and all that, then had lunch with my cousins, and met huiyu after that!! ^^ yayyyy~ went to causeway point to watch Pirates! mwahahaa~ it's my FIRST time @ Causeway Point lor.. haha can you believe it?! :p yeappp. Pirates was quite alright, although i nodded off somewhere at the front of the movie. HAHAHAA. coz didn't watch part 1 and forgot a little of part 2 le, plus i was super tired from the slp deprivation, so i dozed off in a state of confusion. hahahaaa. it's my first time falling aslp in a movie! sheeeesh! ernie's gonna scold me for being one of the idiots who duno how to appreciate. hahahaa~ but okay la, after things started getting clearer, and johnny depp started getting cuter, i sat up and laughed my way thru' the rest of the movie~ heh.. and orlando finally started looking cute after his heart was dug out. sheesshhh. am i mad or wad! hahahaa~

oh and walked around after dinner, helping huiyu look for her dress but to no avail~ hahahaha. okay la, found a nice but not-very-dressy piece! -.- lols.. and i liked the dress i tried too! but i duno why i didn't buy.. got the guilt from spending so much past few days le~ hahaa so jus didn't buy lor. bbbbbwah! okay, shall use the mabbie style. if the itch is still there one wk later, then go back and buy! HAHAAA. -_-'''

yayyy! happy happy happppppy sotong!! ^^

yayyyy! was out with huiyu and ernie todayyy! hehee~ oh, i just realised how long i didn't see huiyu alrdy.. hahaaa..was so excited and happy to see her! ^^ oh, of coz ernie too! hahaa, but just saw him that day ma.. lols~ okayyy, that's not the pt.. we went KBOX!!! =D oh, the guy there was ultra weird! but who cares, we got our extra time! ^^ mwahahaha.. so happyy! was so niceeee~ although my singing sucks. hahahaa. i think my singing is sucky sucky sucky, and going to continue sucking at an exponential rate. ARGH! =( k, nvm..tt besides the point, it was FUN!!! ^^ so nice singing with the two of them again! hehee~ feels like the good old days laughing away like nobody's business. heh :p

then huiyu rushed off to work and ernie and i jus walked around shopping! hehee.. no la, he shopped, not me. hahahaa. but the point being....SHOPPING!!! =D and we walked into a NOKIA shop, and i looked at the phone ernie was looking at and asked: "is that MOTOROLA de?" -.-'''

wahahha~

and so far everyone i went out with says my hair doesn't look like mushroom! *woooooots!* -beams- heheee.. and yayyy! am meeting some of the electrons on wed! MWAHAHA. and YAY! watching pirates with yuyu deardear on tues! lalala~ ^^


oh oh oh. am sad sad sad after i came home. =[ heard some bad news. blah. things are certainly not going smoothly for some ppl this yr. bad luck comes in bulk! and mummy has the WEIRDEST way of describing it:
mummy: "一个人倒霉的时候，吐口水给老鼠吃，老鼠吃到了，都会被毒死！"
--> [translation for julyn: when a person is unlucky, he spit saliva for the mouse to eat, the mouse eat liao also will kena poisoned to death.]
me: "HARRRR?!!?"

hahahaa! SO WEIRD RITE. i swear my mum talks in the weirdest manner at times! -.-

alrittttes. shall be off~ and i'll continue to pray hard for the health, safety and happiness of all my frens and family! may everyone be blessed!! (:

yay! went out with mabbie cabbie today!! ^^

ahaaaa.. went shoppingggggggg! went mad and buy and buy and buy. spent a fair bit of money, but bought ALOT of stuff!! yayyy~ hahaha. bugis street! bbbbwah! -happy girl-

lalala~

huiting is happy.
huiting is fully booked with activities for the next 5days or so.
huiting is becoming broke.
huiting is still in need of a job.
huiting is still very very happy!

the more i look at my hair, the more disgusted i get.

i feel like a mushroom!

=(

gimme back my hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

can you rmb your very first ambition when you were young? well, mine was funny. my ambition was not to become an adult. haha. silly, isn't it? okay, maybe that explains why i'm still childish now at such an age; part of me probably still don't wish to grow up.

i used to hate adults with a strong abhorrence. i used to feel that adults are the most bo liao creatures on earth; they trouble themselves over the stupidest things and fight over the most trivial matters. i could never understand why they do the weirdest things to make themselves miserable.

so, i made a silent vow to myself that in the future, i never want to grow up or become an adult. ha.

but it seems that old age is catching up on me fast. today, it finally dawned on me that my parents are getting old. and i realised how hard they are working to finance bro and my studies. and i realised how unhappy they are working. that was when i felt truly helpless and irritated with myself - wished that i could grow up overnight and start working. wished that i could support them instead and let them take a break after striving so hard for so many years to bring my bro and i up. wished that they didn't have to worry about us anymore and go 'xiang qing fu' liao. but no, it's not gonna happen any time in the near future, and that's what dampening my mood now.

i once had thoughts of furthering my studies after the honours degree. but now, i don't even have the heart (and the results?) to do that. all i want to do now is to graduate and start working asap; i want to be financially independent, and of course, redeem my promised freedom too.

finally, here comes the day when i want to grow up.

