1. Where were you when it turned 2007?
can't rmb.. at home i think -.- hahaha loser huh

2.How did you get the idea for your
friendster name?
from my PARENTS. hahaha

3. What song are you listening to
right now?
wo huai nian de ):

4. Has the death of a celebrity ever
made you cry?
hmmm dun tink so? haha can't rmb.

5. What color underwear are you
wearing?
uhhhh why do u care. i can't rmb nwae, and i dun gif a damn enough to peek.

6. do u talk to ur crush?
duh.

7. What did you do this morning?
wake up. eat. watch. slp. REPEAT. yucks.

9.What will you do tonight?
erm.. it's turning morning again soon? haha

10. Whats your unforgettable memory
from last weekend?
mugging @ library/15?!?! yikes! wad a qn!!

11. What are the last two digits of
your phone number?
70. but tt doesn't seem to concern u??

12. What was the last thing you ate?
ferero rocher! haha duno how to spell. but it wasn't very nice nwae =X

13. What was last thing you drank?
water! ^^

14. What was the last movie you
watched?
spidey 3!!!

15. What do you dislike right now?
stupid decadent lifestyle. wanna go out but not enough to spend. rawrrrr

16. What food do you crave right now?
nothing in particular ba..

17. Did you dream last night?
uhhhh i dream EVERY NIGHT. hahahaa. i even dream when i'm napping in the library -.-

18. What was the last TV show you
watched?
the 9pm show on ch8.. hahaha. porkie's current fave! lol..

19. What is your favorite piece of
jewelry?
ehhhh none in particular, depends on my mood lor. haha

20. Name someone on your Top Friends
who is just like you?
uhhhh?? wad top friends? haha. no, i dun think any of my frens are as crazy and blur as me.. right?

21. What was the last thing you kept
telling yourself over and over?
why should i?

22. Who last text messaged you?
uhhhhhhh. rosalinda. hahahaa

23. Are you on any medication?
nah.

24. What side of the bed do you sleep
on?
hahaha. hahaha. hahaha. TOP la. then wad? under ar??

25. What color shirt are you wearing?
grey. hahaha

26. What is your favorite frozen
treat?
icecream? hehe. ooooh! my craving for mochi icecream is here!!! ^^

27.How many piercings do you have?
2!

28.What's your favorite store?
NANYANG MART...in your dreams!!! hahahaha~ dun have la. at least not one that i can think of offhand..

29. Are you thirsty right now?
no

30. Who's someone you haven't seen in
a while and miss?
ALOT OF PPL!! tal deb gungun mabbie bert yadayada

31.What did you do last night?
laughed.. and laughed and LAUGHED somemore over hana kimi. hahahaa

32. Do you care what people think
about you?
kind of.. depends on whether they are ppl i care about..

33. Have you ever done something to
investigate trouble?
investigate?? instigate issit? haha. erm.. nwae, who hasn't? hahaha

34. Where do you live?
full-time in the east, part-time on an island in the west.

35.Are you aggressive?
HAHA. wad do ya say?

36.Mobile Phone Network?
uhhhhh?! whatever lor

37. What is the thing that you
would most like to change about
yourself?
alot alot alot. hahaha.

38. What size are your feet?
uhhhhh. wad type of shoes u talking about? hahaha

39. What is your favorite colors?
pink! black! many many more!

40.Do you like mustard?
mustard, no. honey mustard, YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

41.What do you tell people when times
get hard?
jiayou! -.-'''

42. Would you ever sky dive?
if u gimme a chance, why not?

43. Do you sleep on your side, tummy
or back?
side and back

44.Have you ever bid for something on
eBay?
can't rmb.. so i presume it's a no.. hahaha

45. What do you think of Angelina
Jolie being pregnant?
ehhhh that's old news leh..

46. Do you enjoy giving hugs?
yeah!! ^^

47. Would you like yourself to be
fashionable?
ha!

48. Does it annoy you when someone
says they'll call but dont?
yes yes YES!!!

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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET
IT?
hahahaa. i basically walk around my hall blindfolded i think. i'm perpetually banging into something.

2. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. -.- it looks boring and original. hahahahhaa

3. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
anything that happens to suit my mood. haha

4. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
erm.. around 11am i think

5. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING
RIGHT NOW?
ENTERTAINMENT.

6. WHAT DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
alot alot alot... hahaha

7. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
alot alot alot too. hehe. dun ask me wad i'll grab in a fire.. i think i'll die in the fire. hahahaha

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
HUH?!

9. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
nah.. but if i get cooped up too long, i'll go crazy. ahahahas. i love the sun!

10. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
not really.. unless u throw me alone in ubin night walk. hahahaha

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE /
PERFUME TO WEAR?
lanvin or something.. can't rmb how to spell.. hahaha

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON
THE OPPOSITE SEX?
wadever suits him lor.

13. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING
PROPOSED TO AT?
duh~ who ever told u someone would propose to me?

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
COFFEE definitely!

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA
TOPPING?
anything but olives!!

16. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW,
WHAT WOULD IT BE?
many many things. ahahahaaas. i'm dreaming of all the glorious food alrdy! hehe

17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE
MAD?
mad as in angry or siao?! hahahaa!

18.DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
uhhhhh different from who?

19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE
EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX)?
huh.. wad a qn! i can't even rmb who the person is! hahaha

20. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING
THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
eeeeyer. where got this type of stupid qn one.. must give scenario ma.. how to imagine lidat?!

21. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL
SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
it varies.. haha

24. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL
OFTEN?
guess guess guess?!

25. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST LATELY?
slacking. -_-''' HAVING NOTHING TO STUDY do. duhhh~ hahahaha

26. HAS ANYONE EVER SPIT ON U?
NO WAY. i'll kick some ass if that ever happens!!

27. YOUR WEAKNESSES
many many.

28. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST JOB?
uhhhhhhhhh. some stupid job that u put papers into an envelope and seal the envelope. and u keep doing that like 500 times or something, then stick the stamps on the envelope one by one and post them out. rawrrr.

29. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
hahhahaa the classic one at wangting's hse! damn FUNNY cannnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D

30. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU
FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
chatting with gorgor.. hehe

31. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY
WHAT WOULD IT BE?
hahahaa alot leh

32. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
cos' i'm SO bored, and nobody's entertaining me! :(

33. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT
MOST?
i duno. u can start complimenting me on my tagboard though to entertain me! hahaha

34. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL
BECAME ILLEGAL?
ehhhhhh. i duno leh.. hehe. underage drinking is illegal too, but nobody really cares right? hahaha

35. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
wah. u're asking for trouble to ask such a qn! hahaha

36. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
past: 4-2b,2g
present: NONE.

37. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nahhh.

38. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
when i'm desperate and when i'm in the mood.

39. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
huhhh. they all look the same to me leh

40. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
last sat.. heh =X

41. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
ok la..

42. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
errrrrrrrrrrrr. no preference. haha

43. ANY BAD HABITS?
endless..

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bored bored BORED. entertain me pls? :[

hahahaa. had nothing better to do! so suddenly changed my blogskin.

so bimbo looking now.

muahahaa.

and i think it's quite badly done.

i wanna change the dimensions! but i duno how to change. hahahahaha.

nvmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

i wanna go for a jog now!

-ignores blogskin-

yayyyy~

:p

ehhe.. i finished watching hana kimi! lols.. and i dun like the ending! rawrs-. hahaha. i thot the in front of the show was nice.. then it became draggy. and ella was like a shancai-alike. zz.. but still..it was nice! (:

hahaha. i like the zhang shao han song - bu tong!! :) and i like the mv too! mwahaha..

and i love wu yue tian's new songs! but all the mv so weird! hahahaa.

seeeeee. this is the bo liao stuff i do at home when my papers finish -.- so dumb rite. duno how to make good use of time! -shakes head-

hehe.

meeting mabbie cabbie tmrrrrrrrrr. so excitinggggggg!!! ^^

and i think yanzi's standard is going down down down. ahahahas. =X

okay, this is just a series of random thoughts.

rawr.

siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

wahaha.. feels like haven't blogged for quite awhile le. but actually two days only -.-

lalala~

yayyy. fishsee jiejie's exams finish today le!hehe.. congrats!! =D yayyyy. roomie exams finishing tmr! wheeeee~ you'all can join the happy gang of slackers too! -.-

leading a decadent lifestyle nowadays. hehe. my new craze is watching hana kimi!!! =D been at it the whole day. no no. been at it since tues.. wahahaa. so niceeeeeeeeeeee!! and now i finally understand why boophie is so infatuated with Wu Zun.. muahahahaa~ -.-'' hehee.. so nice so nice SO NICE. i like the gay doctor! he's so cool! HAHAHA. i think i have weird inclinations. hmmmmm~ fishsee jiejie!! the soccer guy issit your laogong?! lols..

yayyyy. so happppppy. hana kimi rocks my life now! muahaha~

oooh. finally went out with ernie ytd! ^^ hehee.. kbox + spidey3!! yayyyyyyyyyyy. but kbox was SO not on form. blah. nvm.. can go again next time! hehe. spidey3 was okay la. quite gooood. but like abit too long, the middle abit boring. hahahhaa. ernie is crazy i swear. he watched TWICE alrdy and still wanna watch somemore!! -.- and i sit beside him throughout the whole movie he gimme the feeling he's watching it the first time -.- i sia dao de parts, he also sia dao. hahahahhahahaa. crazy guyyyyy. he's too obsessed with his OWN movie. ;p

wheeeeeeeeeee~ saturday's coming! time to go out with mabbie darling! ^^

i wanna go out with the rest of the 8e too! miss bertie bfffffffffffffffffffffff. :D

and my yuyu deardear! and the rest of the dans like disappear too. hahaa. okay, think i should contact them. but the 3 nus ppl like still having exams. and gaigai start sch liao rite? sigh~ ok, that sounded like private speech again -.-

btw, side-track again. i MUST slow down my walking pace!! hahahaha. all my frens have been complaining that i walk too fast! -blush blush- ehhhe... paiseh la.. hahaha. i also duno why i walk so fast de, esp. recently! hehe. okok.. i'll try to SLOW DOWN. urrrrrgh. -_-''

lalala~ okayyyy, i wanna go back to my hana kimi liao! wheeeeeeeeeeeee!! ^^

ciao~

hahaha! haven't been blogging for DAYS!

first thing.. exams are OVER! =) and i screwed up the last paper as well, along with the rest -.- but..ohwells. it's OVER! :)

second thing.. pls date me out! (:

third thing.. had a date out with jul steph sx ytd @ Vivo! yayyyy. rocks man! hehe. so funnnnnnnnnnnnn =D and they were obviously SUPER HAPPY. cos' get to gossip about me. and poor me just stand there diam diam, all speechless and indignant. =( and to make it worse, i was trying to sms JIAYING to ask her whether wanna join us anot. then they talk talk talk confuse me, i go and ask JIEYANG instead. omg! so paiseh O_O hahahahhaa. i wanna bang my head on the wall le! and it's all thanks to my three 38 frens! -.- i MUST look for a new fei wen nan you for sx soon. she's SO dangerous! teaching jul and steph bad. no no NO. this is so not happening. urrrrgh. they actually SCHEMED sth out to dig out info from him! wahhhhh. can die mannnnnnn. pls stop gossiping about me! and jul, stop blogging abt rolling balls and burning fires pls!! n stephie pls lemme into the car first next time! urrrrgh. i dowan to become the talk of sx and family again! -.-''

forth thing.. i'll miss studying with ya guys in LWN! =) boophie xianxian jieyang jul! =) and reading stephie's entry made me feel all warm and gooey inside (: hehe. i'm glad we conquered hours of stats together, amidst lotsa talking, food, noise, LAUGHTER, etc.. hehe. although the paper still sucked eventually, and i'm quite scared i'll get a C too.. but STILL.. all's fun =) yayyyy!

fifth thing.. i'm dating ernie tmr! *smiles* i miss ernieeeeeeeee! yayyyyyyyyyyyyy. =D

sixth thing.. i'm dating mabbie cabbie on sat! *grins* i miss miss mabbie darling toooooooo! yayyyyyyyyyyyy!! =D

seventh thing.. is dinner with the 9madwomenclub still on, on friday?! =D

eighth thing.. i haven't got my pay! -.- and i want my pay! ok, i better call poh tmr. =/

ninth thing.. ppl i wanna meet this hols: mabbie gunnie ernie bertie 8e dans jaren manics tal blah.. =)

tenth thing.. being home rocks (: moved out of hall today morning! hehe. gorgor helped. after that went to jp together and walk around. hehe. was so nice spending time with gorgor again! =D kept laughing while talking to him on the car. we talked so much that he missed the expressway exit on the way back and we ended up on the road to changi airport -.- wahahah! thanks, gorgor. you rawk. =) and i'll miss roomie!! =(

eleventh thing.. went to see yuxuan before going back to hall to move my stuff today morning. she so big liao! and still so cute. hehee. still so naughty, dun let others carry! =( hehe. finally learning to stand/walk! but she so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i love yuxuan!! (: *huggies*

twelveth thing.. just helped mummy dye her hair. as in not those hoyu or wad dye.. but the salon loreal type of dye. and i was supposed to wear gloves. but no gloves, so use plastic bag. and the plastic bag so big keep slipping off that i got irritated and took it off. so dyed with my bare hands. and now the dye can't be washed off and my hand looks like SHIT. i hope i wun get allergy and rot soon. =X eeeeeek. really very ugly now. looks so stained. =( scarley it stays there all my life and it rots until i jia bu chu qu! wahahahaa~ so kua zhang. yayyyy. i love mummy! (: so nice seeing her everyday again. hehe. =D and mummy's food RAWKS my life. heheee. so nice from a change of canteen food!! ^^

thirteenth thing.. i want a part-time job! apart from studying and RA and autism. rawr. i need money. i wanna shop and play. so i need money. hahahhaa. so i want work.

forteenth thing.. i forgot wad else i haf to say le. hehee. til' then! sayonaraaaaaaaa~

this is so ridiculous.. i woke up so early in the morning just to sit here and blog. =X

woke up at 7 with roomie, who was going for her piano lessons/home. she was still awake when i went to slp last nite.. so woke up and saw a note she wrote. then looked at the note my neighbour left behind ytd again. and i started crying.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i feel so silly. first thing i do when i wake up is cry! machiam baby lidat!! -.-


hmmmmm. and roomie just left.. haha. it's the last time i'm seeing her until next sem liao. i'll be moving out on tuesday, and she'll be back on wednesday then prob move out after her paper on friday.

i guess i'll really miss her and all the other neighbours. been a really good stay here for the whole sem, esp. after anli and yiling moved in! =) hall life's been a helluva of fun with all of them around.. it might not be havoc or what, but it's just simple, nice and full of warmth :)

started crying cos' i didn't really think about moving out and not seeing roomie and the rest for 3 months, until her note struck me. then i start to bu she de everyone and everything liao. true, i'll still be staying with her next sem and all that.. but then if you live with someone everyday for 4 months, then u suddenly don't get to see her for another 3 months.. it's so weird! and next sem i won't get to stay in the same room with the same neighbours anymore! =( anli yiling candy tao thang nas parimala yuanyuan. -rawrs- i want back all my neighbours! i want back our room!!! i love my neighbours and roommmmmmmmmmmmm!!! =[

yea. guess we've really been through a lot this sem. not only friends in hall, friends in psych too. really had an enjoyable time with you guys =) and thank you everyone for being so tolerant when everyone's tired from all the late night project meetings and chionging! thank you everyone for lending support whenever needed! thank you for listening to my (2nd to yammie's) whining! hahahaa. and most of all, thanks for just being there and being my friends =))

alriteys. shall retreat to LWN for stats meeting now. no no, not project meeting. argue-about-notes-and-tb meeting. hahahahahaa. my brain is crammed full with sig. lvl, reject null hypothesis, type I/II error and whatnot.

urrrgh.

and may shixian have mercy on me todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. x_x

alriteyssssss. new beginning! here goes! =)

after the paper, went to LWN to look for shixian. hehee. then went to collect her socio essay with her. and today i saw the ultimate EXTREME ji po side of her!! wahahhaa~ really xia dao siaaa! lols. but ok la, at least she listened to me whine although she don't like. muahahaa.

after that, went back to LWN tardy!! ^^ haha no, why i put the ^^ when study?! eeeeeek. lols. then watch jy and sx debating over the effect size, see until i blur diao. O_O i was at chapter ONE, and they were debating something about chapter EIGHT. so scary and lost and freaked out. today was a bad day for maths! urrrgh. O_O hahahahaa. then sx so motherly! =D and jy so........blurer-than-me. wahahaha! super funny. then wah! i got match liao - got ppl study until as messy as me de! wahahaa~ sx see until cannot stop laughing. then actually i was also trying quite hard not to laugh. -_-''' hahaaaaaaaaaaaaa. really very funnyyyyy

*phew*

finally resumed taking my med today after the paper! =) stopped taking for 2days cos' scared will drowsy then cannot study. haha. =X *shhhhhhhhhhhh* cannot tell mummy! she'll scream at me. hahahha

okay, i must jiayou for my stats liao. can't screw up AGAIN.

jiayou, jiayou!! ^^ jiayou too, my dear friends! =]

ahhhhhhhhh. finally a break from the papers.

next one's on monday.

devt psych and maths paper are both seriously screwed.. esp. maths. i tot devt psych was bad enough ytd. seriously bad. it's the worst core paper ever! O_O and jul says it's easier than social! argh. i'm dying. i think i can dian di liao. x_x

ytd nite was one of the worst ever. devt was like the heaviest core, and right after that, today got maths paper. then i was so exhausted and totally wasted from the paper liao, and come back still hafta study the stupid linear algebra. same with roomie~ she had a paper ytd evening, and two papers today! even our neighbour also today two papers! hahaha. then ytd all of us damn stressed up. then my neighbour taking the same maths paper as me, so we were discussing this and that. haha. and my roomie and i took turns taking 10min naps, and waking each other up. O_O really damn tiringggg. next sem cannot arrange such a exam timetable liao la! really will dieeeeeee. =((

then today so jialat. like one depressing paper after another! =( i nv ever felt so low in my life after completing a maths paper. even fmaths also not so degrading laa. now i know.. mechanics is not the worst thing invented. linear algrebra is the ultimate!!! and it's so so crazy. the paper is so much more difficult than last yr's, and we're given half an hr less somemore!! -wails-

argh. i don't like this entry at all! so grumpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. =(

ok. i shall go start a new entry to type about the not-so-sad stuff. muahaha

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH. can't settle down to study!! wahahhaa

super happening!

was studying at a painstakingly slow speed, then roomie came back at almost 12. hehee. then we decided to go down to The Sun to get icecream! ^^ lols.. but don't know why reach there le, see the icecreams and suddenly don't feel like eating anymore. -_-''' hahahaha. yea, so we walked there for nothing. lols.

then came back and i wanted to study, when i suddenly saw a COCKROACH on MY TABLE. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. -freaks out- of all places, it had to choose MY TABLE. and so i called in the reinforcements, i.e. the neighbour's bf. HAHAHAAAAA. yayyyyy! so he exterminated the disgusting scary flying cockroach! thanks, jm! hahahaha~

and then i got so hot and bothered (am i supposed to link it to misattribution of arousal??) that i can't get back to my books! wahahaha. and so i came online and saw jul and yam online! wahahhaha. yay. turns out i'm not the only one procrastinating lor. wahahahha~

BUT THEY FINISH LE I HAVEN'T!!!! O_O hahahahahhaa.and i got maths paper THURSDAY.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hahahaaa. why am i not panicking. MAKE ME PANICK.

-.-

hmmmmmmm.

gambate --> suddenly looks like the name of some hormone/organ/disease?! hahahaa. i think i had an overdose of psych.

alrite alriteys. back to the books. dun wanna die tmr!

jiayou! =] ---> looks more normal. ahahahas.

arghhhh!

crisis crisis!! no, not identity crisis/commitment that crisis -.-

hahahaa. crisis is i haven't finished my revisions!!

weather's not on my side today! =[

hehee.. persevere persevere!!!! GAMBATE!!! =)

urggggh.

rebecca pls be merciful!

rawrrrrr.

duno wad to blog liao. suddenly mind's a blank. ahahahas.

shall pull myself back to Santrock.

Santrock rocks my world.

tmr i shall fall in love with Gauss-Jordan. that is, if such a person even exists.

tee heeeeeee.

i've been a naughty girl. not taking med today. can't afford to turn drowsy nowwwww!! ehhe.. i still took a teeny weeny nap though :p and roomie's feeding me with her vitamin pills! :) seeeeeeeee? i have a sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet roomie!! i heart my roomie! hehee :p

glad roomie's here these few days. got ppl pei me fight my flu! yayyy. -beams contentedly-

okokay. don't chase me away from my lappie!! =[

jiayou, ppl!! after tmr it'll be relatively heavenly! hehe. =]


*and my wmp keeps playing the very ernie songs!! i.e. way back into love, all i want for christmas is you, zhuan shu tian shi, blahblahblah. -_-''' it's a sign. the kbox withdrawal syndrome sign. even my wmp feels it!! =[ all the gods up there be merciful and fast forward to end of exams so that i can hit that mic again!!!! -rawrrrrrr-

STUDY LAH!!

thank you all friends for your concern! i'm much much better alrdy! :)

hehe.. woke up still feeling quite rotten and leaky. so didn't meet shixian and stephie at the library to study. but was okay i guess. good in a way too, cos' i could take my medicine and study and rest at the same time! and roomie's here to pei me too, so it felt quite nice! :) hehee.. that's why when sx and steph sms-ed me i was in a very good mood! hehe. cos' by evening i felt so much better alrdy and i had ample rest plus studied quite alot all at the same time!!! =)

hehe..

then roomie had to go out at 5+.. and since my nose was much better alrdy, and i figured i won't study if i'm left alone to my own devices, i joined stephie @ LWN! :)

hehe..

and dinner was uber funny i swear! wahahahhaa~ JANICE!! and steph went red at 'exercise'. HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

hehe..

and i used up less than a pack of tissue in the library! yayyy. shows that i'm much much better alrdy! hehee. roomie's right, a positive outlook makes you recover faster! ^^ haha.. and of cos' there's the NURTURE proponent, cos' i yang bing in a very nice environment! hehe.. -_-'''

lalala~

am slacking away. been mugging the whole day. so sian~ haha. am not tired surprisingly. just don't feel like reading anymore cos' i reached saturation and nothing's going in anymore.

it's funny what the flu's done to me. haven't actually felt this good since the mugging for exams started. ehhe.. good as in relaxed. hahahaa. although my biggest paper is like on thursday. and i'm kind of slow in revision. but hey! considering i'm a sick gal, and i covered more than 9 chapts today! =) happyness(EC). (:

typing EC makes me miss ernieeeeeeeeee. and kbox. hahaha. i've been singing 'way back into love' all day. irritating roomie and stephie. wahahaha. but i don't care! it's such a lovely song! :D

and it was such a lovely day, with such a lovely weather! ^^

yea, now i come to think of it. i think it was the weather that kicked off my good mood! hehe. duno why, i'm somehow always affected by nice weather. hehe.. everytime the weather's nice out there i'll be in a super good mood! :) yea, misattribution of arousal NURTURE. hurhurhur- this is crazy. i'm anyhow linking stuff to Santrock. wahahah~ but it's seriously much easier to link stuff to Aronson, don't ya agree? hehe.

was studying prenatal development and infancy just now (yes, that's how slow i'm progressing) haha. and i just got fascinated all over again! :) hehe.. don't know why.. especially love the prenatal and infancy chapter. find everything so fascinating. no matter how many times i reread the chapters (which is not a lot of times..haha~), i just get fascinated all over again. =) i love the idea that a simple little lump of cells can develop and grow so much just over 266 days. and it never fails to wonder me how dangerous it actually is to conceive a child and actually give birth to it, and yet, we are all here today, coz' our mothers are all so wei da! yeap. they actually love us enough to go through all that suffering and dangers to give birth to us!! =) kudos to all mummies!! ^^

hehe..

and of coz', reading the chapters all over again strengthened my faith and 'belief' of NOT wanting to give birth next time. wahahahah~ (i think i'm typing this on behalf of my baobei too. hor?) lols..

oh wells. we shall see, we shall see!