yay! can blog!! hahaha~

okay, relatives arrived after 10pm last nite. nua-ed around awhile, then i spent the nite in the studyroom. hahaha, and i realise yuan lai wo de shu fang shi na me hao shui de~ haha yes, i know i abit dotz, but it's true!! -.-

oh and i shouldn't have pushed away all the dates to entertain them.. coz end up the car cannot sit too many ppl, plus they were going boring places like bird park and chinese garden, so i ended up stranded home alone DOING HOUSEWORK. omg! -.-'' yes, so today auntie huiting spent more than 2 hrs cleaning up the whole hse, then stoning, watching vcd and napping until they finally came home at 4+. after which we nua-ed until 7+ then went airport for POPEYES! wooooooohooooooooooooo! finally sth decent after a whole day of nua-ing around and crap. yayy! ^^


right, that was my cousin and i. ahahas. the other 2 boys didn't want to take photo.
yes, you may go ahead and laugh at the shortness of my hairrrrrrrr :[

hehe~ so tonite they're spending the nite over at my auntie's hse, so i may go back to my room to slp! hahahaa~

oh, i've finally started on the Er Zuo Ju Zhi Wen!! hahahaa~ and i find it......quite boring. hahahahaa~ sorry xianxian, sorry julyn. wo dui bu qi ni men~ lols. maybe it's yam's theory. expect it to be not nice, you watch alrdy will find it okay. expect it to be too nice, you watch alrdy will be disappointed. hahaha! k la, maybe i haven't watch until the climax! lols~

okayyy, i go back to the show now le. hopefully can reach the climax faster!! zzz.. lols!

ciao!!

wowww.. finally got time to sit down and blog a proper post! heh..

okay, in case you were wondering wad the previous short posts were about, the one on Monday was about how yam and i spotted a shuai ge in sch! wahahhaa~ yes, can you believe how excited yam got? "finally, after one year in NTU, i see a shuai ge!" hahahaa~ yes, very true indeed. -sighs- hahaa!

then the one on tuesday was before i went for the interview.. nah, not the kbox one.. went for another one instead.. hahahaha. sounded quite tough.. bwwwah! pay's super good, but it won't be an everyday thing.. prob go in once or twice a wk lidat only. blahh. anyway, won't get a reply so soon either.. yeap.

oh and went for tuition after the interview.. hahaa. that explains why i was too busy to blog or chat with anybody online ytd. no, except somebody irritating who DON'T LET ME GO OFF TO STUDY. wth! i am so gonna listen to yam and block that somebody the next time i have a test. who does he think he is to not let me go off and study?! SIAO! okokay, that was super digress.. hahaha! oh yea.. so by the time i started studying for today's french test, it was already 9pm. BLAH.

yea, so for the first time after so long, i studied until 1am can.. hahahaa. yes, i do stay up beyond 1am and all that, but definitely not to study!! hahaha~ i mean after the exams la. blah. i'm incoherent today. hahaha. effects of not blogging properly for 2 days only! -.-'''

cette test aujourd'hui, j'ai horreur de ça! =[

blah.

ooh then went to cut my hair!! wahahah~ so adventurous.. went alone lor. lols. yea la, i usually dun go cut alone at 'foreign' salons. hahaa. as in if it's my relative's salon, then ok la, go alone lor. if is those nv go before de, then usually will drag friend along. but it was a last min decision to cut, and i predicted that no one will be free, so off i brisked myself to ONE OF the new salons at wsands! hahahaa~ crazy le..wsands suddenly so many salons. -_-''' yeap, was alright i guess. the guy who cut for me was good! then later i saw his namecard and realise he's the Senior Hairstylist! whoa! lols~ and i am super sadded and disgusted by the length of my hair now. ): coz he said the last person who cut for me hacked off the behind until too thin le, so cannot leave it lidat.. so he must shorten it lor. so now my hair is like at least 2inches shorter or sth?? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH! so saddddddddddddd. =( took me so long to leave until such a length lor. =(( haha now yam's hair will be longer than me, even after her haircut le.. so she's going to laugh at me for 'insulting' her hair that day -.-''' hahahahaa!

bbbwah! relatives coming from m'sia later. they alrdy arrived at Sg liao, just that still at another relative's hse.. later then come over. blah. that's why i turned down all the gatherings and stuff. blah! so sad.. finally when everyone's free for a gathering, i'm not. =( hahahaa. why is this entry full of =(s? lol.. okayyy.. must change ---> =D

-.-'''

hahahhaa! i'm too wu liao le la. dotz.

okay, let's see.. things to do:
- research on Louvre
- watch VCD
- revise French
- do exam paper

okay, suddenly realise i'm not that free after all. hahaha. was so happy after the test just now, that i came home and slacked like duno wad. and now, i got a bunch of ppl to play with until Sunday, then kbox on Sunday, and so how am i supposed to complete my stuff?? hahahahaaa!

don't care, don't care. shall procrastinate. then you guys will hear me whining again on Sunday nite. hahaha! i'm whining ALOT nowadays. it's become a habit. a bad bad habit. xian's gonna hate me! heh.. but i don't care! whining is fun! wheeeeeeeee! -.-''

bwahhh!

good luck to me!!!