=)

okay, my bed is beckoning me. muahaha.

niteys, all! physics of sports, french 1, french 2, sex death and other processes, etc.. good luck to those with papers tmr! =)

Way Back into Love - Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

greattttttttt. even the reading room's full.

arghhhh.

pull me away from my lappie!

RAWRRRRRRRRR.

this is so so sucky!

i got the flu virus @ LWN ytd! =[ so now i'm dying. wasted so much time resting and trying to get well soon but after so long i just haven't gotten well. SHUCKS.

first, i tried to warm up myself in the cold cold library with coffee in the evening. then i tried to take my flu med and go to slp early at night, and i realise the caffeine is keeping me up. DOTS. qi si wo le lor!! now i know, nescafe is the only cafe that doesn't keep me up at night -.-''

and so today morning i woke up with my nose still leaking and my throat turning weird. so sx and i went frm tr27 to the benches outside lt3 and in the end, still back to LWN. urrrrrgh. ok, so i finally get to settle down and eat my beloved porridge and wait for steph's ai xin jacket. hahahaha. and then, i guai guai de took my flu med before studying. and i started NODDING OFF. arghhhhh! the medicine is effective when it's not supposed to be effective, and not effective when it's supposed to be effective!! -_-'''

so here i am, back in hall. having wasted the whole day doing nothing but wasting time and sleeping. SUCKS lor! =(

k, gonna drag myself down to the reading room. or i'll never complete anything!

ciao~

tagged by my baobei! ahahahas~ decided to waste my time at home indulging in the little luxuries i've been deprieved of these days! :p here goes!

Layer One:
On The OutsideName : huiting/sotong/xiaodan/boo/bobo/tingting/.............
Birth Date : 2nd sept! PLS RMB. =D
Current status : Busy. hahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Eye Colour : Brown-eyed kids are inferior!! =(
Hair Colour : uhhhhh. natural. hahaha
Righty or Lefty : Rightyyyyyyyyyyyy

Layer Two :On The Inside
Your Heritage : -.- chinese!
Your Fears : wo tian bu pa, di bu pa!!
Your Weakness : baobei likes bearbear too?? hahahaha! uhhhhhh i duno.. i guess i very easy xin ruan.. hmmmmm.
Your Perfect Pizza : *shrugs* dependent on mood and place! hehe. it's a DV. [xianxian says must talk stats. hahaha!]

Layer Three :Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First thing when I wake up : wooooohooooooooooooooooo. i'm HOME.
Your Bedtime : uhhhhh. it's variable. haha
Your Most Missed Memory : hmmmmmm. i don't know. i miss so many things! hehe. i want 'em ALL BACK. =X

Layer Four : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : both the same.. shows that i'm young and classic at the same time. haha
McDonald’s or Burger King : i only eat one thing at BK. but i'm sick of Mac too. haha
Single or Group Dates : ehhhhh. both also can la actually. occassionally must change ma. or else kp going single/group also sian. haha
Adidas or Nike : nike! just do it!
Tea or Nestea : ehhhhh... coffee? hehe
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate makes me HIGH!! ^^
Cappucino or Coffee : i knew it! i knew it!! hahahaa.. starbucks mocha frap!

Layer Five : Do You..
Smoke : ya, i smoke my way thru' exams.
Curse: muahahaa
Take a shower : it's a uniform distribution.
Have a crush : you wanna make a guess?
Think you’ve been in love: ha!
Go to school : DUH. school DEVOURS me. hahaha
Want to get married : for what? torture myself? haha
Believe in yourself : of cos'!
Think you’re a health freak : uhhhh not really. look at the stuff i eat, and you'll know.

Layer Six : In The Past Month
Drank alcohol : Nahhh
Gone to the mall : Yeaaa! thank goodness.. so i haven't been trapped at pulau ntu for THAT long after all! :p
Been on stage : nahhh. exam hall only. never go up on stage.
Eaten sushi : i miss sushi!!
Dyed your hair : nahh

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..
Played A Stripping Game : nah.. i so guai!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : hmmmmm. tough nut to crack.

Layer Eight : Age
You’re Hoping To Be Married : haha i'm gonna terrify all with my answer.............. AFTER 30.

Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour : BROWN. wahahhaa
Best Hair Colour : anything that suits you lor..
Short Hair or Long Hair : hmmmm. tentative! haha

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago : this lor..
1 Hour Ago : watching some show with gorgor
4.5 Hours Ago : sleeping!
1 Month Ago : mugging? hahaha
1 Year Ago: working @ SP!

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : family, friends, KBOX!!
I Feel : lost.
I Hate : =)
I Hide : under the table?! hahahahaa
I Need : to sort out my feelings. hmmmm

Layer Twelve : Tag five people!!
you, you, you, you, you.
whoever you are.
just do if you want to.

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not tagged by bobo. just doing for fun =]

My name is: see above. haha
I may seem: happy-go-lucky, blur, stupid, nice
But I’m really: happy-go-lucky, blur, NOT a joke, NOT that nice, MANIC. aha
People who know me think I’m: what they think i am. zz

If you knew me you’d probably: laugh at me. seeeeeeeee?
Sometimes I feel: like burning up LWN, so i don't hafta spend anymore time there.
In the morning I: die without coffee before studying

I like to sleep: period. i just like to slp.
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: painting my nails. HAHA.
Money is: not wan neng, but without it you wan wan bu neng. SHEESH.
One thing I wish I had is: peace in the heart and mind.
One thing I have that I wish I didn’t: textbooks. ahaa
What I don’t need: a boyfriend. wahaha

If I had one wish it would be: happiness~
Love: what about it?
My body: is screwing up.
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: take photo with him. heyyy it's not everyday jin cheng wu flies into your room, okay.
If a demon crashed into my window I would: uhhhhh. check if his nose it broken? -.-
If I could see one person right now it would be: anyone!
Something I want but I don’t really need is: duno.
Something I need but I don’t really want is: an answer.

I live to: be a joke??
I dare you to: make me fall in love with you. nahhh. on second thoughts, that will be too easy! wahahaha. make me hate you instead! yayyy
I am afraid of: refer to above
It makes me angry when: ppl treat me like a walking joke.
I dream about: jy, wk and massacre! -_-'''

I daydream about: everything but my books and the massacre.
My ideal mate would: change my mind about bf and marriage.
My ideal life would be: being xianxian's mummy!! HAHA.
One thing I know that I will never be able to do: forget hurt.
If I could change one thing about myself physically, it would be: -shrugs-
I am disappointed with: alot of stuff. like a friend, the massacre, and my not hitting the books now, etc..
I am elated with: being HOME! =)

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okay, i really should get offline. been leaving ernie's blog on and the song has been playing and playing non-stop while i took a supa long time blogging silly stuff. hahaha. look at the time i started blogging. and look at the time now: 9.31am. [haha, 12hours ago i was bathing! -_-'''] lols.. really oughta go liao.

am so happy management's FINALLY over. the one i dread most. hehee. better get back to the books now! =)

finally had mum-cooked food ytd nite at HOME. sitting there and lang tun hu ye everything set infront of me after a nice 45min bath. wahahaha. and mummy keeps niao-ing, "chi zhe yang duo.. ni yue lai yue xiang fei po le la.." and smiling all at the same time. (: and i'm gonna have gorgor-cooked spaghetti later!! :D

can't pen down my feelings now. coming home is a totally indescribable feeling which just melts you down inside.

=)

B = Brother
BF = Brother's Friend

B says:
wao lao my sis damn gd lei
B says:
3 wks never come home then now must bathe for like 3 wks worth of water then she song
BF says:
lol
B says:
she in the toilet ever since 9:30
B says:
now still haven come out
B says:
knn
BF says:
wah
B says:
kaoz 30 mins liao still haven come out
B says:
...
B says:
NTU water really that dirty meh
BF says:
lol
BF says:
ask her
B says:
finally out
BF says:
lol
BF says:
1 hour
B says:
45 mins liao
B says:
WTF
BF says:
what she do sia


HUI JIA DE GAN JUE ZHEN HAO!!! :D

for the first time i read the newspaper, and i nearly cried.

this is way too disturbing.

***

i think i've been smiling/laughing too often. i've been doing that so much that ppl no longer take me seriously. sad, huh? it took me 5 whole minutes to convey my "i am angry" msg across. and i had to shout before somebody stopped laughing and realised i was SERIOUSLY angry. shout. how pathetic is that. i can't even rmb the last time i shouted at a friend. ok, besides last feb/march. but that was different. this is.... just plain stupid.

speaking of stupid. it's self-fulfilling prophecy i swear. ppl call me stupid too often. and i really think i am stupid. so i act stupid. so ppl continue calling me stupid. so i AM stupid?! wth! ok, that besides the point.. even if i'm really stupid, stupid ppl have feelings too. you don't laugh at them like you always do, when they are angry. oh wells. i can only say, ppl who do that must be stupider than me.

-rawrs-

that totals up to 2 things that spoiled my mood for exams.

agrhhh.

can't let this happen. i gotta focus.

and i think i just said something totally embarrassing in the library today after waking up in a groggy state. -_-''' i should just keep my mouth shut next time! hahaha~

*cheer up, girl!* ---> that was private speech, i.e. something NOT from the social psych tb. yayyy~

rawr. i gotta start talking in an entirely biz context! coz tmr's my Management paper. grrrrrrr.

hahahhaa. am blogging in the library again! so chui~ -_-'''

finished my FIRST paper, finally! ahahahas. social psych. was alrite in a way, and not alright in a way. at first i was totally stunned by the essay qns.. then my mind went like BLANK. TOTALLY BLANK! -panicks- then i went to do the mcqs to regain my composure. and crapped my way thru' the qn at the back first until i suddenly recovered my memory! yayyy~ *phew* so scary! i have no idea why my mind jus suddenly went blank like THAT. O_O nwae, got half an essay wrong alrdy. so...... =X

don't care~ over then over le! =)

hahahhaa. and ytd nite was so horrible. i had no idea how i survived the ordeal. x_x nwaes, ended up studying with jaron only at 11pm. and it's all S*****L's fault. cos' the sms-es only came in at like 1.30-4.30am. YUCK.

and somebody still played a prank on me!! *angry!!* wahahhaa~ no la, actually i gotta admit it was kind of funny -.- but STILL. dang! haha~

and i was so tired and bothered about some stupid stuff. rawr. how irritating is that. things like this always happen before exams. shitty shitty shit. i am so not going to bother myself with stupid stuff. urgggggh!


and so i slept at 2.30am, woke up at 5.30am, went back to slp at 6am, and woke up again at 6.30am. HAHA. stupid rite?? i was in those kinda mood like, i need to study, but i'm sleepy. O_O

rawr.

management paper up on thurs.

i need my beauty slp.

went into exam hall with a can of nescafe today morning! wahhaha~ The Goddess was so amused when she walked past me.. "woww..coffee!!" -.- wahhaha~ and i think i must have looked uber tired, esp. after the paper. cos' pingjun and jingsian were aparently amused by me. hahahaha. think it was the pin -.-

lalala~

shall get back to work.

lee wee nam is my haven! this is where i belong.. -_-''' mugging rocks! esp. when it's MANAGEMENT.