:)

nous voyons un bel homme à NTU!!!

so proud of myself! for once, i didn't pick up a fight as usual with mum. instead, i forced myself to cool down over a bath, and talked things out with her calmly after dinner. aha. nah, wasn't completely successful in convincing her, but at least i got half the deal. yeap, compromise is the word. =) at least it didn't land the both of us in tears, like last time. yayyy~ so much so for COMMUNICATION! so happpy! =)) hehee.

oh, and i just came online again, and i got ANOTHER interview offer!! wahahhaa. it's this teaching asst thingy i applied last wk..then they replied me a few days ago to ask me some qns regarding my results and those like "what wld you do if...." yeap, and they replied today to ask me go down for interview le!! YAYYYYY. mwahahahaa~

so i'm suddenly scheduled for TWO interviews, NONE of which are ADMIN jobs!! mwahahahahaa~ -rolls over in glee- hahaha okay, i sound a bit kua zhang.. but if you were stuck in an admin job previously for 7 whole friggin' months, you would be as kua zhang as me too. hahahaaa

yayyy. in a gd mood coz..
1) i sorted stuff out with mum, without straining our r/nship.
2) i had home-cooked laksa for dinner which was très bien! ^^
3) i received two job interview offers in a day!
4) i watched a nice show on teeeeveeeeeeeeeeee (:
5) i dao-ed an irritating guy for the whole day! -.-''
6) my fav mum-baked cake is waiting for me to eat it tmr morning first thing i wake up! :p
7) i finally found someone to watch Pirates 3 with me!!! ^^
8) i'm simply a happy and contented gal! ;)

lalalaaa~

bbbbwah! it's a hot and boring sunday afternoon! heh~ supposed to meet up with ernie and huiyu go kbox but was called off. blah. then ended up staying at home help mummy bake! hahahahaa~ and gonna cook laksa later. MWAHAHA.

and kbox called me to go down for an interview!! yayyyy~ wahahhaa. erm...but mum's quite against the idea leh. bleahhhh. and i duno why she got so many warped ideas about karaoke. hello, mum. i'm going kbox, not KTV. different can. -_-''' and wad's with the late nite hrs..i'm turning 20. pls dun let me remain a cinderella all my life.

okay, i know i sound mean. haiii~ but i'm just so sick and tired of being so overprotected freedom-deprieved all the time. shouldn't 20 yo/s be allowed a mind of their own? it's sex discrimination i swear. how come ppl always worry about girls coming to harm when they go out at night? guys can be harmed too what. who says guys don't get raped?? and how come gorgor is allowed to go out til as late as he likes, and i'm called up and railed at when the clock barely strikes 12? unfair unfair unfair. when will i ever be allowed to grow up lidat??

sian-ed.

now what. give up the job? why shld i? so 不甘心! it's you who wanted me to get a job, and now you say you rather i don't work then go for that KIND of job. hello?! wad kind of job?? i'm not going to the hawker centre at night now with my rabbit ears and a jug of beer?? wth! -pissed-

-rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr- either i'm bored or i'm pms-ing. yea, maybe i'm just being pissed. why why whyyyyyyyyy. i don't understand whyyyyy. =(

hahax..and i mux say..tingting got herself super busy wif someone of her match too!! wahx..the boyboy ting buddied looked like he had tings's hyper-ness combined wif 1000cups of coffee washed down his system..i kept seeing ting run after him everywhere, every minute! horrifying can! i think tingting got a super good body workout today..hahax.. (Chia, 2007).

References
Chia, S.X. (2007). The child abuse case.
Retrieved on: May 26, 2007
http://moxd.blogspot.com/2007/05/child-abuse-case.html


hahahaa~ this is to show that i wasn't exaggerating when i said G runs ALOT. mwahahaa~ can you imagine a pint-sized huiting downed with 1000cups of coffee running about?? hahaaaa.

bbbbwah! i got tuition later. so sian. i need to settle down to do French, but obviously i'm not. bleah.

ARGH. i've been kicked out of hall!!

wo wu jia ke gui le! :'(

oh i'm so suay today morning! i had a bad hair day, which i wonder why did not come ytd, so as to fit my uglified image for french. hahahaa~ okay, that aside. for the first time in duno how many donkey years, i woke up at 6+, so that don't have to fight for the toilet. zzzz. the last time i fought to bathe at home during morning rush hour was yr1,sem1. hahahaaa~ ooh then i left home as scheduled, so that i could reach 15min early and chat with xian (coz she cfm will be early one!), then i reached the mrt stn and realised i didn't bring my wallet! -.- so off i went to get it~ and i was late! bbbbwah!

yayy. then headed off to SAAC. had briefing and all that. then the children started coming in.. haaaha! some of them were quite cute. hehee. and i got paired up with the most hyperactive child! WAH. so smart~ they paired up the most hyp volunteer with the most hyp child! lols.. ok, i was jus warned that he'll run about alot.. but when he first came in, he kept crying..and crying..and crying..and throwing tantrum non-stop. haha i found out from his mum later that's coz he's quite musically inclined, then sometimes he'll have a rhythm playing inside him. and if the song they're playing/singing doesn't match the rhythm 'within' him, he'll kick up a very great fuss. and if you had seen it just now, you'll know what she meant. and i realise their anthem is Hocus Pocus. SO CUTE CAN! ahahaha~

okay, then the mum and teacher finally soothed him.. and he was actually VERY ADORABLE after that!! *smiles* heheee.. then he boarded the bus and walked right to the back and snuggled himself up in the corner seat and kept looking out for the rest of the trip. and so his mum says that's his fav seat. lols~ and he used to ask the person to get up of the seat in PUBLIC BUSES! wahaha~ but they teach him alrdy la, so now he no longer does that :)

then talked to his mum all the way to Discovery Centre.. and was quite impressed.. okay, maybe 'impressed' isn't quite the word. i don't know how to say la.. just felt very awed. hehee~ like, the mum is really doing alot to ensure the best for her child. and i could see throughout the whole excursion that the mum is really very very very VERY good at teaching her son. hehee~ if i ever become a mother in future, i want to be like her! -heh- and then i realised how true it was about Raj saying that every parent have dreams for their children, regardless of whether they are 'normal' or not. and i can see that G (the boy, not steph's boy. haha) really respects and loves his mum alot! =))