-pls detect tone-

ahahaas.

ciao~

good luck for those having papers!! =)

urrrgh. paper starts tmr!! -screams-

and i'm barely done with my revisions, but sitting here to blog! ahahahas. jus taking a break ma.

-rawrs like the girl from Aggression lecture notes- -_-'''

hurhurhur-.

can't you see how stressed up i am?? O_O

yay. at least i got some Self-awareness!

it's the time of the year. twice a year, i'll start blogging stuff from my tb. hahahaha~

rawr. i'm incoherent.

just some updates..
1. got my special sem module - French! =) will be on Monday and Thursdays, for a month, then exams again!!! -.- ahahahas~
2. i THINK i got my RA position. will be helping out patterson. R says he's got severe case of jet lag, Y says he's funny, YL says he's cute. so i shall conclude that he'll be nice to work with. hahahaaa~
3. wrote in KKH to apply for internship for play therapy this hols, but they're not offering any. sad~
4. am gonna get involved in long-term volunteer work @ SAAC. probably every Friday if everything is confirmed. =)
5. am gonna die tmr thru' 30th april if i don't get back to my studies NOW.

ppl, jiayou!! and whoever wanna study after tmr's paper can come my hall to dump your books first before the paper! hahaha~ good luck! (:

xianxian and wluek's prob gonna laugh.. but i still gotta say this: thanks for the subway! =) departure from linearity of canteen food/mac/7-11 sandwiches rocks! ahahaa~ yes, despite the olives and pickles. -_-''

i slept less than 3hours last nite. urrrgh. felt like shite when woke up today morning. =X hahaha. had breakfast with roomie, said bye and went to meet xianxian at the library. jul n bf came and left. spent duno how many hours doing ONE chapter worth of notes. sucks.

urrgh.

came back at 6+ to slp. hahaha. still feeling not very nice now. still making not-very-nice notes.

only thing i'm looking forward to is homecooked food tmr nite. =)

and.. a sign that everything's ok.

i know you look at the time and you think that i'm mad. ahahaas.

but i took a nap from 8-9pm! so it's alrite.. hahaha~

yayyy. been slightly more productive today! (or rather, ytd..)

came back early from my 'playground'.. not bcos i don't love my darling xianxian anymore, but cos' i had to handwash some clothes and blah! plus i was getting abit sick and claustrophobic of the aircon. BUT then.. i'm going back to The Place again tmr morning! hahaha~ join the hungry ghost fest! -.- oh btw, i jus found out..that video was last sem's, not that day de. hahaha~ BUT STILL...(insert-phrase) :p

lalala~

huiting is a stressed but happy girl! :)

all the lecs and tuts have officially ended. marks the end of the semester i guess. been a rollercoaster i guess. totally stressed out, and it's only year ONE!! but i've had my fair share of laughter, fun and joy. thanks to the following ppl who made my year 1, sem 2 life @ NTU more memorable and endurable! *drumrolls*

:: my MANIC club members!! - baobei, xianxian, hh, boo, stephie, wluek, meimei, huiqi! rocks rocks rocks ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

:: 203 presentation grp! - jiaying, joylynn, jieyang! hahaha~ all the Js! i'm the odd one out! ahahahaas. but do i look like i care?! :P wheeeeee! so happy having a whooping fun time working with you guys, though only jiaying will prob see this. ahahaas~ ANCHOR VARIABILITY. -_-''

::202 grp! - baobei, xianxian, boo, wluek! yayyyyy~ another happy project! ahahahas~ apart from the sufferings in the cold cold seminar room, that is. and reference girl is so cool! wahahaha~ =)

::111 presentation grp! - xianxian, boo, hh, stephie, jingsian! mwahahaha~ still rmb the first time we sat in yammie's room and the 2 dissenters started quarrelling? worse thing they were sitting at 2 opp. ends, so the rest of us jus kp turning our heads left n right in awe as they engaged in their..erm...'intellectual talk'. hahaha~ and half an hour later, stephie finally went 'orhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....', and another 15min later, sotong went "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh....." as well. HAHAHA -_-'''

:: 200 group! - huiqi & jiayin! (just realised how many JYs i know! lol..) yayyyy~ all the time spent pulling out so much hair over endless reports!! ahahahaaaa.. and the horrible hall2 story that freaked me out that nite =X and hq's lappie left @ FAL experience.. hahaaa! so glad we pulled thru'! :D

:: ROOMIE!!!! - wanqing, wanqing and only wanqing!! mwahahaha~ all these months spent together.. from strangers to good friends! yayyyy~ thanks for being there for me.. all the ups and downs! talking and laughing madly at the toilet while bathing. eating with my pretty pink 'furniture' outside 35-3-662. kicking the toilet door aside while washing our hands furiously. mopping the room with HOT WATER. cup noodles @ auntie's room! cheering each other on when desperate times call for desperate measures..... THANK YOU!! =)

:: yuyu deardear!! what makes you think i would forget you?! u're my saviour and breath of fresh air from all that mb106 and ah gua jia ba kwa!!! wahahahaha~ i loved you, still love you, and 'i will always love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu'(crooonsssssssssssssss)wahahaha! :D

:: mabbie, gungun, ernie, jren, blah: for listening to my little ramblings from time to time! love ya all too!! ^^

ahahahaas. it's 4.06am, and i'm still wide awake..and so is roomie. hahahahaaa. did i mentioned i had Nescafe after i woke up from my nap? ooops. HAHA! :p

i want bf all my friends to be happy!! =)

i miss mabbie, miss gungun, miss everyone at home!! =[

mugging is all i'm doing nowadays. my survival is dependent on the books my fellow entertaining muggers, who i love 'em all! :) i think we kind of opened some charity fund for 7-11. EEEK.

i still hate mac.

-rawrs-

2 more days to d-day! arghhh!

shall retreat to my lovely-but-not-as-lovely-as-the-one-at-home bed!

nite nites!

see xianxian in 4 hours' time!! =)

Hungry Ghost Festival in NTU

HAHAHA. this is SO totally crappy! okay, that was the library we usually studied at. but i don't know why ytd morning, during the opening time, everyone chiong-ed in!

wahahaha~ tai kua zhang le ba!! :D

i swear i've never seen so many ppl queueing to get into a LIBRARY @ 8.30AM.

omggggg. didn't actually believed it until i saw the video. wahahahha

tai kua zhang le.

tai kua zhang le.

TAI KUA ZHANG LE BA!!!!!

=D

was an eventful day.

111 quiz cum last day of her tut. was nice talking to her and finding out more about her. she's really a nice person, with the exception of strict grading i guess. and somebody was freaking rude, i felt like kicking her. ahahas. but who cares~ and the quiz was funny. and the presentation grade was unsatisfactory, at least in our opinion. haha. but..owells~ we did our best and we enjoyed working together..didn't we? :] and peer evaluation was hurhurhur- funny.

come to think of it, she was right i guess. started off the course with a very negative mindset. thought it was rubbish. in fact, i still think it is rubbish. this isn't the way communication should be taught, in my opinion. when they say it's non-examinable, they should make it non-examinable-literally. as in non-gradable - more like an enrichment course. wouldn't that make ppl more receptive, cos' they are not forced to study for something that isn't really 'studiable'?

but, anyway.. today i felt that i walked away from this class, actually learning something useful. and i seriously swear i've enjoyed all her tuts.. emphasis is on TUTs. *hint hint* ahahaas. yea, so my grades suck, i know. my grades are gonna be totally pulled down by this mod. but i just wanna say, i really appreciate everything she taught us! =)

mugging session was bad bad bad today. although the chatting was fine. xianxian, pls cheer up! you looked so pale today i sia dao-ed!! yeappp. finish ur spending spree in Popular liao must cheer up! most importantly, REST MORE!!! pls don't grow anymore pale-r than you already are. or else you'll become transparent one dayyy!! =O hahahaa~ that was meant to sound concerned, not sarcastic.. sorrryy! -.-

i think i keep saying all the wrong things today. not being very helpful =(

stephie was so blur! hahahaha~ and stephie was so cute. =)

bobo was so mafan! (as always..) hahaha~

and congrats to jul and jy for the super good grades! ^^

and a shout-out to ALL my fellow 111 presentation mates: "YOU GUYS RAWKKK!!" =))

and we mugged until 1+am, and i walked back all alone to hall. and i swear i was freaking out. O_O and i went to bathe all alone at 1.30am! ahhhhhhhhhhhh..i feel SO BRAVE!! wahahhaa~

and my hair is all wet now, and i can't slp at 2.41am when i'm supposed to meet xianxian at 8am for breakfast. ARGH!! x_x

ppl pls slap me if i don't concentrate and study properly tmr!! i gotta buck uppppp!! =((

jiayou, ppl! the final end is near!

hahahaa... i'm blogging in the library! -.-

yayyyy. studied with sx and jy until 10+ last nite in sch.. then sx's mum and dua yi came to fetch her home, and shun bian send baobei and i back to my hall. then we hungry, so went The Sun to buy supper. wahahaha~ then she was amused by how i bot her walk one big round to The Sun. HAHAHA. n she was so fascinated by BULL FROGS. -_-''' wahahah~ yeap. then we went back and slacked and bathed and chatted until 2.45am before slping. HAHA. =p

and today morning we woke up at 6.45am so that 1) we could wash the bedsheets, 2) she could be in time for her Jap lesson in town, 3) we could meet sx for breakfast. and stupid sx cheat my feelings, cos' LWN doesn't open at 8.30am on sunday mornings. so we ended up in a tut room, and she so ma fan still make me shift to LWN again at 9.30am after it opens. -_-'''

ahahahas~ OKKKKK. I MUST GO BACK TO MUG WITH THE SILLY GIRL, BEFORE SHE USES UP ALL MY HIGHLIGHTERS LIAO!!! wahaha~ ciao! i love juljul, yingying & xianxian!! BUT NOT THE OTHER J! so PLS STOP CALLING ME THAT, JUL!!!! O_O

bb!! *waves to all* have a nice day! ^^

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i am SO BORED!!!!!! =((

damn sian lorrrr! nwae, ppl after u finish reading this entry, pls scroll down to take the test i posted on the previous entry if you haven't done so! hahaha~

oh, and btw.. Happy Good Friday! :) haha okay, maybe i shouldn't use 'happy'.. it's not meant to be a celebration right? =X actually i don't know too.. can't rmb le. ahahaas~ but why am i blogging about it? that's not the point right? ahahaas~

after getting slightly scared-ed by jaron online about the 'things' @ blk33, i went over to jiayin's room with huiqi for 200 meeting. and jiayin told another story about...................you-know-what. and i got totally freaked out. as in, so freaked out that my hair stood immediately in her room. =X then my roomie sms-ed me to tell me that she's going to church, then home until sunday night. omg. u can imagine my misery.