and then, we reached SDC. and i finally got enlightened about how the teacher said that G runs ALOT. seriously, i've never seen a kid who runs SO MUCH all my life. hahahaa. and was quite scared he'll get lost (he's only 7yo!), so we kept chasing after him. hahahahaa~ and there's this time he ran right into the room showing the stimulation show, and there was this whole class of sec sch students watching the show. then he suddenly dashed in, and i dashed in right after him like a crazy girl. then the group of boys behind started laughing and went "yo yo yooo!" -_-''' hahahahaa! it's quite embarrassing, but it was quite funny too actually. if i wasn't trying to hard to get G back, i would be laughing liao. lols. yeap. so i spent hours chasing him around. lols~

the rest of the kids were cute too.. hehe. xian's kid kept scrunching up his face, like wanna cry lidat. hahahaa then he PINCHES her! lols.. child abuse abused by child. ahahahas~ ohhh and G loves water (as in swim) and bread (as in food). lols.. so cute.. and he knows how to delay gratification can.. save the best for the last! lols.. and he shares his fooood! *awwwwwwww* so sweeeet. hehee~ and he loves fries! lols.. okay, i'm gushing over my lil' boy. heee~ :p

oh then didn't follow the bus back to SAAC after that liao.. went for lunch with xian xian! hehhh.. yayyy~ happy dayy! i love kids! heheee. and i love G! (no, not steph that G..)

=D

-huiting is a happy gal!- :)

and so i decided he wasn't that irritating today. and so i was in a good mood tonight after a happy chat. and so i decided to unblock somebody on msn. and so i'm entertaining irritating silly blahs now. bbbbbwah! ok, i'm just being biased rude. hahaha~

french test was postponed. they decided to spring the role play on us instead. yeap, it was scheduled for next week, and the test this week. but they decided to switch it w/o warning. so we had a HILARIOUS and screwed-up series of paired-up role plays. hahahaaaaaaaa. nevertheless, it was fun and i enjoyed it. hehee~ now for the presentation. bbwah! it's not even in french! :( yes, i know i'm supposed to be happy that it's in english - a language i'm familiar with, but no, i would prefer a French oral. hahahahaaa. j'aime français! ^^

lalala~

yayyy. autism outing tmr to Discovery Centre! hahaha~ i've been dumped together with 4 other volunteers to be i/c of the youngest age group, i.e. 8-11yo! ahahahas~ so coooool.. i love kids! wheeeee~ :p ahahhaas. but i think it's not gonna be easy. coz i noticed other groups have as many as 9 kids, and need only 2 volunteers. but my group has 5 kids, and need 5 volunteers. wah wah WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hahahahhaha~ no feaar! we'll all have fun! (: XIAN XIAN PLS REFRAIN ME FROM COFFEEEEEEEEEE! =X

***

and so i conclude that guys are the most unfathomable creatures.
and i further conclude that guys are not only sweet,
they are friggin' irritating too.
and i continue to conclude that guys are weird.
and i finally conclude that gungun is super funnyyyy -->P.S. do not comment, coz the ALBINO GORRILA might be reading.

yayyy. mabbie is a gal's best galfren, and gungun is a gal's best boifren. and i got both of them for my best frens. -hurhurhur- (:

and my boo indeed is my dearest boo. coz she protected me from the scary guy today. hahahaa! yayyyy~ my booo rocks. ^^ but hey, he wasn't that irritating today. maybe coz i simply avoided him at all costs. hahahaaaaa. whatever~ don't really give a damn.

bbbbwah. i'm bored. and i'm not tired, i wonder why. BOO!

BLOCK!!

the weighing scale at home suddenly disappeared! so now i duno how much i weigh! hahahaa~ -.- okay, abit stupid blogging about this. bwah~

congrats mabbie!!! =))

mabbie dun be sad! *huggies*

oh met manics excpt jy n hh for dinner ytd. hq's bf came too! haha steph jumped. LOL. stephie was really funny in the train ytd!! :D wahaha~ ohhh ate a gelare.. i almost died from an overdosage of waffle + icecream. i swear i will not be greedy or cheated by gelare ppl again! hahaha.

oh and i actually slept early ytd! :D and i woke up before 8! WAH~ miracle.. hahahahhaa. dotz.

french test again tmr! arghhh! =[ okay, gotta studyyyy!

oh oh ohhh. french was fun today! haha..learnt to count from 0-69! wahaha.. weird number to stop at right.. lols. and oh, got back test paper le. did super badly, although passed. and got ALOT careless! wah i wanna bang the wall. bleahs! O_O

i got alot to say jus now.. now suddenly chat until forget liao. hahaha~

nwae.. i'm getting abit turned off. . . . ................... sheesh!