so i returned to my room after the proj meeting past 10pm with me, myself and i, totally freaking out. then went online to find ppl talk. and jaren kindly offered to dial 999 for me if i would type HELP into the msn convo window before i actually erm..get harmed or something. that was so helpful indeed. and the next thing i knew, the kind old chap is on his way to hk/beijing today. SO NICE OF HIM. -_-''' wahahaha~

and so i managed to bugg jaron to study with me so that i won't rot alone slacking. and so he kindly went to slp at 5am and woke up at 1130am. hurhurhur -_-'' and so i decided to be evil when jiaying called, and pangseh-ed him for awhile to eat with my baobei! ^^ yayyyy~ which was the right thing to do, cos' i got myself a great deal - baobei's bunking in with me tmr nite! :) yayyyy. happyyyyy! rotting alone in hall is seriously BAD. thanks baobei for the offer! =D yeap. and so we finally settled down to study at around 1pm. and his parents came earlier than expected..so he went home at 5pm, leaving me to rot again. sheeeeesh~ x_x

rotting sucks!

i seriously need ppl to just simply be around, so that i will study! hahaha~ what's that..social pressure?? lols.. and darling sx's studying with me after the dumb makeup lec tmr! ^^

thinking whether to go home anot on sunday morning. hahaha~ actually thinking of not going home le.. cos' go home then won't study le. but the mere thought of that is so tong ku! and got ppl warn me that if i don't go home from now until end of exams i'll become depressed and emo!!! HAHAHAAAA. sounds so scary! now i'm damn homesickkkkk. =( damn the maths lec! or else i would have gone homeeeeeeeeeeeee :( now like bu san bu si~ urrrrrrrrgh.

somebody come over NOW to motivate me to studyyyyyy!!! =((

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hahahaaa.. for the first time in duno how many days, i'm back in hall at such a time! :)

BUT.

i don't get to do home for Good Friday! :(

cos'.. i have a proj tonight + a lecture on saturday

rawr!

ahahahaas. whole of ytd was spent mugging @ my 'playground' again.

had a good laugh with 2&5. 1 left early though. ahahaas~

2 and her red-coloured jelly...... =D)

wanted to mug after 203 tut @ 3.30.. but all my mugging kahkees are busy, and when they are finally free to mug in the evening, i'll be stuck @ hall2 doing my proj. =(( -wails in protest-

ahahahaas.

in a surprisingly good mood though. =p

stephie and i decided on how unhealthy exams are. firstly, they totally stress you up. secondly, you eat at unearthly times. thridly, due to the ungodly times you eat at, you are left with unearthly food in the ungodly canteen/s. rawrrrrrrr.
moral of the story: exams should be banned! ^^

-sidetracks- am listening to Zhang Zhi Cheng's 'Hen Xiang Ni' now! so niceeeeeeee. so long nv hear liao~ hehee :p rawks mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!! =)) wo hennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn xiang niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. ni zhi dao maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *croons horrifyingly* wahahahaa. it's the kbox withdrawal syndrome i swear! :(

baobei's going to kbox! UNFAIR!! -crosses finger-

hahahaha.. as u can see, this entry is getting pretty random. yea, i'm just bored but refuse to go study. so come here talk nonsense.

oh ya.. was at the library ytd. and there was this quite pretty girl at the table next to us. and this guy (who also don't know the girl de) sitting opposite her. so when the girl was about to leave for lec, she asked the guy to help her keep an eye on her stuff until she comes back. then the guy okay-ed it. and 2 hours later, the guy left..and the girl came back 10mins later. and she told us the guy left a note there to say he's off to lec, and asked HER to look after HIS stuff, and even left his NAME & HP NO. wth! wahahaha~ super lao tu, yet original way of jio-ing girls! wahahaha~ so in the end, the girl left afew hours later with a note saying "thanks, and study hard for your papers! bye." and the guy came back 5mins later. HAHAHAHA. -_-''' apparently 2,5&i were all very amused. =D


i wanna go HOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! =((

-suddenly craves for mummy's hug!- wahahaa~ feel so kiddy.. :p

study study TARDY!!(imitates mabbie's tone*) wahahaha~ i miss mabbie and cabbie!! -.- yea, i know they are the same person.

okkkkk. i'm really private speech-ing liao. ahahaaas.

the rejected kid is bored and neglected and wants to go home. =(

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it's been a happening 2 days.. all i can say is..ytd was horrible, today was alrite.

haha.. been busy apparently.

too shortchanged of time for a full detailed entry.

for once i wish i could be a full-time mugger. but no, i'm still chiong-ing one last project report - the last one that i presume is driving the whole world nuts, and leaving us with no time to mug.

exams are 13 days away if i trust my roomie's countdown.

i'm going crazy with all the pressure and the pressure of all around me.

but i'll hold out strong! after all, pms is almost over! the cheerful huiting will BRB! ;)

thanks to fellow stressfuls, i.e. roomie and manic pals for the jiayou da qi crucial to my campus survival! i love ya all! (:

am missing all my sa and cchms friends!!!!!!!! i keep dreaming of owtenos gathering and i duno why! -.- hahahaa~

i'm happy happy happyyy! that is, with the exception of ytd.. (=

my playground is Lee Wee Nam Library until 30th April.

i have a makeup lecture on Saturday morning, which is the day after Good Friday hols.

i'm uber sick of canteen food, regardless of can A/B/1/2/etc..

i know this entry is super messy and random, though i promised to keep it short, it's not really all that short either. =/

i got so much more to say but so little time.

i'm ending here.

can't wait for exams to end too.

i wanna meet up with ALL friends.

and i wanna have a proper meal with my family at home without having to worry about anything.

i miss my bed! and little miss sotong misses me! mummy now lays an extra cloth above my bed when i'm not at home so that my bedsheet won't keep collecting dust when i ain't around. and little miss sotong rests on top of this cloth and grins gleefully at me everytime i return! makes me so happy to be back in my room... hahahaa~

yea. i know i said i will stop.

bye, all. take care and mug hard! miss and love ya all (:

i wish i could really settle down to study.

i'm having a maths test tmr and i've hardly done anything! :(

i hate this feeling.

bleah.


***

went to sao mu today morning.. first time rain so heavily out of the so many years we go sao mu.. hahaha~ was okay i guess.. too many cars this year. hahaha. so many cars that i get to sit beside the driver (which has never ever happened before in so many years). hahaha. but that's not the zhong dian -.-

was super crowded this year.. duno why =X and we went for breakfast as usual after the whole thing. jus the change of location this yr. no more horrible macpherson food, thank goodness. we went to kovan! and the food was so much nicer.. my bro and cousin queued for the noodles and cai tao kuay(reminds me of -X- haha~) for more than half an hr respectively!! SO CRAZY. hahahhaa~ and after we exited the car park, and i realised we were beside HEARTLAND MALL. and that's the hawker centre that we always used to pass byyyy!!! HOW COME SOMEBODY NV TOLD ME THERE WAS SUCH NICE FOOD NEAR HEARTLAND MALL?!?! hahahhahahahaha~ k la, maybe somebody told me, just that we never had the chance to go eat.. no, wait..think we went once. hahahah. can't rmb wad we ate too. eah....did we ate?! -_-''' so tell me about STM. =X

ahahaas.

slept for 3 hours after reaching home. then came back to hall to rot.

i really hate this feeling.. i know i won't do anything when i'm at home, but i just don't feel like coming back to hall. esp. when roomie's not back yet. it's super sucky to be stuck alone in a stupid room doing nothing but pms-ing. ARGHHHHH!!!

yea, u guessed it. i'm in a real rotten mood.

ahahahas~


and it's been more than 24hrs. what's happening?

***

-iron clothes (hafta wait for 'em to dry first!! -.-)
-finish up this chap of 203.
-STUDY FOR MATHS TEST!!!
-pick yourself up and stop sulking around!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*the sotong rawrs*

oh no, oh no.. i'm so drained from ytd's mugging session that i've not been doing anything the whole morning! =(

ytd's was the ultimate.. i've never in my entire life, spent such a long time rotting in the library.

11.30AM: start mugging.
1.30PM: pon lec, went back to hall to bathe.
2.45PM: went back to library, dump stuff, went for lunch.
3.30PM: continued mugging.
8.45PM: went for dinner.
9.30PM: continued mugging.
10.45PM: went back to hall.

count, count, count. that's like at least a freakin' 8.5 hours!! O_O

so i nearly died, cos' the day before i slept at like 4am and had to wake up for a 9.30am lecture. x_x

huiting is pronounced braindead.

***

and we were talking about boyfriends and marraige. hahahaaa. to protect the rights and reputation of everyone involved, the characters involved in the 38-ing session should be dubbed 1,2,3,4. hahahaha~


::PART ONE::

1: 2 says she wanna get married by 23!
me, 3, 4: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
2: -stunned look- but no denial.
me, 1, 3, 4: wow.. can start looking for bf now liao leh.. 23 jus grad lor! how to get married?!
me: wah, then u must marry ur FIRST bf leh.. O_O
1: huh.. bu yi ding ma..
me: (reminded of 1's fren who had 2 ex-bf/s before entering a particular sch, and 13 ex-bf/s upon grad from that sch) hahahahaaa
1: eah, nwae.. can help you keep a lookout leh! hahahaa~ wad qualities you looking for??
*yak yak yak* attention suddenly shifts to 3.
3: must be taller than me! cannot be scared of cockroaches! best if can cook!
1: how tall are you? can la.. all my friends at least 17_ de..
3: 156..
1: plus allowance for you to wear heels, find one 170 for u de can liao la.. 180 de i can keep for myself!!
me: I ALSO WANTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
(ignored) -_-''' ---> this always happens.
me-->1: eah you got date anyone shorter than u before arh?
1: NO!! i will never!
me, 2, 3, 4: *in awe* wowwwww.. where u find so many taller than u de?
1: poly alot ma..
me: eah, yea lor yea lor! i also realise poly guys on avg taller.. so sad! all the short ones go to jc!! :( hahahahahahaaaaa (guys reading pls dun be offended. hahaa)
1: eah, true leh. poly alot of tall and quite shuai de guys..
me: =(( nwae, marriage is such a hassle! don't get married is THE BEST!!! hor, 4?!
4: *snaps out of dreamy mood* huh? what?
1: hahahaaa.. (repeats wad i said)
4: orh... yea lor yea lor.. of cos!!
me-->4: eah, actually.. seriously, i think you should look for bf leh.. why u so unreceptive de?
4: *crosses fingers* no no! wo mei you ren yao la..
me, 1: eah, say leh.. wad qualities you look for?
4: actually wo mei you xiang ni men xiang zhe me duo.. as long as i like the person can liao ma..
me, 1, 2, 3: wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.


::PART TWO::

2: ytd nite i asked '5' a qn, then she couldn't slp after that!
me: WAH. wad wad wad?!
2: i asked her.. if got this guy that has all the qualities you want, but you just don't like him at all.. will you marry him?
me: wah! *deep in thought* then wad did she answered you?!
2: ....... (keeps '5''s answer secret)
me: *continues deep in thought* so wad's your answer then?
1: eah, wad you'all talking about?!
*yak yak yak* topic suddenly changes*
2: he must entertain me..
me: yes yes YES. or else you keep talking yourself super weird lidat!!
1: yeaaa!
me-->2: wah.. you really must start looking now le leh.. 23 leh! so early..
1: yea!
2: where got... still got 5 years to look wad..
me: FIVE YEARS?! GIRL YOU ARE 20 ALRDY!!
2: oops. =X hahahaa
1: yea lor.. and you need like at least 1 yr to stabilise and prepare for the marraige stuff all that leh.. means u must find bf before you 22 liao leh..
me: yea lor.. how to settle so fast.. by the time we grad, also about 23 le leh
2: shotgun lor..
me: ?!?!?!?! *STUNNED*

hahahahahahaaa.. zhen shi mei xiang dao.. 2 looks so guai also will think of that de! wooooo hooooooo~ so happening.. hahahahaa. so 2's hong ji dan is gonna come before hong zha dan?! hahahaha~

nwae, the above convos' sequence and all that have been slightly changed.. cos' too long le can't rmb everything exactly.

nwae.. 2's qn got me thinking.. hmmmmm. 1stly, it's not gonna happen. nobody's gonna find someone that's gonna fit your bill so perfectly. 2ndly, nahhh..don't think i will marry the person. unless maybe he really comes at the right time, and can remove my stigma about marraige. and 3 wanna have kids before 27! O_O hahahaaa. that is so never gonna happen to me. of cos there was once upon a time when i wanted to get married before 24 n have my 2boys,2girls.(haha, i shocked 1!!) lols.. but that was when i was still young and stupid la, i swear such a thinking is nv gonna chance upon me again. i'm so gonna stay studies-oriented and career-minded until at least...30? hahahaha. abit scary.. but i think the government will hate me. wahaha~ yes, i wanna marry my next bf.. but i dowan to get my next bf so soon, and neither do i wanna give up so many things before getting shackled too. ahahaaas~ so xian shi rite..

seriously, i don't see the sense in giving up your studies or career just to get married. yea, everyone says you can continue after marraige.. but, face it. after you get married, the kids will follow, esp. if you are still super young. and once the kids come, you will worry too much to continue study properly.. and there's the finiancial constraints to consider too.. you will want the best for your child..which is as good as cutting down any luxuries or extras meant for yourself. means you're gonna stop studying. either that or you stop working so your kid can have the best mothercare. yada yada. it's all a vicious cycle.

ya. why am i typing all this junk when i'm supposed to be studying.. hahaha

waste my time!

nwae, i'm so tired! yammie's biopsych tb says that Da Vinci only slept for less than 1.5hr a day, and he can survive! his trick was to slp for 15min every 4hours. and the psychologists and scientists actually experimented, and found that it will actually work for anyone else without any adverse side effects!!! omgggggg. that is freaking cool can! you get SO MUCH MORE TIME to do your stuff! hahahaa.. we should really try that for exams! lols.. but it says that you need at least like 2-3weeks to adjust to it.. and the 15min thingy varies for everyone. hahaha. nahhhh~ forget it. hahahaha. i think i'll just slp to my max. 6hours of slp. hahahhahaa

i'm pms-ing btw. so don't mind me if i turn nasty. =X

I'M HOME!!! =)

hahaha.. feels seriously weird to be home on a weekday! lols.. but yea, am happy to see mummy well and BORED. hahahahaaaa~ she just keeps squirming i can't help laughing.. not that i'm gloating about the whole thing, but she just keeps giving me this sheepish look that i usually give when i was younger -.- wahahahaha~ I LOVE MY MUMMY!!! =D

okkkk. so it has been seriously happening since the last time yuyu deardear and i blogged. hahahaa. she should be blogging soon, i guess (and hope~). ahahaas. and she should have good news for all.. but i'll leave her to tell you the good news. all the same, congrats girl! sheng zhi le~ I WANT SEE PHOTOS!! =)

speaking of photos.. I HAVE PLENTY OF THEM!!!!!! =D wahahhaa.. i think 111 is becoming a good time for photo-taking sessions. i think it's a highly stressful mod with the stupid presentation to prepare for, taking up SO MUCH of our time, when it's not even strictly-speaking a psych mod! -frowns- ahahahas. so after last fri's meeting we went crazy taking silly photos, and after our presentation ytd, we went even crazier taking even crazier photos (with steph's fav dustbin). hahahaaaa. but they are all in my lappie, and i can't upload them now! ahahaas. sorry peeeeeps. hafta wait if you wanna see them! =p or can just ask for them from me! hehee~

and yes, if you haven't noticed what i wrote in the above para, our PRESENTATION IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! -RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR- ^^" heheee... SO HAPPYYYYYY! =D although i think my segment was quite sucky la.. but i think overall the group did quite well.. heeex. singlish rocks mannnn! *winks* :p heheee.. and bearbear is so poser!!! wahaha~ ask him how was it, he jus said "ok lor..not bad leh i think" then today jiayin said "you'all from yammie's grp rite? zhan zhi say your grp very good lehhh!!!" WAHAHAHHAA. rocks mannnnn! ok la~ talk so much.. not as if bearbear grading our presentation.. hahahaha. but it's still nice when someone compliments the hard work you put in, whether it's the grader or not. =)

ahahahaas. and 11 looked seriously funny ytd! and SOMEBODY so happy they wore qin lu zhuang! wahahaha~ =p

and ytd a bunch of 4 muggers studied in the library until from like erm..about 7pm? to 11.30pm! wahahaha~ =D and we kena shushed by the guy from the table behind cos' we were too noisy LAUGHING at jul's neighbour's(?) bf who was squeezing a zit infront of the WEBCAM. wthhh! hahahahaha~ and fenfen bobo me shared TWENTY-PIECE NUGGETS for supper!!! WAHAHAHHAA. DAMN SHIOK ARH!
happy happy happyyyy~ life can't get better then NOW. that is of cos' minus the endless report deadlines and exams coming up and mum's little hitch! otherwise, life is just PERFECT. =)

i think i'm turning crazy. everytime i type a bracket i feel like adding a , 2007 or something to it if you get what i mean. ----> (Huiting, 2007). GET IT?! hahahaha~

stress stress stress. happiNESS happiNESS happiNESS (EC)!!! =D

EC. which reminds me. ZHU ERNIE YI LU SHUN FENG!!!! =)) HUIYU AND I WILL MISS YOU!! wahaha~ seriously.. pls date us out for kbox after our exams! hahaha~


and i'm actually looking forward to the coming hols, although i have like promised a thousand and one ppl a thousand and one committments?! BLEAH. which means no time for play again! x_x it's the first time after so many years of schooling i'm having a THREE-MONTH VACCATION. and i'm going to spend the first month of it STUDYING. -_-''' wth! hahaha~ i guess it's the ageing getting to me.. lols. i used to just want my hols as a time purely for PLAY. now i want a meaningful hol.. doing sensible things which may or may not aid me in my studies or my future. and i want a MEANINGFUL hols. not one that i play and get over with it in a breeze just spending mountain loads of money and doing nothing else. of cos' there's the routine shopping and kbox.. -beams- ^^ BUT.. other than that, i think i'm finally ready to reach out and do something for myself, and for others. yeap~ sounds so cheem right? i should join someone @ NUS and study PHILOSOPHY. *gag gag* wahahaha~

hahahaaa. The Sotong is finally growing up! and SOMEONE will rebutt here that "you-grow up?! come on la.. it's not going to happen lor...." *sulks* hahahahaaaa. owells. i KNOW i'm growing up! hahahaha. and i'm turning DAI DEE in a few months time! wahahaha~ which is not a good thing. cos' i'm going into EARLY ADULTHOOD.. and soon MIDDLE ADULTHOOD will come, and i'll get a midlife crisis.. and before i know it, LATE ADULTHOOD will follow, and here comes DEATH&GRIEVING!!! *SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS* no, relax.. i'm not getting depressed. i was just revising my syllabus. -_-'''

hahahaaa. ok i really gtg..REVISE MY SYLLABUS!!!! i am SO NOT GOING TO dabao!!!!!! O_O

ppl, pls jiayou!! it's all gonna be over soon! =)

*praying very hard..*

this is a competition between fishsee jiejie and i.

the fastest blogger wins. (:

yayyyy. so long nv blog liao! hehee

got so many things to say, but duno where to start..

for starters, i'm very very happy now! :) don't know why, getting more and more cheerful these few wks.. ahaahas. that is, apart from when i'm pms-ing la. muahahaa.

and got quite a few compliments from friends, acquaintances and even STRANGERS. hahahahaa~ so weird right?? -.- lols.. but all the same, huiting is a very very VERY happy girl! hehee..

thanks:
- mabbie for always sharing my woes and weals and goofy smiles thru' all these time.
- & sorry to gungun for being there for me always (and that complain letter haha) and my not constantly being there for u respectively.
- to my roomie for all the late nights up together.. although you do your stuff and i do my stuff, it's nice to have someone staying up with u while you're busy! :) and it's nice to have someone wake you up from all the 8-min naps! (:
- to erly for coming all the way here that day to pei me talk and study. cheer up soon, gal! i believe everything will work out for u!!! :)
- to ALL psych pals for being there for me every single day in school. school life's so much better with you all around! ^^ and thanks for being so understanding and supportive thru' all theses stressful times of projects assignments and more tests ahead to come! i hope i'm not irritating you'all with my contribution to the noise pollution!!! =X hahaha. and we must all mug hard in the days to come! wahahaha~
- ernie for being understanding when i forever got no time to meet up with you =( i really miss you lots too! and SUBWAY. wahahaha~
- all friends i sms-ed on that day when i was feeling down and missing you guys so badly. =) your words really lifted up my spirits for that night. miss each and everyone of you. pls meet up soon, kaes! :)
- to YOU. for all the happiness and sadness and everything else. =))

and to think i thought i'll be making this long.. but now my roomie wants to bathe liao, wo bu de bu zou.. hahahaa.

sorry yuyu deardear.. I WIN.

muahahaa~

ciao.. love ya all guys (:

really miss all my dear friends lots lots lots.

and of cos'... KBOX!!!!!!! -.-''

on hiatus.

it's ernie's curse, i swear. it's always ernie. once he curses you, you can't escape. he's the one always predicting who will break with who, and who will get what grades, i.e.BABA. and they always happen.
and now he asks me why i'm happy everyday, i get totally all screwed up the next day.

ernieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is evil. hahaha. more evil than my boo. though they don't know each other. hahaha~ ok, kind of getting out of point. -_-'''

ooh. ytd was screwed up totally.
1. woke up all grouchy and all that, cos' didn't sleep well.
2. then looked in the mirror, and damn - bad hair dayyy. GREAT~
3. then went for breakfast with roomie, and met sx to study. then like going off for proj meeting le then realise my resume got error forget to change and must pass up later le. so asked sx help me edit somemore, then i go and change and print new copy. and damn. i only edited the mistakes sx pointed out, then those originally wanted to amend de nv amend. -_-'''
4. so was almost late for the meeting, but hai hao wasn't the last. haha.
5. and the test totally sucked, cos' all my answers different from them~ GREAT.
6. went for consultation after lunch. and left my laptop adaptor in the seminar room (and didn't find out until like 2.5hrs later -.-)
7. went back to my room after consultation, bathed. and realised my adaptor was missing. best is i don't even rmb if i took it out of the seminar room.
8. called hh and she said they saw it, but venus said leave it there cos' the person will come back and take.
9. left hall to go look for adaptor. stepped out, and it started POURING.
10. went back tk umbrella, and wind blow until my umbrella almost flipped.
11. the seminar room was void, whether of ppl or of adaptor.
12. went library look for venus no., called and she said left if with her sect. liao.. called sect. but it was after office hours alrdy. so i couldn't get my adaptor back until the next day when she returns to work. damn.
13. hurried back to hall, and almost slipped and fell while chasing the bus.
14. took bus out of hall, and took damn long.
15. no more tix for Protege, hafta watch Ghost Rider instead, which was quite stupid.
16. swensens tasted weird after awhile.