haha i duno why i mo ming qi miao de got another scandal again. and prob is now i dun even know who they are talking about! -_-'''

oh oh oh! finally watched Priceless - Hors de Prix! muahahaa.. my first french movie ever! okay, that besides the point.. i finally met my darling gungun!! ^^ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ had a GREAT time todayyyyy!! wahahaa.. very long never lidat le.. ahahaas. coooooooooooool~~ thanks for the great time, dear! =))

oooh ooh. as for the movie, i tot it was nice, but he tot it was crappy. hahahhaa. but he's right.. besides American Haunting, i've always rated the movie as either 'ok la' or 'very nice!'... hahahhahaa. dots. yea, so moral of the story is..wanna know nice or not, watch it for yourself! ;p


http://www.festivefilms.com/priceless/

ahahhaas. finally took a look at our hall ann photos! and i realise 80% of the pics got either my roomie or me or both of us in them! wahahha~ coz we're those uhhhh...pass the prize to the prize presenters de ma(wad do u call them?).. ahahahas. so they take pics of prize winners always got us in the bg! wahahaha~ diaos. okay, ernie gonna laugh at me again, say i always take note of boliao stuff to blog. 0_0 but heyyyy! boliao stuff are nice kaeeees. -_-'''

on a side note, pls stop creating more scandals for me. i have more than i can handle liao. eeeeek!

and so i ate and ate and ate today!

-changiv chai tao kueh!
-bedok south hokkien mee!
-bedok south orh lua!

ehhe.. had fun with mum and bro today! dropped by cck to see my darling yuxuan too! hehee.. SO CUTE. played with her! heheee.. ^^ oh, and i'm starting tuition with my those two cousins whom i tutored last sem again. bahsss.

watch the drama unfold before you, all over again.
recall the hurt that was once afflicted upon you, all over again;
taste the pain that once ripped you apart, all over again.
cry the river that had engulfed you, all over again.
try to erase the torment wringing you, all over again.
tumble into a sea of anguish, all over again.
feel the wound freshly aggrevated, once again.

when the night creeps in and settles, the lonely heart sighs.
when the lonely love songs play, the aching heart longs.

goodness..they're fogging downstairs!! *ack ack* haha so long nv see them fog here liao.. xiang dang nian, hai zhu zai Hall6 de shi hou...they fogged TWICE A WK. omgggg. can die~ hahaha~ i rmb once i went into the toilet after they fogged downstairs..then i forgot they got windows in the toilet. then i opened the door, and almost swooned instantaneously.-_-'''hahahaha~

oh the first french test is finally over! hehe. uhhhhh..i think i can pass..just that won't do very well ba.. sheeeesh. duno la.. quite hard to judge. esp. the last part no fixed answers luan xie one.. hahaha~ but yea.. no matter what, i still love french! =D

oh, so much so for free ride to town, and reaching home faster. i always end up reaching home LATER. -_-''' hahhaa~ but ok la.. i'm not grumbling..it was nice of him to offer. and after that i got company all the way to pasir ris! hahaha~ thanks!

aiya.. die liao.. after french test then i felt so.....wasted? duno wad's the word for it.. but i spent ytd nite until now nua-ing away. hahaha~ so bad! O_O -guilty guilty-

everyone's too busy to go out.. and go out must spend money!! bleah. i'm so so broke liao. NTU still owes me money, and P still doesn't want to get back to us about the RA thingy! i hope he replies soon..then at least if really never get it, can go get a job too. heh~

i wanna work! leading such a decadent lifestyle now! zzz.. i wished the SAAC thingy were on everyday. haha. then at least i wun keep nua-ing at home. =X i wanna get busy. at least when i start getting busy, i know i'll pia harder for my french.. now, so nua i hardly have the panic and drive to pia.. =(

anybody got lobang for part-timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?! =((

oh, on a side note, i finally realise the importance of hw101 & hw111! hahaha~ was helping jaron to edit his essay last nite. wahhhhhh. then i feel so shixian, and he must have felt like julyn and jieyang! hahaa~ i everything also pick on, then ask him to change! wahaha~ but HEY, i was trying to improve his essay for him lor. it's such an important essay, guan xin dao his zhong sheng xin fu, how can anyhow hand in sloppy work! but the wang en fu yi de jia huo, say he edit until sian liao.. and even after my noella-like editing and agneslim-like lecture, he STILL handed in my painstakingly-edited-HALFWAY essay. -_-''' win liao lor. don't care him le la~ his own business.. hahaha. hope he gets the spec though! =)

okayyy. i should start getting productive.. ahahaas. time for some serious french! ^^ tchao!

okay, i a bit chua dio by the overwhelming tags.. so shall reply here.

ernie: uhhh how does it fit beav?! hahaa.. and you can ask mab herself about the interview, so i can save space here. lol.
jul: wluek!! the goondoo say i fat!! hahaha~ and jiayou in outer space! can go visit chang e!! -.-
-x-: -_-'' THANKS HOR. hahahahahaa.
1: j'aime bobo!! ^^
mab: wei! u dun always scare yourself laaaa! will be fine!! =)

yea yeap. i finished french!!! ^^

haha.. and i wanted to blog about something excitedly.. but now i suddenly forget wad it is... -_-'''

yayyy~ went to SAAC for our first trng today! it was FANTASTIC. =) hehee.. but today was just trng..so haven't started interacting with the autistic children. it was just a 'lecture-style' thingy to let us know more about autism. it was great though..not boring at all! =) hehe.. and we heard alot of 'horror stories' about autism. hahaha. some were quite sad actually. bleahs. but yea.. got me really interested to start working with the kids! hehe. hope can help them =) oh ya, took a tour of the place as well and get to see some of the children. hehee.. quite cute actually.. some of them very friendly! hehee.. oh and the person say we should have a sense of CALMNESS; coz sometimes the children get very high, then if we also very high, they will get 'high-er' and might become dangerous. sheeeeesh. ok, as of today, i must learn how to be not-so-high! -.-''' wahahaa~