the rest of the night went well and went not-too-well in a way i guess. haha. enjoyed myself, but there were the sad stuff and happy stuff i guess (: but still, won't deny i had a great time! maybe i'm just stupid or something, haha. but i guess i'm just contented this way. =) yeap. case closed~ don't ask me about it anymore.

today was a sleepy day. crawled up at 6+. didn't sleep well again. had 111 meeting at 8.30, which literally started at 9 or something. 200 lec was useful for once, and i actually absorbed quite abit. then got lost trying to find my way to the sect's office to get my adaptor back. then met hq n jy again for 200 proj meeting. then jy's roomie say maths lec supposed start with new set of notes liao..then i pia back to hall to get the notes, and pia down to lec again. DAMN HOT TODAY CAN. still make me run here run there. in the end he didn't start the new notes O_O yeap. going home soon now~ just finished my laundry, and am packing up. hahaha

will be coming back on sunday nite or monday morn' i guess.. hehe. byeeeee to my dearie lappie for now!! =)

***

mabbie, pls be happy! (:

wah.. super shag!! i studied for a total of like 8hours today!! O_O

and i haven't finished. -_-'''

k la, considering all 8 hrs wasn't spent on the same thing.. haha

super tired le.. kind of info overload le.. so came back to rest. haha

reading room is conducive for sleepy ppl. =p

roomie's sick..so she sleeps early..tts why i went down to study..so wun disturb her and wun feel like sleeping myself. hahaha

ooh. so proud of myself!! :)

argh. busy day again tmr. going out at nite :)


yayyyy. sotong is truly a happy girl! esp. tonight.. hehe =))

ok i opened the browser and chatted for like 1/2hr before starting to type in here -.-

so retard. hahaha

yeap yeap. i'm back from m'sia! HAPPY CNY TO ALL!!!! =) was a great hol.. a nice break from everything. hehee~


i've seen..

-how cousins who see each other less than 3 times a year can come together and have a great time. =)

-an infant with serious insecure attachment problem. =/

-how a mummy can be so patient towards her insecure attachment-infant. =)

-how a baby's gurggling and laughter can cheer one up when they are caught in a traffic jam. =)

-how u should never shush a gurggling baby on a quiet bus, cos they will think u're playing with them and squeal even louder. =D

-babies with abundant slp are happy babies. =)

-a table of 7 obasang/s gathering at a table and turning rowdy with gossip. (6 sisters+1dasao = havoc.) ;)

-how much weight i put on after pigging out on heaty food for days. -_-'''

-and felt happiness on cny eve when mabbie cabbie sms me her good news =))

-fireworks. very pretty ones. =D

-how simple stuff like fireworks can pull everyone closer and allow all members of a large family to gather outside the house for up to an hour, ooh-ing and ahh-ing and laughing together. =)

-how one can never get bored of fireworks. :)

-how fireworks and firecrackers never fail to melt the kids to bits.

-how u should nv bring ur books on a hol, cos' u'll nv touch them. =X

-how great it is to dump your books and sorrows momentarily and enjoy the short hol. =)

happy valentine's day to all!! ^^

hehee.. hope everyone will be happy on this special day of love and friendship! :D

wooooooooooooo~ jogged last nite! very very big big big round. hehee.. ok la, at least more than usual.. lols. from our hall to adm to new hall to hall 11 and to the staff club there and back! then chiong-ed up the slope...wooohooooooooooooooo! so shuang! wahahaha.. i always hated slopes..but last nite duno why very determined to conquer it.. hahahah :D

yay!

happy happy girl!! (:

yeah! ytd was fun!! hehee

met all of them except meimei n yammie at clementi.. then went down to holland v.. then hh so blur.. she saw meimei at clementi, and sx was with us.. then meimei suppose to go meet yammie at holland v first to buy the cake.. then hh still call out to her.. wahahaha. and in the end she have to come up with some lame excuse to bluff sx so she can siam to meet yammie. wahahah~

and steph didn't joined us!! SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD =(

hehee.. circled around holland v while waiting for meimei n yammie to finish preparing the surprise at the restaurant.. then pulled sx into pet shop, walk 1 round then come out liao.. hahahaa! so dumb cannnn~ lols. then went to eat at the italian restaurant.. which was okay la~ and the cake is WOAH~! hahahahaaa :p

but was really fun i guess! ^^

hehee..

steph pls come nxt time! don't give a damn about marketing! marketing is bad for the mind and soul and body!!! =p muahahaha~

hehee.

was a great wkend! had fun and got quite a lot of work done!! ^^ yayyy~ so happy! hehee.. nxt time must plan time for play also, then will do work! hahaha~ cos' when i going out to play, then feel greater sense of urgency, and will quickly get my work done so can play in ease! hehee :p

lalala~

okkkk. going for work soon le! hehee.

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!! ^^

i give up.

keep thinking of the movie when i listen to the songggggg. =[

hehee. today was dumbbbbbb. dun feel like blogging about it. but thanks to mabbie dearie, it ended up fun! thanks, gal! :) and i got so totally stunk up by perfumes. ahahahaaa~

and i repaid my 'sleeping debts' fully. slept for a full 2 hours in the evening! :p wooooooohooooooooooooooooooooo!! shuang! ^___^

now hafta study le! :( hehee~

quite excited abt tmr! hehee. =]


hmmmmm. maybe some things just aren't meant to be.

yay! saw willis on the way home! haha so exciting~ so long nv see him le! did quite abit of catching up... and he knows GUNGUN!! wooooooohooooooooooooooooo!! so happening~ hahaha

and msn's a mess now! wad's sunday's plan?! =X

and ronnie nv gimme any details about tmr!! wad to do wad to do??

n i cannot do my matrices!! arghh!

*breathes in breathes out* life is beautiful! hahahaaa~ ^^

gungun is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! ^^

haha and so i'm supposed to be having my next lesson at 1.30.. hahaha. had 2hr break then eat liao nothing to do, and forget to bring books study also.. haha so came back to hall to stone. haha so waste time right?? ok, nxt wk must bring book liao! hehe.

oh so busy so busyyyy!! =((

ronnie bully meeeeeeeeeeeeee!! hafta go cover the rugby game tmr @ yck stadium again!! -wails- hahaha ok la.. actually he got ask me i free anot, then he like got quite a hard time looking for ppl to cover..then jus go lor. bleah! i hope i dun get lost at yck!!! O_O hahahaha~ so half of sat is gone doing the writeup.. =X

and sunday having dinner with the manics @ Holland V... bleah!

and monday got maths quiz!!!! O_O

and tues got hw111 meeting! ok, so i must finish my resume by tues.. hahahaa~

then wed is v'day! AND IT'S MY ONLY FREE DAY OF THE WK!!! -_-'' conclusion: everyone's busy with their date except me. hahahahaha~

and thurs is total defence day! wahahaha~ and i got hp200 meeting at night!!! =((

and fri is....... the day after total denfence day!! waahahaha~ and it's finally the prelude to new year! hahaa~ and i finally get to go home..... but NOT IN PEACE!!!! >=( cos' thurs hp203 will get our group presentation de material..so prob hafta do something about it before cny?? O_O hahahaha. then still got social psych test when sch reopens!! and got hp200 assignment too!! and i'm going malaysia on sat morning, so i hafta finish everything by sat morning?! TELL ME!! HOW TO SPEND CNY IN PEACE LIDAT?! ='(

i'm gonna die die dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :'( ok, i must spend my v'day MUGGING for social psych nowwwwwwww. awwwwwwwwwwww, ain't tt great?? BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

hahaha. so i spend my >1hr back in hall grumbling here before going for my maths lec.. diaooooooooo! -.-''' hahahaha

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oh yea, ytd went for hss talenttime with huiyu.. hahahaa. it was so...............NICE. hahahaa. pls detect tone. it's really really really VERY NICE. -end of story- =X

wahahaha~

but nwae, all the same..thanks huiyu for accompanying me there! hehee.. actually didn't plan to go de.. but saw liwen, and she said she's one of the contestants! then i abit excited, so went to watch lor... hahahaa.

oh n thanks meimei and shixian for accompanying me to Hexis!! =) yayyyyyyyyyyy~ heheee.

and i'm so gonna die for feb hols tooooooooooooo!! i think i should just stay in hall and study liao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. plus got so many other projs to do lidattttttttt!! :( hahaha see? i'm rantling on about my miseries again. hahaha!

okok... no no.. my blog must be a happy bloggggg! hahahahaa. =D oh no..my leg numb!! hahaha ok, abit random~ O_O

yeap, better get going soon! heheee. not bad, managed to blog so much rubbish until 1.05pm! wahahaha.. cya at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! :p

Happy Birthday

guys, this movie is super nice!! pls catch it! very touchingggggggg :) and very sad :( hahaaaha! but not sad to the extent of crying la.. haha. or at least to me.. cos the ppl behind me like crying =X n ya. got one baby infront kept crying too!! -.- hahahaha~

hmmmm. reminded me about some stuff toooo. =X ohwellllss!! all overrrrrr! hehee~

hahaa. yea yeap. went for movie today evening with shixian.. hehee. was niceeeeeeeeeeee ^^

sian sian siannnnnnn. trying to catch up with all the readings nowwwww. =( really duneed celebrate cny le.. so many test and proj deadlines to meet!! =((

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

rawrrrrrrrrrrr.

i have less than 20min to blog before leaving for lunch n lessons! hahaha~

came back to hall ytd morning! ahahaaaas. so surprised to see roomie arnd! cos' tot she at nite then coming.. so we went for lunchhhhh. then i zoomed off to work straight after.. hehee. work was fun! hahaha. not fun la.. the answering calls part abit silly.. got all sorts of weird ppl calling to ask weird qns!! =X hahahaa~ okk but the co-workers were all quite friendly.. so was quite fun crapping with themmm~ ahahaas.

then zoomed straight off to lec after that..O_O hahaha. so tiring rush here rush there! :p then got maths tut after that.. and supposed to meet hy n gaigai after maths... n i left the sch with shijia, who was in a hurry to meet her friends at tamp too.. so we zoomed off from maths tut once again O_O hahahaaa. really rush here rush there like duno wad the whole day! hahaha~

then stoned with huiyu at mac while waiting for gaigai who came at 8 or something.. lols. but i finished my maths tut! hahaa.. n i learned ka ki ku ke ko! -.-'' hahahahaaa. yeappp. meeting up with them was funnn! hehee.. then went to eat lor.. and was nice chatting :) thanks gaigai for the help with our proj! ^^

then came back and roomie jus came back too from bball finals.. our hall lost both matches!! :( ahahaas. then she wanted to jog..but i too full liao.. so she half jogged n i brisk walked while she updated me abt the match -.-'' hahahaaa! yeappp. so by the time we came back to bathe n settle down.. it was alrdy 12. =X yeaaaa. and i finally have to face up to reality and do my writeup on the Road Relay!! =X hahahaa~ so half chatting and half typing and half editing rubbish..i finally completed it at 2.30am. wahahahaa. yayyyyy! slping timeeeeeeeeeee =D

haha so i'm stoning now.. beeen stoning since i woke up, and prob will continue stoning until i go out.. hahahaaaaaa. stoner's life. -_-'' lalala~ I JUST RMB-ED!! TONIGHT GOT WALKABOUT!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. DUNEED TO STUDY AGAIN LE!!!! o_o hahahaa. win liao lorrrrrrrr. i need to complete my learning journal!! okok. pls remind me to complete my learning journal before going for the walkabout!! O_O wahahaha

and i need to iron my clothes! lols..