yeap. then went to eat at Eastpoint with shixian, which i haven't been there for like a thousand years since sec sch days i think. and it still looks the same to me (which isn't a good thing.. haha). yeap. had weird food..then escorted her to tampines library coz she didn't know how to go! wahahah~ so fun..i actually know the way to a place that xianxian doesn't know!! ^^

yeap. then came home and FINALLY finished the rest of my show. 40 epi! wahhaha~ and the ending is so cute. finally an appropriate ending! i was beginning to give up on hk serials ending, but this one revived my uhhhh..confidence(??) in them! wahahha~ problem is, it's a very ancient show.. so can't say the same for now! -.-''

yay. just woke from my nap. had a bit of headache. urrrgh. i have no idea why..i was feeling alright!! -.-''

okay, i gtg mug for my french liao. pls dun talk to me if you see me online, unless it's about french. ahaha.. i DESPERATELY need to mug!!

tchao! =)

sometimes talking to mum makes me so pissed
and realise that maturity doesn't come with age.

bonjour!

had a great day todayyy! hehe~ accompanied mabbie to sch for her interview. then met her friend on the way there, whose friend accompanied her to the interview too! wahaha~ so while the two of them went for interview, the two of us waited for the two of them together! :p yeap. then their interview finish le(which i presumed it went well ^^), we saw stephie!! =D wahahaha~ oh, then mabbie and i went jp for celebration with ICECREAM! muahahahaa~ happy happpyyyyyyyyyyyy! happy for my cabbie!!! =)

eah, then after i came home slack all the way until now -.-'''

haha. yes, that's the end of my GREAT day. wahahaha~ so weird right? some how, just happy. hehee. happy with/for cabbie! (:

oh ya. i got pissed just now. was on my way to meet mabbie just now.. then i was in Century Square. then this girl whom i walked past tried to pass me some flyer for Slimatrix. then i was in a hurry, so i politely rejected it. then she continued CHASING after me!!! "小姐小姐, 看一看啊! 真的很有效的!!" WTH!! i wanted to strangle her can. eah, she also girl what. doesn't she know that's offensive? ARGH! okay, maybe it's just me being offended. -_-''' sheeeesh! i thought it was just my mum. now even some goondoo thinks i'm fat! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i'm so gonna die!!

girl ah, jian fei le ba!!! >=(

argh. i woke up early just to study french, but i got overwhelmed after less than 2 hours, and here i am again. =X

i'm so gonna die for the test.

ahahas.

going back to school again later. accompany mabbie! hehee :p go, girl! ^^

xian and jul are starting to blog about intellectual stuff, which i reckon is good for me. coz it'll prevent my brain from decay during the long long hols. (which i realise ain't THAT long as i thought after all!) -.-

oh, i heard the new s.h.e. album already! it's..................... =X

je ne comprends pas francais!! =(

ok, my connection is c.r.a.w.l.i.n.g. zzz. bro jus had his last paper today..think that explains it. he must be hell break lose, like me..watching youtube/crunchyroll. hahaha~ .....while i hafta mug for french test. cool huh? -detect tone pls-

gonna be busy busy busy this wk. half of the week will be spent in school! how sad is that! =[

french is getting cheem-er by the lesson. i'm so lost!! -rawrs- and i have a test in 3 days' time. argh!

feel like sleeping now.. sheeeesh! make me wake up so early for nothing, and now i'm tired! O_O

slp slp slp. i need slpppppppppppppppppp!!! =[

urrrgh. aujourd'hui bad day!

eeeeek! in the school library now!

supposed to have extra french lesson at 10.30! but i duno why, only 6ppl turned up, and even the teacher isn't here after 1hr! *angry* >=(

now waiting for 1.30 (which is the normal time the lesson's supposed to start).. if the teacher STILL doesn't turn up, i'll flip and bang the wall.

rawrrrrr.

angry angry! waste my time.. i want my beauty slp backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk =((

hahahahaa. this is so funny. 2 ppl jus bombarded me with a crap load of stuff, and i read until i laugh until almost cried! omg.. liddis also can! hahahaha

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wahahahahahaaaa

okay, i've officially gone mad. i'm in my room, san gen ban ye laughing at EVERYTHING. wahahahah!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYYYY!! =D
hehee.. yayyy! i love my mummyyy!! ^^

hahaha.. went out today.. supposed to meet 6 of the 8 electrons.. then ended up yiting lijiao and huixian cmi, and erly FORGOT about it (-_-'''), and bf shui bu xing!!!! doh! end up only mab ada and i met. hahhaa.

eeeeek! i watching xun qin ji now. the king just muffled the baby to death!! ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! omg omg. how can how cannnnnnnn?! :((((((

oooh. then went for lunch @ zhong huan! hehee.. niceee! ^^ lalala~ hahaa then we walk around town until bored le, migrated to bugis street! hehe.. and i feel so pro! haha. i went into this shop for barely 5min, then can try and buy a pair of shorts! wahahaha~ yayyyy. i love shorts! hehee. i love shorts, love shorts, love shorty shortie shorts!! =D

wahahaha.. ooh, then further migrated to tampines to bind my notes, and bought mother's day present for mummyyyy! ^^ hehe, it's very very niceeeeeee!! =)) and her rxn is damn funnyyyy!!! -rofl- lalala~ i'm officially broke! hahaha

okay, go continue watch my show liao. muahaha. tchao!

Are u photogenic ?
> obviously..NOT

What time do you go to bed ?
> erm.. nowadays avgerage 2+am lor.. haha

What do you hate the most for now ?
> being unsure of my feelings.