and i got a thousand and one things to do and i'm still feeling so relaxed and erm...revitalised?? hahahahaaa. siao one! slp so late still feeling so goodddddd. muahahaha~ but my eyes abit pain actually.. lols. and i'm just going on and on typing rubbish to occupy some time before i go and change. =/

lalalaaaaaaaaaa~

haha supposed to be doing my Learning Journal.. but once i on the lappie and go into ms words, the words in the article starts swimming in front of me. hence that explains why i clicked on the IE icon and am blogging now. =/

woke up bright and early before 8.. waste my beauty sleep!! i reached at like 8.45am, and the race started at like 9.55am. WAHHH. that's ONE HOUR of slp wasted u know?! hahaha. sleepyhead. :p yea yeap.. met laihuat and the jcrc ppl.. realised that Esther is super super SUPER NICE. :) hehee.. and i think only the jcrc ppl goes down to cheer....... =X hahaa. n it wasn't very exciting either.. not cos' not enthu for the hall or what..but cos' we don't get to see half of the relay, cos' they ran out of the track...so after the grp of ppl raced off, we just stoned while waiting for them to run in again.. ahahaha. and half of the time i was so confused thinking our team was lagging so behind.. (cos' one whole grp of ppl suddenly ran in, and it was after quite awhile before our team ppl came in.. then i realised very long after that the grp of ppl who came in were finishing their 2nd round, and after ahile our team came in finishing the 3rd round HAHA. -_-''') if you still don't understand..it's okay. u just hafta know our team prob ended up 2nd out of 14teams. ahahahas~ realised i said PROB cos' there are 2teams per hall, and they must tabulate the results of both teams then can conclude the winners. hahaha~

okkk. then it finally finished at 11+ and i went home at erm.. 1+? or was it 12+? hahaha.

i think i'm still kinda sad about Bernard.. =( was telling mum about it just now and i felt like crying all over again.. =/ i don't know whether i'm more disturbed by the fragility of life or is it cos' i worked alongside with him for 7months and after losing touch for another 7months, i suddenly won't be seeing him forever.

was thinking if i would have felt better if i knew of his condition. but then, again..even if i knew of it, there wasn't anything i could have done right? even those who knew couldn't do anything, needless to say - i couldn't have done anything too. but somehow i wished someone told me earlier that this was coming..then i wouldn't feel so (fill-in-the-blank)..... =/ perhaps it was his intention not to let too many ppl know about his condition, so that he could lead a normal life, and have ppl treat him as a normal person? hmmmm. i wonder what i would do if i were him. =|

i rmb-ed he was the one who told me "guys do not know how to cherish girls. even if you give them a 2nd chance, they will still waste that chance and treat the girl like thrash again." and i took it to heart seriously. i mean..it's true, isn't it? ok, maybe the guys reading this will protest.. -owells- i was simply trying to say.. be it girls or life, we should all learn how to treasure the ppl/things around us! sounds so cliche right? haha. but be it girls or simply life, many a times we will still not learn how to cherish them whether we are given a 2nd chance or not... hmmmm. =(

seems that 2007 isn't exactly off to a good start.. so many deaths already. =((

rawr! i want all my cny resolutions/wishes to come true!! (refer to previous entry if you still do not know what are they. haha) and i want to add that..i hope everyone can be very very happy!! and everyone lives life to the fullest!!!

i think i sound disgustingly grandmotherly today -.- okkk, enough of all this... back to my even-more-disgusting Learning Journal!! =X



dear friend, i hope you will be happy now, wherever you are, and free from all the sufferings...

time's 1.04am now.. but learn from poonie, blog as 11.59pm so that will appear as the day before's entry.. haha

am still stuck in hall on a friday nite.. =(

cos' have to cover the road relay lor.. bleahs. just went to see their 'blog'..everyone write until so pro lidat.. argh!! SO STRESSED!! O_O

hmmm.. today's been a long long day of mixed feelings.

as usual, tried to wake up for can1 porridge..but overslept by 1hr15min. hahaha. so eat bread only then rush to lec..

received Shirley's sms during 2nd half of the lec.. totally stunned. Bernard passed away liao.... =( feel sad all over again just as i am typing this all out. but i'm gonna carry on.. i wanna blog out everything... nwae, i was so taken aback by the news.. and totally didn't know how to react.. FYI, Bernard's my mentor when i was working @ SP.. although i wasn't very close to him then, but he was my shi fu after all and i really found him nice and patient from day1.. and he's quite nice to us too.. like always find him quite cute when he laughs too.. really those u see liao feel like laughing along too de =) anyway, i just hid into the toilet cubicle and squat there crying nonstop for i duno how long.. felt so distraught.. don't understand and don't believe why all this is happening.. this probably sounds odd here..but i just added him into Friendster a few days ago.. and they say he had a failed op @ US now.. just doesn't quite make sense to me... and feel quite sad cos' i've never really had someone else other than a family member/relative/neighbour passed away.. and at such a young age somemore.. =(

i've always think about how others will react if i die one day.. but i've never ever gave any thought at all about what would happen to me if one day a friend dies. weird, isn't it? to have someone missing in your life all of a sudden when you thought everything was well... =(

anyway, thankfully the girls were around.. yeap. at least got friends around me i won't think so much about it anymore.. and then went for lunch and maths lec as usual.. was nice having you girls around as usual =)

came back to hall and stone and chatted with Shirley online.. then decided to meet @ JP for dinner.. yeap. so went and all that.. then chatted quite abit.. feels so good to meet an old friend for dinner and talk and walk about like that =) guess it makes me feel abit better too..cos' out of all the ppl who talked to me about Bernard, she's the only one who knows him too.. so it felt better to get everything off my chest. thanks, girl =)

then came back to hall and tried to do stats. i miss Miss Chan!!!! she's so much better than this sucky lecturer!! i don't believe anyone understands her at all!! =X anyway.. at one point of time, i called Shixian to enlighten myself about significant level.. and we ended up chatting for about an hr.. hahaha. so funny~ MAGIC!! :b

oh yea.. bought a bag at some fair in sch jus now.. hahaha. also duno why i go buy.. wanted to go bugis street look for it de.. but roomie said before bugis st de quality not good.. then just now i bad mood.. so just retail therapy when i saw it lor. =X diaos.. hahaha. so dumbbbbbbbbbbbb =X

hmmm hope can go home earlier tmr.. really lotsa stuff to complete.. the work is so overwhelming.. actually went for Hexis sets&props meeting last nite... then got so stressed up after that tt totally no mood to do work at all after that.. cos' it's damn alot of commitment and like so scary no time for sch work at all.. then today afternoon finally decided to sms the i/c and tell her i'm quitting liao.. cos' really too taxing le.. haha. feels more qing song after that.. so at least today can get some work done!! *phew* =)

and did i mentioned i'm thankful to have such a sweet roomie who tried so hard to cheer me up last nite? :)

school work's finally starting to pile up now.. feeling how gaigai feels.. haha. tuts projs hall. everything snowballs and rolls after you!!! hahahaaa,, abit kua zhang de bi yu.. lols. but sums up everything aptly, doesn't it? :X

cny resolution!!
1. clear up the silly mess i landed myself in!! (only beav n mab knows this, so don't ask.. haha)
2. balance my sch/social/family/hall life properly!
3. the standard resolution - good results!!
4. settle down properly to study for midterms!!!!
5. settle all the dumb projs!
6. get to go home for term break!

ok.. so that wasn't exactly a resolution list.. more like a wish list huh? hahaha

anyway.. guess what's coming up before cny??

Valentine's Day did you say?!

haha. get lost.. it's..................tada!! TOTAL DEFENCE DAY!!!!!!

-.-''

hahaa no implied meaning.. don't delve too deep into it.. was just thinking about vday, then suddenly rmb-ed.. lols.

oh well.. hope everyone will be happy, whatever day/time of the year it is!! :)

ok, it's 1.30am liao.. better go slp liao.. tmr gotta wake up at 7+!! O_O

niteys, ppl. i love ya all =)

haha removed my blog song cos alot of ppl complained that it kept hanging their pcs.

rawr! bored nowwwww. studied quite alot ytd... YEAH!! :p

saw quite alot of ppl around school today.. not ALOT..but shixian say i keep on luan luan wave -.-

hahaha..

i like today's lessons.. i think social psych is something i look forward too every wk.. haha so tell me i'm crazy.. :p i like venus! hahaha. btw, shixian..i saw venus after my lec too and she waved at me! lols..so this one is not luan wave de.. wahahaha :p

yayyy. met yuyu deardear for proj discussion and management lec.. wahaha. talked so much during the lec.. talk so long liao then realise not even 1hr passed yet -.- *pengs* hahaha. so in the end we decided to warm our seats until 1hr pass liao then go (supposed to be a 2hr lec).. hahaha. then now i'm stoning infront of the lappie with noone to eat with meeeeeeee!! =( hehe maybe eat with roomie later..which is like 7.30pm. arghh! so hungryyyyyyyyyyyy~ hehee.

i killed a cockroach last night, for the first time in my life!! freak! so scary can.. was outside our room, and roomie wasn't around.. and i couldn't let it come in, could i? so i jin guo bu rang xu mei...and use alot of rough paper and PIAK! and it RAN. omgggg. i almost screammmmmm. i hate to see roaches RUNNING about!!! -.-''' hahaha weird rite.. yeap. then i gu qi yong qi and PIAK again... WOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO! die liao~ ^^ wahahaha. and that was The Adventures of HuiTing and the First Cockroach Ever Murdered By Her. -hurhurhur-(sc) :p

supposed to climb up at 7.30am to go can1 eat the duper nice porridge with roomie today morning before she goes for her piano lessons out of sch.. but we both slept at 2+ ytd so super tired.. then lai chuang until 8.30am instead!! -.- wahhaaha~ so abit late to eat porridge le.. but still very hungry.. so after nua-ing around and waiting for her to print her lab report we went to can2 instead! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ CAN2 HAS SUPER NICE WAFFLE!!!!!!! =D omgggggggggggg. i bit into the thing and i feel myself floating up to heavennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :O wahahahaa!! ECSTASY is the only word to describe the feeling. wahahahaha~ but it's much more ex than can11/13 de i think.. hehee. nvm, value for money! erm, is that the phrase?! -heck cares- wahahaa. then roomie say wanna go get half-boiled eggs and shun bian buy for me. then i okay, and she came back with FOUR. omggggggg!! wahahaa. she thought standard is eat 2 de.. -_-''' then i was like so damn full O_O lols.. i swear my roomie's gonna ba wo yang de bai bai pang pang!! wahahha. she still buy potato chips for me ytd lor :p heheee

lalala~

so by the time came back n bathed all that was late when i go meet the rest for career fair.. hahaha. my schema of ny audi is officially associated with FREEBIES now. muahahaha~ i wanna work at the police force! hahaha~ still abit early to say hor? lols..

oooh. met steph n yammie for dinner at can11 ytd nite! heheee.. shixian ownself admit that she very sad we nv call her go de.. lols. :p *shakes head* 女人啊！有点矜持好不好？！wahahahaha.... :D yea yeap. ate the claypot thingy.. quite nice, jus abit oily.. and the ice cream waffle was nice..just that not as nice as CAN2'S!!!!!! :p

wheeeeeeeeeee~ i blog until i become so hungry liao... whahahaha.

somebody accompany me to jp/imm tmr!! i need to get stuff, but everyone's going home liao!! =(