What do you do everyday besides eat &
sleep?
> breathe

colors that make you happy ?
> many many colours! haha

Are you satisfied with your life now?
> yea.. kind of

Do you have a phone?
> -.-

Do you care about getting good grades?
> yea.. kind of.. haha.

Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
> who hasn't.. hehe

Do you make friends quickly?
> not always la.. haha

What does your shout out mean?
> uhhhh. dun haf. haha

What does your default photo mean?
> friendster? msn? can't rmb wad's my friendster one liao.. msn de is princess yakun! hehe

What's your current status?
> Busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! hahaha

What's your current problem?
> alot of problem arh! shui neng bang bang wo ne? hahaha

Do you have a crush on someone?
> hahahahaaa. let's not talk about issues that will invite MORE gossip.

Have you ever vandalized someones
private property?
> haha. wad do u tink?

Say something totally random about you?
> random

Do you have any weird relatives?
> think so.. duno. can't think of any offhand. how weird is weird?

What's your favorite pair of jeans you
own?
> mango!

What song are you listening to?
> way back into love!!

Whats your favorite thing on display in
your room?
> ehhhh my room dun really display stuff de..

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zzz.. that was boring! and i'm bored! zz

haha okay, this is gonna be a very long entry! and it's abit weird, coz it was supposed to be posted on wed, but i took too long to rearrange everything and blah. so, here goes! (:

hehe.. supposed to meet the manics on wed in the evening for dinner! but we were secretly planning to celebrate jiaying's be-early bdae cum stephie's belated bdae! haha.. so stephie, xian, wluek and i met early to buy jiaying's pressie, then meimei, yam and mirror met to get stephie and jiaying's bdae cake! huiqi couldn't make it =(

haha.. went to build-a-bear to get jiaying's pressie.. i liked the bears, but they liked the dog. so i fan dui wu xiao, and we got a dog for her! hehe.. but it was nice too la. but the process was weird. esp. the part hafta warm the heart. omggg so weird. the person made us rub the heart and make a wish with it, then jul forced me to KISS the heart. -_-''' felt so retarded.. hahahaha. and the weird thing is..the dog not for any of us..so how come we're doing the wish-making? -.- hahahaa. like borrowing the bdae gal's luck! lols.. and so now baobei's dog got my hugs and kisses! gan dong hor? -.- ok, dun digress le. haha. then after stuffing the dog with cotton, we had to give it an air bath! -.-


and once again, i'm FORCED to do it!! hahaha. ok i know i look weird.. but yeaa~


then we chose the clothes! and knowing baobei loves jap stuff.. we chose the guy's kimono cos' the gal's one super ugly! wahaha~


and there! our little dog with his fellow same-costume penguin ^^


and wluek taking photo with the dog..


and we all decided to take together with the dog tooooo (:


if you're wondering wad we're doing looking so retarded with our hp, we're taking the reflection in the mirror -.- hahaha. yes..it's the dog's dressing room. that's why got mirror! ^^

and then we got bored cos' it's still VERY early.. and we settled down outside the cruise centre and started colouring the box! wahahhaa


and considering we had so limited no. of hilighters, we did a GREAT job okayyy! =D


check out the PURPLE BEEHIVE. hahahahaa!


and now you're looking at the world's most colourful bicycle! muahaha


yayy! Alexandra's going home! ^^


=)

yeap, then we met up with those who went to get the cake.. and the cake ppl went to restaurant to prepare first, and the dog ppl went to meet baobei!! ^^ hehee.. then we dragged her all around vivo to waste time.. and took some more pics! haha but nobody sent them to meeeeeeeeee -.- so dun have anything to post.. hahaha. yeap, then we finally went to meet the cake ppl at Fig and Olive. yayyy~ finally can eat le! hehe.

and i had to keep quiet half of the time throughout dinner, coz they were happily gossiping about yours truly, and there was nothing i could do to defend myself.. hahaha. and it's like attitude innoculation.. coz shixian steph wluek got prepare me with a 'small dosage' of all these the last time we went vivo liao.. so i was not that traumatised by that 'bigger dosage' on wednesday with the whole gang. hahaha ok nvm, i'm jus crapping.

yea.. then after dinner we whipped out the cake!


jiaying thot it was for steph, and steph thought it was for jiaying! wahhaha~ so cuteeee ^^

oh and violent shixian BROKE the knife while trying to help them cut the cake.. so pro hor? hahaha. for that photo, pls refer to jiaying's blog. i dun haf it with me.. lols.


yayyyyy.


=)


everyoneeeeee, say cheeeeeese(cake)!! =D

hahaha. then after that, we went to the uhhhh 'rooftop' to keng gai.. which was super funny.. laugh until i wanna die. and i'm not going anywhere near wluek next fri's slpover! :D no no no.. we should prevent her from slping in the first place!! :p

lols..

okayyyy. finally finished my report talk about wednesday's gathering! hahaha~

then comes todayyy! - had interview with P for the RA position.. hahaa. was okay la.. although chances of getting the position are really very slim.. but it was nice chatting with him la.. he's cute! haha. as in character cute, not cute cute. lols.. and i saw the goddess and catherine! lols..

and on my way back at pasir ris mrt, i saw CAI LAO SHI!!!!!!! =D wahhhh damn excited can! happy is an understatement..i was ESTATIC to see her cannnnnnnnnnnnn! hahahaa. then chatted abit with her.. yayyyy~ so happyyy. heheee ^^ i love her mannnn! yay yay yayyyyy~ after seeing her my mood really brightened up alot for the day! =))

okayyyy. i better stop here. that was REALLY long entryyyy! hahaha. go watch my youtube liao!

tchao! ^^

boo boo actually makes sense - everytime before we step into our french class, we should take a deep breath and be prepared to be bombarded by french for the next few hours, i.e. the blur look will constantly register and the word that is repeated most often for the next few hours will be "huh?".

haha.

albeit confusing, it's fun. =) and the time just whizzes past like nobody's business.

yayyyy.

the only sian-ed part is the homework awaiting.. hahaha. which i'm not planning on starting now.. cos' i've been completely drained for the day.

was talking to a few of the returning nsmen just now.. asked them how much they paid for the special sem. !!! hahaha. and realised how xingfu we are to have it free. so more of you ppl should exploit this opportunity, and take something in special sem too, if you'all can get it! hehe~ coz i think it's real bo hua to pay so much for it.. if i had to pay, i definitely wun take! ahahahas~ xian shi de wo.. :p

bleah. interview with P tmr! rawr. hope can get the RA thingy..

okay, i really should do some planning! set aside time for French homework, time for gatherings/lunches/dinners, and time for YOUTUBE. wahahaha~ oh! and time for reading! hehee.. borrowed The Five People You Meet in Heaven from boophie! it's her 2nd baby! wahaha~ and it's super niceeee! =( [uhhh i know nice and =( doesn't go together, but it's nice in a sad way.. haha] i'm already halfway thru' when i only started today on the way to and fro school. haha. now you know how much time i waste on taking stupid transport. and booboo agrees that hall is the best, after we suffered from squeezing among so many ppl in a NON-AIRCON bus. urrrrgh. that's something you never have to worry about when you stay in hall! hahaha~

am looking forward to next wed, when the autism trng's gonna start! hehe.. signed up for another kid's camp organised by hall.. but that's still a long time away.. so no worries~ all i pray for now is the RA position, autism stuff to go well, and french to be more facile! *grins*

ha. what should i do now? am so tired, but still feel like doing french over watching youtube. but really drained and listless. argh. howhowhowww?

hehee..

socioemotional + biological.

ha. sometimes guys just don't get it, right?

YAYYYYYYYYYYY!

i finished my french homework!!

and i finally understand everything!

wahahaha.

so happy happy HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! =D

argh! spent the whole evening on french, and i'm not done yet! i'm so gonna die! hahaha. going at the speed of a snail. rawrrrr. ehhe..but at least i feel i'm learning something! hahaha~

okay, i must be good tmr.. hahaa.

and i'm so sick of staring at the online dict the whole night that after i finished wad i wanted to finish, i jus switched off the comp and went to watch tv. then i tried to slp. and i CAN'T SLP!! O_O arghhhh. so here i am again, waiting for my show to load on youtube so i can watch. -_-''' haha, dumb rite?

yayyy! tmr(today)'s gonna be a wonderful dayyy! -lalala~ (:

bonjour! :)

had my first French lesson with boo today! -pulls hair-

haha.

it suffices to say, i wonder how i walked out of the class in one piece.

k la. to be fair.. i had my fair share of fun too la. hehe =)

okay. i shall spend the whole of tmr uttering french conjuguers and whatnot.

BOOPHIE SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! O_O

au revoir!

ARGH. mum's at IT again.
yes, i know.. i'm fat. so..what's new?

sheeeeesh!

ritessssssss. so i'm supposed to fall back into my diet again.

rawr*s.

okayyyyyy. so i shall fall back into my diet now, so that 3 months later, when school reopens and the stress starts settling in again, i'll have space for binge-eating. ha.

whatever.

-rolls eyes-

***

i miss jogging @ ntu! the air there is so much fresher! and i miss chionging all those slopes with roomie too! hehe

ATTN: MABBIE CABBIE.
pls go get your promised-since-o-levels swimming costume!!! urrrrrgh.

hahaha.

another random post.

the things u do when u rot at home for the whole day with 2 moody adults and an empathetic brother. ha.

yayyy. french with boo starts tmr! hope it'll be fine.. hehe. and boophie's gotta be our tutor!! muahahaa. pao bu diao le! ;p

so looking forward to dinner on wed! *grins* :D

i want a hair cut. yes, a TRIM again. hahaha.

hmmmm. i think i should start teaching tuition! but should i look for east or west? grrrrrrrrrr*

-end of random thots!- hehe

yay! just watched 200 Pounds of Beauty! hehee.. niceeeeeeeeeeeeee =) a story about beauty, love, kinship, friendship.. to sum it all up - a girl's life.. plus plastic surgery.

lalala~

found a new place to watch movies and stuff, thanks to meimei! ^^

wanted to blog happily last night, until i saw this
"Jiaying and Xiannie said I am the 2nd to Bobo in whiniest" [yammie]
but it doesn't really affect me.. cos' i admit that i AM whiny! hahahaha.

esp. at the time of the month.

but it's okay. i love to whine. HAHA! aka, i like to torture ppl with my whining, can?

hehee.. alriteys! i'm off to watch more shows! muahaha.

tadaaaas~

YAY. finally met mabbie darling today! SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. hehee.. had lotsa fun!

so highhhhhhhhhhh ^^

hehe.

i want little miss giggles! -pouts-

heeex.

dun wanna start my report talk again.

so yeap, that'll be all for now.

wahahhaa.

i shld really go slp!

tatas